Sitting in the car, I reluctantly looked at the door of "Fu Ji" and looked at it for a long, long time.

"What are you thinking," Lei Shaojun asked me softly,

"I miss my brother, I miss my daughter-in-law, I miss my ,,," I hesitated for a moment, "I miss my father, I miss my father," I suddenly realized, I really haven't seen my father and mother for a long time, I have returned home, and I want to shed tears for a while, although every once in a while, I will send some money to the house, but I really haven't heard my mother's chatter and my father's scolding for a long time,

"It's hard for a man, it's very hard, and most of my life is planning for others," Lei Shaojun patted me on the shoulder and comforted,

"I've always felt that I'm quite wasteful, I'm not as good as Wen Jin in terms of IQ, I'm not as good as Lin Remnant in terms of fierceness, Da Yongzi, I can't compare with Wang Xing in terms of love and righteousness, I don't know why, but those brothers are willing to hold me as the boss," Looking out the car window, I stretched,

"A lonely tree does not make a forest, no matter how capable a person is, it will be difficult to become a climate after all, everyone's existence must have their own value, maybe you are not as smart as Wen Jin but you can fight better than him, maybe you are not as fierce as Lin Yan and Xie Zeyong, but you are smarter than them, the most important thing is that your existence is a bond, without you,,, these people can't be maintained together," Lei Shaojun smiled slightly, "Why bother to be presumptuous,"

"Let's go, they're waiting for me to go home, I should go early and come back early," I took a deep breath, I silently wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes,

"Suddenly I feel like Fahai, forcing you to separate from your family,,, Lei Shaojun started the car with a wry smile, and drove me away slowly, passing by the door of "Fu Ji", I saw Xun Suya coming out of it, so close, but so far away, the car slowly drove past her, Xun Suya subconsciously glanced into the car, I didn't know if she saw me, anyway, my heart was almost about to jump out,

"That girl also has something to do with you," Lei Shaojun smiled honestly: "I know everyone around you,"

"I think you're more like Tang Seng, chattering,,, I looked back at the car window and saw Xun Suya looking at our car with a thoughtful face.

"Haha, I won't say it,,," Lei Shaojun shook his head very unkindly, took me back to the Shanghai Garrison, and led me into a room similar to the office, the furnishings in the room were very simple, a desk, a bookshelf, and a single bed,

"You take a break from here for the time being, I'll arrange the enlistment, maybe soon,,, you just take a nap, you have to go on the road," Lei Shaojun waved his hand and was ready to go out,

I sat on the bed alone, my brain was empty, and my heart was even more indescribably empty, Wang Qian had a heart attack, it was completely like a stone weighing on me and I couldn't breathe, wandering back and forth in the room,

For example, at about twelve o'clock in the night, there was a sound of shouting and running drills in the compound, I stood at the window and looked down, there were nearly hundreds of people below, like a green torrent on the playground, it was hard to imagine that the pace of hundreds of people could be so consistent, and the running sound of ",,, and " made people's blood boil.

"Is this where I'm going to be for a long time, it looks pretty good,,," I muttered,

After about an hour or two, the door suddenly opened, and Lei Shaojun walked in with a bunch of things and said, "Two sets of training uniforms, underwear, shorts, a quilt, a set of toiletries, I stuffed some money in the quilt for you in case of emergency,"

"Are you leaving," I asked, a little nervously,

"Well, I'll leave in more than twenty minutes, it's just over the conscription season, fortunately it's not a few days late, otherwise I won't be able to catch up with the recruit training," Lei Shaojun stretched out his palm to me and said, "I should say thank you, thank you,"

"Take care of my brother and woman for me, and remember what you promised me," I shook hands with him.

"Definitely," Lei Shaojun solemnly assured,

More than 20 minutes later, he put me in a car with a green cloak and left, and there were about a dozen young people in the car who were dressed the same as me, all of them sat in the back of the car as if they had made a mistake.

"Hi, brother,,, Nong Si Sang hei screw," a young man with a pockmarked face greeted me affectionately,

"No," I shook my head, these people looked childish, about my age, but they felt like they were very young, and their bodies were full of youthful air.

"What university did you graduate from, not a ,,, from Tongji University?" the young man babbled in my ear like a chatterbox,

"I haven't been to college, I'm a little sleepy, take a nap first," I moved to the side in annoyance,

"I haven't been to college, nong is joking with me, are there any people who haven't gone to college these years, you also spent money to go through the back door to become a soldier, everyone will be comrades-in-arms in the future, take care of each other," Mazi's face glanced at me back and forth with a disbelieving expression, and chatted with other people in the same company.

"Comrade-in-arms, buddy, do you know where we are going to be soldiers," I hurriedly asked,

"I don't know, I feel that it should be near Shanghai, otherwise I wouldn't take a car," Mazi shook his head with a face, this sentence said that I was a little relieved, if it was near Shanghai, maybe I would have a chance to see other brothers, although I had never been a soldier, but I heard that soldiers have holidays,

Anyway, I can't sleep, and then I have a ride, not a ride with the car in the back of the bucket with more than a dozen young people chatting, don't talk I don't know, a chat really scared a few times, these look unruly guys in the car, actually have a very good background, not a famous university graduate, or the family Lao Tzu in a certain district officials, young people are good at talking, it didn't take long for everyone to be familiar,

There are two people who impress me very deeply, one is the first to greet me with a pockmarked face, this guy is very talkative, he can talk to anyone, his name is Liu Zidong, and there is a young man who looks very fair, he has been sitting cross-legged in the corner very quietly, basically not dealing with people, the reason why he is impressed is because I heard Liu Zidong say, that kid is called Bai Xiaoxuan, a slightly feminine name,

I thought we would be able to reach the army soon, but it turned out how young we were, the car walked for three or four days, basically running on the highway all the time, and when it was time to eat, a few veterans who drove the car would prepare some dry food for us, Liu Zidong asked us where our destination was, so that a veteran kicked to the ground, and shouted: "Don't ask nonsense if you shouldn't ask, military secrets,"

Originally, I was going to stand up for Liu Zidong, but then I thought about joining the army immediately, I was not familiar with the place, and I didn't know Liu Zidong to that extent, so I simply closed my mouth very neatly,

The meal is more fucking, that is, canned luncheon meat and two steamed buns plus a bottle of mineral water, at the beginning, everyone may still feel fresh, after eating for two days in a row, I feel that the bird is fading out of my mouth, and when I was eating again that night, Bai Xiaoxuan, who has been quiet like a girl, threw the canned food out of the car directly,

A veteran wearing camouflage short sleeves and particularly thick arms pointed to Bai Xiaoxuan's nose and asked him what he meant, and forced him to pick up the canned food and eat it, Bai Xiaoxuan replied expressionlessly I don't want to eat I don't want to eat, can't it,

At this moment, the military vehicle happened to stop at a service station, and the veteran stood underneath and asked Bai Xiaoxuan to get out of the car.

Bai Xiaoxuan sat in place and didn't move, Liu Zidong persuaded the old man like a good man, let the veteran stumble, jumped into the car angrily, and dragged Bai Xiaoxuan to pull down the car, Bai Xiaoxuan fought with the veteran from the back bucket,

It's really unseemly, Bai Xiaoxuan looks soft and weak, but he is still a practicing family, fighting with veterans alone is not at a disadvantage, and in the end, the three veterans who forced the car all jumped into the back fight, beat Bai Xiaoxuan violently, beat Bai Xiaoxuan's nose and face were swollen, and then he got out of the car with a scolding grin.

"Gentlemen, serve you," I handed Bai Xiaoxuan a bottle of mineral water,

Bai Xiaoxuan glanced at me, neither received the mineral water, nor did he say anything, he still sat cross-legged in the corner and pretended to sleep.