146. You just have to be happy.
After dinner, Zhou Xiaoyu was lying on the bed, and the mobile phone on the bedside table suddenly heard the sound of 'Didi' twice and receiving information.
She shifted and reached for her phone.
When she opened it, she grunted and got up.
It was actually sent by Wen Qing: Xiaoyu, I went out on a trip, and I was far away in the beautiful mountains and rivers. I have long wanted to travel far away to relax, but I have never had the opportunity. Today, I am finally willing to give myself a long vacation, because I am too obsessed, and now I am very tired and confused. I hope that after walking through this lush landscape, my state of mind will change, and my mind will become more mature!
After reading the text message, the mobile phone called, and it was temporarily unreachable.
Zhou Xiaoyu became enthusiastic after tears in her eyes!
Wen Qing, who was thousands of miles away from home, was still thinking about reassuring her and sending her a heartwarming message, she was so happy!
It's just that she didn't mention the things she was wronged at all, which made Zhou Xiaoyu feel very uncomfortable.
She is so kind, she would rather lick her wounds silently alone than speak out for everyone to share. She's so strong that it hurts!
"What are you thinking about?" Ling Feng walked from the bathroom to his wife with a bath towel, but she didn't notice him in the slightest.
"Ah, why don't you wear clothes?" Zhou Xiaoyu didn't hear what he said at all.
Ling Feng lifted the quilt and went to bed: "Brought the mobile phone, didn't you tell you that you are not allowed to play with the mobile phone?
"I didn't play, Wen Qing came to text a text message, you see!"
Ling Feng was a little surprised when the phone was handed over, and after reading it, he said, "In this way, you should also feel at ease, right?"
Zhou Xiaoyu nodded: "Actually, the two quarreled, and it's good to go out for a walk occasionally!"
"You don't have to think about it! If you dare to run so far to relax, I'll beat your ass!" Listening to the meaning of her words, she was quite envious of the practice and way of running out as soon as there was a quarrel. Ling Feng shuddered and threatened in a low voice.
Zhou Xiaoyu swallowed her saliva speechlessly, and suddenly felt worried about her ass.
Why do you have to spank when you make a mistake? She's not a three-year-old, is there a mistake?
Seeing that his wife was a little scared, Ling Feng lowered her voice and coaxed: "Wife, no matter what happens, you can't run away from home without telling Wen Qing, you know? ”
"You mean you can't live without me, right?" Zhou Xiaoyu's black grape-like eyes rippled slightly.
"Yes! I can't live without you, I feel like I'm like a twin with you now, I can't live without you!
The two looked at each other for a moment, and Zhou Xiaoyu showed a bright smile on her face: "Thank you Ling Feng, I feel like a princess and a child by you, I don't know if I can be qualified for the great role of mother." ”
She is like a child, after the birth of two children, will she be able to control the sacred and great role of mother?
"As long as you are happy! I will be a good father! Children will not lack love, don't worry!" Ling Feng comforted.
"Yes. Lying in Ling Feng's arms, Zhou Xiaoyu was extremely relieved, and even fell asleep with a satisfied smile on her face.
Ling Feng looked at his sleeping little wife, and his face showed a sense of satisfaction that he had never felt before.
He retracted his arm and rubbed his wife tighter in his arms, as if to insert her into his body, and then he closed his eyes and fell asleep with peace of mind.
In this situation, the moonlight is faint, and the years are quiet!
Wen Qing was lying in the bamboo forest hut of Gu Beimo's house, and after repeated consideration, she charged the mobile phone that had been turned off due to lack of power, but she had no intention of turning it on.
After the first two days of the long journey, her body felt like it had fallen apart.
But looking at the sky through the transparent glass window, the stars in the sky twinkled like an open-air movie being played, twinkling beautifully and realistically, illuminating the night sky and her almost disoriented heart.
Recalling the past, pain, and sadness occupy most of her life. It's just that those things have been getting old for a long time, and it seems to have become blurry and blurry, and it doesn't matter at all.
And now there is a hint of sweetness in her world, even if it is embarrassing.
She can't forget Mo Zichen who saved her after coming like a hero.
She couldn't forget the affectionate look in his eyes when he looked at her.
She couldn't forget the radiant look he had when he wore an apron and cooked for her.
She can't forget the handsome and excellent him who has taken care of and silently cultivated her for many years.
She couldn't forget the man who was so angry with her that he punished her by galloping all over her.
The world is very big, her heart is small and stingy, and the stingy can only fit him alone.
If her departure is a kind of fulfillment, then she is willing to paint the ground as a prison in this life, just to protect the bits and pieces of the past.
She was afraid of heartache, so she dug her heart out, but the wound was still very painful, very painful!
Love to the extreme, pain to suffocation!
I don't know when I cried, tossing and turning, in the dead of night until I fell asleep.
When I woke up the next day, it was already noon.
Looking at Wen Qing, who was dark under his eyes and his eyelids were slightly swollen, Gu Beimo suddenly said with some distress: "You saved a meal." ”
"I'm sorry I was so tired yesterday, so I slept in one night. Wen Qing explained
"Don't hide it, you didn't sleep much last night, did you?" Gu Beimo unceremoniously exposed her lies.
"Uh...... "Is it really good for you to be so direct? Shouldn't ordinary people pretend that they don't know anything?"
"Eat first, and then take you to the back mountain for a walk, the view of the mountain is sure to make you forget your worries and you will always think about it when you return to the metropolis. Gu Beimo showed a row of teeth as white as jade and said with a smile.
Wen Qing looked at him twice more and said, "Can I ask you a question?"
"Ask!" Gu Beimo nodded in agreement.
"Your teeth are so white and look dazzling, does it have anything to do with the water and soil here?" Wen Qing regretted a little after asking, shouldn't this person who just met be so open-mouthed?
Gu Beimo was slightly stunned, obviously not expecting her to ask like this. Still, he answered her questions honestly.
"Of course, haven't you heard of it, one side of the water and soil raises the other side, we have good mountains and good water and good teeth here, and it is better!" Gu Beimo said with some pride.
...... "Brother Gu, are you sure that the mountains and rivers are good, and the teeth are better?"
Wen Qing ate something, and Gu Beimo took her to the back mountain, through the jungle to the place where the stream flowed.
"How's it going, is it beautiful?" asked Gu Beimo as he sat on the stone next to the stream.
At this moment, the mountains around Wen Qing are green, the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant, and the sky is blue as if a child has just painted it with a colored pen, and the scenery is very beautiful!
The scenery here is indeed picturesque, and the people are simple and simple, and the people are very enthusiastic and simple, but Wen Qing can't be happy.
"Why don't you speak, don't you like it?" Gu Beimo looked at her and asked.
"Loved it, it was beautiful, it was so picturesque. Wen Qing praised sincerely. It's just like something is missing in my heart, and I can't be interested in anything.
"Then why are you upset? I used to come here and sit here for a while when I was unhappy, and then my heart knot opened and my mood improved. Gu Beimo looked at her and said.
"There are some things that I can't think about all the time, but after a long time, they will get better. Wen Qing looked at the mountains in the distance and said persistently.
"In fact, everyone has a knot or a story in their heart that they can't untie. When you keep drilling the horns of the bull and can't even open it with all your might, I advise you to put it down for the time being. But letting go is not the same as forgetting, just putting it in the depths of the soul for a while. Maybe after the baptism of the years, some knots will not open themselves, or maybe some knots will not open is the best result. Gu Beimo's eyes also showed a faint sadness at this moment.
"Do you have a knot in your heart?" Wen Qing looked back at him, and found that his eyes were full of resentment.
"The knot in my heart is, I don't understand why my mother left me alone when I was only five years old?" Gu Beimo didn't know why he tied the knot in his heart that had been sealed for a long time. Maybe I feel sorry for this little girl, or maybe I feel sorry for each other.
Wen Qing was startled and said cautiously: "It's forced by illness, right?"
"No! I drank pesticide in front of me and died. At this, a pained expression appeared on his face.
"How can this be? I'm sorry to remind you of the unbearable past. Wen Qing blamed herself very much. How could there be such a cruel mother in the world? Committing suicide in front of her own children, didn't she know that it would leave an indelible shadow in the hearts of her children?
"It's nothing, let's heal together. Gu Beimo glanced at her and looked into the distance again.
"Actually, you're right, there are some knots that don't need to be untied, and it may be more uncomfortable to untie. Wen Qing glanced at her phone, thinking back to the news of Mo Zichen's wedding that jumped out after turning on the phone last night, her eyes dimmed.
"Will you share your knot with me? Gu Beimo's dark eyes suddenly looked at her.
"I ...... I, my world is much darker than your past, and I'm willing to share it with you if you're sure you won't block it. Wen Qing said sincerely.
"In that case, I'd like to hear more. After my mind is balanced, maybe I won't be sad. Gu Beimo said a little mischievously.
"Hehehe...... You're pretty bad, I haven't found out. Wen Qing had a long-lost smile on her face.
Gu Beimo also curled the corners of his lips: "Your smile is just like your name, which makes people feel very warm." ”
"My name is Wen Qing, not Wenqing. Wen Qing corrected.
"It's pretty much the same, it's all very warm anyway. Gu Beimo replied.
"......" Wen Qing's mood is much better, it turns out that there is a healing method called 'worse than who?' is very effective......