"Teacher Zhang, what's wrong with you lately...... I feel like you're depressed, what's the matter?"

The female teacher next door couldn't help but interject again, because she was always lying on the desk and silent after returning to the office after class, and others talked to her, and there were not as many words as before, which made the female teacher have some bad premonitions, and the news of those married men who deceived young girls in the past gradually came to mind.

"It's nothing, I'm fine......"

Burying his head in his arms, he didn't forget to put a cow-striped pillow on his back, and replied sullenly, this state made the female teacher even more worried, and walked over, reached out and touched her forehead.

She felt a little hot, but she wasn't sure if it was because her hands were cold, or if she had been covering her arms for too long, anyway, the female teacher sighed worriedly, and with a kind of care similar to that of a mother, she gently lifted her hiding head.

"Come, I'll see. ”

The soft body part was close to her forehead, and the sound of breathing she heard proved that it was the female teacher's cheek, and then she learned the reason why she was weak and weak today.

"You have a fever. ”

"Really, no wonder I'm a little sick today. ”

The first two days I didn't want to speak, but today I didn't have the strength to speak, she wanted to go back to the dormitory to take her temperature during the lunch break, but she was discovered just when she wanted to rest.

"Do you have a cough?

"None of them. ”

Okay, you wait a minute, I'll go to the clinic and get some medicine for you.

"Hey, Sister Zhang. ”

"What's wrong? Or is it uncomfortable somewhere else?"

"It's all right......"

She had the intention to stop the female teacher, but she didn't know why, she suddenly stopped, her hand was raised violently, but she quietly put it down, buried her head in her arms again, and listened to Sister Zhang put the hot water on her table.

After a while, Sister Zhang came back, with a thermometer and medicine, she was obedient like a deer, opened her arms, and waited for Sister Zhang's hand to reach into the sweater, staying under her armpits, she had itchy flesh, and inadvertently shrank after being touched, and the warm armpits touched the cold thermometer, and there was a shiver.

"Clamp it, well, the water temperature is just right, hurry up and take the medicine, it's windy these two days, it's too easy to catch a cold, I'll help you bring your clothes over later, go in and wear it tightly, even if it's hot and sweaty, don't take off your clothes." ”

After all, Sister Zhang is older and can't bear the cold, and the young man is still wearing a jacket, so she put on the cotton clothes early, and the office is quite warm, so she took off her clothes and gently covered the fawn.

The medicine that Sister Zhang brought was not sugar-coated, and the particles were still very large, and she had a small throat and eyes, so she needed to bite the pill in half and take it, so that it would be more bitter to eat, she held the water cup, frowned, tilted her head, swallowed the medicine with a grunt, sighed, and said thank you like a gossamer.

"Can you tell Sister Zhang, what's wrong with you?"

A cold is one thing, and a low mood is also one thing, the two are related, and there will be no conflict, Sister Zhang can feel her loss, and it is not caused by a cold.

"Nothing ......"

"Did he bully you?"

This time, Sister Zhang decided to get to the bottom of it, out of kindness, and the care for this little colleague who is only a few years older than her child, she wants to know if the inside story is the same as what she thinks in her heart, even if her thoughts are really negative, but if it is true, she must not let Teacher Xiaozhang suffer this dumb loss.

"No, I don't. ”

"Just tell Sister Zhang, you still have to ask someone to come over for help in this kind of thing, tell my sister, sister is a person who came over after all, maybe it can give you a little inspiration, what do you say?"

After listening to Sister Zhang's words, she showed a little hesitation, slowly sat up straight, held the water cup in the fixed position with both hands, and quietly took a sip.

"He didn't bully me...... He's always been nice to me, he's just ...... I don't feel anything. ”

"Has he kissed you before, has he hugged you?"

Seeing that she shook her head, Sister Zhang knew the result, if she had kissed, hugged, or even slept with her, the man said that he didn't feel for her, that is, he met a real scumbag, but people didn't do anything, everything stopped at courtesy, then the problem was naturally her body, and it was just wishful thinking after all.

"He's very good, he really doesn't dislike me for not being able to see, he doesn't play with me like other people, I can feel it, so I like him very much, not entirely because he knows a lot. ”

Sister Zhang was thinking about what to say in the next sentence, but she suddenly revealed to Sister Zhang her opinion of that man, Sister Zhang deliberately glanced at her eyes, there were no tears, indicating that she was not aggrieved and had no complaints about men.

"When he rejected me, he kept saying that he couldn't take care of me, so I was sad, but I was very grateful to him, because she didn't dislike me and rejected me, so ...... Even if I can't be together, I'm very happy, he treats me as a normal person, Sister Zhang, it's been a long time since anyone treats me as an ordinary person......"

"This ...... He's pretty good. ”

I don't know why, or maybe it should be, Sister Zhang praised Lu Ze, even if she hadn't seen it, but from her description, Sister Zhang roughly depicted a gentle image of a man in her mind.

Maybe he was obese, or maybe he was ugly, and maybe even like the people in this school, he was physically disabled, otherwise, she really didn't know what kind of person she should be, so she would understand and affirm a blind girl in every way.

Because, Sister Zhang has lived most of her life, and she has never met such a warm person.

"Well, others are really very good, but they always lie to me, give me juice to drink but keep telling me that it's water, because of this, I feel that every time I drink it, it will be very sweet, like a surprise waiting for me, or warmth, I believe everything he said, but I don't believe it, he will like me, I have long expected this, after all, no one will like a person who can't take care of himself, but there is no way, I just like him. ”

"Small Chapter ......"

Sister Zhang looked at her exposed prosthetic leg, even if Teacher Xiaozhang couldn't see it, she couldn't adapt to recovering her trouser legs, she understood this feeling, because such a thing had happened to her.

So I was going to express my thoughts silently, but I didn't expect him to be able to read Braille, and to reject me neatly, it would also break my mind, and I would be able to teach as before, which is good. ”

"It's ...... you think so"

"But I don't want to do this, who doesn't want to live independently, I also want to see what it's like outside like other girls......!

touched a certain point of the outburst, which was very surprising to Sister Zhang, but it was reasonable, she was a weak girl, but it didn't mean that she wouldn't squeeze the desire for color in her heart, just like her young self, she was also eager to run wild on the endless wheat field.

"I'm sorry Sister Zhang......"

"It's okay, you can sleep well, I'll go get your clothes. ”

Comforting her again, lying on the table and preparing to sleep, Sister Zhang changed into the thin coat she wore in daily classes, hurriedly went downstairs, passed by the dormitory building, walked towards the school gate, and walked to the beer house, but unexpectedly, the store door was firmly locked.

"Daylight ...... Where can people go?"

After taking a closer look at the roller shutter door, there was no contact number or whereabouts notice left on it, so she could only stand at the door and ask in wonder.

“......”