Chapter 35 Inferiority engraved in the bones

"Did Zhang Li's brute call get through?" Pan Linfang continued to ask.

"Well, don't talk about him. Ling Baoguo sighed and said.

"Zhou An's family, is Zhou An's family here?" the door of the delivery room opened, and a nurse hurriedly walked out and shouted.

"Yes, yes, nurse, how is my daughter. Pan Linfang Ling Baoguo stepped forward and asked anxiously.

"I have given birth, girl, five pounds and six taels, the mother and baby are very safe, now you can come in a family member to accompany the mother, the mother and the baby still need to be observed in the delivery room for two hours, there is no problem, you can be transferred to the general ward, which family member comes in with me?"

"Little girl, I'll go in. Pan Linfang said.

As soon as Pan Linfang entered the ward with the nurse, she saw Zhou An, whose face was pale and her cheeks were full of sweat, Pan Linfang felt very sorry for Zhou An, walked into the bedside, and held Zhou An's hand.

"Xiao An, it's hard work, you have a good rest, Mother Ling has always been with you on the side. Pan Linfang stretched out her hand to pull away the hair soaked in sweat that stuck to Zhou An's cheeks, and said in pain.

At this time, in Zhou An's arms, there was a soft and glutinous little baby lying down, with black and soft hair and big eyes, very similar to Zhou An.

Pan Linfang walked over and picked up her granddaughter.

"Xiao An, carve out a mold with you. Pan Linfang looked at her granddaughter with kind eyes, and her heart was soft.

"Mother Ling, is he here?" Zhou An looked outside the door of the delivery room and asked hesitantly.

Pan Linfang is the kind of person who has something in his heart, and his face shows it, Zhou An looked at Pan Linfang's expression and knew that Zhang Li did not appear.

Retracted his eyes, closed his eyes, and two lines of tears fell from the corners of his eyes. She was dead to Zhang Li, completely dead.

Pan Linfang looked at the tears in the corners of Zhou An's eyes, and hurriedly put the little baby back into Zhou An's arms.

"Xiao An, just after giving birth, you can't cry, it will hurt your eyes. Having a baby is a joy to have, smile. Pan Linfang said while wiping the tears from the corners of Zhou An's eyes.

"Mother Ling, I'm dead, when I get out of confinement, I'll divorce him. Zhou An opened his eyes again and seemed to give himself a lot of determination.

But for this kind of selfish person who has no moral bottom line, Zhou An wants to get out of the sea of suffering, how easy is it.

Because it was a smooth delivery, Zhou An only stayed in the hospital for three days before returning to Ling's house.

And her and Zhang Li's home, in Zhou An's heart, has long been in Zhang Li's domestic violence, cheating, and dilapidated when she took San home in front of Zhou An, she will not go back, there is her two years of dark life, if Pan Linfang hadn't taken her away, she would have been devoured there and there would not even be scum left.

W City, Saturday.

Early in the morning, Xiang got up early and went to the supermarket to buy some fresh vegetables and pork, as well as preserved eggs.

After working in the kitchen for an hour and a half, and finally boiled it as he wished, Zhou An tasted it, nodded with satisfaction, put it in the thermos box, and drove to Yi Ju'an's apartment.

Xiang Wan had stayed there for one night before, and he remembered the location of that apartment.

It took half an hour to get from my house to that side.

Yi Ju'an was still asleep on the sofa, until he heard the doorbell ring, he reluctantly got up and left the sofa and opened the door.

"Assistant Zhang, it's finally a Saturday off, you don't let yourself go, rest more, you say you, why did you come to disturb me early in the morning?" Yi Ju'an thought that Zhang Xuan came to see him early in the morning, his eyes were half-squinted, and he touched the door and opened the door.

After speaking, I didn't hear Assistant Zhang's answer, opened my eyes and took a look, and saw Xiang Wan standing at the door, carrying a thermos box in his hand, Yi Ju'an was stunned.

Xiang Wan saw Yi Ju'an, stretched out his hand and tried it on his forehead.

"I didn't have a fever, so I was relieved. Xiang Wan said.

Yi Ju'an, who reacted, quickly opened the door, let Xiang Wan enter the house, and immediately ran into the bathroom and hid.

Yi Ju'an looked at himself in the mirror, his messy hair, the stubble that just came out, and his sallow cheeks, his clothes were still yesterday's, how sloppy and sloppy he was, how could he be seen by Xiang Wan like this, Yi Ju'an regretted it, he should have asked clearly who was opening the door first.

Xiang Wan entered the house and walked to the dining table. Looking at the room carefully, the light luxury minimalist style, Xiang Wan likes it very much.

Xiang Wan put the insulated box on the table, went into the kitchen, and took out two bowls.

After a long time, Yi Ju'an still didn't come out of the bathroom, and Xiang Wan looked at the porridge on the table, which was now out of heat. She was a little worried about whether Yi Ju'an was still a little uncomfortable, so she walked to the door of the bathroom and gently opened the door.

"Ju'an, how are you, you're not uncomfortable, are you? ”

Yi Ju'an's already sudden heart was startled by this sudden knock on the door, he had been in the bathroom for more than half an hour, and he was about to pick himself up into a flower, still not satisfied, he wanted to redeem the image he had just lost in front of Xiang Wan.

"Okay, Xiaowan, I'll be out right away. After Yi Ju'an answered, he put on a smile in the mirror and walked out.

"It smells so good. As soon as Yi Ju'an came out of the bathroom, he smelled the smell of rice, looked at the rice bowl on the dining table, Yi Ju'an walked over quickly and sat above the dining table.

"It's like a person when I opened the door just now, come and eat, it's cold. After knocking on the bathroom door, Xiang Wan returned to the dining table, and at this time saw that Yi Ju'an had already cleaned up and sat opposite him.

"Xiaowan, you won't tell me in advance when you come. Yi Ju'an said in a pretending reproachful tone.

"You have to say in advance, can you see what you just did, come to visit the wounded, you are not welcome. Xiang Wan watched Yi Ju'an just sit down, then got up and pushed one of the bowls of porridge in front of Yi Ju'an.

"Xiaowan, that is a thousand welcomes, is this your own cooking?" Zi Xiangwan pushed the bowl in front of Yi Ju'an, who kept staring at the porridge in front of him and asked Xiang Wan.

"Yes, the materials were bought early in the morning, they were very fresh, and I wanted to nourish your stomach, so I stayed and brought porridge over. Xiang Wan said while drinking porridge.

After Yi Ju'an listened, his eyes kept staring at the porridge with preserved eggs, greens and lean meat in front of him, at this time, although the porridge was cold, it had been warming Yi Ju'an's heart.

"Isn't it still uncomfortable, no appetite. Halfway through Xiang Wan's meal, he watched Yi Ju'an keep staring at the porridge in front of him, holding the edge of the table with both hands, and never ate.

"No, I can't afford to eat it. Yi Ju'an raised his eyes, looked at Xiang Wan with a serious expression and said.

"Don't make a fuss, eat quickly, if you want to eat later, send me a message, I'll cook it for you when I have time, okay." Xiang Wan looked at Yi Ju'an's serious expression, and couldn't laugh or cry.

"It's a deal. After Yi Ju'an finished speaking, he picked up the spoon and savored the bowl of porridge in front of him.

Yi Ju'an spontaneously went out to go to college until now, except for the porridge that Assistant Zhang boiled for himself last night, it seems that no one has cooked such a delicious porridge for himself. Assistant Zhang may have cooked the porridge for himself just out of habit, Yi Ju'an looked at the porridge in front of him, he knew that Xiang Wan cared about him, but he didn't know that Xiang Wan was more out of guilt for him.

But no matter whether you care or feel guilty, Yi Ju'an is extremely happy to eat this breakfast.

So much so that for many years after that, his favorite breakfast was the bowl of porridge that Xiang Wan cooked for her.

City G.

In the hospital, Zhou An was quickly transferred to the general ward, because of the smooth delivery, there was no major problem, and three days later, Zhou An was discharged.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Ling Baoguo called a taxi early to wait at the gate of the hospital, Zhou An held the child, Pan Linfang took the items, and got into the taxi together.

At this time, Zhang Li looked at the message that Ling Baoguo sent to him on his mobile phone, saying that Zhou Ansheng was born, hoping that he could appear, Zhang Li disdained, put the mobile phone still on the bed, and turned around and hugged his lover who was sleeping next to him.

Zhang Li, a sister, a younger brother, since he was a child, his parents have been in a free-range state for him, his parents love his sister and brother more, when he was a child, he wanted to please his parents, but he always didn't like it, after a long time, he felt that he was a superfluous person, who looked down on himself, and had inferiority and conceit in his heart.

Fortunately, I am a little self-motivated, I was admitted to a good university, and I have a good job, but my inferiority complex is engraved in my bones.

Therefore, before and after he made a lot of money, he was a little floating, eating, drinking, prostituting and gambling, as if he felt that only through this could he make up for his poor self-esteem.

So after he got rich, he learned from others to gamble, looking for excitement, and saw a lot of the flower world outside, and in the end he looked down on Zhou An, thinking that she was not interesting, just like boiled water, and felt that Zhou An was completely unworthy of himself.

So much so that Zhou An was abused for the first time, crying and begging Zhou An not to leave him, kneeling outside the door all night, soft-hearted as Zhou An, and forgave him. compromised again and again, in exchange for Zhang Li's change of heart, and retreated again and again, and finally let her fall into the abyss from which she will never recover.

Zhou An still remembers that when she was just three months pregnant, Zhang Li took her lover back to their home. When Zhou An returned home, he saw that the bedroom was full of messes, and on the bed, two intertwined figures stung Zhou An.

Zhang Li found Zhou An standing outside the bedroom door, without a trace of remorse, got out of bed and walked to the door, closed the door, and continued to linger with his lover. Zhou An sat on the sofa in the living room until he was done, Zhang Li's lover left the bedroom, walked to the living room, glanced at Zhou An with disdain, and swaggered to open the door and leave.

Zhang Li was on the bed in the bedroom, already asleep. Zhou Anxin was also like the water in the dead pool, without a trace of waves, and sat on the sofa until Zhang Li woke up, walked to the living room, glanced at Zhou An, snorted coldly, and was just about to sit down, a loud slap fell on Zhang Li's face.

Zhang Li immediately kicked Zhou An's leg, Zhou An fell to the ground, Zhang Li broke out of the door, and heard the loud sound of closing the door, Zhou An's heart trembled. Fortunately, not long after Zhang Li left, Pan Linfang came to Zhou An's house, and as soon as she entered the door, she looked at Zhou An who fell to the ground, with a painful expression on her face, and blood was oozing from the ground where Zhou An was sitting.

Pan Linfang hurriedly called her neighbors and sent Zhou An to the hospital together. Zhou An lay in the hospital for a month before saving the child.

After being discharged from the hospital, he returned directly to Ling's house until he was born.

"I don't see it, I'm still a good family man. Yi Ju An Xiang Wan finished breakfast, brushed the dishes and chopsticks, put them away, and Xiang Wan watched Yi Ju An Lisuo clean up the dishes and chopsticks from the side.

"That's right, you don't know a lot of my skills, but you'll learn about it later, and I'll only show it in front of you. Yi Ju'an squeezed his eyebrows at Xiang Wan and said.

"Come on, how many pounds and taels you have, I couldn't know better. Xiang Wan said.

After Yi Ju'an cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, he picked up the mop and prepared to take off the water falling from the kitchen floor, and Xiang Wan immediately took it over and took it off.

"I didn't see it, you are also a good seedling for housework, how can you match the two in the future, you will definitely not be tired of housework. Yi Ju'an looked at Xiang Wan, who was bending over and mopping the floor, and said.

"Don't be poor, you have a waist injury, if you bend over and drag the floor, I won't be too bad, and then you will definitely come to you as a free nanny." Xiang Wan said.