For Luo Chenxin, what she faced was not only sadness and worry, but also deep self-blame.

Grandma Luo is the person she loves the most, painting is her proudest skill, and it is also Grandma Luo's hobby that has supported her since she was a child, so she can continue to study until now, and even when Luo Zhenshan and Shen Jingmei are opposed, she can still enter Jiangcheng Academy of Fine Arts to study.

But now she just wants to paint a picture for Grandma Luo, but she can't do it.

"I'm so useless...... It's so useless...... My grandmother has protected me and loved me since I was a child...... I can't even do that...... It's me who has failed her love......" Luo Chen's slender body kept trembling in Gu Yehan's arms.

If it weren't for Gu Yehan's arms firmly holding her, she might have fallen to the ground because she was weak and weak.

Gu Yehan's thick eyebrows also moved, and in Luo Chenxin's cry, his eyebrows were deeply locked, and there was worry in his obsidian-like cold eyes that couldn't be hidden.

But this time it was different.

In normal times, when Luo Chen's heart is so sad, Gu Yehan will continue to comfort and comfort her injured heart, telling her that it is not her fault, but there are other reasons, and she should not be so pessimistic about Grandma Luo's affairs, and there is still a very high hope of a cure for the operation......

Gu Yehan could always come up with a thousand and ten thousand reasons to make Luo Chen's heart stop crying and show the same beautiful smile as before.

However, this time, Gu Yehan just quietly hugged Luo Chen's heart, allowing her to continue to vent her emotions, whether it was sadness or self-blame, he listened quietly, and did not say a word of comfort.

"Gu Yehan...... I'm so useless...... It's me who has lived up to my grandmother's love for the past 18 years...... I was in such a home, and I was able to stick to my hobbies and continue to go to school, all because of my grandmother's persistence...... She worries about me the most, and she does everything for me......"

"I just want to do such a small thing for her right now...... I couldn't do it...... In case of...... What if tomorrow really has a bad ...... What kind of face do I have to meet her......"

"That afternoon...... Grandma who sat with me and talked to me...... There was no sickly look on her face, she was so energetic, and she looked at me with such love...... Grandma must have wanted me to remember her as she was...... That's why I want to draw it and remember it for the rest of my life...... Remember ......"

"Grandma, she ......"

Luo Chenxin kept talking, there was not even a direct connection between things, they were all fragments, but these fragments were the most shining in her memory, like gems, which she kept collecting.

At this moment, she took it all out, wanting to share it with someone, wanting people to know how good Grandma Luo was to her.

As the past things were mentioned, talking about those once beautiful and happy things, it seemed to be a magic force, Luo Chen's heart, who was originally worried and trembling, slowly recovered her mood like this, and the cry in her voice gradually disappeared.

In other words, she calmed down herself.

Gu Yehan's eyes also flashed at this time, and he gently let go of his arms and released Luo Chenxin from his arms.

He lowered his head, his full forehead against Luo Chenxin's forehead, looked down, and looked down at the beautiful eyes that were still red and watery, and said in a low voice, "I understand, Chenxin, I understand all this you said." And I still envy you, envy that there is such a lovely and respectable old man in your life, who has always guarded and loved you. ”

"My life is indeed thanks to my grandmother. Luo Chenxin said as he sniffed hard.

Immediately after, there was a stunned face.

She was just habitually moving, but for a while she forgot that she was so close to Gu Yehan, and the sound of the search was all heard by Gu Yehan.

Luo Chenxin was suddenly a little embarrassed, and wanted to push Gu Yehan away, but he was attached to the breath on his body, and in the end, his fingers just rubbed on Gu Yehan's shirt, and he was not willing to exert himself.

"Chenxin, you try hard to remember that Grandma Luo is not sick and in good spirits, but Grandma Luo is not like this. She loves you so much, and she wants you to always be smiling and happy. If she knew that you were crying so sadly behind your back for her surgery, for a painting, how uncomfortable you would think she would be. So, stop crying, okay?"

Gu Yehan's low and seductive voice, like the sound of the world's most gentle violin, turned into a small stream, flowing into Luo Chen's heart little by little.

The cracked and dry places were slowly becoming moist and soft.

Luo Chenxin didn't understand these truths, but she needed someone to remind her, and Gu Yehan was the most suitable person.

After crying, her heart became empty, and at this time, Gu Yehan's appropriate words, since she could listen quietly, she could really put them into her heart.

Gu Yehan's deep and deep voice continued to elaborate, "And for Grandma Luo, the most important thing is not the painting you paint, but your heart, always put her in the most important position." Chenxin, don't feel guilty, don't blame yourself, you just need to do this. ”

And, you've done it.

Although Gu Yehan didn't say the last sentence, his eyes when he looked at Luo Chenxin were full of encouragement and affirmation, and he was already a compliment to her.

"But...... But I really can't draw well...... "Luo Chen's heart can let go of everything, but this is the only thing that can't be let go."

The half-canvases at her feet are all proof of her failure.

Thinking of this, Luo Chen bit his lower lip uncomfortably, and there was a trace of frustration on his face that had finally recovered.

Gu Yehan straightened up at this time, his condescending gaze was full of love, his fingers gently stroked the bangs on Luo Chenxin's forehead, and carefully took care of it.

"Chen Xin, let me ask you a question, what is the most important thing in painting?"

"Is it talent?"

Gu Yehan shook his head.

"Is it practice?"

Gu Yehan continued to shake his head.

"Is it a trick?

Gu Yehan still shook his head.

Luo Chen threw her shoulders down in frustration, she, an art student, couldn't answer such a question, "Then you say, what is the most important thing?"

"It's the heart. Gu Yehan said the great difficulty in his heart, "If you can't draw this picture, it's not that you don't have enough ability, but that your heart is too chaotic." When your mind is calm, you will definitely be able to draw. ”

It's the heart...... Heart......

This is the highest level of artistic creation.