On November 16th, I finished watching "Your Loneliness, Although You Are Defeated", and I felt a lot. It took me about a month to finish this book, because I was lazy, I loved to play with my phone, and I looked at it intermittently.

After reading this book, I also have a new definition of myself, it turns out that I am not lonely now, but lonely, and I have become confused after being lonely for a long time.

I didn't dare to eat alone and tried to eat alone, I didn't dare to walk in school alone, I was afraid of the eyes of others (maybe I was a little handsome), I didn't dare to do what I liked, I didn't dare to say what I wanted to say, sometimes the words came to my mouth and I swallowed it raw, I didn't dare to like a person again, I was confused and thought about the future, but I didn't know what I wanted now.

I don't want to be lonely, but I'm being lonely. My university was a herd mind, and many of the choices I made in my life were herd.

Now that I'm more than halfway through college, I haven't done anything, and I think I should do something, for example, English level 4, Mandarin level 2, although I also follow the trend of taking these certificates, but it's better than not having a goal.

I really need time to think about myself and get to know myself. It's a bit messy, just because I thought of it because I wrote it.

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