Before I got up early the next morning, I received a phone call for some reason, and I "fed" the microphone for a long time, but no one squeaked. It wasn't until I was about to hang up the phone that a faint sigh came from the microphone.

Although the voice was soft, I could easily hear the clue: "Haozi!?" I blurted out without hesitation.

After a moment of silence, the voice finally came from the phone: "It's my ......"

"Dead mouse, what are you doing?" Haozi's abnormal behavior made me feel quite strange, what kind of dead person was pretending to be in broad daylight? Could it be that he was too full? But it was early in the morning!

"Xiaobei, there's something I want to tell you......" Haozi seemed to stop talking.

"Cut, you can say something. "This is not Haozi's usual style, in my impression, Haozi has never been such a mother-in-law as today.

"You...... You'll have to promise me first...... Promise me not to...... Don't do stupid things......" Haozi's voice trembled uncontrollably, and I couldn't help but get nervous when Haozi was infected.

"What the hell, what the hell, you are talking!" Haozi's spitting and spitting made me a little panicked, and my heart hung in my throat, which was really uncomfortable.

"Becky...... I...... I ......" The voice on the phone was choppy.

I faintly felt bad in my heart, but no matter how I urged, Haozi couldn't hold back a complete sentence for a long time, I have known Haozi for fourteen years, and I have never seen him like this today.

"I'm a P! It shouldn't be a broken love, right? Okay, don't think about it, my brother will accompany you to drink at night!" Although I was very anxious, I still casually made a joke about Haozi.

There was silence on the other end of the phone again, Haozi seemed to calm down his mood, and then exhaled a long breath, and said the words word by word: "It's Lele, Lele has an accident." ”

"What?" Haozi's words made my brain go blank for an instant, and I repeated it in disbelief, "What's wrong? What's wrong?" Haozi, what are you making international jokes? Are you full......"

My reaction was already expected by Haozi, who didn't pay attention to my emotions, but choked up and continued: "Yesterday...... Yesterday at around 4 p.m....... The car overturned into the Minjiang River......"

Hearing this, my brain seemed to be exploded, tears flowed down my cheeks uncontrollably, and I couldn't help but yell into the microphone: "That Lele...... Lele, what's wrong with her?Tell me what's wrong with Lele......"

"Becky?" Hearing my roar, my mother immediately pushed the door open and walked in, but when she saw the tears on my face, she consciously retreated and closed the door casually.

"Also...... Still haven't found ...... But hopefully...... There is little hope......" Haozi replied mechanically.

Listening to Haozi's weak words, a trace of doubt suddenly flashed in my heart.

"No, no, Haozi, how do you know?" Haozi was joking with me, it must be like this! Although my self-consolation seemed very pale, after all, this was the only straw I could grasp at the moment.

"Sister Lele...... Her sister had just called me...... "Hiroko's explanation made me even more confused.

"Sister, when did Lele have a sister?Why did I never know?" I tried to calm my emotions, "Even if Lele has a sister, why doesn't she come to me directly, but wants to find you? Enough Haozi! It's not fun!"

Faced with my barrage of questions, Haozi didn't know what to say to me for a while: "It's Cousin Lele, after all...... After all, there are some words, after all, she is not familiar with you...... Some things are hard to say...... Haozi sighed slightly, and then comforted me, "Xiaobei, the matter has come to this, don't ......"

I don't know how to hang up the phone, stumbling to my feet, my eyes blurry with tears, staggering to the closet to the door, letting my body slide quietly down the door to the floor.

Lele, are you really leaving? Don't you keep saying that your life is hard, and even God can't do anything about you?

Could it be that that night in the West Lake, is that you and me say goodbye? Lele, tell me quickly, tell me that everything is not true......

The cold floor made my confused brain think of something, and I almost crawled back to the phone, reached out and grabbed the microphone, and desperately dialed the number that was too familiar to be known.

Lele, I remember that every time I looked for you before, you could always pick up the phone as soon as possible, and never let me wait for a second longer. I listened to you with trepidation and joy, and told you everything that happened in the school. But now, why don't you answer the phone? Lele, please, answer quickly!

"I'm sorry, the number you dialed can't be reached for the time being, please dial again later......" Unwillingly, I redialed it more than ten times in a row, but this gentle voice always echoed in my ears, but at this moment, it sounded extremely terrifying, and finally I chose to give up......

"I used to imagine a picture on the bus: the car is at the turn, sliding off the road, rushing into the Pacific Ocean, what is it going to do in the 5 seconds when it falls into the sea? I'm going to call you, listen to you say 'Hey' and then you can hear the sound of seaweed, the sound of fish, and the cry of my life......" Sitting on the pillow in a daze, I couldn't help but think of Lele's message in my space before leaving, but I didn't expect it to come true.

Lele, is this your prophecy? I questioned the air, the ceiling, and the Lele who didn't know where he was.

Locked myself in my room all day, didn't eat, and couldn't eat anyway. When it got dark outside the window, I finally decided to go out for a walk.

"Xiaobei ......" saw me walk out of the room, my mother hurriedly got up from the sofa, shouted at me worriedly, and my father immediately followed, grabbed my mother, and gently patted her shoulder......

The night was dark and heavy, just like my mood at the moment.

Sitting quietly on the bank of the river, looking up at the enchanting night sky, the stars seemed to be within reach of my eyes. It's just that the girl who used to stand in front of the statue not far away and shouted at me, where is it?

Gradually, the conversation we had here that day echoed in my ears:

"What a beautiful night sky!"

"Why didn't I see how beautiful the sky was?"

"You short-sighted! How nice it would be if human life could be as eternal as the stars!"

"Lele, you're sick again*. ”

"Hehe, sort of. It's just that even stars, maybe they can't exist forever, such as meteors, after beauty, they are fleeting...... Maybe I'm a shooting star. ”

......

I want to cross the edge of melancholy and hold you tightly, but I am afraid that I will alarm you and make you disappear without a trace. Perhaps the moment you have it, you are already doomed to today's loss!

Thoughts pervade my heart......

(2010.10.8 This chapter has been revised)