Chapter 5 Yi Ju'an reminisces about the past
When Yi Ju'an drove from G City to W City TV Station, Lin Xiangwan's recording had long since ended, and there was only a dark patch there.
In the car, he said, as long as I know that you are here, it is good that you can appear, whether you are Ling Zhiwei or Lin Xiangwan, I will definitely find you, and I will not let you disappear into my world again.
Yi Ju'an lit a cigarette, and his mind was slowly pulled back to sixteen years ago, when he was eleven years old. Because he was naughty and accidentally broke a bottle of perfume by his stepmother, he was beaten by his stepmother, and he hid in the alley and didn't dare to go home, hungry and afraid, at this time, a girl came over, gave him her snacks, and told him a joke, Yi Ju'an slowly smiled. He knew that this girl was in the same class as him, named Ling Zhiwei.
She said: "No matter what happens, you shouldn't hide secretly, it will only make the anxiety that cares about you sad, don't be afraid, you should be brave, because you are a little man." After speaking, Ling Zhiwei raised his two arms, clenched his fists, and made a brave gesture, just like me, come and do it with me. Yi Ju looked at Ling Zhiwei's slightly funny posture and burst into laughter.
At that moment, looking up at Yi Ju'an, who was looking at Ling Zhiwei, saw the sunset shining from behind Lin Zhiwei, and in the afterglow of the sunset, he felt that the girl in front of him was extremely dazzling. At that time, he secretly told himself that he couldn't be a coward, he had to be a responsible person, and he had to protect her in the future.
However, he did something to hurt her the most, so that the girl he loved from childhood to adulthood left her hometown, incognito, and couldn't find her, he was afraid, afraid that he would never see her again in this life.
Fortunately, he inadvertently found her, and in the dark, he could make up for the mistakes he had made.
Yi Ju'an's mother, Shen Lanqing, left him and his father Yi Changming on his sixth birthday, he was still young at that time, he didn't know what his mother's departure meant, he didn't know what happened between his parents, he only knew that his mother had always been indifferent to his father, even so, Yi Changming was very satisfied, because he loved Shen Lanqing, had her by his side, cared for her in every way, and never let her suffer a trace of grievances, which was enough. In the end, Shen Lanqing still left and left him.
When he grew up, he realized that his mother did not love his father. A year later, Yi Changming married a woman he didn't love for Yi Ju'an, but he was also very good to her, except for love, he gave everything he could give her.
Yi Ju'an saw the hotel not far away, he needed to take a good rest, when he saw Ling Zhiwei appear on TV, when the assistant sent him the specific location, he was already on the highway to W City, he didn't dare to stop for a moment, he rushed to W City non-stop, and finally arrived at his destination after driving for eight hours in a row, Yi Ju'an, who had been in high spirits, felt his whole body ache when he relaxed, his hands and feet were numb, and there were two legs that were trembling slightly.
Entering the hotel lobby, he saw that someone was holding another wedding, it was the wedding of Gu Ying in Los Angeles, looking at the poster of the bride and groom happily snuggled together, Yiju felt very warm, because he didn't know him, he walked straight to the service desk.
Even if he had a little more curiosity at this time and took a look at the wedding scene, he would be able to see Lin Xiangwan who was accompanying the bride, even if he was a little late, he could see Lin Xiangwan who was about to walk out of the banquet to the lounge at this time. He, this time, still couldn't find her.