In fact, she has worked very hard in the past two years.

Yuling opened her mouth, but in the end she didn't say anything.

"Do you have time?" Murong Xin'er's eyes flashed with a look of sadness, but it disappeared in an instant, and she said softly: "Can you talk to me, it only takes a few minutes." ”

She is the daughter of the leader of the Hua Gang, and she is a proud princess, but at this moment, her tone is almost pleading.

Even if the leader of the Hua Gang didn't allow her to marry Yuling, she had never pleaded with her father so lowly.

"Say it. Yu Ling sighed lightly.

Murong Xin'er lowered her head and said slowly, "Don't you have anything to say to me?"

Yu Ling was stunned.

"It's been four months, thirteen days, five hours, and thirty-one minutes since you looked at me. Her ethereal voice seemed to be talking in a dream: "In the past four months, every minute, even every second, I have been looking forward to you taking the initiative to come to me, even if it is just to call me a heart." ”

"But you didn't. ”

She looked up at Yu Ling again, and said sadly: "In your eyes, there has never been me. ”

"Even if you are willing to talk to me and look at me more, it is only because I am the daughter of the leader of the Hua Gang, not because I am Murong Xin'er. ”

She slowly sat down on the bench in the garden, huddled in a small ball with her knees folded, like an abandoned little beast.

"Xin'er......" Yuling sat next to her, and didn't know what to say for a while.

"Look here. Murong Xin'er pulled up her trouser leg little by little, pointed to the purple and blue bruises on her knees, and said faintly, "Do you know where they came from?"

"It's you...... Kneeling in front of his father-in-law's door for three days and three nights?" Yuling's heart seemed to be pricked by a needle again.

Murong smiled astringently and said, "It turns out that you also know, it turns out that you still remember." ”

"Then do you know that for more than two years, every rainy and cold winter season, my knees have hurt like a lot of insects are burrowing around, and I can't wait to cut off these two legs......"

Yuling was silent.

Because he doesn't know.

Murong Xin'er didn't tell him, and he wouldn't carefully observe her changes every day, so he didn't know.

In the deathly silence, Murong Xin'er had already understood the answer, a self-deprecating smile appeared on her face, she shrank back in fear, and sighed faintly: "Back then, my father told me, let me stay away from you, you are not a good candidate." He also said that I think of you as my whole world, but in your eyes, I am only an insignificant part, and in the end you will definitely fail me. ”

"At that time, I didn't believe it, I always stubbornly thought that only I was right, and my father had never missed anyone in his life, but he just looked away from you. ”

"I thought you would always be as good to me as you used to, and only to me. You'll rush to Sugar Fook Kee on West Street when it's pouring rain, and buy me my favorite glutinous rice cake, even if you're drenched, you won't let the paper bag get a drop of rain. ”

"I thought you would always be the same as you used to, helping me tie a knot in my dress, brushing the snow from my hair, and building one childish snowman after another with me while I was running around in the snow with a big grin. ”

"I thought you would walk across the street with an oil-paper umbrella like when we first met, shroud me in the warm umbrella curtain with nowhere to hide from the rain, and then protect me for the rest of my life. ”

"It's too much, I remember how good you were to me. But alas, it's all fake, it's all my self-righteousness...... cough cough cough ......"

She suddenly frowned in pain, leaned down to cover her mouth, and coughed violently, trembling like a weak willow fluttering in the wind.

"Xin'er, what's wrong with you?" Yuling was a little dazed.

He held Murong Xin'er in his arms, wanting to help her smooth her breathing, but his movements suddenly froze.

Because she put down her hand, there was a pool of bright red blood in her palm.

"You...... Who poisoned you?!" Yu Ling suddenly couldn't suppress his murderous aura.

Murong Xin'er looked at him with a confused look, as if she was nostalgic for the temperature in his arms.

She coughed and smiled and said, "I ordered it, are you going to kill me?"

Yu Ling felt a bang, and his mind went blank for an instant.

"Why, why ......" his voice came out with difficulty, as if he had lost the ability to think.

Murong Xin'er closed her eyes lightly and murmured, "Because I'm tired, I'm so tired of living, you know?"

"In this dark Xuan Demon Realm, even the slightest bit of light will make people moths fight the fire and try to get closer. I thought you could warm me, but in the end it turned me to ashes. ”

Her pale hand gently caressed Yu Ling's face, leaned weakly into his arms, and said softly: "Sometimes, I am really conflicted, I love you so much, and I hate you so much, but I finally ...... In the end, I still can't hurt you, even if your kindness to me is fake, I'd rather sink into this imaginary dream......"

If you can't hurt him, you can only hurt yourself.

"No, Xin'er, I won't let you die!" Yuling suddenly woke up, picked her up and was about to rush out of the garden.

Murong Xin'er shook her head slowly but firmly, her voice was so weak that it was like a flickering firefly: "Please, let me go, okay? Don't be so cruel to me, let me watch you kill my father and cleanse the entire Hua Gang into a river of blood......

Yu Ling sat down on the bench in despair, he hugged the weak woman in his arms tightly, his heart seemed to be violently stirred, and he couldn't breathe in pain.

The corners of Murong Xin'er's mouth snaked a red blood mark, and she said dreamily: "You think I don't know anything, but in fact, I know a lot of things. Except for the wedding night, you and I had a room, and after that, you never touched me again. I want to give you a boy, as handsome and smart as you, but you don't want me to fulfill even such a simple wish......"

"I know, you are afraid that the bloodline of the Murong family will stay, and you don't want my father to have descendants, but do you know how cruel this is to me...... I just want a baby......"

The tears in the corners of her eyes stained Yuling's clothes, and they were cold to the bone.

In the early spring of March, the air was still a little cold, and the wind was slowly blowing, as if taking away the temperature on her body.

"It's so cold......" she murmured softly, and Yuling subconsciously hugged her tightly, as if this would warm her body up again.

"That way, you'll remember me for the rest of your life. I'm not afraid of anything, I'm afraid you'll forget me......"

That was the last thing she said to him.

Yu Ling sat with her corpse in her arms for a day, even if her clothes were wet with dew.

For the first time, he began to wonder if it was right or wrong for him to climb up so hard.

If a person at the bottom who has no roots and no foundation wants to climb to the top, there is no doubt that too many things have to be sacrificed.

Today, he lost her, so what will he lose in the future?

He thought he could be indifferent, but he was wrong.

If love is a war, then he is undoubtedly the final winner, but he also loses, because she is determined to die, so that he will never forget her in his life.

Xin'er, Murong Xin'er......

As if he was stupid, he read her name over and over again, as if he was making up for the shortcomings of more than two years.

But she couldn't hear it anymore.

On that day, he buried her in the garden, with the moon flowers in the courtyard.

On that day, the Hua Gang turned upside down, and the leader of the Hua Gang, who had gone to the general trend, angrily killed himself, and Yuling took the position of the gang leader instead, and renamed it the Cang Gang.

On that day, Xiao Xiao escaped from the Demon City and disappeared.

On that day, the whole city shook for him, and countless people stepped through the threshold of the Canggang to pay tribute to this genius who had been dormant for more than half a year and became a blockbuster.

But in the end, Yuling only remembered one thing.

That day was the day she left.