Chen Mei said these words in a hurried tone that made Chen Xinghe cold in his bones, listening to these ruthless words, his eyes gradually became cold, cold and piercing.

He looked at Chen Mei in disbelief, and suddenly felt as if he didn't know the person in front of him at all!

So that's it!

Chen Xinghe's face was pale and he didn't say a word, he stared at Chen Mei coldly with a cold gaze, and various emotions of shock, anger, sadness and disappointment were alternately intertwined in his heart.

At this moment, he didn't want to say anything or explain anything, his face was cold and he was about to stand up and leave here, but at this moment, Chen Mei's sad voice sounded again:

"At that time, I really thought you were a scumbag, a complete scumbag! I hated! I really hated! I hated why my cousin would marry you for money and profit! I wanted to seduce you! I ruined your relationship with my cousin! And then I kicked you away! Let you suffer boundless pain!"

"But...... When I approach you...... When I ...... After getting to know you...... I found ...... It turns out that you are not what the profile shows...... You're not a scumbag...... Even you are mysterious...... There's another mesmerizing, intoxicating, mysterious aura about you......"

"I find that the closer I get to you, the less I understand you...... You are like the boundless starry sky...... It's so deep...... It's fascinating...... I found myself really in love with you...... I'm going to help myself!"

"I'm really in love with you! I'm scared and confused, because that's not what I wanted from the beginning! All I want is for my cousin to see what I think you really are! But you're not what I imagined, so I finally understand why my cousin loves you so desperately! I'm really scared, because I find out that I seem to have done something wrong! I don't know if your feelings are real! But I can't help myself when I fall in love with you!"

"There was a time when I really decided to leave you permanently, and the pressure and guilt in my heart was too heavy! But that night I was kidnapped by those bastards, I saw you desperate, I saw that you couldn't even want your life to save me! So I understood, it turns out that you love me so much! I don't want to leave you for a moment! I finally decided, I want to be your underground lover forever, so that I won't ruin your relationship with my cousin, and I won't leave you! I simply hope that this will continue until the end of my life......"

"I thought my cousin wouldn't find out about our relationship, but I was wrong...... Chen Xinghe...... I'm sorry...... I really didn't mean to deceive you......"

Chen Mei's tone was hurried, and her sad eyes kept sticking to Chen Xinghe's body all the time, and there was a thick sense of innocent love in her eyes, which made Chen Xinghe's heart tremble violently.

It turns out that this is the real situation...... Underground lover for life...... Would you rather endure all kinds of misery alone...... This silly woman......

The ripples in Chen Xinghe's heart gradually turned into stormy waves, and he sat down again with a wry smile.

He sighed heavily in complicated thoughts, he didn't say anything, just stretched out his arm and hugged Chen Mei tightly in his arms, expressing his heart with his actual actions.

Time seems to have passed in a moment, and it seems to have stepped on eternity. The two fluctuating hearts finally slowly approached each other again.

The evening breeze caressed it, and it didn't seem so cold anymore.

Chen Xinghe felt that the corners of his eyes seemed to be a little moist, he gently closed his eyes, and let the special fragrance on Chen Mei's body send it between his mouth and nose along the breeze.

It smells good, it smells really good, it's a taste of love.

Chen Xinghe felt as if his heart had melted away by this refreshing fragrance.

……

Time seems to have stopped.

Chen Xinghe quietly hugged Chen Mei in his arms, quietly breathing the fragrant air, only to feel all the uneasiness and restlessness in his heart at this moment.

Chen Xinghe didn't know what kind of decision Ren Qingyan would make, but he knew that the woman next to him would never leave him again no matter what.

He felt a little emotional, and a little guilty, he felt that he didn't seem to be worthy of her love.

He didn't think he was as good as she thought he was, on the contrary, his hands were stained with blood and sins!

This is indisputable. Over the years, he has killed so many people that he has become numb to numbers.

"Chen Mei......" Chen Xinghe tightened his arms and sighed softly, "I don't deserve a ...... like you."

"No!" Chen Mei raised her head stubbornly and stared straight into Chen Xinghe's eyes, "It's worth it! You're worth it!" The perseverance in her eyes at this moment, Chen Xinghe's heart trembled when she saw it.

"Alas......" Chen Xinghe sighed lowly, the corners of his mouth pulling a bitter smile.

He didn't explain it, and he didn't feel the need to do so.

Let the past drift away in the wind...... Isn't it?

The cold pupil who stood at the top of the world has died, and now he is alive in this world...... Only Chen Xinghe! A young man who strives to find a balance between his relationship and life!

The wind blew again, and Chen Mei's delicate body shrank into Chen Xinghe's arms, and it seemed to be a little cold.

Chen Xinghe raised his arm and looked at it, it was already more than two o'clock in the morning at this time, and he couldn't help but feel a sense of departure in his heart.

Let him go with the wind.

How about the future, let's take one step at a time!

……

The scenery outside the car window brushed by, and at this moment, Chen Xinghe's heart was troubled and complicated.

"Chen Mei......" Chen Xinghe raised his eyes and looked at Chen Mei in the passenger seat beside him.

Chen Mei, who was also in deep contemplation immediately, seemed to wake up suddenly, and hurriedly looked at Chen Xinghe in a panic; "What's wrong?"

"I want to ask you a question. Chen Xinghe thought for a moment, and finally asked softly, "How did you get kidnapped by Dongfang Qing?"

"I don't know ...... either" Chen Mei's eyes were a little confused, and her slender willow eyebrows frowned slightly, "I just remember that when I went to the community supermarket to buy something at night and came back, I was suddenly covered with my mouth behind my back, and then I fainted and didn't know anything." When I woke up again, I found Dongfang Qinggui standing beside me. ”

"At first I thought she had kidnapped me! But when I thought about it, it was unlikely! Because she didn't seem to have a good relationship with you, it shouldn't have been her kidnapping me! But...... What is the relationship between you and her?" Chen Mei's tone was obviously paused when she talked about Dongfang Qing, and her eyes looking at Chen Xinghe were also a little unnatural, and she seemed to be a little resentful.

"I can't tell her for a while!" Chen Xinghe shook his head with a wry smile, didn't take over the topic, and after thinking about it, he asked again: "Then when did you wake up?"