Chapter 50: A Promise
Under the moonlight, I rode the car and chased the rear of the car, which was already only lit with red lights, and chased frantically! I knew that I couldn't catch up, but I still hoped that the car would stop!
I dropped the car and ran forward briskly for dozens of meters, tired and bent down to stand on the side of the road, panting!
I still want to see Fei Fei again, Fei Fei is gone, and I feel very lost in my heart! I feel the same sense of loss as when I knew that Zhang Mengxin would say goodbye! With a good feeling of loss! I slowly pushed the car back to my home, picked up the letter Fei Fei left for me again, and read it!
"Dear Brother Hehe, when you read this letter, I think I'm already gone!
I was reluctant to leave you, I wish I would always be by your side!
Mom and Dad are not traveling to Guilin these days, but for me to go abroad for further study, I am really embarrassed to tell you about this! I'm afraid you'll think too much!
Tonight, my mother is going to take me to Shanghai and transfer to the UK to study! My parents have been planning for me to study abroad for a long time! This time, my mother begged me for a long time before she agreed to give me two weeks!
I'm so happy to be with my brother these days! Brother, do you know, I feel very fulfilled with you! This kind of happiness is something I've never had before! I feel relieved and happy when I see you! When I see you at school, I can't control myself, I just want to hold you tightly and not let go! Fortunately, brother, you don't resent me sticking to you so much!
You know that I will sleep with you at night, that is my intention, I pretended to be asleep when you covered me with the quilt for the first time, I wish you would lower your head and kiss me! But you didn't, I waited for a long time to see that you were asleep, and I dared to secretly climb out of bed and lean in your arms!
I kissed you secretly! You look so handsome and chic in my dreams! I snuggled into your arms and fell asleep before I knew it! Fortunately, brother, you didn't expose my lies! I like to sleep with you every day! I feel very safe and very happy that way!
Brother, this time I went to England, and my mother enrolled me in a royal music class to study, and when I come back, I will definitely be the first to play for you!
Because I always remember that promise, it was a beautiful promise when we were six years old, you said, you will drive the car, I will travel around the world with my white wedding dress! I will be your wife, your love! I long for this day to come! You must not forget, this is a promise between us, I will always keep this promise!
Brother, I took away a bracelet on your desk without your consent, it should have been given to you by Sister Mengxin! I have seen you holding the bracelet in a daze several times! I also like this bracelet very much, I want you to stay with me all the time, so I took your bracelet without your consent, you can rest assured that I will definitely protect this bracelet! Because this is something that my brother cares about, and of course it will also be an object that I care about! I will always wear it as a token of my brother!
Brother! I don't want your choice now, because we are all young now! I want to make a choice you like between me and Sister Mengxin when we grow up! You must take care of yourself when I haven't been at home for the past few years! If Sister Mengxin comes back one day, you have to treat others well.
I always knew that Sister Mengxin wouldn't go to school with you, she personally told me that she was going to Guangdong to find her sister, in fact, Sister Mengxin likes you very much, I can see it. But to like someone is to become selfish, I don't know when I became so selfish, I like you very much, I don't want to see someone rob you with me, but I think Sister Mengxin will not love you less than mine! I am very conflicted, I didn't tell Sister Mengxin the news, I know that brother you will be sad, brother, if you want to blame me! I also blame myself!
Brother! I can't bear to leave you! I hope that the time with you can stop! I don't know when I will see you! I heard my mother say that this is five years, five years, it feels like a century!
Brother, I'm leaving, you have to take care of your body! Wait for your return! Love your Fifiliu!"
I put down the letter and looked at the empty room, and I could still hear Fei Fei's giggling laughter! A sense of loss arose! Fei Fei's warm confession to me made my heart full of loss and bitterness! Fei Fei and I will not see each other until five years later, and I don't know if it will be wrong at that time!
Maybe this is the trouble of youth! I can't find the person I love, but the person who loves me is far away! Life will still tend to be dull!
Fortunately, I won't see Fei Fei for another five years, and I've worked hard to mix up my personal appearance in the past five years, otherwise Fei Fei will come back and see that I'm still a poor dick, and I guess even I look down on myself!
Pack up my mood, ready to open the drawer again to play with the bracelet that Zhang Mengxin gave me, only to remember that the bracelet was taken away by the little girl, I smiled bitterly, and took out another chain in a book, which I asked Zhang Mengxin to make up for me, but it was all woven by her hand, which means a lot to me!
Early the next morning, I caught the bus into town. Because of the summer vacation, I had to earn two months' living expenses! I went to my father's construction site again! I saw my father and mother talking in the shed, and my father did not go to the construction site to inspect it! When he saw me walking towards the shed from afar, my father walked to the door and called me into the shed where they lived!
"Hermione, you've been with Lao Zheng's daughter lately!"
"Yes, Dad, we've been together for two weeks!"
As he spoke, his father glanced at his mother, and his mother sat next to her and sighed!
"Then what have you done to other people's daughters?" asked the mother.
"She's my sister! I've been playing with her and protecting her!"
"Bastard, did you do anything out of line with your mother's meaning!"
What should I do, my parents are worried about this!
"Don't worry! Nothing happened to me and Fei Fei! It's just that she likes rural life and stays in my house for a few more days!"
When my mother heard me say that nothing had happened, she sighed softly!
"I know that you and Fei Fei are childhood sweethearts, but the gap between our family and your Aunt Wang's family is too big, that is, the door is not the right one! So your father and I are worried that you will not be able to hold your head up when you walk together in the future, you are still young, and you will not understand the truth of this!" The father also nodded beside him, agreeing with what his mother said!
"Dad, Mom! I know what you mean! Fei Fei went to England to study this time, and it will take five years! Maybe when she comes back, I will have a family early, and you don't have to worry about this matter, how many years later!
After that, I changed into the clothes I wore to work on the construction site, and went to the construction site with a hard hat and gloves!
I was also thinking about what my mother said just now, the door is right! Indeed, the door is really indispensable to money and social status, education and career can be balanced through hard work, but the lifestyle and consumption concept is really not hard work can be changed, how many years of habits and thinking are deep-rooted, in addition to these, there are family upbringing and personal accomplishment, etc., especially in today's society, a lot of thoughts, vision, vision, cognition even if you work hard, even if you reach a certain level of education and career, it will not necessarily have.
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