The sky was gray, and the cold wind kept banging on the window, making an inexplicable whistling, just like my mood at the moment. The hour hand quietly pointed to nine o'clock, and the first class was probably over, but I was lying on the bed, but I didn't want to move.

Last night, after dinner in the student street, I was walking back to the dormitory by myself, unconsciously glancing at the small restaurant on the side of the road, but unexpectedly made an unexpected discovery. On the glass of the restaurant window, a familiar face is reflected, she is Xiao Z. Little Z's smile is still the same as before, but in my eyes, it is more like a wordless sarcasm.

I chose to leave because I saw another boy beside her......

At this moment, Lele lost no time in calling me.

"How's it going, Beizi Pig, hasn't that girl caught up yet?" As soon as the phone was connected, Lele couldn't wait to ask.

"No, I've been rejected several times. I sat up lazily and shook my head helplessly, even though Lele couldn't see it at all.

"I said, two months are coming soon, if you don't work hard, you will lose. Lele couldn't help but remind me.

"Lele, I don't want to continue, you better let me go! I admit defeat, do I admit defeat?" I said weakly.

Strange to say, in recent days, this kind of conversation has almost become the opening sentence that Lele and I are used to.

I remember that day, after listening to the three chapters of Lele's covenant, I really couldn't bear it anymore: "I really don't want to find any girlfriends in school! Lele! I'm very content with you! Don't force me!" It seems that I have never been so excited since I was born, and this is probably the first time that I have been so angry with Lele for more than four years.

"It's not that I don't want to look for it, it's that I can't find it at all. Lele's words are more like adding fuel to the fire, for some reason, Lele, who has always been mild-tempered, is like this.

"Che ......" I don't want to get entangled with Lele on this issue anymore, so I sloppily and tried to divert this embarrassing topic, who knows that Lele is not willing to give up easily.

"Since you can find it, then prove it to me!" Lele's tone was slightly mocking.

"You ......" I have never seen such an unreasonable Lele, for a while, I was so angry that I couldn't speak for a long time, "Okay! Lele! Since you want to see it, then I'll prove it to you!"

"Okay, Beizi Pig, why don't we make a bet?" Lele always had a smile on his face, but at the moment, it seemed to me that it was unusually dazzling.

"Bet on what?" I asked, standing up from the steps and without hesitation.

"Well, give you two months, if you can't catch up with your girlfriend at school, you have to promise me one thing!" Lele thought for a moment before he said seriously word by word.

"And what if you catch it?" I asked angrily.

"If I catch up, I'll promise you one thing!" Lele replied without thinking, with full confidence, maybe she had already decided that I couldn't catch up with other girls.

"What do you say?" Lele's attitude made me even more determined, I must prove to Lele that I am not unwanted.

But today, looking back, I can't help but regret the rash decision I made that day, and it seems that I still took it for granted. Gradually, I couldn't help but think of that fragmented scene in my mind......

"Hey, why can't I turn on my phone?" Xiao Z sat in his seat, fiddling with a brand-new MOTO mobile phone, with an anxious look written on his face.

"Isn't it? I hurriedly walked over, "Anyway, if I get it for you, will there be any reward?"

"Well, then please eat the roasted fairy grass. Little Z blushed and handed the phone to me.

Taking the phone, I tried to adjust my breathing, pulled up my sleeves, prepared for the worst, and then concentrated on pressing the power button with all my might.

The screen lit up instantly, but it was extremely smooth. It's that simple.

"Haha, it's repaired! Remember to owe me a cup of roasted fairy grass. Shaking the phone that I "repaired", the corners of my mouth couldn't help but show a faint evil smile.

The burning fairy grass was slippery and comfortable in his mouth, and it seemed that even his mood had improved.

Lele, I won this bet!

......

"I'm sorry, I think we'd better be friends. "I can't remember exactly how many times this is the first time Little Z has rejected me.

"Why? Why don't you try to start, how do you know if you can? From today onwards, every night this week, from seven to nine o'clock, I'll be waiting for you in the stands of the playground......" I yelled hysterically at Little Z.

I knew that failure was destined to be irreparable, but I still desperately wanted to make a last fight, maybe this is where my tragedy lies!

The wind, it's really cold!

Sitting quietly in the stands next to the playground, my whole body was frozen cold, although I was still waiting for a miracle to happen, but my hope had long since faded with time.

It's already the seventh day, and after 9 o'clock, it's time for everything to be over completely.

I think back to a week ago, when I sent the MP3 with the recording of my affectionate confession and a pot of cactus to Xiao Z, how confident I was. However, it seems that I still know too little about Little Z.

She didn't show up after all......

"You're too useless, aren't you! a girl can't handle it!" Lele on the other end of the phone looked angry.

"Lele, are you so eager to push your boyfriend into someone else's arms?"

"You don't understand......" probably heard that I was angry, and Lele immediately slowed down his tone.

"I don't understand it again! Lele! Don't you use this sentence to perfunctory me every time, okay?" I put a big question mark in my heart, is this still the Lele I knew at the beginning, "You have changed! You have really changed!"

"Becky, I'm ......" Lele tried to explain something to me.

"Okay, I won't play this boring game! I don't want to play it anymore! That's it, Lele!" Before Lele could speak, I had already cut off the phone fiercely.

As soon as I was about to put down my phone, my roommate Xiaolang sent a text message: "Xiaobei, come on! The teacher is named!" I glanced at the content of the text message, then threw the phone aside, lay down again, and buried my head deep in the bed.

I would like to turn into a tear in your heart, maybe only when you touch this tear will you understand the helplessness of my love for you......

(2010.9.15 This chapter has been revised)