Youth is not watching the fire from the other side -

A regrettable ending is a perfect ending.

In my freshman year, I was hooked on League of Legends with Zheng Wei, and we loved the variety of heroic stories and marveled at the talent of the designers.

So we dreamed of becoming a professional gamer, and went over the wall to play games at the Internet café next to the school every night when the lights went out, but novice players didn't have the game experience.

Later, we heard that Fang Wei in the next class was the king god, so there was another beautiful figure in the Internet café.

"Fang Wei, you played the game so well, and it was so beautiful. It's so unreal!" I looked at Fang Wei when I took the blood of the demon queen on the other side.

In front of great people, people often want to prove themselves, and I am no exception... She laughed twice and didn't speak again. I thought to myself that the king should be so proud, let alone such a punctual king

We fought with Fang Weiqi for months, she took us to the competition, we invited her to a barbecue and a beer, and she said that she hoped that the weather in Mianyang would always be so good and that the story would be so perfect......

Fang Wei is an out-and-out scholar. I heard that the family is a listed company. Zheng Wei and I don't understand the concept of listed companies, we just think it's awesome, there should be endless barbecue, and endless five milligrams of Zhongnanhai.

In the words of the game, God added red and blue buffs to her.

With the guidance of Fang Wei, the king, the number of victories for the three of us has increased, and the prize money for the game has become more generous.

I used the prize money from the competition to buy my first smartphone in college, and for the first time, I had online contact with Fang Wei. Out of curiosity and the desire to explore new things, I would flash her avatar every day, and she would patiently reply with a laughing emoji before ending the chat.

I live next to the Green Lake, and I can see the lake when I open the window. A few of our friends often spend time sitting by the lake, and we like to waste time and enjoy the wind blowing from the other side of the lake.

I sat by the lake and smoked, with the willows with me. I was playing with the zippo lighter given by Zheng Wei, and it wasn't until I finished smoking a cigarette that I noticed Fang Wei sitting on the steps next to me, and I remembered that we had made an appointment to sit by the lake.

In the early autumn of Mianyang, the weather has slowly become colder. She clutched her trench coat and looked at the lake. Relatively wordless

I lit another cigarette and savored the taste of the cigarette and listened to the sound of the tobacco burning。。。。。 It seems that because of her side, autumn has become less cold because of her.

Silence is the speech of two people.

"Do you have a dream" Fang Wei turned his head to look at me. The evening breeze stroked her hair, fluttering up one by one, and then resting quietly on her face.

"I didn't before, but now I want to sit here with you and blow the wind"

"Why else are we doing here?"

"Yes, it's been done"

There was another silence, and the cigarette burned to his fingers.

Just as I was about to take one last puff, Fang Wei's slender fingers caught my cigarette, put it to his mouth and took a puff, and then coughed violently

"I don't know what this thing is smoking!" I said angrily snuffing out my cigarette, and I felt sorry for a while.

"Quit smoking, just think it's for me. She looked at the lake, and then turned to look at me, and her eyes were gentle and terrible, and there was another gust of wind on the other side of the lake, and her hair brushed my face.

I don't like to do things that I wasn't prepared for. No one ever reminded me to quit smoking, and there was never a girl who needed me to quit for her. So I have to admit that at this moment, she pinched me.

"Okay! for you, but you just smoked the filter and the tobacco has burned out"

So we saved up money and went to Japan to ask for a charm, went to Xitang to swing, went to Taipei to ride a battery car around Green Island, and finally hit the beach with the waves.

I walked her whole world and spent every night hugging her.

We live in the gutter, and there are still people who look up to the stars

Finally, the day before the college league, Zheng Wei and I asked Fang Wei day and night how to improve our skills and awareness, so that we could win the championship in the college league and then amaze a group of beautiful sisters!

After that day, Fang Wei never played the game again, and we never went to the Internet café again. She told me that she was going to study and settle in the United States.

She stuffed me with a box of Zhongnanhai and told me not to finish smoking until she came back, and reminded me to remember to quit smoking, and I told her to pay attention to her body

The train picked up everyone and hurried by, and suddenly I was the only one left on the platform

Our passion dissipated into our lives with Fang Weiwei, and her roommate, Ayu, told us that she first went to Beijing and then settled in the United States.

After Fang Wei left, Mianyang City seemed to be forever shrouded in a layer of smoke and rain...... I kept in touch with Fang Wei, but she never gave me a laughing emoji again

The weather has never been better......

A few days after meeting Ayu, we also got acquainted with this gentle, well-behaved and quite rich girl, and since we met Fang Wei, we have a new concept of the word rich.

Zheng Wei and I sat at the barbecue stall smoking cigarettes and drinking beer, and Ayu sat on the side and silently ate skewers. "Lao Liang, let's form a band, you be the captain, and I will be the guitarist. Zheng Wei chewed the beef in his mouth, took out a crumpled pack of Zhongnanhai from my pocket, and took a cigarette from the box.

I snatched the cigarette back from his hand and inserted it back into the cigarette case, "Recruit!!" he exclaimed excitedly.

This kind of vigorous and resolute attitude to life stunned Ayu, and it seems that our emotions are quite contagious. She put down the skewers with great interest, and quickly reached above her head with her little hand and made a non-standard rock gesture, "Rock! All your sponsors are packed!"

It's just that her voice is too gentle and cute, and it really can't match rock 'n' roll...

We found Qiu Rui, she heard about Ayu's sponsorship, and immediately said that she wanted to participate.

In this way, the three of us took Ayu and two broken guitars to sign up for performances at every event at school

Life is full of surprises and accidents, it's just that we don't know which one will come first. At least now life is the most meaningful to us.

Then Cai Lisha found me and said that she wanted to join the band, and after that, there was an additional 'Fairy Li' band in the school! This female bass player with 36c is much more professional than our level.

In the two months after Fang Wei left, I occasionally flashed her QQ profile picture, and she also gave me one of the few expressions. Half a year of parting is enough to leave our distance, but my thoughts have never diminished

All thoughts in this world are parting lies.

We would still be silent on the other end of the phone for many nights, listening to each other's breathing, as if silence had become our way of expressing our emotions, and silence was the speech of two people.

Sometimes she would tell me about life in the United States, express her joy, and pour out her pain. I listened quietly on the other end of the phone, my emotions ebbing and falling with her words......

I told her that the weather in Mianyang has been dark for a long time, and Zheng Wei has not played a game for a long time, and Lisa's breasts are bigger than before, when will you come back to see. All I heard was sobbing on the other end of the phone.

In the middle of the fall season, the school held an unprecedented fall music festival party, and we signed up and started rehearsing on stage.

"Lao Liang, the stage pays attention to preemptive strikes, the audience should not be invited, they should be attracted by us!" I understood what he meant, and gave Qiu Rui a look. He began to beat, we followed the rhythm of Qiu Rui, regardless of the opening time of the school, plucked the guitar in our hands fiercely, and suddenly the quiet campus was filled with our sound waves, as if because of Fang Wei's departure, rock and roll became our only way to vent. It is also because there is nowhere to escape the dullness in our hearts that we are so crazy.

The number of people in the audience suddenly increased, and I was immersed in their cheers, and all the joys and sorrows at this moment had nothing to do with me.

Ayu was standing in the audience, she waved her little hand as hard as she could, and her mouth shouted fairy cowhide! I couldn't help but smile, and the guitar in my hand almost fell off

We met the call of the audience and ended the performance with Ayu's screams. I took the guitar strap off my shoulder, and I couldn't hold back the intense emotions in my heart anymore.

I rushed over to hold the microphone, and howled in the surprised eyes of the audience, "Fairy is awesome!!" The aftermath circled the school and spread to every audience, and the irritability in my heart weakened with the venting of emotions, and the thoughts of Fang Wei became more and more profound.

I waved to the audience and walked off the stage amid the excited eyes of Zheng Wei and Lisa.

No matter how far the road is, there is an end, no matter how touching the performance is, the performance is over, all I am waiting for is Fang Wei's message of breaking up.

And all parting is a wall built by longing。。。。。

I didn't ask. Looking at the years, everyone is old, and no one will die of heartbreak.

I took out the last cigarette in my cigarette case, listened to the sound of the tobacco burning, and didn't take a puff.

When your joys and sorrows become bigger, the world becomes smaller.