Chapter 324: Qingyan's sadness
Qingyan asked anxiously, "Did they end up together?"
Lin Feng said: "The woman said: "When I am cremated, you put those together with these two with me, okay?" Before he could answer, she had already closed her eyes and looked serene. On the day of her cremation, he sprinkled those lucky stars on her according to her last wishes, thirty-nine jars, and accidentally rolled one or two on the ground without anyone finding it. When he turned to leave, he suddenly found two more on the ground. When he picked it up and was about to throw it away, he thought, forget it, let's take it as a souvenir. ”
He was seventy years old, and one day, he was reading a book in the garden with reading glasses. The four-year-old grandson suddenly ran up to him with two small notes and shouted, "Grandpa, grandpa, teach me to read." He lifted his glasses and read the words on the first slip of paper, "Kai, that blue jersey you wore today looks good." Also, I like the number 6 too, hehe. He frowned and asked his grandson, "Where did you get these two little notes?" "It's not a note, it's the two little stars you put on your desk. When I opened it, I found that there were words in it!" He was stunned for a moment, and then looked at the second small note, "Kai, there is a kind of happiness, there is a person who can make you desperate to love him for the rest of your life. "There is a kind of happiness that can make you love him for the rest of your life against all odds. He read, read, and burst into tears......"
Qingyan said sadly: "Life is like this, two people who obviously love each other can't be together! Fortunately, husband, we can still be together." ”
Jiang Ling said: Sister, don't be sad, aren't we very happy together, and we are very happy every day?
Qingyan said: "I think of Sister Xiaoxu, she has left us now, my heart hurts." ”
Lin Feng said: "Qingyan, don't be sad, people can't be resurrected after death, we living people cherish the moment and live well, maybe the story I just told makes you sad, I'll tell you a happy thing." ”
Qingyan said: "No, I just want to listen to such stories, and I will be fine in a while." ”
Lin Feng said: "I'll tell you a real story about "The Arm That Doesn't Give You to Rely on", after the man's career failed, he was deeply hit, so that his temperament changed greatly. It's a mess all day long, either to gamble or to get drunk at a tavern. His girlfriend advised him to start from scratch, but he smiled and said, "Isn't it good now? You can do whatever you want, you can be idle and comfortable." I used to be so stupid that I ran around all day trying to make money, and I didn't know how to enjoy life, but now I have figured out that I don't do anything and live a free life. ”
The man's parents were completely disappointed in him, because he drank like a puddle of mud every day, and occasionally went to gamble for money one day when he was sober. His parents stopped giving him money to spend, so he went to ask his girlfriend for it, and he said to his girlfriend: "Now no one pays attention to me, even my parents ignore me, I only have you." ”
Seeing his rogue look, his girlfriend said angrily: "You are like this, don't expect me to give you a penny, I will not give you the money even if I give it to the beggar." Look at your sloppy appearance now, you don't deserve me at all, you can go......"
When the man heard these words, his heart was like a knife, and he thought bitterly that they were all people who had fallen into the well, and that no one would care about me and help me when I was down.
He walked away without saying a word, and as he walked he saw a bench, and he thought to himself that this was my bed tonight.
After his girlfriend saw him leave, she followed him out very uneasily, the reason why she said those heartless words to him was that she didn't want to give him any support at this time, so that he might rely on others for the rest of his life and couldn't face life again.
Then an old beggar walked past her, and she stopped the old beggar, gave him some money, and whispered something in his ear. The old beggar went to the bench where the man was lying and shouted, "Go away! ”
The man got up and gave up the bench to the old beggar, and sat down on the ground by himself.
Soon the old beggar threw him a piece of stiff steamed bun and said, "Look at you more pitiful than me, give it to you!"
The man took the old beggar's steamed buns, and he looked at them again and again, as if he saw his tomorrow just like this old beggar, homeless and sleeping on the streets, eating moldy and hard steamed buns, is this the comfortable life I want to live in the second half of my life?
"No...... No, ......" he suddenly stood up and shouted, and the old beggar was startled by his shout, and muttered, "What a psychopath." After saying that, he lay down on the bench and fell asleep.
The man sat all night without closing his eyes.
The next day at dawn he walked home, shaved off his beard, put on his suit, and regained his spirits.
When he packed up and opened the door and wanted to go out to find a job, he saw his girlfriend standing at his door with a check, she handed him the check and said mischievously: "Lend it to you, I will charge interest at the market price!"
The man took the check and smiled...... He used the money on the check to return to his old business, and this time he learned from the experience of the last failure, and finally succeeded in opening the market and making money.
He quickly paid off his girlfriend's money, but owed his girlfriend a favor, he thought, he was more than happy to spend his whole life to pay back the word "break up" when I said the word "break up", he on the other side of the phone did not have the collapse I imagined.
He was silent for a long time, and then whispered, "Okay." Then grant me one last request. Let me go to your school to accompany you for a day and be a couple on the last day. ”
I answered him. It's finally going to be separated, and I can't help but feel a little sad. For three years, we have been separated from each other, and we can only rely on phone and computer communication every day. I can't touch it, I can't see it, I can't manage it, I've had enough of this ethereal love for a long time. I've never experienced the beauty of college life that people say. Watching couples walk hand in hand from the main entrance of the campus to the back door, watching the boy help his beloved girlfriend turn on the water, and watching the boy walking towards the dormitory with an umbrella on a rainy day, my heart hurts. Even if you quarrel, you can't get a comforting hug. I distinctly remember how helplessly I held the phone and almost collapsed, but in the end, these unspeakable weaknesses had to be grasped by myself.
Presumably he was tortured too, otherwise how could he agree so happily.
When he arrived at school, it was already two days later. For two days, a heavy snowfall covered my city without sleep. He was covered in snowflakes and had a warm smile. I replied stiffly. I have to admit that every time I see his gentle face in the past three years, the original parting words will be swallowed back into my stomach, and my hard heart will melt. This time, it was no exception. But I immediately warned myself that I should not suffer a long loneliness because I coveted a short period of tenderness.
I said, "Let's go eat first." He said, "No hurry." Have you turned on the water on such a cold day?" "Go and take down your thermos, make hot water first and then get busy with other things, so as not to be useless at night, and use other people's and look at other people's faces. He chattered, but my eyes were already moist...... It's been three years, why do you know how to make up for it when you break up? I went back to my dorm room, put on a fluffy glove, and took the thermos off. After beating the water, his hands were already red from the cold. I took off my gloves and put them on his hands, and then stuffed my own hands in with difficulty. In this way, our hands are tightly together. Although his hands were cold, and although the space in the gloves was cramped, I experienced the same sweetness as other girls. He looked at me affectionately, sadness rolling across his face.
The next step is to eat. I ordered the braised eggplant, and after the braised pork, I handed him the menu. He smiled lightly: "I want to order these two too." I smiled and said, "Are you being polite to me?" His smile slowly faded, and he said lightly, "Your habit has long become my habit." I turned my eyes out the window and didn't look at him. He still loves me, doesn't he.
Having a good meal, we wandered through the pure white world, and no one spoke. "Ice cream?" he asked suddenly. I looked at him in amazement, he never let me eat ice cream in the winter, saying that he was afraid that I would get sick. "You're not afraid I'm sick?" I regretted when I said that. I'm going to break up soon, who cares if you're sick or not. "Now that I'm by your side, what am I afraid of. He looked leisurely into the distance, as if he had seen another world. The cold wind swept across my face, and I covered my face and turned my back, but tears dripped between my fingers without obeying. I saw the footprints we had walked, winding into a path with no end in sight.
I jumped around with ice cream and stepped on the creaking snow. He smiled and shouted after him, "Slow down!" I turned around as I ran: "Don't worry, I won't fall ......" Before I could finish speaking, I felt my feet slip and my body leaned back...... He grabbed my arm from behind in time to grab my ice cream, but his body was too fast to plant forward... So, two "bangs" staggered, and I fell on my back with a solid knot with my face to the sky, and he fell squarely with his face to the ground. Not only that, but what was even funnier was that the ice cream in my hand was only an empty shell, and I couldn't find the ice cream that had fallen out. When I looked at him again, I saw that his face was covered in the residue of ice cream. We looked at each other for a moment, then burst out laughing. I handed him the tissue and stood up and patted the snow off my body. Instead of standing up, he rolled to the side and lay down in the snow. I looked at him in amazement, and was about to say that it was cold on the ground when he got up. The snow takes on a recessed human form. He crouched down and drew a heart on the heart of the humanoid. ”
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