"Lai Lao, are you sick?" asked Pang Fei.

Lai Tianguang said with a smile, "When people are old, how can there be anyone who is not sick, birth, old age, sickness and death are normal human feelings, and they are all normal things." Hey, I didn't accept old age before, but now I can't accept old age. ”

Pang Fei didn't know why, but suddenly "chuckled".

The picture of fighting side by side with Lai Tianguang in the past is as if it happened yesterday, and it is still so vivid in retrospect.

This time, the other party seemed to suddenly get a lot older.

Even though he knew that birth, old age, sickness and death were common things, but when it really came to this moment, Pang Fei still felt very uncomfortable.

"Lai Lao, don't worry, you will live a hundred years. Pang Fei said.

Lai Tianguang said with a smile, "You don't need to live a long life, this life is not about the length of life, but about the quality of your life." In my life, I have gained a lot. I'm content, even if I close my eyes now. ”

"Lai Lao Mo wants to say such things, you are a good person, and a good person will definitely live a long life. Pang Fei said.

Lai Tianguang seems to have a very indifferent view of life and death, and always looks indifferent.

"Brother, you are very busy now, you have nothing to do but go to the Three Treasures Palace, let's say, call me this time, is there something wrong?"

Pang Fei smiled awkwardly, "There is indeed something that needs your help. I want to send my son to the academy, and I have to ask you to contact me about it. ”

"Little things, don't worry, I'll definitely do it for you. ”

"Lai Lao, I want to go and see you. ”

"Well, I can't take it. ”

Rongcheng is not far from Haocheng, and it is only an hour or two drive away.

But since Pang Fei was crowned King Pang, he rarely sat down with Lai Tianguang to have a good chat.

He always felt that Lai Tianguang was still young, but he ignored that when the flesh is mortal, when he reaches a certain age, he has to follow the laws of birth, aging, sickness and death in nature.

When Lai Tianguang joined the No. 3 Wild Formation Unit, he was already over eighty years old, and now a few years later, he is already eighty-five years old, which is already a long life span for human beings.

But for fellow relatives, such a lifespan is not long at all.

When you watch someone close to you walk away, the feeling and feeling is hard to describe in words.

If they could, probably everyone would not want to see the day when their relatives were separated.

hung up the phone, Pang Fei's heart was still heavy.

There are feelings and blessings.

Before Pang Jinchuan, An Jianshan and others came to the twilight of old age, he practiced the elixir and helped them delay their lives.

Not everyone can be as lucky as they are, and not everyone can be like that.

As the chosen one, Pang Fei is lucky, at least, he is much luckier than others in the matter of treating his relatives.

The next day, Pang Fei set off for Haocheng to visit Lai Tianguang.

It's still that house, and it's still a familiar feeling, but Lai Tianguang, who is sitting in the yard basking in the sun, no longer has the feeling of being high-spirited and scolding Fang Xuan before.

In a trance, he was much older, his eyes were not as bright as before, and his appearance was not as sonorous and powerful as before.

Now he looks like an ordinary old man.

With gray hair, basking in the sun, drinking healthy tea.

"Brother Pang is here. ”

Pang Fei smiled and nodded in agreement, "Here, I'll bring you a good thing, you see." ”

This is Pang Fei's own health tea, which is much better than ordinary health tea, and is very good for the body of the elderly.

Lai Tianguang took it with a smile, "It's a good thing, but it's a pity that it's a waste if I drink it." I'm an old bone, I can live for a few more years, and it's a waste to drink such a good thing. ”

"What are you talking about, you are still young, and you will definitely live for a few more years. ”

Lai Tianguang shook his hand indifferently and said, "Why do you live for so long, but let your children worry about it." It's better to leave early, and save the children trouble. As for me, I have been beautiful all my life, even when I am old, I have done something that no one dares to do. ”

"You say, what regrets do I have, I don't have any regrets. I think I've lived enough. ”

When Lai Tianguang said these words, his eyes were full of lightheartedness, and he could see that he was not saying words of comfort to himself, but really thinking like this from the bottom of his heart.

At this moment, Pang Fei suddenly had a different view of death.

Death, as it sounds like at first glance, is a very heavy topic, and people dare not mention it, but not everyone is afraid of death, and some people have already taken death lightly.

And Lai Tianguang is such a person now.

Death is not an annihilation for him, but a different way of living.

For him, it doesn't matter what kind of existence he has.

Because he has already brought out the most brilliant side of himself.

"Huh......" Pang Fei still can't understand this state of mind of looking down on life and death, but he is actually very envious of Lai Tianguang's state of mind.

Looking down on everything, without worry, is really living transparently.

Like him, he can't, he has too many worries and reluctances, he worries about his family, his wife and children, and he even takes these things too seriously, so he wants to cultivate so that his relatives don't have to leave him.

Compared with Lai Tianguang's open-minded state of mind, he seems too petty.

However, everyone has their own way of living, and no matter what kind of way of living, as long as you are happy, you can do it.

"It's been a long time since I've played chess, how about we play two games?" Lai Tianguang said with great interest.

Pang Fei nodded. "Yes. ”

Steward Zhou brought the chessboard, and the two of them went down silently.

The situation on the chessboard is no longer as fierce as before, and it is as calm as a lake.

It seems that the perception of chess will also change with the attitude towards life.

"Ah, I'm a little sleepy, I'll squint for a while, let's continue later. After two sets, Lai Tianguang became sleepy.

Moreover, he said that he would sleep and fell asleep directly against the chair.

Pang Fei was a little uneasy, and subconsciously reached out to probe under his snort.

Fortunately, it's okay, it's breathing, it's really asleep, isn't it......

Pang Fei exhaled deeply, and just sat quietly, admiring the scenery in the courtyard.

The flowers and plants here are all planted by Lai Tianguang himself, some have bloomed, some are bearing fruit, and the fruitful appearance represents the vitality of life.

Some birds and butterflies wander and flutter in the yard, adding a lot of life and life.

A few minutes later, Lai Tianguang woke up again.

He smiled helplessly, "Hey, people are old, this drowsiness will come when it is said, and it will be left when it is said, and it cannot be controlled." Sometimes, I think that as soon as I close my eyes, I may never wake up again, but every time I wake up, I feel that it is worth it. ”

"At my age, I earn an extra day to live. Hey, come on, let's get on. ”

Pang Fei handed him the chess pieces, and the two continued to play chess.

"Lai Lao, don't you have any regrets in your life?" Pang Fei asked curiously.

Lai Tianguang said, "Of course, people live for a lifetime, how can they not have a little regret." But I want to open it, those regrets are what you have to do in your next life. You said that you have done everything to the extreme in your life, and you have no regrets at all, so what will you do in your next life?"

"Eat, drink, and have fun and live a carefree life, what's the difference between that and a pig? ”

"Haha. Pang Fei was amused.

Lai Tianguang's remarks were really made by Xin Cai.

Chatting with him made Pang Fei feel like he was washing his soul, as if many things were not a thing.

After playing chess for less than an hour, Lai Tianguang fell asleep three times, each time it scared Pang Fei, but every time it was a false alarm.

Near noon, Steward Zhou came out and said that he needed to take Lai Tianguang back to the house to rest, "The master has to rest at noon every day, this is his habit, if he doesn't sleep this time, he will have to be like that in the afternoon." ”

"I'll help you. ”

Pang Fei helped Steward Zhou send Lai Tianguang to the house, and after he fell asleep, the two turned around and left.

Lai Tianguang can fall asleep as soon as he falls on the bed, and the speed of sleep is really enviable.

But at the same time, it's also scary.

This situation has lasted for a month, and he can't wake up when he falls asleep that day, and Steward Zhou is now not an inch away, and he doesn't dare to stay too far away from him at all.

After serving the master for so many years, he is really reluctant.

"There will come a time when people will leave with a calm and peaceful mood, which is a good thing. Pang Fei said with relief.

Steward Zhou nodded and invited Pang Fei to rest in the side room, but Pang Fei refused.

"Take good care of your master, I'll come to visit him again another day when I have time." ”

Lai Tianguang's health is very bad now, and Pang Fei staying, but it will disturb his rest.

Just let him look at the flowers and enjoy the beautiful weather before leaving, and Pang Fei won't make trouble for him.

In the afternoon of the same day, Pang Fei received a call from Lai Tianguang, saying that it was a matter of the academy, and he had already arranged it for help.

Pang Fei was grateful, "Lai Lao, wait for the next time I go to see you, let's play a few more games." ”

"Okay, then I'll wait. ”

Pang Fei never expected that this call would become the last contact between him and Lai Tianguang.

The next day, Steward Zhou called him and told him that Lai Tianguang was gone!

Rao had already had such a mental preparation, but when he really heard Steward Zhou say that Lai Tianguang was gone, Pang Fei still felt like he had been hit by something, and "poofed".