Chapter 305: Really Unworthy

There was a dull moment in the car, and Lu Wanwan opened his mouth: "You...... You don't have anything you want to tell me?"

"What do you want to say?"

Feng Yi'an's expression was cold, and in a pair of deep eyes, the gentleness gradually dissipated, and he reached out to get the cigarette in the car, but after thinking about it, he withdrew his hand and went back.

Lu Wanwan could see that he was very irritable, but he didn't know how to speak.

In fact, judging from the dispute at the dinner table just now, her marriage with Feng Yi'an was really reluctant.

Rather than this, it is better to disperse now, she doesn't want to see Feng Yi'an mixed in the middle like this, embarrassed everywhere.

Lu Wanwan thought about it for a long time, and although this decision was very uncomfortable, she still felt that the long pain was better than the short pain.

"Ian, I think, we are not fit to get married. ”

As soon as her words fell, a flame quickly gathered in Feng Yi'an's eyes, and he looked at Lu Wanwan suddenly, almost squeezing out the words from between his teeth: "What are you talking about?"

Lu Wanwan's heart trembled, but she still mustered up the courage to say: "I said, forget it! If you don't get the love and blessing of your elders, such a marriage will not be happy." E'an, I want to be stable, even if it's me alone......"

"You don't believe me!"

Feng Yi'an's red eyes, his eyes were full of panic and injury, he grabbed Lu Wanwan's shoulders and roared in a low voice, "No! I won't let you leave me!"

Lu Wanwan bit her teeth lightly, and her eyes were red, it was not that she was hypocritical, but she thought that in the future, Mrs. Feng would always make things difficult for herself like this, and she felt that there was no daylight.

She also doesn't want her relationship with Feng Yi'an to be slowly wiped out by these fragmented mother-in-law and daughter-in-law relationships.

Love can be hot for a while, but life is life. She doesn't want her to be humble like those women who marry into wealthy families in the future, holding the identity of Mrs. Feng, but living like a nanny......

"Ann, if it's not suitable, let's stop here...... You deserve better, and I don't want to be a problem between you and Mrs. Feng. You know, I'm not going to deal with these ......"

"That's all because of these?" Feng Yi'an's eyes were red, and his face was full of unwillingness.

Lu Wanwan knew that what she said was cruel, but she had no choice. She is a very principled person, if she really harms their mother and son because of herself, then what is the difference between her and Yang Lian?

The thing she hates the most in her life is a person like Yang Lian who tells right and wrong, if because of herself, Mrs. Feng and Feng Yi'an are not in harmony with mother and son, she will really become the person she hates the most!

"Maybe you think it's ridiculous, but you know everything I've been through, if I marry you and cause you and your mother to get out of line, then what's the difference between me and Yang Lian?

Feng Yi'an looked at her in disappointment, for a long time, and suddenly he sneered and laughed.

There was a little more desolation in that smile.

Lu Wanwan didn't understand very well, "What are you laughing at?"

"I know everything about you, so, do you know me?"

Feng Yi'an's voice was very soft, but it hit Lu Wanwan's heart heavily. She turned her face sideways to see him drooping slightly, and his long, curly eyelashes were covered, covering his somewhat melancholy eyes.

He suddenly asked so seriously, and Lu Wanwan was stunned.

To be honest, I really don't know Feng Yi'an's past.

Feng Yi'an, whom she knows, is a black-bellied and cold-hearted superior, a humorous boyfriend, a gentlemanly and humble businessman, a gentle and considerate fiancé, and a good grandson who is filial and respectful.

She had seen him many times, but she had long said that she knew him, and she only knew what he looked like as an adult.

It seems that he has never heard him say what he used to be.

In this way, she did not understand something.

"Lu Wanwan, listen well!"

Feng Yi'an's eyes suddenly changed, his expression was a little more serious and serious, he stared at Lu Wanwan's eyes, and said slowly: "There are some things that I have always been reluctant to mention, but today, I want to tell you." ”

Lu Wanwan's heart was pounding, she always felt that Feng Yi'an had something very important to say.

She looked at Feng Yi'an in a daze, not knowing what she should say.

"Wanwan, I know that you have had a hard time outside in the past three years. You also know that you have lived a life of being bullied since you were a child, your family is not a family, your father is not a father, and you are born like an orphan, it must be very painful, right?"

Lu Wanwan didn't expect him to suddenly mention his past, and he knew so much about it, he couldn't tell whether he was angry or surprised for a while.

How could he be so knowledgeable about his past?

Feng Yi'an smiled: "You must be surprised, why do I know so much about what happened to you in the past." ”

Lu Wanwan had a cold face: "You have a huge power, you want to investigate, who can't investigate? I just didn't expect that you would find out my past affairs so clearly!"

"To like someone, isn't it to know everything about her?"

Lu Wanwan was annoyed: "If you like a person, can you uncover all her scars?"

"I admit that I am wrong! But I also love you, because I love you, so I understand everything about your past clearly, I want to understand you thoroughly, understand you, and take care of you!

"I can't do it!"

Lu Wanwan screamed, she looked at Feng Yi'an with a disappointed face, and suddenly felt that what she was doing was such a scumbag!

Feng Yi looked at her quietly, and suddenly smiled bitterly: "Yes, you can't do it." Because, when I empathize, you just hide in your circle and wipe your wounds. You don't understand, in the eyes of everyone, I am the high Feng Yi'an, but in my heart, my fragility and helplessness can only be relieved for a moment by your side......"

Lu Wanwan was stunned, but she still didn't believe it: "What empathy, what wounds! You have been pampered since you were a child, even if your parents care less, but your grandparents always treat you well! You are different from me! I am particularly insecure! I am simply unsound and unworthy of your love!"

Lu Wanwan couldn't help crying as she spoke, she didn't want to be forced to tell the truth, and even deceived herself with this "lie" all the time!

She was just scared! She wasn't ready for anything at all, she admitted that she was greedy for temporary happiness, so she agreed to the proposal!

But the consequence of impulsiveness is that she feels infinite fear!

She doesn't deserve to be a good wife.

Looking at the somewhat hysterical Lu Wanwan, Feng Yi'an hugged her, and her voice suddenly became hoarse.