"Okay, I'll go over now. ”

Lu Ze is not polite at all, after all, he has been a neighbor for more than a year, and both parties are very familiar, and Lu Ze is the master who can make up for it on weekdays, and his craftsmanship is really not good, there is delicious food, and no one can pull him.

Putting on slippers, Lu Ze then turned off the TV, entered the east house and took a look inside, braised saury, sweet and sour pork ribs, braised prawns, scrambled eggs with green peppers, and a bowl of tomato egg drop soup, no wonder Lu Ze's house was so fragrant.

Yang Dan sat cross-legged on the kang, stuffed a mouthful of food into his mouth, glanced at Lu Ze and said, "Sit down, the eldest master is used to it?"

"Today's food is really good, one person eats four dishes and one soup?

Lu Ze smiled on the kang, shook off the remaining water in the wine glass, bit the cap of the liquor bottle with his teeth, and poured himself a glass, which was self-cooked and could not be cooked.

"I'm leaving tomorrow. ”

When Yang Dan said this, Lu Ze froze instantly, but in less than a second, he returned to normal, still raised his glass with a smile and touched Yang Dan.

"Move away, even if you have a meal today, thank you Sister Dan for taking care of you for more than a year, and I wish you a ....... acting career in the future."

"I said I'm going home, round north, the ticket is purchased, and the train will be at two o'clock tomorrow afternoon. ”

After a full breath, Lu Zeha took a breath, took a bite of food and asked, "Don't act?"

"It's not going to be done. ”

"Because of the second fat?"

"Half of the reason, Hengdian is too bitter, I have been a Hengpiao for three years, and enough days like this have passed. ”

Lu Ze took out the cigarette case from his trouser pocket, handed one to Yang Dan, lit it for her before lighting the cigarette on his mouth, and the two sat silently on the kang swallowing clouds and spitting fog, each with their own thoughts.

"I haven't received a job for more than a month, the second fat man is behind me, for nearly two months, I haven't earned a dollar, I can't live this kind of life, I'm afraid. ”

The women in Hengdian don't make money, this is true, they don't look like men, they don't have much money except for food and housing, they have to pay more attention to taking care of themselves, make themselves younger and more beautiful, and then go to take on more plays.

Their expenses are much larger than men's, and they have to spend two-thirds, or even three-quarters, of their salaries to buy skin care products almost every month, so Lu Ze knows that Yang Dan, who has not worked for more than a month, has reached the point of exhaustion.

Lu Ze didn't speak, silently finished his cigarette and extinguished it in the ashtray, if she just didn't have enough expenses for this month, Lu Ze wouldn't mind helping, but she might not have any work in the future, how could this help?

Yang Dan filled the wine glass and dried it in one go, the wine was very rushing, Yang Dan's expression was a little painful, and on his white and slender fingers, the bright red nail art was very translucent, with a seductive charm.

If you don't go to Hengdian, you won't know how much pressure these female group performers are carrying, yes, they want to be popular to come here to suffer, but is it wrong to want to be popular and want to make money?

"Lu Ze. ”

"Huh?"

"You don't know how uncomfortable I feel in my heart, really, since I was a teenager, I have always had a dream of being a star, making money is secondary, I feel like I am filming on TV, and my name is on the media, but I can't do it....... I've been dreaming this for more than ten years, and when I rejected Erfeizi, I knew that I was finished, and it was time to wake up from the dream......."

"It's not your fault, really Sister Dan. ”

"I don't blame me, he wants to sleep with the old lady, and the old lady has to pout her ass willingly? But I didn't expect this, when I went to wait for the work, no one took care of me, I was forced to rush forward, like a man, but what? People treat me like air! Ignore me! You know what!"

Yang Dan drank too much, his scolding was a little hysterical, and his anger covered up the weakness that women were born with, even if tears were overflowing.

After another sip of wine, her beautiful hand stretched out, clenched her fist with one hand, and pressed her little finger with her thumb, with a mocking face.

"Just a group leader, just a group leader will pinch me to death, just such a big fart, I'm not fucking as he wants! The old lady has been mixed up for three years and has nothing, I fucking admit it! Want to sleep with me? Fuck you!"

Lu Ze immediately suppressed Yang Dan's wine glass and didn't let her continue to drink, she couldn't sit still now, and it was easy to have an accident if she drank again.

"Leave me alone, I'll drink more today, I'm tired, I'm so tired, you know! Lu Ze, my dream is shattered! Do you know what makes people feel the most pathetic? It's hopeless! I've worked so hard for so long! I've given so much! But you look up! Damn! It's dark! I can't see any light! I don't have any hope at all! Do you know how desperate I am!"

"Sister Dan, don't drink it, there are neighbors, they've all been working for a day, they're all tired, be quiet. ”

"I don't want to! Anyway, I'll leave tomorrow, and no one will contact anyone, what am I afraid of? They will scold! Tired is their business, and they have a fart relationship with me? I'll just be loud!"

After speaking, she also sang a minor key, like a complete female madman.

It wasn't until she finished singing that she opened her confused eyes and stared at Lu Ze like this, Lu Ze dared to guarantee that he would never forget this expression in his life, and he couldn't say a word when he saw it.

"Lu Ze, I know that I am like a child who has not grown up, I am twenty-six, and I am not as mature as a young man of twenty-four, now that my child has withdrawn, how long can you hold on?"

"I ......"

"I want you to be popular, really, I promise with my conscience, I want you to be popular! You work harder than me, more than I have paid, that day you were scolded by the director and I saw you, I saw you crying on the street...... Crying...... Don't blame my sister for being cowardly, I admit that I really don't dare to stand up for you, and I don't have the ability to stand up for you, but you have to believe it! I look forward to your goodness, I am waiting for you to be on TV, waiting for the media to be all your news, and then I can also show off to others, you! Lu Ze! I am neighbors, we are both lonely ghosts floating in other places, we are both familiar with no one except each other, so we can only get together at the same dinner table to warm each other, I really look forward to it...... Looking forward to your redness. ”

She fell asleep with tears on her face, Lu Ze looked at her for a long time, then picked up the remaining half bottle of liquor and dried it in one go, and drank two bottles of beer by himself.

After eating the bowl of rice, the table was cleaned up, the dishes and chopsticks were washed and the quilt was spread, there was still her fragrance on the quilt, after covering the quilt, Lu Ze walked to her dresser, picked and chosen, and finally found the cleansing oil.

Pouring on the makeup remover pad, Lu Ze gently helped her remove her makeup, very gently, slowly, and very carefully, and finally wiped her face with a warm wet towel.

Holding the washbasin, Lu Ze walked to the door and was about to turn off the light, she didn't know if she was talking in her sleep or awake, so she asked.

"Lu Ze. ”

"Huh?"

"I'm gone, will you hate me?"

"Just have a good life. ”

........

"I'll give you this too, I can't take it with me, there are too many things. ”

Lu Ze glanced at his room, quilts, electric blankets, kettles, washbasins, and even shower gel were thrown down half a bottle, originally his room was not small, but now it was piled up by Yang Dan like a pig's nest.

"Sister Dan, just throw away the things you don't want, I don't need to pile them here, I have to throw them away in the end. Lu Ze waved his hand and persuaded with a bitter face.

Yang Dan stared, as if he was going to hit someone: "I'm willing!"

At twelve o'clock in the afternoon, everything was packed up, and Lu Ze didn't take any work today, ready to send her off.

The girl really has a lot of things, even if she throws a lot of things here in Lu Ze, she also contains three big boxes and a big duffel bag.

I said...... How are you going to take this thing? Who will pick you up over there? Look at me tired, sweating all over there. ”

She made an appointment with an online car-hailing car, and Lu Ze helped stuff each suitcase with seventy or eighty pounds into the car, pinching her waist and panting.

"When I get home, my sisters come to pick me up, some of them are the same age as you, why don't you introduce them? ”

"Thank you. ”

When they arrived at Yiwu Railway Station, Lu Ze bought a platform ticket, and the two of them seemed to be going home for the New Year.

2:17, ticket checking.

Lu Ze helped pull the luggage to the platform, and after the train entered the platform, a breeze set off and blew her hair in the air.

Car 12, they found it, but they didn't rush up there.

Yang Dan looked at Lu Ze with a smile on the corner of her mouth, as if she collapsed to hysteria last night was an illusion, and she seemed to be in a good mood.

"So I'm leaving?"

"When I get home, I will call and keep in touch in the future. ”

"That'...... Hug one?"

Lu Ze did not refuse, and after hugging him, he carried his luggage and put it at the door of the carriage.

The conductor whistled on the platform and began to wave the flag, and the train was about to start.......

"Go inside, it's closing. ”

The conductor wanted Yang Dan to close the door properly, but Yang Dan didn't know where he got the courage, so he suddenly grabbed the door and shouted at Lu Ze, who was still looking at her.

"Lu Ze! Give you a chance! Don't do group performances! Buy tomorrow's tickets and go to my house! Be my grandfather! I don't want your house! I don't want your car! Just let the two of us eat together every night! I don't want anything! Would you like to come with me!"

Lu Ze froze, stiffened for a long time, and the conductor wanted to drag Yang Dan away, but Yang Dan just clung to the car door, waiting for his reply with anticipation on his face, until he didn't say a word.

"Actually, I'm teasing you! Play it well! I must become a big star! I'll be watching you on TV every day from now on! Let's go!"

After speaking, she quickly opened the door and disappeared from Lu Ze's sight, the train gradually started, Lu Ze kept looking at the glass of the door, and kept looking.

It wasn't until the No. 12 carriage was about to drive away that she suddenly appeared in front of the door at the end of the carriage, patted the door glass with tears on her face, and shouted: "What I said is true! What I just said is true! Lu Ze! Did you hear it! What I said is true!"

It's a pity that the sound of the train was too loud, and Lu Ze didn't "hear" what she was talking about.

.......

She left on August 4, 2016, it was a sunny day, but in Lu Ze's memory, it was a heavy rain that day.

“.......”