Chapter Fifty-Eight: An Ru
Xiang Wan left the ward and called Pan Linfang, under the pretext that she and Zhou An needed to go out for a few days because of something, and asked her not to worry, so she hung up the phone. Yi Ju'an came to the hospital after work, brought them toiletries and dinner, and Yi Ju'an saw Xiang Wan sitting on a chair in the corridor, so he stepped forward.
"Got it, why don't you go in. ”
"Dr. Zhou was inside, and I felt that he had something to talk to Xiao Alone, so I came out. ”
Xiang Wan said, and Yi Ju'an sat on the chair next to Xiang Wan.
"Ju An, you say, how did things develop like this, it's all because of me, if it weren't for me, Dad wouldn't have had an accident, if it weren't for me, Xiao An wouldn't be like this, I should have ...... in the first place" Xiang Wan stopped halfway through speaking, covered his whole face with his hands, and bent down to bury his face deep into his knees.
"I don't know what it should have been. Xiang Wan's voice vaguely came into Yi Ju'an's ears.
"It's going to get better and better. Yi Ju'an reached out and patted the landlord Xiang Wan's shoulder gently.
Why didn't he blame himself, all of Xiang Wan's encounters and all of this now, wasn't it because of him, he was the culprit, but these were all serial consequences that he had never thought of.
When he was young, he was impulsive and ignorant, but these mistakes were caused by him, so why should he let Xiang Wan suffer the mistakes he made.
He didn't dare to imagine now, if one day Xiang Wan knew that all this was because of him, she would forgive herself, can they still be together, Yi Ju'an is not sure. When Yi Ju'an thought of this question, a sense of powerlessness slowly crept into his heart.
He could only keep hinting to himself, and the boat would naturally go straight to the bridge. This is the only secret he hides from Xiang Wan in his heart, the only secret he doesn't dare to tell her, because the result of telling it is something he can't bear, he can only bury it deep in his heart.
Zhou Hui left the ward after a while, greeted Xiang Wan Yi Ju'an at the door, and thanked him well.
If it weren't for Zhou Hui, she might have lost Zhou An forever, and this kindness will be remembered by Xiang Wan.
Therefore, two years later, when Zhou Hui appeared in front of her holding Zhou An's hand, she smiled, and in addition to giving him a hug, she also had a deep blessing. At that time, Xiang Wan had already lost Yi Ju'an, and she was the only one who blessed Zhou An.
Zhou Hui just smiled politely, accepted Xiang Wan's thanks, let Xiang Wan no longer have to worry about Zhou An, and told her that Zhou An had passed the level in his heart, and the subsequent treatment would be much easier, and he left.
Yi Ju'an and Xiang Wan entered the ward, and the three of them had dinner, and Zhou An was already weak, so he rested.
Xiang Wan and Yi Ju'an went to the garden downstairs of the hospital to take a stroll together, to see the scenery blowing and the wind, and the two of them were also very satisfied, just because the people who accompanied them were people in their hearts, so it was easy to be satisfied.
Three days later, Zhou An was discharged from the hospital, Yi Ju'an couldn't pick them up because he was out on business, Zhou Hui happened to come to see Zhou An, knowing that she was discharged from the hospital today, and when Xiang Wan finished the discharge procedures, he sent them home.
Watching Zhou An get out of the car, Zhou Hui said: "Don't let my appointment go in the future." Zhou An said that he would never say goodbye to each other.
Zhou Hui looked at Zhou An's thin figure, he had mixed feelings in his heart, some were annoyed that his negligence almost killed someone, and some were happy that she was fine.
He found Zhou An in the room that day, and saw the pale Zhou An lying motionless on the ground, his heart panicked, because Zhou An reminded her of his mother.
Back then, his mother committed suicide by cutting her wrists like Zhou An because she couldn't stand her husband's drunken domestic violence and indiscriminate sex, leaving Zhou Hui, who was only seven years old, and his mother was lying on the floor like Zhou An, her face was pale and blood flowed all over the ground, because he was too young to move her mother, there was no phone at home, and when he found an adult, her mother had long been out of breath, he lost his mother forever, he has always blamed himself, if he could find an adult sooner, would his mother be able to survive.
Later, his father disappeared, and he was adopted by his aunt, who treated him like a parent for her life. He has always blamed himself, if he could have found an adult sooner, would his mother have survived, and his aunt would not have been ridiculed for a lifetime, but fortunately, his aunt has someone who loves her by her side all the time, so she will not be lonely.
Later, he majored in psychology, the unhappiness of his childhood life, he grew up to be unmarried, he felt that all misfortunes were based on the family unit, and most of his patients let themselves live in pain because of family affairs, and he didn't want to drink the same as them.
Zhou Hui's girlfriend who had been talking for many years never waited for his marriage contract and left on their 10th anniversary. Even if he knew that as long as he had that book, he would be able to save her, but he still gave up, he didn't dare to block his and her future, perhaps, it was not himself who could give her a better future, it was someone else, although her departure made him miserable, but he still let her go.
His current partner is around, their current life is very harmonious, just take what they need physically, and they don't bother afterwards, he feels that this kind of life is what he wants, no noise, no worries, and no firewood, rice, oil and salt.
He didn't take me to raise the next generation well, and since he wasn't sure, he wouldn't try, he was cold.
But Zhou An's appearance gave him an urge to pity her, he felt that he must be crazy, she was just one of his patients, he had only seen her a few times, he must be crazy.
But he still can't help but think of the look in Zhou An's eyes when he looked at him that day, with some fun, and he still can't help but go to the hospital to see her.
Seeing her laughing, he was genuinely happy, and when he saw her staring out the window in a daze, he wanted to know what was bothering her thoughts, and he wanted to help her get out of that trouble.
In short, everything about Zhou An, he is full of curiosity, wants to explore, wants to discover.
Love should all start with this curiosity.
It wasn't until Zhou An disappeared from sight that Zhou Hui drove away.
As soon as Zhou An arrived home, Pan Linfang saw that her face was pale and the corners of her mouth were bloodless, and she deliberately blamed Xiang Wan for not taking good care of Zhou An, Xiang Wan pursed her lips and said innocent, Zhou An walked to Pan Linfang's side, gently hugged her, and said thank you.
Pan Linfang was stunned, for so many years, Zhou An has been screaming at her father and mother, this is the first time she has called her mother, the corners of Pan Linfang's eyes are moist, patted Zhou An's back and said Good girl, just come back, just come back.
Xiang Wan was teasing Britney, she thought about what Yi Ju'an Hospital said to her, as he said, they would get better and better.
Zhuang Qi said goodbye to Gu Cheng and went back to G City the next day, she knew that Yi Ju'an would go back, and it didn't make sense for her to stay for an extra month, so she left.
When Zhuang Dasheng and Shen Lanqing received the call, they were happy, and when they received Zhuang Qi at the airport, they saw the injury on her forehead, and the two were worried about asking, Zhuang Qi only said that he accidentally hit the corner of the cabinet, and it was no big deal, so the two of them were relieved.
When they got home, the meal was ready, Zhuang Silan and An Ru also happened to arrive home, and the family ate happily.
After dinner, Zhuang Dasheng hurried back to the company, except for him, the family sat in the living room watching TV and chatting.
"Sister, how is it?"
"How's that?"
"You and your future brother-in-law, what are your current conditions? Zhuang Silan asked Zhuang Qi after gossiping
"We're fine, he's coming back soon, I'll bring it to you when the time comes, Aunt Shen, you have to support me." Zhuang Qi said with a smile.
"Well, as long as your character is good for you, your father and I will support you. ”
"Thank you, Aunt Shen, why do you have time to come back today?" Zhuang Qi looked up at Zhuang Silan.
"It's a senior year, I don't have any classes, I heard my mother say that you came back today, and I want to come back to see you. ”
"Good brother, my sister didn't hurt you in vain, I brought gifts for all of you, wait, I'll get it." After Zhuang Qi finished speaking, he got up and went back to the room to get the gift.
"Aunt Shen, this is yours. After Zhuang Qi finished speaking, he gave a set of skin care to Shen Lanqing. gave An Ru a classic Swarovski necklace, An Ru took it and said a little.
"Sister, what about mine, what is mine?" Zhuang Silan couldn't wait to ask.
"No hurry, well, this. After speaking, Zhuang Qi gave him a pair of limited-edition sneakers signed by Messi.
Zhuang Silan took the sneakers, jumped up excitedly, took out his mobile phone, took a photo, and sent it to Moments. In the end, he is just a child protected by his parents, and has not been exposed to the sun and rain.
Messi is his idol, the room is full of Messi items and peripherals, Zhuang Qi gave the idol's signature sneakers, and his heart is happy, and he is not willing to let go all afternoon.
An Ru, the daughter of the An Group, has lived with her grandparents since she was a child, and was not picked up by her parents until she went to high school, with a kind personality, good academic performance, and beauty, only a few close friends know her identity, Zhuang Silan is not clear, An Ru plans to tell him after graduation.
An Ru went to the banker's house in the first issue, and liked Shen Lanqing, elegant and calm, full of kindness, listening to Zhuang Silan talk about his parents' love, An Ru was very envious of Shen Lanqing, who could accompany each other in love for a lifetime, and her parents were completely different.
Her parents are also self-made, supporting each other in difficult times, sincere and sincere, but they have changed after they have developed, each calculating each other, and taking the old road that most people have walked.
Therefore, Zhuang Dasheng and Shen Lanqing have been together for so many years, which made her believe in the existence of love again.
The living environment causes An Ru's mental age to be much more mature than her real age, she likes Zhuang Silan, but now she can't talk about love, she likes his naivety but doesn't like it, she looks forward to Zhuang Silan after graduation can give him a different feeling.
She has already planned her future career, she likes to write and photography, she doesn't need to take over Ahn's, because she has a younger brother, she just needs to do what she wants to do and love to do the most.
Later, she and Xiang Wan became lifelong friends, cherished each other, and founded their own magazine together, after Yi Ju'an left Xiang Wan, in the two years when Xiang Wan was the loneliest and loneliest, he stayed by her side, helping her find herself and Yi Ju'an.