468 awkward chat
Bai Fengwan paused and leaned her face over: "Where?"
Gu Beimo took the opportunity to get closer, smelling the body fragrance on her body, and he kissed her forehead unguardedly.
"You...... How can you do that?" he actually lied to her, and kissed her without her permission, it was too much, right?
"I like you, I'm going to marry you as my wife. Gu Beimo looked at her with a reverent expression, and his eyes showed a firmness that he had never seen before.
"I don't agree!" Bai Fengwan wanted to get up and leave with her hands propped up, but she was kissed inexplicably, and a touch of red crawled on her face.
"Wait, why don't you agree?" he thinks he's okay, the only drawback is that he's older, but what is age if you really love each other?
"Uh...... I'm sorry, we're not suitable!" Being pressed to the ground by him and unable to get up, Bai Fengwan was a little embarrassed.
"What's not suitable?Is it because of my age?" Gu Beimo grabbed his arm and broke the casserole and asked.
"No, you're so good, I'm not worthy of you. "Forced by him, Bai Fengwan leaned on the tree and said nervously.
"What kind of reason is this, since I have a crush on you, I don't care about what the door says about this!" Knowing that she had low self-esteem, he felt very sorry for her. As long as she is willing, she will not have to work so hard and hard from now on, and she will not need to carry any burden in life, he will be her god to carry all the complicated chores for her for the rest of her life.
"I care! Gu Beimo, our family went bankrupt a few years ago, and now I support the whole family alone, and I still have a mortgage...... You are such a good person, you can find a woman from a famous family without any burden, you support each other, and your life will get better and better in the future!"
"So my heart is distressed, I don't want to see you continue to work so hard, all the problems of marrying me will be solved. Gu Beimo hugged her shoulders with both hands and said.
"I don't! I work hard, I fight hard because I don't want one day in the future I will regret the trouble caused by my current comfort! Gu Beimo, you deserve a better woman, and we are really not suitable for lovers. "Bai Fengwan herself is a kind woman, and she can't do things like grafting difficulties at all. After a few months of contact, she gradually got to know him as a person and his style of doing things.
In her heart, she can't be wrong with someone who has a good character, is down-to-earth, and can be grateful to both Mo Zichen and Wen Qing.
Seeing her insistence on refusing, Gu Beimo was very anxious, "Feng Wan, another important reason why I like you is because of your character. I like you who are as tall as a sunflower, no matter how hard it is or how difficult life is, you always hold your head high and go all the way to the sun. β
"I'm sorry, I really can't accept it. Bai Fengwan still shook her head and did not waver.
"Whether you accept it or not, I will not give up. Feng Wan, in fact, I have something in common with you, that is, once I decide that things will go all the way to the dark, so I will wait, one year will not become two years, two years will not become five years, anyway, the rest of my life is still very long, and I am very happy that the energy consumption is on you. "Gu Beimo is not stubborn, but he just met someone he really likes and doesn't want to miss it, the reason why he says this is just to show his position!
Such words made Bai Fengwan speechless, and at the same time extremely shocked! How could she meet such an excellent man and treat her with all her heart? He was so affectionate, should she agree or not? She was actually a very careful person, and her relationship had always been a blank period, not because no one had pursued her, but because she was too rational in analyzing problems.
To be honest, it's not that she doesn't like Gu Beimo, on the contrary, he is the best and most favorable man she has met over the years.
She was just afraid that he was impulsive, but she was unconsciously trapped in it and couldn't extricate herself.
She has heard too much about shallow and deep love, and it is not an ordinary harm!
Seeing that she was silent, Gu Beimo said again: "Feng Wan, I don't mean to increase the pressure on you by saying this, but I hope you can understand that I am sincere to you, and I also hope that you can give me a chance to prove to you how suitable it is for us to be together." He likes her, but he doesn't want to add to her burden, he knows that she is tired enough to face life, and his original intention is actually to feel sorry for her and want to share a little burden with her!
β...... You make me think about it. Bai Fengwan's heart is very chaotic now. After such a long period of contact, I still have some understanding of him and her heart. He has always taken care of her in his life, and during the time they were together, he never used her as a nurse except for a few days when he resisted at first. They get along more like friends, chatting together, eating, sometimes arguing, and more often laughing!
Bai Fengwan knew that this would be the best destination for her, but as long as she thought of the Bai family behind her, who would never be able to fill her appetite, she was timid again. Why should people help her? If the two don't get together in the end, how will she repay the debt? She is not unfounded, the variables in life are really everywhere, and she can't just look at the immediate situation and ignore the overall situation.
They have a good impression of each other She knows that she has also fantasized about finding such an excellent man to spend the rest of her life happily, but the ideal is very plump and the reality is very skinny, because she can't help but measure the criteria for mate selection by her own conditions, some people like to cry in a BMW, but she likes to sit on a bicycle and laugh, so even if she likes it, she is hesitant, timid, and does not dare to have too many delusions.
In fact, she is very similar to Wen Qing, and she also knows a lot about Mo Zichen and Wen Qing. Don't look at the two of them now, Luan Feng and Ming, Wen Qing before she has experienced ninety-nine eighty-one difficulties, and she is even more entangled when she thinks about it like this.
Looking at her weak shoulders, Gu Beimo couldn't bear to put too much pressure on her.
Originally, he had a plan, if she didn't agree with him, the overlord would cook the raw rice into rice, and then take over the rest of her life naturally. That is, he plans to get married first and then fall in love. He thought, aren't there many such cases in life, and in the long life to come, he will love her well, protect her, and accompany her.
But he couldn't really face her innocent eyes like now!
He thought...... He's really fallen!
Gradually letting go of her, he couldn't help sighing, and his heart was filled with helplessness that he had never felt before!
I always thought that my heart would never ripple for love in this life, but I didn't expect to be slapped in the face so soon.
When Wen Qing was exiled to their village, he had a good impression of her, but he had no other intention than pity. Even if Mo'er has always called him "Daddy, Daddy", he has never moved his heart to Wen Qing.
For a period of time, in order to comfort Wen Qing, who was unrelenting, he once mentioned that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her, but his mood at that time was completely different from now, at that time his heart was like being frozen in Antarctica, and he was stimulated when he was a child, and he still vividly felt that he would never gain love again in this life, so he felt that it was better to help the woman in front of him who was in dire straits.
He was wrong, thanks to Wen Qing's determination, he didn't agree, if the two of them made do at that time, they might not be happy.
Now that I think about it, I am a little scared, he was really too naΓ―ve at that time......
Bai Fengwan leaned motionless on the coconut tree, for fear that he would make some amazing moves. But to be honest, seeing him so soulless, her heart was mixed, because she didn't love it, but she couldn't love!
She didn't know that in fact, her ignorant appearance was also very beautiful, Gu Beimo thought that she didn't want to tease her anymore, so she teased: "How dissatisfied are you with me, frowning like this?"
"I didn't! You're good, really. Bai Fengwan hurriedly explained, for fear that he would misunderstand.
"You just laugh at it! I won't force you, I'll give me an answer when you think clearly. β
Bai Fengwan smiled awkwardly and nodded.
Gu Beimo saw that she was nervous and sat down next to her, leaning on the tree like her, so that the two didn't have to face each other, maybe she would relax Gu Beimo think.
Originally, she couldn't stop chirping like a bird, but now that she is quiet, he is a little unaccustomed to it.
Gu Beimo said helplessly: "Feng Wan, do you have to be like this? Am I so terrible? Is there something wrong with love? If what I say today is really a trouble and a burden for you, then I apologize and I'm sorry! In this case, I will leave here tomorrow and go back to the south, you don't have to care about what I said before, as long as you are happy!" Her indifference surprised him and made him very heartbroken! He hoped that no matter what she experienced in the future, she would be as optimistic and happy as before! If loving her would make her sad and tormented, he was willing to give up his love for her, even though it was not his intention.
"Don't Gu Beimo! Don't go...... You...... Your feet are still not good, I can't let you go! Yes, you can't go!" Bai Fengwan heard that he was going to leave, and she was a little flustered!
She doesn't like it, super not!
It's like your soul is going to be separated from your body, and it hurts to the heart!
She thought she was sick, maybe there was something wrong with her heart, and her heart ached the moment she heard that he was leaving!
Gu Beimo lowered his head and was silent, and then turned his head and accidentally collided the eyes of the two, I don't know if it was a delusion that he saw reluctance in her eyes, so he took the opportunity to ask: "Don't you want me to go, isn't there any other reason?" He looked at her with joy, hoping that she could say that I like you!
"Huh?" Does she like him? I can't say it, Bai Fengwan, do you still want to be shameless? Reserved, reserved, do you understand?
"Ahhhhh