440. A gloomy mood
440. A gloomy mood
When Feng Zijian arrived in Ningshi, it was already late at night.
When he arrived near their community, Feng Zijian asked Xiao Liu to put him down, and he wanted to walk alone.
Xiao Liu is a taciturn person, but he is steady, he is in his thirties, he is married and has children, and his home is also in Ning City, when he comes back at this time, of course he also wants to go home, although he didn't ask, and Mr. Feng didn't say anything, but he felt that Mr. Feng was in a bad mood, and he said that if he wanted to go, he let him go down.
Feng Zijian walked on the sparsely populated street, and was blown by the cool night breeze, and the little bit of alcohol before ran away.
He wanted to tidy up his mood and go home again, because no matter how late it was, as long as he came home, his mother would get up and ask him if he had eaten, where he went, and what he was doing, and these questions would see his subtle emotional changes.
Feng Zijian has encountered many problems over the years, but no matter how big the problem is, he will not take it home, in front of his mother, he can be calm and comfortable, but today's incident is devastating to him.
He adjusted his mood along the way, but it was useless, his heart was like pressing a big stone, heavy, and he couldn't breathe.
Eight years ago, their mother and son arrived in Ning City under the arrangement of Ganlu, and he accepted his fate, feeling that he was indeed not worthy of Gantiantian.
The gap between him and her is like heaven and earth.
So he gave up and accepted his fate.
He felt that leaving her was the greatest blessing to her.
But as time passed, his longing for her grew, and he suddenly found that without her in his life, his world was pale.
He thought that for her sake, he should work hard, try to shorten the distance between her and himself, and with this thought, he really began to study desperately to make money.
He has always felt that the gap between himself and Tian Tian is only the gap between the poor and the rich.
When he had a company, continued to expand the company, and then went public, he thought that there was no gap or obstacle between him and her.
So, he came back with confidence and came to find Gan Tiantian.
She was still as beautiful as he imagined, so smart and wise, full of agility with a smile and a smile, and also held his heart, they hit it off at first sight, and they became strangers after not seeing each other for eight years.
What's more, she doesn't have a boyfriend yet, and she hasn't even been in a relationship once.
Feng Zijian felt that God arranged their reunion in the dark, God favored him, as long as he worked hard, he got everything he wanted, including sweetness.
However, the blow of reality caught him off guard.
Before today, life was still glorious for him, and now, his heart is like this dark and cold night, dim and cold, even in those extremely difficult years of life when he was a child, he has never been so depressed.
When Feng Zijian passed by a roadside stall, he heard a burst of curses.
The curse was very loud and harsh in the silence of the night.
Feng Zijian's attention was involuntarily attracted to the past.
He listened for a while, and heard that it turned out that it was a person who ate skewers and drank wine, and he was penniless, so he was scolded by the boss and bloody.
The roadside stall owner scolded excitedly, and even punched and kicked him.
The man didn't know whether he was ashamed or drunk, so he sat on the ground and let the boss kick and beat, and the roadside stall owner was even more angry, scolded more fiercely, and beat harder.