Summer smiled bitterly, "They have such a good relationship, so envious of the pair of others, it's just made in heaven, how can they turn around and come to me, an unknown person who works hard? Besides, he told me before that he just has a good impression of me, an excellent employee, and has never liked it, not at all." ”

"I can't say that, after all, ......" Ji Xiangnuan pursed his lips, "After all, everything is possible, don't think about things so deadly, maybe one day, things will be unexpected as you expected, made in heaven, the old moon does not necessarily pull the red line, it seems that the relationship is harmonious and purposeful, but in fact, there is a hidden mystery, in short... Anything is possible. ”

In the end, Ji Xiangnuan slowly became firm, as if encouraging the summer, so that she would be full of vitality from now on, return to the past, be the most authentic self, don't be bothered by a little thing, and seem to be encouraging herself.

Relive a life, what can be redeemed can not be recovered, what should not be obtained, as long as it belongs to oneself, it will eventually be one's own, no matter how many hardships you go through, you will return to your side, everything is possible, this sentence is not unreasonable.

"I just take it as a thank you for your comfort, it's obviously a nonsensical thing, I have begun to be delusional by your comfort, fantasizing that they will be separated in front of me, and then he will come back to me, we will happily go back to the past, live so happily every day, it is worth my death. ”

"What stupid things are you talking about?"

Ji Xiangnuan frowned, "A girl's family, all day long, talk about the immortal, do you think you have a long life, or do you think that you were not born to live a good life?"

"Nope!"

Summer sighed, and then said with relief: "Nuan Nuan, you don't understand, you haven't had a crush, so you won't understand, you don't know at all, I don't know how much I like him, I don't know how uncomfortable that feeling is, seeing him intimate with other women, the degree of discomfort in my heart is unimaginable, in short, you won't understand that feeling." ”

"Since I first met him, I thought he was so handsome and polite, and when I poured milk tea on him, he didn't get angry. ”

Speaking of this, Summer couldn't help but smile, "Humility and gentleness, deeply imprinted in my heart, since then, I have liked him, every time I meet him in the future, I am very happy, and my liking for him is also deepening, that day I also asked you to recruit me into his company, successful, very happy, and he got along with him for half a year, I only found out the difference between strangers and acquaintances." ”

Summer couldn't stop talking about the past, like telling her experience, and like complaining to her best friend, all the things she has experienced in the past six months have to be told to each other word by word, not for anything else, just for her own comfort.

It's better to live happily than to be depressed every day, the mood is never decided by others, but it is just implicated by some things and some people, if you can untie the knot and successfully release yourself, it is a good thing.

"When we met for the first time, I poured milk tea on him, although he was not angry, but I vaguely noticed that he was holding back anger all the time, if you didn't come forward to solve it, tell him that I am best friends with you, if it weren't for your face, he wouldn't be so polite to me. ”

"Summer ......"

Ji Xiangnuan was slightly stunned, "You... When did you find out? When... So know him, know what he means?"

In the moment of being stunned, Ji Xiangnuan vaguely understood something, it turned out that Xia Xia had already known, she had already seen it thoroughly, did she see it so clearly from the beginning?

These......

"We've been together for half a year. Xia smiled bitterly: "I have been by his side for half a year, how could I not know? I also know him very well, know his preferences, and know that he likes excellent and motivated employees, so I have been working hard, from morning to night, I just want to get his attention, but I just can't get in front of him." ”

"As long as Amanda is here, I will never be able to stand beside him, even if she doesn't do anything, she doesn't know anything, she scolds all day long, but he is still very tolerant of her, I never understand, even if I am with him in the end, Amanda has left the company. ”

"But I still don't understand, why is he so good to her, why is he so tolerant of her, why is he so close to her, it's not a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship, it's not a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship, it's obviously not admitted, it's never told me, why are they still so close?"

Summer exhaled slowly, "It wasn't until now, at the moment I saw Qin Ruan at that moment, and saw the similar faces of the two of them, that I realized that all my doubts were all solved at that moment. ”

"Xia Xia..."Ji Xiangnuan pursed his lips, "Don't say it, I know, I know it, don't say it anymore, let's have a good rest, okay......?"

"I just knew, it turned out that he had always liked Qin Ruan, he never let go of his first love, Qin Ruan was a knot in his heart, although it had been several years, but he had never let go, Amanda and I were just his playthings during his boring period, but the difference was ......"

Amanda looks like his first love, so he will be tolerant everywhere, I believe that when he sees Amanda's face, he will always involuntarily think of his first love, and think of the woman who is full of shrewdness and calculation. ”

"I'm different, I'm just a good and capable employee, he only appreciates me, only the kind of good impression that most bosses have for good and capable employees, he never likes me, he never likes me, neither before nor now, he never liked me, it was, and now it is. ”

Summer wiped the tears on his face with his hand and sniffed, "During this time, I can see clearly, since his ex-girlfriend came back, the two of them have been like glue every day, and they have never put me in their eyes, even if there are outsiders, they will not restrain at all, this kind of behavior makes me feel unprecedented disgusting, I am used to seeing it, I am tired of seeing it." ”

"I don't know when I started to get tired all of a sudden, my heart was an unprecedented feeling, during this time, I saw everything clearly, I don't want to fight anymore, I don't want to fight anymore for an inconsequential person, someone who has never had me in my heart, work so hard for him, I don't want to work hard anymore, I want to go home. ”

Summer said firmly: "Nuan Nuan, I haven't been home for half a year, I really want to go home, I really want to eat my mother's cooking, I want to be scolded by my father, and I want to see them show affection, in fact, I don't hate them at all, it's not that I don't want to stay at home and spend more time with them." ”