Chapter 38: The Voice of the Heart
Yi Ju'an returned to the classroom and found a golden hollow feather-like bookmark in the book, Yi Ju'an picked it up, rubbing his fingers back and forth on the bookmark. Yi Ju'an thought of something, stopped what he was doing, picked up the pen on the table, opened the title page, and quickly wrote down the words that had been buried in his heart for a long time.
Since then, he has always carried it with him wherever he goes.
In the five years that Xiang Wan disappeared, Yi Ju'an would let the night slowly swallow him up on every difficult night, slumped on the floor, took out the book, and wrote down what he wanted to say to Xiang Wan word by word.
Write, close, open again, write again, close again, and repeat. This book carries his deep love for Xiang Wan.
I read the first few pages so much that I couldn't afford to continue reading. This book, invisibly, has also become the spiritual pillar of Yi Ju'an.
He will also embrace it in his arms every night of deep insomnia, wanting to rub it into his heart and lungs to fill the extreme vacancy in his heart, but he will always be tied at the moment when he is about to fall asleep, and the corners of his eyes are full of tears.
When Xiang Wan was reading a book in the living room, he accidentally dropped the bookmark. E-Juan's treasure book and bookmark, and he will not let the bookmark be left alone in the corner of the sofa.
"Xiao Wan, did you discover the secret in the book that made you want to escape from me like this?" Yi Ju'an muttered with a bookmark in his hand, he knew that Xiang Wan had opened the book and saw his most straightforward heart.
After speaking, he reached out and took out the book, took great care of the book that carried his honest heart, opened it gently, and put the bookmark back into the book. Yi Ju'an's eyes were endlessly soft at the moment, just like his doting eyes towards Xiang Wan.
Obsession is a good thing, with it, everything can be accomplished, if it is not done, the obsession will become sick after a long time.
Fortunately, Yi Ju'an walked towards Xiang Wanxin step by step, and Xiang Wan would eventually not be able to withstand the careful knocking of the person outside the door, open his heart, and let him spread wantonly in her heart.
Xiang Wan hurriedly escaped from the apartment and walked into the elevator, the elevator reached the 15th floor, and when the elevator door opened, Xiang Wan saw a familiar figure walking into the elevator.
That person is Lin Zhen'er, Xiang Wan's boss, and Lin Zhen'er was quite surprised to meet Xiang Wan here.
"Sister Zhen, why are you here?" said Xiang Wan as she looked at Lin Zhen'er, who had already walked into the elevator.
"My sister is renting here, I'm here to clean up today, why are you here, Xiangwan?"
Xiang Wan's intuition told her that the sister in the mouth of the boss Lin Zhener was Zhuang Qi.
"My friend is sick and I'm coming to see him. ”
"Sister Zhen, are you done cleaning up, do you need my help?"
"I'm done, I'll go out and buy a bouquet of flowers and bring them up. By the way, Xiang Wan, I went to my office on Monday and asked you for something. ”
"Okay, real sister. ”
Lin Zhen'er has always been a very transparent person in Xiang Wan's heart, knowing what she wants, moving all the way towards her goal, and never sharing even a little bit of time and energy for indifferent things.
Xiang Wan has always wanted to live like Lin Zhen'er, but she has never been able to live like her, and there are too many fetters in her heart.
When the elevator reached the first floor, Lin Zhener said goodbye to Xiang Wan and left. Xiang Wan walked to the side of the car and sat in the driver's seat.
Xiang Wan just wanted to leave the apartment, and didn't think about where to go, so he drove aimlessly.
After I don't know how many traffic lights she passed, she pulled over to the side, she couldn't let her cranky thoughts go on like this, so she took out her mobile phone and called Gu Cheng.
Gu Cheng rested in the afternoon, went home, and stayed on the sofa in the living room, reading medical books.
On the balcony, a noble and elegant Persian cat lazily lay on the floor under the flower stand, looking for a shade for himself, sometimes stretching the cat's waist, sometimes scratching the falling green plants, just unwilling to look at Gu Cheng, very arrogant.
You ignore the cat, and the cat doesn't bother to pay attention to you, it's a harmonious scene.
Gu Cheng's mobile phone suddenly remembered that out of professional habits, Gu Cheng's mobile phone never turned off or muted, for fear that he would not be able to contact him if there was an emergency at the hospital.
Gu Cheng quickly took the mobile phone, saw Xiang Wan's call, and quickly picked it up.
"Hey, Wanwan, what's wrong?"
"Brother Gu Cheng, where are you, I'll look for you now. ”
"Okay, what do you want to eat at night, I'll book a place first. ”
"Ice cream, I want to eat ice cream. Xiang Wan urgently needed to lower the heat in her heart, and all she could think of was ice cream.
"Okay, I'm at home, come on, I'll wait for you. ”
Gu Cheng finished answering the phone, put down the book in his hand, and looked at the time on his phone, it was already half past four in the afternoon.
Getting up and going to the bedroom, Gu Cheng opened the wardrobe, his fingers swiped over the few suits on the hanger, his fingers jumped lightly, landed on a light gray casual suit, took it out, and quickly changed into it.
After changing his clothes, Gu Cheng went back to the living room, picked up two tickets for the stage play from the coffee table, and put them in the lining pocket of his jacket.
Gu Cheng, who had changed his clothes, walked to the flower stand, bent down, and wanted to pick up his lazy cat, noticing the movement of the cat slave, the lazy cat who was lying lazily just now suddenly jumped up quickly, ran over from Gu Cheng's feet, found the floor under the TV cabinet, and continued to lie on the cat corpse, and didn't bother to give Gu Cheng a look.
Gu Cheng smiled, for his arrogant cat, Gu Cheng had always felt that it was not that he had raised it, but that it had raised himself. Gu Cheng picked up the cat food on the balcony cabinet, filled its bowl with food, and left it alone, continuing to return to the sofa and waiting for Xiang Wan.
The lazy cat didn't care about him, and continued to lie down, pretending that the years between them were quiet.
After a while, the doorbell rang, Gu Cheng opened the door, saw Xiang Wan outside the door, and let her enter the house.
Xiang Wan just entered the house, and the cat that was still very lazy suddenly jumped up and ran to Xiang Wan's feet, rubbed his neck against Xiang Wan's ankles, turned the circle, squatted down to Xiang Wan, picked it up, and the lazy cat meowed happily.
Xiang Wan squatted down and stood up with the Persian cat in his arms, and walked to the living room, the cat in his arms had a cold face and eyes staring at Gu Cheng.
Gu Cheng is also confused, he has raised a cat for four years, he has never given himself a good face, he especially likes Xiang Wan, and he always begs for a hug to Xiang Wan, but when he comes here, he only has an arrogant look.
Xiang Wan hugged the Persian cat, sat on the sofa in the living room and picked it up.
After a while, Xiang Wan took out the canned fish from the handbag he brought over, which was his favorite food, and meowed non-stop at the canned fish.
It wasn't until Xiang Wan poured out the food in the canned fish that it jumped out of Xiang Wan's arms and swaggered to eat its own exclusive food.
Cats are all kinds of coquettish and cute in Xiang Wan's arms, and Gu Cheng has long been accustomed to it.
"It may only like the opposite sex," Gu Cheng could only comfort himself in his heart.
"Wanwan, has your friend's fever subsided?" Gu Cheng asked as he watched Xiang Wan put the remaining canned fish on the shelf on the balcony.
"Well, I've already retired, let him rest at home by himself, and I'll go. Xiang Wan returned to Gu Cheng's words while putting cat food on the balcony.
"Late, the stage play starts at eight o'clock in the evening, and it is just right to go after dinner. ”
"Brother Gu Cheng, you can do it. Xiang Wan watched the cat quickly finish eating the food, didn't wait for Xiang Wan to go over to hug it, quickly ran to the sofa, jumped slightly, and jumped into a warm embrace, so that Xiang Wan could continue to pet himself.
Gu Cheng could only continue to be speechless.
"Tonight, this lazy cat has sent you, you can take it away. After Gu Cheng finished speaking, he no longer glanced at the lazy cat.
The cat is really spiritual, listening to his own shovel officer to send him away, he jumped down from Xiang Wan's arms, came to Gu Cheng's feet in a daze, and lay down lazily, without the coquettish cuteness just now.
Gu Cheng stretched out his hand and smoothed it twice, then ran to lie quietly under the flower stand just now.
"Brother Gu Cheng, it spoils you. Xiang Wan said with a smile amused by the Persian cat.
"I have some conscience. Gu Cheng smiled.
"Little evening, let's go, the restaurant is booked, it's just right to get there, the restaurant is not far from the theater, ten minutes walk, just enough to eat after dinner. ”
"Good cat, I'll come to see you next time and bring you something to eat. Xiang Wan got up, walked to the cat, half-squatted, rubbed its soft fur and said.
After speaking, he got up and left with Gu Cheng.
When she arrived at the restaurant, Xiang Wan never forgot her ice cream, and she was satisfied after eating it as she wished.
"Brother Gu Cheng, what is the name of the stage play we are going to watch in a moment?"
Frankenstein, Mary Shelley's novel adaptation, is also a stage play to commemorate the 200th anniversary of Mary Shelley's most famous novel. ”
"That's one of my favorite science fiction novels, and Mary is a great guru in the world of science fiction horror. But she, in order to pursue illusory love, worked hard, made mistakes, and lived her life in contradiction and pain. ”
"Wanwan, it is the tragedy of her life that has made her, and love for her may be a life-saving medicine. ”
"It is also the poison that killed her, love can bring sweet happiness to people, but it can also bring pain to people, the pain of ten thousand arrows piercing the heart. After saying that, Xiang Wan's stomach was painful, and his brows were furrowed.
"Wanwan, are you alright? ”
"It's okay, Brother Gu Cheng, it should be the ice cream I ate just now, and it hurts now. Xiang Wan changed the subject, his brows furrowed.
Gu Cheng got up, walked to Xiang Wan's side, moved Xiang Wan's legs from under the table, and squatted by himself, massaging Xiang Wan's knee under Xiang Wan's knee through his jeans for a while.
"Late, how's it going, is there any better. Gu Cheng stopped massaging and looked up to ask Xiang Wan.
"Brother Gu Cheng, thank you, it doesn't hurt anymore. ”
"That place just now is the Zusanli acupoint, and pressing it can quickly relieve stomach pain. After Gu Cheng finished speaking, he got up and returned to his seat.
"Brother Gu Cheng, do you know, you can do anything in my heart. Xiang Wan said happily to Gu Cheng.
"I'm good at medicine, and I still have to learn more. ”
"Wanwan, have you eaten well, okay, we're going to the theater. ”
"Okay, Brother Gu Cheng, let's go. ”
Gu Cheng got up and went to the service desk to settle the bill, Xiang Wan followed behind, and in the process of waiting for Gu Cheng at the service desk, Xiang Wan saw a man who looked like Zhang Li being held by a bewitching woman and walked past the door of the restaurant.
When Xiang Wan chased out, the other party's voice and shadow had long been missing.
Xiang Wan is not sure that person is Zhang Li, you can know Zhang Li about Xiang Wan, that person, from the back height and side face, is very similar to Zhang Li.