Chapter 112: Neither of them wants to blame each other
The afternoon sun is always the warmest, and even in the middle of winter, it will make people feel as warm as spring.
Wen Xun dragged his suitcase out of the high-speed rail station in City C, the first thing he did was to squint his eyes and raise his head to feel the afternoon sun for a moment, and the second thing was to take a deep breath and smell the smell of his hometown.
Obviously, the time to leave C City this time is about the same as the usual school, but maybe it's because a lot of things have happened this semester and she stayed in S City for an extra week, this time she is very homesick, and when she was on the high-speed rail, she felt what it means to be like an arrow, and she also felt very kind when she came back, as if the nerves that had been in a tense state had finally relaxed.
Today, Wen Boyong and Jin Mei still drove the car to pick up Wen Xun as usual, but after getting in the car this time, Wen Xun obviously felt that his parents were a little silent, and the atmosphere was not as relaxed as before.
Wen Boyong was driving, Wen Xun definitely couldn't bother, so she turned her head to look at Jin Mei, who was sitting side by side with her, and asked tentatively, "Mom, Jiang Xiangyang...... Are you home?"
Jin Mei squinted at Wen Xun, snorted, and asked her, "Why do you ask me, don't you know if your boyfriend has come home?"
Seeing her mother's attitude, Wen Xun knew that she already knew what was going on.
This Jiang Xiangyang is also really. She thought to herself, why didn't you tell my parents before notifying me, so let me be prepared.
Seeing his mother's unhappy look, Wen Xun shrunk his neck and didn't dare to speak, while Jin Mei continued, "But it's true that the child is older and doesn't tell the family anything, you and Yangyang broke up, and if you say you broke up, you broke up, why didn't you discuss such a big matter with me?"
"Hey, okay, okay. Wen Boyong, who was in the driver's seat, opened his mouth when he heard this, and came out to help play the round, "When other people's children fall in love, they are not married, so what to discuss with you." ”
"What do you call this! If Xiao Xun has a boyfriend in school, then I will definitely not interfere more, can she talk to Yangyang the same, our family and theirs have such a good relationship, look down and don't look up, not embarrassed?
Wen Boyong was speechless by Jin Mei's words, so he had to clear his throat and turn to Wen Xun, "Xiao Xun, persuade your mother and explain to her." ”
Wen Xun cautiously raised his eyes to look at Jin Mei, and then leaned his head on Jin Mei's shoulder coquettishly. "Mom, we haven't seen each other for so long, don't talk about these unhappy things as soon as we meet...... You've had surgery before, so it's not good to be so angry. ”
"You still know that I can't be angry, then you still hide it from me! You just tell me, is he sorry for you?" Jin Mei sat up straight and looked at Wen Xun, still with a serious face, she said, "If he is really sorry for you, then my mother will definitely support you, it doesn't matter if you are small or not, we don't need to entangle him anymore if he is immoral." If you don't want to have anything to do with their family anymore, your mother can stop having contact with your Aunt Li for your sake. ”
"No, no, no, no. Wen Xun shook his head again and again in fright, "No, Mom, where are you here, what does this have to do with Aunt Li, you are friends, don't be rusty with our business." He didn't feel sorry for me, we were just ......"
"He's not sorry for you, that is, you are ignorant?"
Wen Xun raised his forehead, "It's not." Mom, how can emotional matters be black and white. ”
Seeing that her mother was calmer and stopped talking, Wen Xun asked tentatively, "But, Mom, how did you know about this?"
This time, before Jin Mei could speak, Wen Boyong laughed in front of him. He said, "Two days ago, Xiang Yang came to talk to us, and your mother thought that he had done something sorry for you, and almost beat someone. ”
"Huh?"
Wen Xun was really surprised.
Not that surprised her mother that she almost did it - after all, with what she knew about her, it was something she could do. She was surprised that Jiang Xiangyang would come to the door to tell her parents about it, how did he have the courage to face this embarrassment?
Thinking of this, Wen Xun asked Jin Mei again, "Then what did he say?"
"He said that you mentioned the breakup, and I asked him why, and he didn't understand, so he said it was his fault. Jin Mei paused, and then said, "Can you blame me for thinking in that direction? I must think that he has been in the entertainment industry for a long time and has not studied well, so I was so angry that I almost beat him." ”
Wen Xun let out an "oh" in a daze, and didn't think of anything else.
She thought that when Jiang Xiangyang recounted this incident to others, she would emphasize that she had been busy with other people's affairs for a while, and she was so busy that she couldn't take care of him, she thought that he would say that her girlfriend was unqualified where she was, and she thought that he would definitely mention that she said cruel things like "you are not qualified" when she broke up.
How to say this is also her first love and first breakup, in the view that has been instilled in the past, she deeply thinks that people who break up must be to discredit each other and then break up, there is no breakup and still defend each other. But she forgot that she herself didn't smear Jiang Xiangyang to anyone, so in the same way, Jiang Xiangyang would not treat her like that.
They all chose to take the reason for their separation on themselves, so what is the truth? It may be necessary to quote Wen Xun's previous sentence - feelings are not black and white.
Relationships are not black and white, so it's hard to say which party is at fault for the breakdown of a relationship. It's just that most couples like to say that they are completely innocent after a breakup, and arguments and smearing each other break out like this.
"Oh what, what's going on, tell me. ”
Mother's voice sounded in his ears again, but Wen Xun didn't have the strength to answer.
She realized that in her heart, she would rather Jiang Xiangyang say something cruel like what she said that day, "Don't push everything on me, it seems that you are great", and she didn't want him to think so much about her. Maybe the worse he behaved, the more she would feel that her decision to break up was the right one.
But why?
Why do they have to separate.
Are those contradictions really irreconcilable? Are they really never the same again?
"Then is he still in City C now?" Wen Xun's mind didn't even react, so he subconsciously asked. She didn't know why she asked like this, if Jiang Xiangyang was still here, would she have the courage to go to him, and what should she say if she found him?
But Jin Mei's answer put an end to all her thoughts. She said, "He left yesterday, saying that he would not be at home for the Chinese New Year this year." ”
This negative reply calmed down Wen Xun's original courage and impulse. She said "oh" again, then turned her eyes to look out the window and didn't say anything more.