Zeng Shengnan's grades have always been above average in the class, and he can occasionally be in the top ten.

According to the performance of the admission rate of No. 1 Middle School in previous years, she is definitely expected to be 211, and she can even challenge 985.

However, in the monthly exam in March, she performed abnormally in both English and comprehensive, and her total score was only 556 points, and her ranking fell to 25th.

In less than 100 days before the college entrance examination, her grades suddenly fell like this, and the blow to her parents and class teacher can be imagined.

The head teacher talked to her for an hour, then her parents for half an hour, and then her parents talked to her for another hour.

All kinds of big truths, all kinds of criticisms and accusations, all kinds of expectations spurred ...... Eventually, it converged into a huge shadow and pressed down.

"If you continue to be confused like this, don't say 985 or 211, you may not be able to get on the main line. ”

"Now it's only two months before the college entrance examination, and it's gone in a blink of an eye, and if you don't wake up, there's really nothing?

"I save money with your dad for you to go to school, there is no shortage of food for you, there is no shortage of clothes for you, don't you just hope that you can get into a good university and find a good job in the future?

"I don't let you take care of anything at home, I don't let you worry about it, I just let you study, why can't you study well?"

"Your father and I didn't want to study back then, and I couldn't get into college, but now you're fine, you have all the conditions, but you just don't want to go to school well. ”

"Why can Tang Yingzi take the top five in the school every time, but you can't even get the top five in the class?

……

The voices lingered in her head, intermingling with each other, eventually resonating in her skull, draining her ability to think.

She felt that the whole environment had become extremely oppressive, and she felt that she could no longer absorb oxygen.

She escaped from the study hall and walked aimlessly to the basketball court, with a thought in her heart: her life was hopeless.

She seemed to be in a desperate situation, confronting her parents and the head teacher in her heart, she roared to refute them, questioned them, and unscrupulously vented her inner grievances and resentment, and finally, it came down to one thought:

Maybe only when they die will they care about all this, and they will feel regret and pain.

She sat under the basketball hoop, thinking about how she died, thinking about the reaction of her parents, parents and teachers after her death, and felt a burst of happiness inexplicably.

At this moment, she heard a sound of footsteps, raised her head indifferently, and saw the music teacher Yu Sheng'an coming over.

Teacher Yu, the most popular teacher in the school now, may also be the most popular teacher in the country, it is said that a song earns millions, everyone likes him, and he doesn't have to take the college entrance examination, the teacher will not scold him, and his parents must be proud of him.

I really envy him!

"Classmate, what grade are you from?" Yu Sheng'an asked gently, as he stepped closer.

"Senior year. Zeng Shengnan replied in a low voice.

"Which class is in the third year of high school?"

"Class 15. ”

"Oh, Mr. Tian's class. Yu Sheng'an said, sat on the ground next to him, and asked casually, "Feeling bad?"

Zeng Shengnan was silent, ready to get up and leave.

Yu Sheng'an suddenly sighed: "I remember when I was in my third year of high school, I didn't do well in the exam, I was beaten by my father, I was so angry that I almost ran away from home, I thought at the time, adults are really selfish, they just think about us to earn face for them, and never care about what we think in our hearts." ”

Of course, this experience was made up for the rest of my life, purely to draw conclusions and enlighten the girl.

"This year, my sister is also in her third year of high school, in the first high school. ”

Zeng Shengnan said: "Teacher Yu's sister can enter a high school, and her grades must be very good." ”

"It should be a little better than when I was in my third year of high school, but she is also very stressed, afraid of living up to her parents' expectations or something, and sometimes she will have insomnia, I am preparing to write a song for her these days to give her some encouragement. Yu Sheng'an said honestly.

"Your sister is so lucky. ”

"Fortunately, I didn't bully her less when I was a child. Yu Shengan smiled, and then suddenly realized something, and said: "By the way, I haven't given her that new song yet, why don't I sing it to you first, and you give me advice, you are all graduates, and there will definitely be a lot of resonance." ”

"No, no, Mr. Yu, this is not good, I don't understand music, and this song is for your sister......"

Yu Sheng'an said in a sincere tone: "Just do the teacher a favor, okay?"

Zeng Sheng's male personality is a little introverted, belonging to the type of girl who is a good girl, and as a student, she inevitably has a natural sense of respect for the teacher, coupled with Yu Sheng'an's current momentum and status, she naturally asked her for help so seriously, and she naturally refused again.

"Teacher Yu, I may not be able to give any good advice......

"That's okay, there's no need for any professional advice. Yu Sheng smiled gently.

Zeng Shengnan nodded a little uneasily.

Yu Sheng'an began to clap his hands lightly, and then sang in a small voice:

"Every time, I am strong in wandering and lonely, every time, even if I am very hurt, I don't shed tears, I know that I have always had a pair of invisible wings that take me to fly and fly through the ...... despair"

The playground is silent at night, dotted with stars, and the faint light transmitted by the teaching building is faintly visible.

The whole playground is still black, like a huge turtle shell.

Yu Sheng'an's singing voice fluttered out gently, mixed with the night wind, and it was particularly clear.

Zeng Shengnan, who was originally like ashes, heard a few words, and his heart trembled for no reason.

"Don't think about it, they have a beautiful sun, I see, the sunset will change every day, I know, I have always had a pair of invisible wings, take me fly, give me hope......"

Sometimes, music can touch people beyond any language, because it is not a purposeful persuasion, but a spontaneous infection and soothing, as if it can reach people's hearts and cleanse people's souls.

"I'm finally, seeing、All dreams are blooming、Chasing young、How loud the singing is,I finally,Soar、Gaze with your heart and not afraid,Where there will be wind,Fly as far as you want~~~"

Zeng Shengnan had never heard such a song, and even because she had been busy studying, she hadn't listened to any songs seriously for a long time.

Listening to Teacher Yu's small but powerful singing, she felt that something in her heart was slowly recovering.

Her sensitive mood and singing subtly blended together, and she suddenly realized in horror that she had fallen into a dead end in her thinking, that she had nowhere to confide in her grievances, thoughts of revenge, pessimistic evasion, and desperate withdrawal—all of which almost completely occupied her body and mind, and led her astray and succumbed to weakness.

In an instant, this new thought and perception made her both frightened and glad, as if she had passed away from the ghost gate.

A quick and strong impulse inspired her to face all the pressure brought to her by the college entrance examination, and there were still more than two months, and she still had enough time!

"How do you feel about this song?" asked Yu Sheng'an with a smile after singing a song.

"Teacher......" Before he could say a word, tears suddenly rained down.

Yu Sheng'an didn't speak, looked at her quietly, and after a while, when she calmed down a little, asked:

"Haven't had time to ask your name yet?"

"Teacher, I, my name is Zeng Shengnan. There was a sobbing in her tone.

Yu Sheng'an nodded and said, "Zeng Shengnan, I want to send you a word as a teacher: our life is not a single track, but a boundless wilderness. Don't say that a monthly exam, even if you fail the college entrance examination, it is not a dead end, you can choose to go in other directions, or even go back and come back, everyone is just a lifetime, no big deal. ”

"Hmm!" Zeng Shengnan nodded heavily.

"If you don't want to go to class tonight, I can help you ask Teacher Tian for leave. ”

"No need, Teacher Yu, I'll go back to self-study now. ”

"Hmm. Yu Sheng'an nodded.

Zeng Shengnan stood up, walked a few steps, suddenly turned around and bowed deeply to Yu Sheng'an, and said, "Teacher Yu, thank you!" and then turned around again and ran away.

Yu Sheng'an looked at the girl's back with a relieved smile on her face.