XXXII. Lele's decision

At the end of May, the school was suspended, and the Wenshu exam finally ushered in the final critical moment.

"Xiaobei, can you come out at night?" After dinner, I had just read a book for a while, and suddenly received a call from Lele. Usually, if my parents are at home, I will never be able to go out at this time, but these days are just in time for my father to go on a business trip to Beijing, and my mother has to be on duty at the unit tonight, so there are only two people left at home, my grandmother and me. I lied to my grandmother and ran out of the house as fast as I could.

It seems that it has been a long time since I came out with Lele, and it is rare for Lele to have a whim, but God doesn't seem to give us face, gloomy, and it is about to rain.

I don't know why, Lele's mood is very low today, he just walks with his head buried in his own eyes, but he doesn't say a word. The two of us walked a long way in silence, and Lele finally couldn't help but speak: "Xiaobei, I see that we ...... Let's break up. ”

Lele's words made me stunned for a moment.

"Points...... Break up?Lele, you're not kidding, are you?" I asked, standing still, bewildered.

Lele also stopped a step in front of me, turned his back to me, and repeated in a low voice: "I'm serious, Li Xiaobei, let's break up." The understatement seemed to be saying something that had nothing to do with him.

"Why?" I took a step forward in shock, grabbed Lele's arms with both hands, twisted her body around, and then stared into the girl's eyes in disbelief and asked.

"How can there be so many whys...... If you don't like it, you won't be together!" Lele looked down to avoid my gaze.

"You have to give me a reason!" I couldn't help but tighten my grip on it.

"I ...... I don't love you anymore!Is this reason enough!" Lele still didn't want to look at me.

"Not enough! You were the one who said you loved me at the beginning! Now it's you who says you don't love me! You look me in the eyes!" I shook Lele's body violently in a bit of a gaffe, but fortunately there were not many pedestrians on the street at this time.

I don't know why I insisted that Lele look me in the eye, and even if she did, what could I do? I couldn't do anything. Maybe I just want to see how this girl who once loved me so much, how can she say let go and let go.

Lele pushed me away very hard: "Don't be like this! It was the beginning! Now is the present! Li Xiaobei, you are not self-motivated, you only know how to play games all day long! I ...... I don't love you anymore!" After pushing me away, Lele turned around and prepared to leave.

I grabbed Lele violently, almost blurting out: "But I love you!"

Lele suddenly quieted down, and turned his face slightly: "You...... Can you say that again?"

"I said I love you, I love you Lele!" I yelled at Lele hysterically, and at this moment, I felt a fear that I had never felt in my life, and I was afraid that I would lose Lele from now on. I usually don't feel it when we're together, but it wasn't until today that I suddenly realized that I couldn't leave the girl in front of me anymore.

"Hehe, is it? We've been together for so long, today should be the first time you say you love me......" Lele suddenly laughed, but in her laughter, I heard a trace of sadness.

"I ......" I didn't know how to answer Lele, an evil thought instantly brewed in my mind, "Lele, you come with me!" I firmly grasped Lele's hand and pulled her straight forward.

"Where to go?" Lele was a little reluctant, but he didn't struggle too much.

A light rain began to fall in the sky, and I took Lele around a few streets and walked straight into a small hotel.

"Xiaobei, you ......" Lele glanced at me nervously.

I didn't answer, I just let go of the hand that grabbed Lele and walked towards the service desk. Lele didn't turn away, but stood motionless and waited for me.

After completing the formalities, I turned around, took Lele again, and went upstairs to find the room.

Standing at the door, Lele hesitated slightly, but still walked into the room with me very obediently. Closing the door, I gently lowered her down on the bed. From beginning to end, Lele didn't resist, just opened her eyes that were as bright as stars, and quietly watched my movements.

I held Lele's hand, held it tightly, and suddenly lowered my head and kissed her clear lips. I just hugged and kissed so passionately, forgetting that the whole world exists.

Lele's face was flushed, and he couldn't help but close his eyes slightly. I pushed Lele's clothes up a bit, slowly slid my hand down, gently unbuttoned her pants, and then leaned down and kissed the girl's white porcelain skin.

"Little Becky......" Lele opened his mouth, "Do you remember our first time?"

"Well, at that time you said you were going to rape me......" As I spoke, I had already taken off Lele's shirt.

Taking advantage of my defenselessness, Lele suddenly turned over very hard and pressed me underneath. As soon as I poked my head up, my mouth was held down by Lele's small hand.

"You ......" I couldn't speak because of Lele, so I had to lie down naturally.

Lele rubbed my chest affectionately with her beautiful cheeks for a long time, and then kissed my lower abdomen carefully, not letting go of every inch, I suddenly felt a faint sadness and desolation in the room, but I don't know where this feeling came from.

This time I did it even more, her hair, her eyes, her smooth skin, and the way her fingers pulled. I longed to hold on to this body that was about to no longer belong to me.

......

Lele fell asleep, and it seemed that she was really tired. I carefully took the girl into my arms, kissed her forehead, and then pulled sideways over the thin quilt to cover their sweaty bodies. Lele unconsciously reached out and grabbed my shoulder, muttering some words that I didn't understand.

It was past two o'clock in the morning, but I lay in bed without a trace of sleep. The air was so quiet, giving the other party one last memory, although the brain was very vague, but Lele's expression was always so clear in the brain. I've already told me about breaking up, but why can I still feel her love just now?

Tossing and turning, I couldn't help but turn my head and stare at the girl's tired expression, with a hint of innocence......

At this moment, it was as if time had stopped. Actually, I really wanted time to stop, but the hateful Einstein theory of relativity was verified, and it was soon dawning.