48. The most rivers and lakes (pear white fanwai) [048]
Everyone has a dream of rivers and lakes, fighting swords and rivers and lakes, being famous, or happy to enmity and hatred, and living a chic life.
But his rivers and lakes are different.
There are old women who are getting more and more ugly scolding, and there are old men who throw cow dung balls on their hunchbacks.
What did he do wrong? The little child cried and asked himself what he had done wrong. Because he was so cold that he stole a crumpled pile of cotton wool from others, he was chased and abused all the way, and then in exchange for the torches of the villagers, he searched all over the mountains, for which he had to discard the old cotton wool that could be kept warm, ran away overnight, trampled on the rags and bad shoes, and froze to death a few toes.
Finally, I saw the farmer in the field, and my feet hurt badly, and the people were very hungry, so I got into the cowshed, and shivered next to the animals to keep warm.
The cow didn't dislike him, he was warm, he was very hungry, his little body and his eyes were deeply sunken with hunger, and when he warmed his body, he drank the cow's milk, this year, he was just five years old, and he still didn't know anything.
With a high fever at night, he cried and called softly: "Master, master, Libai is afraid... Libai is afraid..."The whimpering cry actually caused the old cow to moisten his eyes.
During the day, he hid in the stinking haystack, and at night he crawled out to live with the old cow, he really didn't know what he had done wrong, he really didn't know.
He didn't know why he was alive, until three days after he had been with the old cow, the hunchbacked old man ploughed him out with a wooden rake, and when he saw the little flower with his unkempt head, he couldn't help but pick up the cow dung in the pen and shouted at him!
If it weren't for the old cow protecting the 'calf', I was afraid that the old man would take the wooden rake and beat him to death.
He fled, fled back to that nightmarish home.
The dilapidated old house, the master who died in front of the courtyard was gone, maybe it was a kind person who dragged it away and buried it, or maybe it was taken away by some jackal and leopard, in short, when he fainted in this courtyard, even if it was a cold and stiff master, the child could not see it.
In order to survive, he began to do things that he had not dared to do before, such as killing.
The master once said, "I'm afraid that my apprentice Libai was a monk in my last life, isn't it just a dead nest of ants, where do you have the feelings of my children in the rivers and lakes who cry and cry? Look at the pear blossom tree, if it weren't for the teacher to water the nest of ants entrenched under the roots of the tree with medicinal water, the roots of this tree would have to be hollowed out, how could this pear tree still live?"
On this day, he caught a big fish and threw it to the shore, and that day he closed his eyes and killed the hare that fell into the trap, while thinking about his father's master, he carefully looked at the books left behind, and gradually, the bolder he became, and within a few days, he was able to cut off the necrotic toe according to the doctor's words.
Slowly, he learned not to shed tears, because he was the only one, and no matter how much he cried, no one could help him do what he couldn't do.
Gradually, I can no longer hear the soft voice that has been hovering in the depths of my memory since I was a child, 'The Divine Monarch praised me, praised me for my kindness, and had a rare compassionate heart' for such a soft and gentle voice of joy, he never hurt any living beings, obviously not a monk, but he never ate meat since he remembered, and even when the master died in front of him, he didn't know how to rise resentment.
Since then, the small world of the mind has been completely turned upside down.
He wants to live, so he no longer listens to or remembers the voice that caresses people's hearts, and gradually, time makes him grow, but also makes him forget, forget that sad and difficult years, and forget his favorite voice in childhood, forgetting that once upon a time he naively thought that the owner of that voice was a soft and beautiful lonely soul, waiting for him as gently as a mother.
Practice a little ability, then sneak into the house to steal some daily use, time is like a shuttle, in the blink of an eye, he is in the rivers and lakes mixed in the small famous, with that little bit of gradually stealing the three-legged cat kung fu, the courage of the fat dare to run to the rich family's house.
The little boy who just nodded his head in his teens, Xu is gradually realized his superior qualifications, and he was young and frivolous, forcing him to squat at the house of the enemy who killed the master, took something by the hand, and left triumphantly.
Still thinking, and waiting, waiting for the master to come to the future, and then collect the account.
But I didn't want to, the Yan family was also wiped out that day.
And he has become a little minion who is running around for his life.
As fate would have it, before he met the face that had been inquired about in his heart, he had already begun to suspect that he was not actually a character in the rivers and lakes who was about to become a prosperous person, but just like the pear tree in the courtyard that had been languishing since the death of his master, he was nothing, and he couldn't be anything.
can see that face, see once upon a time there was a fate, the pearl that was held high in the palm of the Yan family, and now with a limp foot and a broken face, the moment he rescued him, the strange confidence in his eyes can be instantly refracted into his swaying heart, like the calm self-confidence of the giant mountain, as if it has withstood such a blow, it is not enough to make people collapse and languish.
His heart was shaken, and he didn't understand that feeling, whether he was inspired by his role model, or unwilling to lose to her, and for a moment, he suddenly felt that he had done a lot of things that he hadn't thought of before.
It was the same ghost who sent the gods to the ground, and he entangled her.
A child, angry or something, if he changes to an ordinary person, he will not be generally knowledgeable, but in front of her, he plays a woman who is not related to her and is cunning and deliberate, she is a burden, but she never complains, even if she just hands over a disgusting look, she prefers to be decent and decent, so that even if he wants to take revenge on the enemy's daughter, he can't do it.
I just feel that this woman is not the same disease as him, both innocent and pitiful.
But if he wants to pity the enemy's daughter, it feels ridiculous to think about it, and when Yan Ruyu said goodbye to him, he didn't entangle it anymore.
Thinking about the money and silver that Yan Ruyu stuffed into his palm when he was leaving, the indescribable taste in his heart melted thickly.
"Am I, too unconscionable?"
There was no answer, the young man thought about it, and decided to follow up and return the money, what are you kidding, just rely on his ability, there is no shortage of this piece, this stupid cripple, it is better to take it to the doctor himself. The legs are limp like that...
The young Li Bai didn't expect that the uneasiness in his heart was justified, and he was glad that he followed the past, seeing that this stupid woman was about to die, he couldn't control this nosy stinky problem, and made himself like a fool who sang a play, and beat away this group of thieves, but his heart was clear: Yan Ruyu's kung fu is useless, and there are so many public enemies in the rivers and lakes who want to kill her quickly, that stupid character, if even he leaves, he must not live too long!
So, naturally, he relied on her side again, on the one hand, the cool threshold of Dawson in his heart, and on the other hand, this cold-hearted, lonely and innocent refugee girl, and the pole in his heart gradually skewed.
This stupid woman!
I've never seen anything so stupid!
He didn't care about his past suspicions, he wanted to recognize her as his eldest sister, and he was willing to add a boost to her future of revenge, but what did she say?
"Now, there are two sections of the road, let's go one way, so that we can gather and disperse"?
Looking at her departing figure, for some reason, his heart was like twilight, and he was very melancholy, and he never knew that it was so uncomfortable.
The young man was arrogant, refused to admit defeat, gritted his teeth and said ruthlessly: "You wait, wait for the master to return from school, and then beat you to the ground!"
In the first year after that, he always wondered if he could beat the other party down.
In the second year after parting, he heard something about the rivers and lakes, but fortunately he didn't hear Yan Ruyu's three words, but because of this, he was still a little worried, I don't know if the stupid woman is doing well or not, will she meet someone with bad intentions?
In the third year, he couldn't help but run out under the pretext of trying to find out the news about Yan Ruyu's clues, and on the way, he also saved a difficult official lady, which he regretted for many years. It's a pity that he didn't know at that time, and he was even very happy because he found out the news from the Demon Sect.
"I know that this stupid woman is hard. β
Five years have not arrived, he can't wait to get out of the mountain, he always feels that his current superb martial arts will definitely impress Yan Ruyu, he is too complacent and too absent-minded, so he suffered a big loss, and was actually captured by despicable means!
What he said, when fate comes, it is always such a coincidence, and it comes as he says.
Yan Ruyu saved him.
There was an indescribable warmth, as if even if Yan Ruyu had never promised to be his family, he was like a family member, and only after realizing it did he realize that the mask had a different skin color, and when he asked, he was so angry that he didn't know what to say about her.
Except for the three words of stupid woman who has been scolded in my heart for five years, I really can't find any new words to fill in, thinking of the hardships she has suffered, my heart is dull like a hammer.
There seemed to be something about to break out of the cocoon in his heart, and at that time, he may not have imagined what would break out of the cocoon...
When he covered her with the quilt at night, she suddenly opened her eyes and thought that the first time he killed, the first time he cut off a few toes that he froze to death, the first time he killed someone, there has never been a time, it was so horrible!
For no reason, it seems that someone has taken away his strength, and he almost fell into the dark and deep eyes of the dark, this kind of horror is not terrible, but it seems to be able to steal the soul and shake the heartstrings.
He thought about it for a while, but he couldn't understand why, so he fell asleep in a groggy state.
But from that day on, he had a dream.
A terrible dream, even if you wake up and can't remember it, you can read it from a frightened and suffocating heart, it must be a terrifying dream.
When he woke up, Li Bai subconsciously didn't dare to think about it, so he focused on the project of building a house, and he didn't know what he thought in his heart, the moment he washed his face, he suddenly thought, if Yan Ruyu saw this face, what would his expression be?
While building the cabin, he thought beautifully, when Yan Ruyu came, which angle would be the most charming?
But it turns out that Yan Ruyu is a stupid woman, there is no one!
"I forgot to put a layer of skin on my face...", and he smiled at her, and almost squeezed his eyebrows to ask for admiration, Yan Ruyu, she didn't even move her eyebrows?
Forget it, the master doesn't rely on his looks to eat, the master relies on his real ability and ability.
Not to see this ignorant woman.
But his self-comfort, his good mood didn't last long, and soon he discovered that Yan Ruyu's anti-heaven internal force and that arrogant martial arts.
Yan Ruyu is like a carefully refined weapon, all of which reveal an unstoppable edge.
He sadly found that he couldn't beat her!
Maybe the act of drugging at the beginning was really a bit cheeky, but what was he afraid of? I didn't see Yan Ruyu taking the lead, first kneading some medicine that can cause internal strength deficiency in the meat skewers, this yin trick was taught to him by her, he just painted a scoop according to the gourd, and returned the body with his human way!
The two have been together for a long time, and he finally realizes that there is something wrong with his heart.
Thanks to the county lord Liang Qin taking advantage of his unpreparedness to offer a kiss, a kiss that was not a kiss, at that moment, what he thought of in his mind was Yan Ruyu's bland face, only Yan Ruyu!
No matter how dull he is, he understands!
I understood what was wrong with me all along.
He poured the wine, but he couldn't extinguish the madness that had accidentally ignited in his heart, it shouldn't be like this!
"Jiufeng, in fact, if you want, Dianjing is your home, even if it is the position of the leader of the martial arts alliance, I, I will try my best to help you take it... As long as you want itβ" she said shyly.
Liang Qin on the side became more and more unpleasant, blaming her, if it weren't for her, he wouldn't have such a ridiculous idea.
Li Bai picked up the superfluous person, threw it out of the window, and didn't think that the person who couldn't get rid of his mind at that time was caught steadily, the nameless fire in his stomach could only be sprinkled with wine angrily, and he was already slightly drunk at that time, and he didn't know whether he was angry with himself, or he was fighting with a heart that shouldn't be like this.
How would he answer, she asked?
You can't answer the real reason, can you?
Because that's not what he should have, and he shouldn't think about it!
It must be drunk, confused!
In a daze, he only remembered that he seemed to be vague in the past, but in the bottom of his heart, he was still thinking about it, if that kiss was called to her, what should it be......
The embarrassment when he woke up, and in the years that followed, whenever he recalled that he asked her stupidly, I went to Xiao Er to bring you a bowl of sobering soup, and at that time I stupidly thought that she was also drunk before sharing a bed with him, every time he recalled that scene, he felt that he was really stupid.
always said that Yan Ruyu was stupid, but the real stupid person was actually himself.
When he remembered that kiss, when she gave him a kiss back, that day, he thought, in this life, she would never want to get rid of him.
Affectionate and sweet, Libai has lived an unprecedented happiness during this time, so happy that she floats every day, for fear that this is a dream, and it will end when she wakes up, so every time she meets her, it is regarded as the last day of her life to spend.
He once thought that he was like this, for no reason, for no reason, to fall in love with this woman, and then he would live his life.
It's just that... Under the scorching heart-burning pain, whose memory is it that scene is staged?
Her eyes are always on that person, and her heart is always around that person.
The fairy years are too eternal, so infatuated, pure and beautiful, and the beauty is shocking.
A red rope, which can tie the treasure that the god I fell into, was a treasure that she was coaxed and stolen without knowing the height of the sky, and fell into the hands of the female demon god, and when she came back to her senses.
One end is tied to the female demon god, and the other is to her sweetheart.
God is like him, if he falls, he will perish in heaven and earth.
Who said that if her body can bloom lotus flowers, duckweed bloom lotus, and pick lotus, she will be able to turn into a god's love?
For this reason, she is just a god, humble as Ping, and she really bloomed Pinglian!
However, the catastrophe is also, the fixed number is also, the heart lotus of duckweed was destroyed when he entered the mortal search for the god king, and the god realm came out together, swearing to kill the fallen god in heaven and earth...
As soon as the picture turned, the broken memory stayed before the soul of the Divine Monarch flew away, and a drop of sad blood and tears fluttered under the corner of the Divine Monarch's eyes.
"The person who should die should be duckweed, it shouldn't be like this!
At that time, the cry was extremely sad, like a dying bird, mourning and earnest!
The memory ends.
The demonic tears like bloody tears under Libai's eyes are hot and heart-burning!
Broken memories, but they belonged to another person, fragmented embedded in his mind.
He remembered...
The god in the memory is he... No, or rather, he is not him.
And where is the burning under the eyes, what is the tear mole? It is clearly a drop of blood and tears dripping from the duckweed under his eyes!
As if sensing something, Libai's flickering eyes rose and met the person in front of him who had conjured out of thin air.
"Whatever you want, whatever it is, I can make it happen for you. This is her opening remarks, I think it was the moment when the memory woke up, the tears left by the duckweed were too strong, and she sensed it, so she found it.
She has the same face, but she has a different soul, and the dark aura is so strong that people can't ignore the misidentification.
A heart was washed away by the broken memories of the duckweed, and he was almost out of breath in pain at that time, but he smiled, staring at the bell on the woman's wrist and laughing.
"The Celestial Bell is the thing of the deity, and it has returned to its original owner. β
"Do you remember?" the woman was startled! Shouldn't it be like this? Before she could react, the bell seemed to come to life in an instant, like a puppy seeing its master, and as soon as it saw its master, it broke free from the exquisite chain and rushed into Libai's arms, clinging to the master's breath.
Li Bai only had one look, and the object seemed to have seven exquisite hearts, and he suddenly understood the meaning of the master, and the light of mind was instantaneous, erecting a natural barrier to isolate the woman from him.
"Now you're no match for me, what do you mean by doing this?" the woman frowned.
"It doesn't mean anything else, I just want to, remind you. This chaotic bell is in touch with me, and if I'm not happy, it's easy for it to self-destruct. β
The woman pursed her lips and said nothing, he was right, even if it was just a remnant soul, he still had this ability, not to mention that he couldn't figure out how many things he remembered at this time.
"I see that you have already collected two soul fragments in the Chaotian Bell, and your purpose is nothing more than to awaken my divine body, but you asked her to come to me... If you guessed correctly, duckweed has become what it is today, and you are indispensable. You've pulled out her memory!" was not a question, but an affirmation.
He smiled, but it made people feel that the smile was cold: "According to your heart, I don't believe that you can leave a good end for others after using others." It's right with her! and it's the last life talisman I can ask for for her. I will merge the chaotic bell with her, she destroys, the bell is destroyed, at that time, no one can find it for you in this world, on the contrary, she does things for you, you keep her soul immortal, your wish can come true, my wish is also good, this is good for everyone. Isn't it?"
"I really didn't expect that a remnant soul would know so many things, and the Divine Monarch is worthy of being the first person in the God Realm. The woman sneered.
He sarcastically: "Where can I compare to you." Now that he has the ability to open up thousands of small worlds, he must have recovered his strength, maybe thanks to the blessing of this divine body, it will be even higher than before?"
"If only it could go to the next level. The woman sneered and waved her hand: "That's it, I don't want to quarrel with you, and it's not a good thing to think about me that you remember." I'm also tired of playing a role every time to fulfill my wish and make an agreement, and you have to take it to save her life, whatever you want. β
Is she so generous?
Obviously, the treasure can't exert her real strength in her hands, and even the collection of remnant souls can only use the ritual of the demon god, if the other party doesn't follow her, she can't take the soul into the bell, after all, he is very familiar with the little temper of this thing.
When the woman saw that he had taken back the bell, she looked at him deeply, and dropped a warning, where she had come from as if it had never appeared.
Here's what she said: "If you really think about her, you should also know that once your soul awakens, the memories of being born and raised as remnant soul fragments in the past world will also be erased, and for her future, it is better not to be too close to her." β
Don't get too close to her?
The fairy-like handsome face and the corners of the lips are astringent.
There are some things he doesn't intend to say:
Do you really think so?
The Divine Monarch had already been in love with duckweed long before the red rope that caused the love calamity! He awakened that memory, how could he not know?
Even if he forgets all the things in the small world, how can the god who crossed the love disaster early break the duckweed's heart...
Just him?
Half of the soul belongs to the remnant soul of that person, and the other half belongs to the pear white, who fell in love with him long before his memory was retrieved...
The newlyweds are happy, and the lady is soft.
The pleasure of the rivers and lakes is not as deep as the love of the couple.
Hand in hand in this life, he should be content, but he is still unwilling.
yes, unwillingly.
Once the Divine Monarch wakes up, the past as a pear white will be like an erased canvas, he can't keep anything, he will become another person, he doesn't even have the qualifications to keep a big dream, as a broken soul body, it should be re-condensed and reborn, so as to reincarnate again in this small world where there is no duckweed?
He will no longer be himself.
I can't do it.
Love is deep into the bones, as early as when the blood and tears that remain in the depths of his soul are condensed, he moves with his soul, so that when he sees her, he doesn't know what to do, so he is deeply in love.
Holding his wife's wilting old hand, time had passed in such a hurry, it was time to have to separate, and her voice was dry: "In the next life, if we meet again, I will definitely recognize you." β
But if I choose the afterlife, I won't recognize you anymore...
Duckweed, let me be selfish again, in this life, with my other half of the soul body, let it be in the chaotic bell, with you forever, okay?
Pull out half of the soul body, go to the chaotic bell, embed it in the depths, and become one with this divine object.
He smiled and said his final goodbye to his wife: "Finally, I will tell you one more thing." The bell I have given you should never be given to anyone else, I have made it recognize you as the Lord, it can be hidden in your soul, it is a container, it can be used to hold the fragments of the soul of the Divine Monarch, when the whole bell is lit up, the Divine Monarch in your heart will wake up. β
He didn't tell her, it will be him who contributed to this qiΔ, it will be him in the end, it is the soul of half of the wall that belongs to Libai, and it is the last obsession of Yan Ruyu's husband Libai, with the bell tending to the spirit, the bell is in him, and she is also there!