Chapter 221: Wishful Thinking

"Are you telling the truth?"

Fu Shengyan spoke calmly.

His face was as calm as ever, but he just looked at his face.

It faintly made people feel that composure was only an illusion, and that his true emotions and his boundless rage were hidden under this calm, and the next moment it would be like a hurricane at sea to overturn the traveler.

"Yes. ”

Shen Ling didn't ask him which sentence he was referring to, and replied firmly, without hesitation.

"I thought you knew that Xie Yu'an and I were different. ”

"It turned out that it was just my wishful thinking, I just thought that you took Xie Yu'an too seriously, but I didn't expect that it was me who took my place in your heart too seriously. ”

Fu Shengyan smiled self-deprecatingly, he had always been confident and proud, and his high-spirited face rarely showed such a somewhat decadent expression, which made people feel a little sad for no reason.

"You are indeed different. ”

"But you're all my best friends. ”

Shen Ling didn't know what to say, and explained dryly.

"Friends?"

Fu Shengyan sneered and asked rhetorically.

"Shen Ling, if you think that what I do to you can only be called a friend, then your definition of a friend is inevitably too paranoid. ”

Shen Ling couldn't help but lower her head and didn't want to speak when she heard this sentence that obviously didn't make her complain, but it made her feel bloated for no reason.

How can people be ruthless if they are not plants and trees?

Fu Shengyan is indeed impeccable in everything she does, no, where is impeccable, it is simply good, so that people can't find a trace of criticism.

It's not that she doesn't know that Fu Shengyan is good to her, and she is not the kind of person who doesn't know what to do.

Every time Fu Shengyan was in the heat of the past few days, and she didn't want to reciprocate, she was very worried in her heart, and she didn't know what to do to repay him.

She thought more than once about waiting for her revenge, whether it was the Shen Group or whatever.

As long as Fu Shengyan needs it, she can give him anything, even her own life can be delivered to him.

But why, Fu Shengyan wants to get it, why is it sincere?

It sounds like the simplest thing, but it can't afford to give it to you.

Her head was drowsy thinking about this, and suddenly it felt that all words seemed too weak at this moment.

"I'm sorry, but in my heart, you are really a very good friend. ”

"Shen Ling, do you know?"

"For the first time, I felt that the word friend was really insulting. ”

Fu Shengyan said with a smile, not knowing if he was laughing at himself or laughing at Shen Ling.

"Fu Shengyan,"

Shen Ling opened his mouth and called his name, but suddenly he couldn't speak again.

"Forget it, at this moment, I don't think we're in a position to communicate. ”

"I know that all of a sudden I am telling you this must have made you feel dazed and sudden. ”

"I didn't actually mean to want you to make any compromise for me, I just heard you compare me and Xie Yuan's position in your heart, and I suddenly didn't hold back for a while. ”

"You don't have to give me any answer, you don't have to make any choices. ”

"As I said earlier, everything I have done for you is my own wishful thinking and I don't need you to reciprocate. ”

Fu Shengyan's face suddenly showed that kind of warm smile that healed people's hearts, this time it was a rare smile, which was extremely rare for Fu Shengyan, who had always shown a cold face.

"I'm sorry, I'm in a little bad mood right now. I may need to calm down and give you a moment to think about whether I'm really just an ally in your mind. ”

Shen Ling's mind resounded with these words over and over again, and she didn't even know how long she had been thinking about it.

By the time she came back to her senses, Fu Shengyan was no longer around.

She looked at where Fu Shengyan was standing just now with some blankness, and felt that the huge sense of oppression that that person brought to herself, and the familiar faint masculine aura with a mint scent on his body seemed to remain there.

Actually, it's not that there is no feeling at all.

For such a long time, Fu Shengyan's kindness to himself is really impeccable.

Especially Shen Ling is a person who has experienced the betrayal of those close to him, so he is more grateful and cherishes the goodness that others have given him.

Even if it's a rock, it's time to cover it for so long.

What's more, Shen Ling is also a mortal person, she has feelings and flesh and blood, how can she not be moved?

When you close your eyes, you will see the scenes from your rebirth in front of you, just like a movie.

Fu Yuwen entangled herself, and when Old Man Fu asked him to go back to the old mansion to set a wedding date for himself, it was Fu Shengyan who stood up, turned the tide, and withstood all the pressure for her.

Fu Yuwen was annoyed and angry, and joined the Shen family to give himself ecstasy, and wanted to cook raw rice with him.

It was also Fu Shengyan who stood up in time and took the unconscious self away from the scene, so as to avoid stepping into the tragic fate of the previous life again.

She was plagued by toxins in her body, and it was Fu Shengyan who found Old Man Liu to do a comprehensive examination and treatment for herself, and also carefully made small pills for herself to facilitate her removal of residual toxins from her body.

When she was deeply involved in the center of rumors and was plagued by all kinds of rumors, it was Fu Shengyan who left everything she had abroad and rushed back non-stop, just to make sure she was okay.

In fact, if there was no Fu Shengyan, Shen Ling's road to rebirth would be difficult.

I may not know when I have already fallen into Shen Boyuan's trap.

It is because of the existence of Fu Shengyan that Shen Boyuan will cower and throw a mouse, not daring to do anything to himself.

Shen Ling knew that he had actually gone too far.

Although she is nominally Fu Shengyan's girlfriend, it sounds like she is blocking the pressure of Fu Shengyan to urge Fu to get married.

But what is the specific truth?

Except for the status of a girlfriend, she has never been able to give Fu Shengyan anything.

It sounds as if the two of them are allies, mutually beneficial, and equal to each other.

But in fact, it has always been Shen Ling who has been unilaterally demanding from Fu Shengyan.

And Fu Shengyan had no regrets like this, and let her ask for it without saying a word.

Thinking of this, Shen Ling hugged his head with a little headache.

I really don't seem to know what to do.

However, what Fu Shengyan wants is his own sincerity.

For a person whose heart is already full of holes and bruises, it is really difficult to reach the sky, and it is an existence that he does not dare to hope for.

It's not that she doesn't want to give, it's just that she doesn't even know if she still has such a thing.

How dare you give it to someone so easily?

A proud person like Fu Shengyan, where is the person who can tell lies casually and perfunctory in the past?

Shen Ling knew that she had broken that man's heart today.