At 0:00 on January 1, 2010, a year later, in the dead of night, I suddenly wanted to know how you spent the last 6613 minutes of your life alone.

On January 5, 2009, at 7:13 Madrid time and 14:13 Beijing time, you left quietly in your sleep, just as you quietly left the city that gave birth to you and raised you for 20 years. Sister Yin said that you left peacefully, and this may be the only thing I can be happy about now.

You are stupid, you always like to hide your secrets so deep and leave everything to yourself. You have been hiding from me for so long, but it has made my heart full of uneasiness on the day you left.

I don't know if this counts as telepathy.

Maybe girls who are in love are stupid, and when they meet a boy they like, they will become desperate.

My dear, do you know? Recently, a very good friend of Clumsy has also been entangled in such emotions. She loves that boy very much, just like you did at the beginning, but often many people are in the midst of blessings and do not know the blessings.

Sometimes I really don't know how to comfort her, I can only watch her sad every day and get drunk to kill her sorrows.

There is a sentence that has been hidden in his mouth that day: there is no excuse for betrayal, betrayal will not happen "accidentally", since the other party has chosen to betray, there is no reason to be nostalgic again. Even if one day we can reconcile in the future, it will not be the same as before, because no matter how the other party makes up for it, the more or less mustard in the heart will inevitably become a lingering haze in the hearts of two people.

But this kind of thing, I can't say it to my friends, it's too cruel.

What's more, there is a saying: there is no worthiness or not, only willingness or unwillingness.

As long as you want to, everything else is not so important.

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Hehe, I don't know why I suddenly want to say this, since you left, I have unconsciously built a thick wall in my heart, except for a few very good friends, my heart has not been in contact for a long time, and I don't want to contact this world, and this makes me cherish those remaining friendships more and more.

On December 30, 2009, the class dinner, a group of people's carnival, I was alone.

A new year, a new beginning.

I miss the year 2009 that has passed, and look forward to the 2010 that has arrived.

Remember the promise we made under the Christmas tree that year?

For a lifetime, never give up.

Then my dear, if you know, please accept my New Year's wishes and wish you a happy birthday in advance!

Recorded in the early morning of January 1, 2010