Chapter 241: It's good to get together and disperse, he doesn't mind him coming to protect
"Let's ......" Lin Xinmo took another deep breath.
I mustered up the courage to continue: "The world we have lived in since we were children is different, and the things we have experienced are also different, so our outlook on life, worldview, and values are different, and it is difficult to get along all the time. ”
Even if there was not a word in this paragraph that she wanted to say, she finished it in a steady tone, without revealing a trace of true emotion.
But in this way, she was really uncomfortable.
In fact, all she really wants to say is one sentence -
Thank you and sorry.
But I can't say.
Because what she was thinking in her heart couldn't let Ling Xingmo know.
Sure enough, after Ling Xingmo heard this, the heavy and depressed aura on his body hit like a raging wind.
"I never felt like we had any different views. Ling Xingmo suppressed his temper and said.
"Maybe you didn't notice, sometimes some of your ways of doing things are very different from mine. ”
"What can I change? ”
Ling Xingmo had made such compromises, and Lin Xinmo was even more uncomfortable.
Her heart felt like a thousand pounds of iron had been stuffed, but she couldn't move it, and it was so heavy that she couldn't breathe.
"It's nothing, in fact, there is no need for the two of us to dwell on those things anymore, what really makes us farther and farther away should be the psychological distance, isn't it?" Lin Xinmo laughed self-deprecatingly after speaking.
In this way, she seems to really disagree with many of Ling Xingmo's practices, but she is helpless.
But who knows how tired she is from pretending?
Maybe she also has the potential to act.
"You haven't told me a lot of things, how long can you maintain such a relationship of distrust between each other?" Lin Xinmo continued. As the words fell, Ling Xingmo's expression became more depressed, and the wrinkles between his brows became deeper and deeper.
Looking at the wrinkles between his brows, she really wanted to smooth them for him.
She didn't want him like that, not at all.
She didn't want to hurt Ling Xingmo, she also knew that there must be a reason for Ling Xingmo not to tell her, and she didn't complain at all.
However, she used this reason as an excuse to slander him.
She was even more uncomfortable than Ling Xingmo.
She felt so painful, she was torn hard, and it hurt to be pulled.
How much she wanted to tell Ling Xingmo the truth directly, tell him what Shen Jiaying said to her, and how much she wanted to ask Ling Xingmo if she thought she was a burden, if not, would she be with him all the time.
She didn't want anything, she just wanted to see him every day, to hear him say, good night.
However, she couldn't, couldn't be so selfish, couldn't selfishly bind Ling Xingmo.
Long pain is better than short pain, isn't it?
In fact, according to Ling Xingmo's genius brain and careful thinking, he should soon be able to guess the reason why Lin Xinmo said these words, but because it was his first time in love, and Lin Xinmo's words were too reasonable, and his emotions were too good.
So he believed.
He did have a lot of things he didn't tell her.
He thought that Lin Xinmo had discovered something, that he had deliberately concealed her, that he didn't trust her, and that he had hurt her......
But he just wanted to protect her.
"Later, I'll tell you all about it later. Ling Xingmo said in a low tone.
Lin Xinmo had never seen Ling Xingmo speak in such a humble tone, she couldn't listen anymore, she felt that she would not be able to get out of this door.
"No need, let's get together and disperse. There are basically no things of mine here, I don't need to clean up anything, I will return this shawl to you after it is cleaned tomorrow. Lin Xinmo was about to leave after speaking.
"Why should someone else give it back to me, take it yourself and give it back to me. Ling Xingmo's tone concealed suppressed anger.
But Lin Xinmo ignored it, but continued to walk out.
Ling Xingmo got up and grabbed Lin Xinmo, but before Lin Xinmo could react, a cold lip was attached to her lips.
This kiss was more domineering and powerful than ever.
Lin Xinmo felt that her touch was taken away in an instant, and her lips and tongue couldn't be dominated by her......
He is plundering, venting, there is no euphemism, only tossing and biting......
Yes, it's a bite.
There was soon a smell of blood on her lips, and traces of blood oozed from the corners of her mouth, it hurt, she tried hard to break free of Ling Xingmo, but Ling Xingmo imprisoned her very tightly.
Just want to keep her in his arms, within his bounds.
She couldn't break free.
The breath gradually disappeared from her chest, and she didn't have the strength to push Ling Xingmo away again.
Forget it, let him vent.
But Ling Xingmo felt that Lin Xinmo didn't move at all, like a puppet at his mercy.
It was even more uncomfortable for him than she was struggling just now.
He let go and let go of Lin Xinmo, he knew that he needed to calm down at this time.
He even felt that he was tired......
He didn't feel tired after a week of high-intensity work, and he didn't feel tired after working for more than ten hours on the plane without resting, but now he feels that he is tired......
I'm so tired......
Lin Xinmo left, leaving like a puppet.
No sense, no touch, no emotion......
It's just that when she was about to walk out of Ling Xingmo's villa area, she glanced back at the second floor of Ling Xingmo's villa.
That's where she used to live, and there are still three pots of flowers, three pots of flowers that are just seeds, three pots of flowers that she has been taking care of, three pots of flowers that she has been looking forward to growing and blooming......
There was also the third floor, where was Ling Xingmo's room, where she had placed potted plants with him, where he had kissed her, and where she had confided her heart to him......
That room had a smart ceiling, and she hadn't seen the stars there with him......
But she was leaving, and she couldn't see the blooming flowers, nor the stars, and she couldn't go into that room again.
With regret and sadness, she walked and walked and ......walked and walked
I went to my feet and blistered, and I walked to my feet and left blood.
When he walked to Ah Cheng, he couldn't hold back anymore, he came out of the shadows, wanted to carry her, and was pushed away by her.
I want to put on her coat and throw her on the ground.
She is a dead-eyed person, she can persist for many years for one thing, or she can remember one thing for many years.
Her toughness has been formed since she was a child, and it is unpredictable for outsiders.
But Ah Cheng felt very sorry for her.
Because she's digesting her sadness alone, digesting all the things that happened today.
He saw her like a fairy today, and he also saw her who was lost and depressed.
He basically heard the conversation between her and Shen Jiaying in the garden.
In this short period of time, he saw her beauty, her smile, her nervousness, her helplessness, her helplessness, her self-blame, and her sadness......
He used to think that Ling Xingmo was the most capable person to protect her, and in that garage, the man he saw was ruthless and resolute and had connections and means.
But now he also saw the man who made Lin Xinmo sad and forced Lin Xinmo to be injured.
If Ling Xingmo didn't have the ability to protect Lin Xinmo, if Ling Xingmo would bring too much trouble and pain to Lin Xinmo, then he didn't mind if he came to protect Lin Xinmo.
Even if he wasn't as strong as Ling Xingmo, he would do his best......