10. Not alone
The next day, Maori Shiro woke up in a daze, only to find himself in a hospital bed, and his right hand was on a drip.
"Xiaobai, how are you feeling now?" Mori Kogoro looked at the woke Mori Haku. stood up and said to him
"Uncle Maori, I'm sorry to worry you." Mori Shiraku, who was lying on the hospital bed, turned his head sideways and looked at Mori Kogoro and said.
"It's okay.it's okay." Mori Kogoro listened to Maori Bai lying on the hospital bed say this, touched Maori Bai's head, and all the blame words could not be spoken.
It was quiet for a few minutes, and Mori Bai looked at the ceiling without saying a word, and Mori Kogoro, who was already sitting in a chair next to him, also looked at Mori Bai lying on the hospital bed without saying a word.
"Xiaobai, tell my uncle how you drank yesterday." Mori Kogoro looked at the silent Maori Shiro, breaking this quiet occasion, although at this time he always felt that his nephew felt so lonely to himself, it was the kind of loneliness that should not happen to a 7-year-old child.
"It's okay, Uncle Maori, but every time I see you, I drink, and then I fall asleep, I thought of something yesterday, I don't know how to go to the vending machine and buy a few listens, and then I drink." Maori Shiro turned his head sideways, looked at Maori Kogoro, and said softly.
"Xiaobai, can you tell your uncle?" Mori Kogoro looked at the expressionless Mori Shiro.
"I think of her." After Maori Bai finished speaking, he looked at the ceiling again.
"Is she (him) your parents?" Kogoro Maori looked at Maori Shiro and seemed to feel his eyes slowly drift away into the distance.
It's just, at this time, no one can answer, just because. Maori Bai kept looking at the ceiling and didn't say a word.
"It seems, he's remembering his parents." Mori Kogoro looked at Mori Shiro, who had been looking at the ceiling, and thought to himself.
As time went on, neither of the people in the room said anything, the room was quiet, it was quiet, if you could hear well, you could even hear the dropper dripping from the dropper.
When the intravenous drip was finished, Kogoro Mori looked at his nephew who was lying on the hospital bed without saying a word.
"Xiaobai, let's go home, come on, uncle will carry you home." Mori Kogoro stepped forward, picked up Mori Shiro, and then asked him to stand firm, turned around, and said to Mori Shiro.
Because when he came to the hospital, he was only on an intravenous drip, not in the hospital, so the clothes he was wearing now were the same black robes that he wore when he went out.
Mori Shiro looked at Mori Kogoro, who turned around and spoke to him, and then lowered his head.
Seeing that it didn't seem to have the desired effect, Mori Kogoro, who turned his head, looked at Mori Bai with his head down, and then looked down himself, and saw a pair of canvas shoes on the ground.
"Haha, you see uncle's memory, I forgot to put your shoes on, come, sit on the bed, uncle put on you, and then uncle carries you home." Kogoro Mori hugged Mori Bai with both hands, sat him on the hospital bed, picked up the canvas shoes on the floor, and put them on.
When everything was dressed, Mori Kogoro turned around, opened the door of the hospital room with Mori White on his back, and walked out.
As Mori Kogoro walked up one staircase after another, he walked out of the hospital after reaching the first floor.
"Uncle, what do you say people live for?" Maori Shira, who was on Maori Kogoro's back, leaned his face against Maori Kogoro's back and asked this sentence.
"What do people live for?" Mori Kogoro heard this, and as he walked, he said, and then raised his head, as if thinking about something.
"If, then, I just died like this, I could go and spend time with her, and then, she wouldn't be so lonely. I think she had been waiting for me in another place for a long time." Without waiting for Mori Kogoro to say the answer, Mori Bai said softly, as if he was talking to himself.
"It's not right for you to think so, little ghost." Mori Kogoro heard this and said loudly with anger.
"You know, your parents have to protect you even when they die, and if you say such a disheartening thing, isn't that a disappointment to their expectations?" Mori Kogoro stopped and looked at the sky, and replied softly.
"Expectation," Maori Shiro still relied on Maori Kogoro, as if he didn't have any strength in his body.
"yes." Mori Kogoro looked at the sky and replied.
"But is that really going to be the case?" Maori Bai asked.
"Yes," Kogoro Mori replied affirmatively as he walked.
"But, her departure, my heart, it hurts, it hurts, every time I think about it, I cry, and every time I feel so close in my dreams, I can touch her, but when I reach out, I realize that I haven't touched anything." Maori Bai, as always, leaned against Maori Bai, and his voice was a little dry.
Mori Kogoro listened to his nephew's dry voice, and he felt pain himself, and this was only a 7-year-old child.
"Every time I wake up, I think about her face, I cry for a long time, I lose, I really lose, I never get back." Mori Hakuro said, tears running down his cheeks and falling on Mori Kogoro's suit.
"You're not alone." Mori Kogoro, who had been walking, stopped.
Mori Hakuro heard this, raised his head, and looked at Mori Kogoro who was squatting down.
The sky began to slowly start to rain lightly, but at this time, Mori Kogoro and Mori Shiro didn't seem to care about the raindrops.
"I'm not alone," Maori Bai said to himself.
"Yes, you're not alone, you'll never be, you're still an uncle, you're still there, you're still a little ghost, you're still a friend, you're going to have a lover, you're going to have a wife, you're not alone, you're not alone." Mori Kogoro put Mori Haku off his back, put his hand on Mori Shiro's shoulder, and said to him affirmatively.
"I'm not alone," Maoribai continued, and looked up.
The raindrops are slowly getting bigger, and the pedestrians are running in a chaotic way, for fear that when it rains, they will get wet.
At this time, Maori Bai lowered his head and sniffed... A line of tears flowed down the corner of his eye.
"So, for the people you care about, for the people who care about you, live well, the future, the future will be better." Mori Kogoro looked at Mori Shiro who lowered his head and sniffed.
"Woo," Maori White cried softly...
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, drenching his whole body in an instant, but he didn't feel anything.
"Cry, cry if you want to cry, cry loudly, cry well." In front of him, Maori Kogoro was also drenched, and the rain slid down his cheeks
"Whoa," Maori Bai, who heard this, cried louder and louder
The rain had confused his tears, and no one could tell if it was tears or rain on his cheeks.
Passers-by who were running by also looked at the squatting Mori Kogoro and Mori Haku.
Rain... It also got heavier and heavier, and soon it became a torrential rain, and you could hear the sound of the rain dripping on the ground, and you could still feel a trace of pain even on the body.
It seems that the cry has drowned out the sound of the rain.
And everybody who passes by, everybody who listens to Maori Bai's crying, feels a little sadness, no one knows where that sadness comes from, and there are even some people who run and run and cry unconsciously, just because the rain mixes up the tears, and everyone mistakenly thinks it's just their own delusion.
It's just that... Is that really a delusion?
And Maori Kogoro, who was squatting in front of Maori Bai, could only quietly look at the crying Maori Bai.
Passers-by can feel the sadness from Maori Bai's side.He is so close.How can he not feel it.It's just.At this time, he doesn't want to disturb Maori Bai.
His thoughts seemed to go back to when his brother was still alive, remembering when Maori Bai was born, his brother looked at his white hair, and his smile fell into sorrow because of the gray hair.
I still remember, when I went to see my brother later, my brother smiled and said to himself, I must let myself grow up happily, but my sister-in-law covered her mouth and laughed.
I think of my brother's smile, and my sister-in-law's smile, and my wish for them at that time.
But that wish is very simple for them, or a little difficult wish, but it can't be fulfilled.
And the nephew in front of him also lost his parents because of this, but what he didn't expect was that he would be so sad, and even. This kind of sadness is painful.
When I think of Maori Bai crying silently in the room, I think of him waking up from a dream, and there is no longer a smile on my brother and sister-in-law, and I am left alone in bed.
It's like losing your bearings, staying where you are, not knowing where to go.
Unconsciously, tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, tears mixed with the rain, but he knew, it was his own tears, he couldn't cry out loud like Maori Bai, because, he had to be mature in front of his nephew, and if he cried, wouldn't that damage his image... You know, now he's his spiritual support, and if he cries, what about him...
You know, it's you who tells him to be strong, but if you cry, it's not telling him, I'm not strong, in that case, how will he look at it, and how will he do it?
So, he can't cry as loudly as Maori Bai, he can only cry silently.
Tears in my eyes, watching Maori Bai cry loudly.
Actually, he wanted to cry out loud.
He is such an older brother.Although he hasn't had much contact with him in recent years.But he knows.Their brotherly relationship will not slowly fade because they haven't been in touch for a long time.You know.Brother is such an emotional person.And because of this.Sister-in-law also took a fancy to this and married his brother.。
When I remembered the marriage of my brother and sister-in-law, I said to myself, "You're not too young, you should be married, don't let Yingli wait too long.
I think of my brother and sister-in-law's heartfelt blessings when I got married.
I remembered that after I came out of the search lesson, before I became a detective, my brother would smile and pat himself on the shoulder and say, "Let's go, let's have a drink."
Even, when the company is frustrated, he will smile and say to himself, "It's okay, this little thing won't hit me, and if the company really goes out of business, it's a big deal, I'll sell everything I can, pay off all the bills, and I'm starting all over again."
Brother, he's such a kind person.
It's just, now, he's left with his only son.
Mori Kogoro thought.Looking at the Mori white in front of him.
He's been crying for a long time, and his voice is slowly getting covered by the sound of rain.
It's just that his tears are still flowing, and he really seems to want to cry like this.
I don't know how long time has passed.
Maori Bai slowly opened his eyes, quietly watching the raindrops falling from the sky, because of the fever, Maori Uncle may have just gotten up and carried himself to the hospital for infusion, so he didn't take his glasses.
The raindrops were dripping in my eyes, and there was a little bit of pain.
It seems that I saw her smile in the sky.
She seemed to be saying something.
The lips were moving slightly, and they were saying something...
"Take care of yourself, I want you to live well."
At this time, Maoribai's voice rang in her ears.
Seems to hear her voice.
Maori White reached out to the sky as if to grab her.
It's just that she's getting farther and farther away.
Seems like an illusion?
That's definitely not ...
Maori Bai watched her figure slowly disappear from the sky.
Tears flowed all the time, but, now, he stopped crying.
The rain began to slowly become lighter.
As if in response to what the figure said, Maori's eyes became firm.
Then it closes slowly.
He's used to squinting like this, not letting people see his heart.
The eyes are a window to the human soul, and my eyes have been darkened.
He didn't want anyone else to see it, though.
But. I'm used to this kind of action, so let's just go ahead...
Looking at Maori Bai, who has stopped crying.
He knew. He'd had cried enough.Mori Kogoro stood up.
"Let's go home." After Mori Kogoro finished speaking, he slowly walked towards the detective office.
"Hi" Mori Bai replied loudly to Mori Kogoro, and followed Mori Kogoro's footsteps, step by step, towards home.
Yes, that's his home, and he's not alone at this moment.
I have Uncle Maori, Sister Xiaolan, and Conan, Motota, Mitsuhiko, Ayumi and others from the Junior Detective Team.
I'm not alone anymore.