As the cars whizzed past the cheering crowd in the middle of the road, the atmosphere of the whole audience was brought to the highest point.

An old farmer who happened to pass by with a tractor happened to pass by and was caught in the middle of the road by excited people. The old farmer had probably never seen such a spectacular scene, and inexplicably enjoyed the cheers of the whole audience, and then waved to the surrounding crowd while driving, and everyone also let out a burst of good-natured laughter in tacit understanding.

The procession drove back and forth around the square several times until it was dark. The people who had been making noise all night gradually quieted down, and they all looked for places to sit down, recuperating and waiting for the historic moment of the torch relay.

A group of us sat side by side along the bedrock of the sidewalk, and at 5 a.m., the morning wind felt a little chilly on my body, and I involuntarily shrank back.

I don't know when I fell asleep in a daze, and when I was pushed awake by Xiao Kai, it was already dawn.

Unexpectedly, I met my classmates in the square, and it turned out that with the acquiescence of the English teacher, all of us in the class collectively chose to skip class and come to the city to watch the torch relay.

The whole square was full of people, and everyone dispersed, each looking for the best place to watch the torch relay. Xiao Kai and I climbed onto the guardrail along the street in the square, and it was a great place to watch the torch relay!

But before we could be happy, the police came and chased people away. We had no choice but to follow the crowd back to the outside of the square, crowded with people, and it was too late to find a location, and I couldn't find a suitable viewing point after walking back and forth on both sides of the square several times.

I don't know when I was separated from Xiao Kai, just when I was in a hurry, there was a sudden burst of cheers from the crowd in front of me, accompanied by a huge cheering sound, and some people sang the national anthem loudly, I knew that the torch was coming.

I tried to stand on tiptoe to see what was going on, but there were so many people in front of me that when the torch was gone, I could only see a little flame that was not very obvious.

As the torch departed, the surrounding crowd began to run wildly with the torch bearers, and everyone was running forward, and the entire street instantly became a national marathon venue......

At this moment, I was already tired, so I called to find Xiao Kai, and then called a small van from the school to take us straight back to school.

When I got back to school, I took a shower and went to bed.

I slept in the dark, and when I woke up, it was already dark, and I reached out from under the pillow in a daze and took out my mobile phone, looked at the time, and it was 7 o'clock in the evening.

There was also an unread text message on the phone.

"Xiaobei!!Something happened!!Chengdu earthquake!!A lot of people died!!" The sender was Haozi, at first I only thought it was Haozi's prank, and I didn't take it seriously, but when I was about to get up to eat, I received a call from my mother again, asking me if I felt the earthquake at 2 o'clock in the afternoon.

It wasn't until then that I realized that something had really happened! I hurriedly hung up the phone, crawled to the computer desk in the dark, and turned on the computer's power.

There has been a lot of news about the earthquake on Sina Sohu and other portals, and I took a cursory look at the webpage, and it turned out that the epicenter of the earthquake was not Chengdu, but in Wenchuan, not far from Chengdu.

I casually opened a forum that I usually go on, because Wenchuan has been closed down, so there are even more rumors in the forum, in short, there is everything. Hearsay, depicting a thing beyond recognition, the more you look at it, the more you feel like you're in the clouds.

So I simply closed the website and logged on to QQ to find out about the situation from my classmates in Chengdu, but none of them were online. It's no wonder that after such a big incident, who still has the heart to go online now?

Forgetting to eat, I lay back in bed and didn't turn on the light. I'm used to thinking about things in a dark room, maybe darkness is the best disguise for me to face myself!

On October 3, 2007, in Sichuan, a sudden car accident caused me to lose my dearest and favorite Lele, it was a day that I can never forget for the rest of my life, that day, all happiness left me.

May 12, 2008, Sichuan, is destined to be a day that casts a shadow over memory, a day that all Chinese cannot forget. The mountains and rivers trembled, the earth trembled, the beautiful homes became ruins, the fresh lives died in an instant, and the casualty data continued to rise.

Even though I just didn't know what I had to do, I really felt like I had to do something......

The whole society was soon mobilized, and people were doing what they could to contribute their modest strength to their fellow citizens. This time I earned a total of 800 yuan from selling flags, deducting our expenses in the urban area, and Xiaokai and Xiao Kai shared 300 yuan. I decided to donate all the money to the Red Cross Society of China through online banking, although the money is not much, but it is a part of my heart.

A week later, it is the national day of mourning, during which all entertainment must cease.

On this special day, all our teachers and students spontaneously organized to hold candlelight prayer activities in the stadium on the evenings of Mourning Day. Use the faint light of the candle to illuminate the way to heaven, and wish those departed souls all the best.

I had already made an appointment with my friend to go over, but I didn't expect that when everything was ready, I suddenly fell ill. I had chills all over my body, and my body temperature was 38.3 °, so I couldn't go out anymore.

"Xiaobei, bring you some medicine when you come back!" Chen Yuan and Zhang Qi told me a few words and went out, and turned off the light in the room for me.

Groggily sleeping in bed, somehow, the couple next door suddenly quarreled in the bathroom. After a while, the two of them seemed to be reconciled again, and they actually made love in the bathroom without fear. Since the walls are poorly insulated, I can really hear it in the room.

As the woman's voice grew louder and louder, my patience reached its limit. But I couldn't rush to the door and tell them to stop, so I had to cover my head with a quilt and make an ostrich.

More than ten minutes passed, and the next door finally gradually returned to calm. I lifted the quilt and inadvertently reached out to touch the empty sheets beside me, and a feeling of desolation instantly came over me.

"Before the prince kissed you, why did my Sleeping Beauty wake up?"

"Poor, you Piggy, remember the one thing you owe me?"

"Well, you name it. ”

"If there is a day...... I mean, if, one day I'm dead. You must promise me that you will not forget me, and ...... And don't do anything stupid......"

"Pig head, why do you say that you don't have these things?"

"Anyway, sooner or later, people will be born, old, sick and die, whether it is a few years, decades, there will be a day, I am afraid that I will be ahead of you in the future, so ...... Anyway, you just promise me. ”

"Lele, you think really far, okay, I promise you. ”

"No, you have to swear!"

"Why are you doing so seriously? I swear!"

"Becky. ”

"Huh?"

"I want to be your wife. ”

......

The past was like smoke, hugging the pillow, and tears flowed down without warning. I miss her who I can never see again, and I fantasize that the phone can suddenly ring and come out with that familiar "Hey".

It seems that I still can't get used to the loneliness of being alone.

(2010.10.14 This chapter has been revised)