Chapter 45: I see
The incandescent lights in the early morning of the teaching building will be lit in the crackling and peeling, and then the stories that wake up here every day will be opened, the people you meet, the classes you have snoozed, the test papers and the densely written draft books that you hate to die, and occasionally turn over a few graffiti works such as turtles and comic portraits, and you will meet the eyes of the group casually.
It is said that people should look forward, but in fact, many times, people are animals living in the past.
Just like many people who have developed up, but miss the piece of bread they ate when they were poor and hungry, and now they eat any delicacies, the taste may be even worse, but it is difficult to find the piece of bread in the predicament of the wind and rain in their memories or even the comfort that that person once brought. It's like a migratory bird returning to its nest, a leaf falling back to its roots, and a person dying and returning home. Why do many people drift overseas for most of their lives, and they can be regarded as successful children and grandchildren, but in the end they want to be buried in their homeland?
It's like getting married and running for life many years later, being a busy part of this society, holding various positions: boss, subordinate, assistant, professor, engineer, sales, parent...... Rotating continuously, physically and mentally exhausted and dare not rest, but you can see the figures of men and women walking side by side on the campus in the old days, and suddenly churn up, so as to look back at the purest throbbing and strength of the year, in fact, it has always been deep in your heart and has become a part of the life that supports you.
There are some things that are always full of power when you think about them.
The small beauty that can be seen everywhere in front of you and is commonplace will seem more and more enduring in the years when there is nowhere to look back.
"Are you okay......"
Chen Ruoting asked here, and some people joined in the concern for Cheng Ran.
In key schools, especially Shanhai No. 1 High School, you can only come in because you have good grades, or you have paid enough school choice fees if you have a gap in your grades, or you have a good family relationship, which has little to do with your personal character. It's like the society of later generations always said how bad some second- and third-rate university students are, but don't first-class universities have such problems? It's just that those who are more vicious and advanced will be more harmful.
So it's not how bad a student can be, it's how bad a person's humanity is, no matter what your status, where you are, where you are, where you are, how old you are, how bad your human nature is, how bad a person can be.
"It's really okay, it's over, it's all over......" In the midst of everyone's inquiries, seeing the faces that were still young but concerned, Cheng Ran felt a warmth in his heart, these teenagers, sometimes they are really cute.
But Cheng Ran's words, to others, are different.
Friday Cheng Ran was just one person, and was shouted in the alley by five people from Qi Sheng, and the result seemed to be self-evident. The "past ......" in his mouth at this time is actually a kind of helplessness after being beaten.
Everyone wants to save face, at this time, it must be said that it's okay, but in fact, I don't know how much shadow has accumulated in my heart.
So Chen Ruoting said, "Okay, I know, Cheng Ran, don't think about it...... In fact, in my opinion, you dare to face Qi Sheng and a few people alone, which is a kind of bravery. Cheng Ran, you are very brave. ”
Seeing the seriousness of the girl in front of him, the corners of Cheng Ran's mouth twitched, what do you want to say...... Are you a real warrior who dares to face the bleak life and face the dripping blood?
How miserable is this?
Someone here stretched out his hand and patted him on the shoulder, it was the squad leader Zhang Feng, "What's the injury......? We are in a class, they dare to beat you again in the future, call us together, how can a class of classmates have to support you......" These words made some girls look at them like.
Looking at everyone's sympathetic and concerned eyes, Cheng Ran was a little messy, why is this getting darker and darker, why don't you just ask me if I went to the hospital for examination?
As a result, a girl said, "You...... Did you go to the hospital for a check-up? Some of the injuries are not visible on the outside, and there may be internal bleeding......"
"It's class!" Cheng Ran walked straight back to his seat and shook his schoolbag.
The people who had gathered to offer their condolences dispersed again, but they sat down with all kinds of feelings of concern for him.
At this time, someone suddenly came in, it was Yu Xiao, and when he entered the door, he stared at Cheng Ran's position and said, "Cheng Ran, when I was playing football on Friday, did Qi Sheng, Gu Dong and Li Wei block you after school?"
Yu Xiao entered the classroom and said with a smile while walking in the direction of Cheng Ran, "Someone saw them coming to school, and they all had blue noses and swollen faces...... You're too ruthless. Didn't you say that you should cultivate your self-cultivation?"
In an instant, the classroom was quiet and quiet.
Yu Xiao was stunned for a moment by this atmosphere, and looked around...... Did you say something wrong?
Then he saw one head after another, and at the same time turned in the direction of Cheng Ran, like the sun-facing grass and trees in the depths of the city.
Facing the gaze from all directions, Cheng Ran opened his mouth, waved his hand, and explained to the class innocently.
"What if I say, I didn't do it?"
"I really didn't do it......"
……
Cheng Ran didn't know if everyone listened to his explanation that day, anyway, in his opinion, no one in the class believed it.
But after thinking about it, if he really fought in that situation, he was afraid that he would have to fight with Qi Sheng and them, but he used his advantage in the intricate terrain of the roadway to launch a counterattack, broke through Qi Sheng by surprise, turned from the front roadway to a narrow passage that only allowed one person, and fought and walked, in fact, the most important thing in the fight was momentum and strategy. With his heart and the strategy he had drawn up a long time ago, he didn't dare to say that he would have to pay a great price to defeat Qi Sheng's gang, and that might be a certainty. The most important thing is that he is not like the current middle school students who fight or pay more attention to the rules, fist-to-fist fights, for him, what is the best to use......
Of course, Xie Feibai took the lead and knocked down the three of Qi Sheng like chopping melons and vegetables, and the remaining two people had already lost their courage, and they didn't dare to stand on the sidelines.
This incident caused a splash for a while, but it was far less than the imagination that caused waves, so there was no follow-up to the drums.
Time returned to calm, it has been several weeks since the start of high school, and the head teacher Tan Qingchuan began to observe the follow-up progress of the overall learning in the class.
After Qin Xizhen's music class this week, she suddenly spoke, "Cheng Ran, go to my office after class." ”
At this time, Qin Xizhen's initial surprise has gradually faded in the school, she is like a beautiful girl, every time she has her class, or can see her, it will make people feel unconsciously happy.
followed Qin Xizhen to her office, and basically went to class in other subjects, Qin Xizhen, the music teacher, seems to be relatively idle, she is the only one in the huge office, Qin Xizhen only has afternoon classes, and after the last period in the morning, in fact, she can even go back to the dormitory directly.
But she didn't plan to leave, and when she returned to her seat, Cheng Ran noticed that there was a dense textbook written on her desk, and there was a rectangular leather notebook next to it.
She sat back in her place and gestured to the stool next to her, "You can sit as you like." ”
Leaned back on her office chair with a back, and drank a few sips of water with a blue sports kettle, this look, in Cheng Ran's view, is still a kind of female college student's sense of déjà vu.
Cheng Ran seemed to notice something again, and smiled slightly, "Teacher Qin, you are only twenty years old, so young." ”
Qin Xizhen's mouth, which was originally drinking water from the spout of the sports kettle, made a "hmm", her eyes opened, and she found that Cheng Ran saw the teacher's record book on her left side, and stretched out her hand to cover the cover, "I jumped one level in elementary school, went straight to the second year of high school, and studied in an art university at the age of seventeen." ”
"No wonder, I didn't recognize it at all that day, and thought it was the same high school student as me. ”
Qin Xizhen was scolding in his heart, this is not a question of whether you recognize me as a teacher or not......
Qin Xizhen shook his head, "I didn't ask you about this...... It's just that, Cheng Ran, when you graduated from middle school, I was also there at the party in Wanghai Tower. ”
Cheng Ran was stunned.
I see.