Ding Hai was in the hospital, sitting on the chair outside the ward, he could understand Shen Yunran's approach, but he didn't approve of her suddenly disappearing like this. There is something that cannot be said clearly to the face.

He thought about what Officer Ah Qiao said about Shen Yunran, and after he fainted, he kept talking about himself and the promise between them. But why should she avoid herself?

"It's so hard to guess why a woman's mind is so difficult. Ding Hai said.

Ding Hai also blamed herself for not explaining her thoughts as soon as possible, she should have told Shen Yunran that she had her in her heart, he had been remembering her all these years, he didn't mind her past, he didn't mind if she was pregnant, was it enough for him to have her.

Ding Hai took out the cigarette on his body, lit one, smoked it, and was about to leave, walked to the elevator entrance, and watched the elevator come up layer by floor, getting closer and closer to him.

Shen Yunran did not go through the discharge, but asked Ah Qiao to help her change floors and wards, and she was on the 20th floor with 15 beds at this time.

Shen Yunran was lying on the bed, thinking about the scene when she and Ding Hai first met in the welfare home, thinking about the picture of Ding Hai leaving the welfare home to say goodbye to herself, Ding Hai's expression when she left, thinking that the person she was thinking about suddenly appeared in front of her, she felt that God was deliberately torturing her, so that her worst self appeared in front of him no matter how good she was, she was inferior, so inferior that she liked it very much but had to hide.

Ah Qiao looked at Shen Yunran on the hospital bed and said, "Why do you bother, you obviously want him to accompany you." ”

"Ah Qiao, I feel very dirty, I'm pregnant now, I don't even know who the father of the child is, how do you let me face him. Shen Yunran kept her eyes closed and said.

"You can be ruthless, don't want this child. Ah Qiao said.

"But he, he's innocent after all. Ah Qiao, go back, I want to be quiet by myself. Shen Yunran said.

"Okay, if you have something to call me, I'll go first. After Ah Qiao finished speaking, he left the ward and walked towards the elevator.

Ah Qiao looked at the elevator just stopped on the 20th floor, the elevator door opened, Ding Hai watched a familiar figure enter the elevator, it was Ah Qiao, Ding Hai was a little surprised, didn't Ah Qiao leave the hospital with Shen Yunran, how could he appear here.

Ah Qiao looked at the Seding Sea in the elevator, and was also stunned, and hurriedly explained: "It's here to guard the other prisoners." ”

After Ah Qiao finished speaking, he entered the elevator room, pressed the first floor, and the elevator quickly ran to the first floor.

In the elevator, Ding Hai sighed and continued to ask Ah Qiaoyun: "How is Yunran now, have you eaten on time, and are you better?" ”

Ah Qiao answered one by one, and soon, the elevator reached the first floor, Ah Qiao and Ding Hai got out of the elevator, and Ah Qiao said goodbye to Dinghai and left.

Looking at the back of Ah Qiao's departure, Ding Hai looked back at the elevator hall. He suddenly remembered that Ah Qiao, who Yi Ju'an had told him just now, gave the phone to Shen Yunran, and just now, Ah Qiao should have been by Yun Ran's side.

He remembered that Ah Qiao was in the elevator on the 20th floor, and he had a strong premonition that Shen Yunran was on the 20th floor at this time, and Ding Hai quickly got on the elevator and went straight to the 20th floor.

There are 35 wards on the first floor of the hospital, Ding Hai didn't know which ward Shen Yunran was in, so he looked for them one by one, the 14 rooms in front, Dinghai went in, apologized, and came out, until he entered the 15th room, Ding Hai saw the familiar figure on the bed, and he was already asleep.

Ding Hai breathed a long sigh of relief, walked to the bedside, Ding Hai sat on the side of the hospital bed waiting for me on the stool, stretched out his hand and held Shen Yunran's hand tightly, just lay on the side of his bed and fell asleep, finding Shen Yunran, making Ding Hai feel very down-to-earth. He's going to hold on to her in case she's running away.

In the hotel, Xiang Wan looked at Yi Ju'an, who was sitting on the sofa in the room, and called Ding Hai back, his expression was a little solemn, so he walked over and asked, "What's wrong?"

"I feel that Dinghai is weird, no matter what happened before, he has never been so addicted to it as he is today. "Easy to live and return.

Xiang Wan walked to Yi Ju'an's side, approached Yi Ju'an closely, smelled the smell of wine on his body, and said angrily: "You are injured like this and still drinking, you don't want to die." As he spoke, he stretched out his two hands to twist Yi Ju'an's ears.

Yi Ju'an hid, but he didn't want to, he pulled the wound, and instantly grinned in pain, so he said: "Xiaowan, you see that I hurt like this, don't twist my ears, okay." ”

Xiang Wan looked at Yi Ju'an's somewhat pale face, then stopped the movements of his hand and said, "If you don't take care of yourself, it's useless for me to go back and make as much pork kidney soup for you to drink." After speaking, he walked over and gently supported Yi Ju'an, wanting to help him up and send him back to his own room to rest.

Where Yi Ju'an wanted to leave at this time, he pretended that the wound was so painful that he couldn't fix it, and asked Xiang Wan not to touch him and let him slow down. Xiang Wan had no choice but to let go of him, walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, and did not speak.

Yi Ju'an looked at Xiang Wan not far away, and asked, "Xiao Wan, how have you been doing all these years, have you ever gone back again?" ”

"I left there five years ago and never went back. Mom and Dad are accompanied by Zhou An, Zhou An is accompanied by Zhang Li, I can only be a superfluous one when I go back, besides, my parents don't want me to go back, so why block them. Xiang Wan said.

When Yi Ju'an heard Xiang Wan's answer, he blamed himself even more, so he said: "Xiaowan, do you know, I have been looking forward to your return, since you left, I have been looking for you, but I can't find you. Later, when I accidentally saw your live TV video, I immediately rushed over, and it was the best luck I have ever had in my life to find you again. ”

"Ju An, what are you looking for me, I'm just a burden abandoned by my relatives. Xiang Wan said.

"You are not a burden, Xiaowan, you are precious to me. Yi Ju'an said immediately.

Xiang Wan listened to Yi Ju'an's words, and she was very moved.

"Ju An, do you know how they are now, how are my parents doing?" Xiang Wan still asked what he wanted to ask from the bottom of his heart.

"Xiaowan, I'm sorry, after you left, my contact with them gradually decreased, I only know that after Zhou An was discharged from the hospital, they were together, what happened later, I don't know. As for the uncles and aunts, I asked them where you have been, and they just shook their heads and did not speak. Yi Ju'an said.

"Their affairs, expected, in fact, I was going to fulfill them, but I didn't expect that Xiao An committed suicide, watching Xiao An rescue in the emergency room, at that moment, I was so afraid, afraid that I would lose her, I was just angry, vent my emotions, my parents, Zhang Li, all feel that everything is wrong with me, Ju'an, is the fault really with me? Obviously I am the victim, is my harm not big enough, they can't see, they can't see that my heart is dripping with blood. As she spoke, she cried, and her tears couldn't stop flowing.

Yi Ju'an looked at Xiang Wan, who was crying very sadly by the bedside, he walked over and hugged Xiang Wan in his arms, that five years ago in the middle of the night, he should have given Xiang Wan that hug.

Although this hug came a little late, fortunately, it still came, and it could make up for some of the deep guilt in Yi Ju'an's heart.

"Xiaowan, it's not your fault. Yi Ju'an stretched out his hand and gently patted Xiang Wan's back. Xiang Wan cried in Yi Ju'an's arms for a long time, and after so many years of grievances, she vented it in front of others for the first time.

Because of Yi Ju'an's warm embrace, Xiang Wan stopped crying, and left Ju'an's arms to adjust his emotions.

"Isn't it my fault, Ju'an, then why am I the one who lost my family, friendship, and love, isn't this a punishment for me for doing something wrong?" asked Xiang Wan.

"Do you know, Ju'an, how hard it was for me in the first two years, no matter where I went, it was so lively, and I could only feel the biting cold and I couldn't breathe, as if everything at that time had nothing to do with me. I wanted to go back to you and to my parents, but I still survived and got used to being an orphan. Xiang Wan continued.

Xiang Wan told all the grievances accumulated in her heart, since she left G City, these things have been buried in her heart, and in front of Gu Ying and Luo Chen, she has never said it.

These are the past that Xiang Wan himself doesn't want to face anymore, but Xiang Wan doesn't know what happened to him tonight, it may be that Yi Ju'an participated in his past, and it is likely that Yi Ju'an's words touched the bottom of his heart and waited for me.

"Xiaowan, I regret that night by the river five years ago, I didn't have enough courage to hug you a thousand times and tell you that no matter what happens to you, I will always be by your side. I cowardly left, but when I went back to look for you, you were gone without a trace, and disappeared into the vast sea of people. Yi Ju'an said.

Yi Ju'an left from the river five years ago, and then he figured it out, and went back to the river to find Xiang Wan, and when he returned to the river again, Xiang Wan had long since disappeared, and he was crazy to find it in the first two years, but he couldn't find it, Yi Ju'an sometimes wondered if she had jumped into the river, and the more he thought about it, the more afraid he became.

Yi Ju'an just disappeared for half a year, in addition to frantically looking for someone, Yi Ju'an has been paying attention to the news of drowning by the river, he is afraid that Xiang Wan really can't think about it, and then after a long time, there is no similar news, Yi Ju'an is more and more sure that the probability of Xiang Wan's suicide is very small, so he regained his strength.

"By the river, if it weren't for Senior Luo Chen's text message, I might have really jumped into the river at that time, and I also want them to live in regret for the rest of their lives. Xiang Wan said.

"Luo Chen, is it your senior in college?" Yi Ju'an asked.

"Yes, on the day I recorded the show, in the hotel not far from the TV station, I had a wedding with his favorite woman Gu Ying, my best friend, and I was their most beautiful little bridesmaid. Xiang Wan said.

Oh, it turned out that it was the hotel that day when he saw the two people on the wedding poster in the morning No wonder Yi Ju'an saw the photo of Luo Chen Gu Ying as if he had seen it somewhere, but he couldn't remember anything.

"Xiaowan, when you go back to W City, you have to introduce us to each other, and I want to thank him well. Yi Ju'an said seriously.

"Yes, they just went on their honeymoon, and they have to wait until they come back and introduce them to you. Xiang Wan said.

"Xiao Wan, the worst thing has passed, and in the future, we will get better and better. Yi Ju'an said.