Sixty-nine Our Future
"The prince hasn't kissed you yet, why did my sleeping beauty wake up?" staring at Lele next to me, who had just opened her sleepy eyes, I couldn't help but lower my head and bit the girl's earlobe. It was already dawn, but none of us had any intention of getting up.
"Poor, you Beizi Pig!" Lele hugged me sideways, his little red face pressed tightly against my chest, "Remember the one thing you owe me?"
I shifted my body up and sat up slightly: "Well, you can say it." ”
"If there is a day...... I mean, if, one day I'm dead. You must promise me that you will not forget me, and ...... And don't do anything stupid......" Lele muttered to himself.
Hearing this, I couldn't help frowning, and before Lele finished speaking, I immediately covered her mouth with my hand: "Pig head, why do you say that you don't have these things?"
Lele struggled to break my hand, then sat up, and then quietly leaned into my arms: "Anyway, sooner or later, people will be born, old, sick and die, whether it is a few years, decades, there will be a day, I am afraid that I will walk in front of you in the future, so ...... Anyway, you just promise me. ”
"Lele, you think really far, okay, I promise you. I smiled and scratched the girl's nose, thinking nothing more about it as a boring topic like "Do you want to save me or your mother when you fall into the water?"
"No, you have to swear!" Lele looked at me seriously, still refusing to give up easily.
"Why are you doing so seriously? Under Lele's coercion and temptation, I had to raise my hand helplessly, "I swear!"
It was only at this point that Lele Fang breathed a sigh of relief as if it had been a big event, and we just sat motionless at the head of the bed.
"Becky. Lele suddenly broke the silence and reached out and gently shook my arm.
"Huh?" I twisted my head.
"I want to be your wife. Lele was amazing.
"Ahh......h We're still students, and we're ...... And I'm not old yet......"
"Don't you want to?" said Lele stared at me.
"No...... No, of course I do, but it's ...... at home," I defended helplessly, and my words were incoherent.
"My dad loves me the most, he won't object!" Lele insisted.
"Yes...... Why are you in such a hurry? We're all young, wait...... It's not too late to graduate!" I wasn't mentally prepared at all, and for a while, I really didn't know what to do.
"My dad is going back to China soon, I'll take you to my house on vacation......" Lele raised his head to himself, looking at the ceiling, and couldn't help but show a shy look on his face.
"See...... Meet the parents? This ...... That's too fast!" I suddenly felt a pang of unexplained fear, sitting in front of a strange adult, like a prisoner being interrogated, the cramped feeling I shuddered just thinking about it.
"Or ...... Or we can get engaged first. I gently pushed Lele's head with my forehead and proposed a compromise plan, "When I graduate, we will get married." "I don't know what the family's opinion will be, but with the good impression of Lele from my parents, I shouldn't be against it.
Unexpectedly, Lele sobbed softly without warning.
"You...... Don't cry?" I frantically reached out and wiped the tears from my cheeks.
But the more I talked about Lele, the more sad I became, and after a while, I cried into a tearful person. Looking at her pear blossom and rainy face, a pair of eyes full of tears, confused, it is really pitiful and lovely.
I don't know why Lele is crying, so I don't know how to comfort her.
After a long while, Lele stopped crying, only to see Lele wipe a handful of tears fiercely, and a smile appeared on his face: "Beizi pig, do you know? I'm just happy, crying with joy!"
Is this really the case? The answer is probably only known to Lele himself......
According to the plan, we were going to take Lele to our school today, and after leaving the hotel, we went straight to the station.
Even though it was a Sunday, it was still morning, so we didn't have the rush to return to school. Sitting on the bus to school, Lele was excited, and chattered non-stop along the way.
Out of the city, in the countryside, into the mountains......
After visiting the campus, it was still early, so I accompanied Lele on another trip to Beacon Hill. In the temple on the top of the mountain, looking at the back of Lele's sincere prayer, I couldn't help but feel an inexplicable warmth in my heart.
Lele didn't have classes on Monday morning, so I decided to wait until the next morning to go back.
After dinner, I walked around the campus with Lele, and when I passed by the stadium, I pointed to the stands next to the rostrum not far away, and said thoughtfully: "The starry sky here is really beautiful! Usually when I am alone, whenever there is something to worry about, I will always come here, sit quietly, face the sky alone, and think about nothing, after a while, the troubles will naturally disappear." ”
Hearing me say this, Lele couldn't help but look up at the sky, and then muttered with a little regret: "It's a pity that it's a cloudy day today, and I can't see the stars." ”
"But I saw something better than the stars. "I sold it to Lele with a wicked smile.
Lele didn't realize the meaning of my words, looked left and right for a long time, and couldn't help asking, "What is it?"
"Stupid, that's you. I gently tapped Lele's head.
"Okay, you, dare to say I'm stupid, Beizi pig, you're dead!" Lele angrily waved his pink fist at me, viciously making a beating appearance.
......
Looking back at the way we came,
There are always some complicated feelings,
We've walked so hard,
It's not easy to get to this point.
The pain of not being understood,
I can't reach the pure land of love,
It was you who brought me over the conflict,
Accompany me through the wind and rain and dangers.
If you can see happiness from the beginning,
Don't get lost in the whispers of other people's eyes,
Maybe I can't see love clearly,
Want to hold your hand firmly.
If this is the journey to love,
Maybe the process is destined to be full of thorns,
But I don't regret choosing this path,
Your love makes me feel deeply,
The feeling of being alive.
Sometimes I don't want to look back,
Too many tears and chaos all the way,
Thankfully, I became brave thanks to you.
I have never regretted choosing this path,
Because your love has made me see,
Happiness alive.
......
It's finally time to say goodbye, in the waiting room, a girl is playing Liang Jingru's "Road" on her mobile phone. The beautiful voice with a little tear accompanied by the beautiful melody of the music made me intoxicated.
I really hope that we can go on this road forever until one day is gray. Maybe the hand of the son, the happiness of the old with the son, is nothing more than that.
(2010.9.19 This chapter has been revised)