Chapter 39: Back to the Beginning

Xu is mother and daughter were too tired last night, Hei Tian went back and forth on the side of the bed countless times without waking up the two, until noon, the courier came to the door, and Lin Xi was woken up.

It is a courier wrapped in a document bag, and the sender's information is not stated on it.

Lin Xi was so puzzled that he opened the express, Hei Tian thought it was his own snacks or toys or something like that, and he was so excited that he circled around Lin Xi's feet.

A bank card, and a letter.

【Lin Xi:

During this time of separation, I thought about it for a long time. Maybe we started with the wrong way.

You blindly cater to me, and I blindly ask and take, and everyone can still maintain this freshness and balance at the beginning. But after a long time, after a serious imbalance between the proportion of pay and return, you have changed. 】

Seeing this, Lin Xi raised his head and chuckled, even if it was a breakup, even if it was really as he said, he thought about it for a long time, and came to the conclusion that she had changed.

[I thought that sincere feelings do not need to be measured by material things, I left home, lived with you in Shanghai, and entrusted my personal and emotional authority to you, but in exchange for your growing temper and unwarranted demands. 】

Lin Xi smiled, the more he looked at it, the more he wanted to laugh, after so many years of dedication, is this the evaluation he has got? His eyes, which were already red and swollen from crying because of what happened last night, are now overflowing with tears.

[Your mother said, I owe you these things, and now that I have paid it off, please take care of yourself and your mother, and don't do anything excessive and harass my family. 】

Seeing this, Lin Xi picked up the letter and card, walked into the room angrily, and asked Chu Yun loudly who was still asleep.

"Mom, what the hell have you done!"

Chu Yun was awakened in a daze, and looked at Lin Xi with an angry look.

Lin Xi raised the letter and card in his hand and threw them on the bed. Chu Yun picked up the letter and rubbed his eyes before he could barely see the content on it.

"This kid, is it still human!" Chu Yun threw the letter aside and picked up the bank card on the bed again: "But fortunately, my mother still helped you recover some losses." ”

"Mom, what are you and me!" Seeing that Chu Yun had no intention of introspection, Lin Xi felt as if he was a commodity that was taken by Chu Yun to bargain.

"Oh, it's all divided, is it wrong for me to help my woman get justice? You have provided him with food, shelter, clothing and service for him for so many years, shouldn't their family be responsible?"

"Mom, I'm a person, not a commodity!" Lin Xi trembled and put her hand on her chest, at this time, she was ashamed and indignant, she thought that she had broken up decently, and she had retained her last dignity, but now, Fang Feiyu used a bank card to trample her so-called dignity under her feet, and the culprit of all this was her own mother, who made a fuss last night.

"Hey, I said, don't be weak in your brain, okay! You are my daughter, will I hurt you? I know what you think in your heart, do you think you have no face? That kind of person, that family, will not have any intersection in the future, I will not get back the feelings you paid, and I will help you get back the money you paid!" Chu Yun sat on the bed, and he also looked like he hated iron but not steel.

Lin Xi closed his eyes, people are always trying, using some kind of material to measure feelings, a few catties and a few taels of feelings should be compared to a few catties and a few taels of cash.

Lin Xi didn't understand what was in front of him, but he couldn't leave a little more space for his dignity under the condition of self-sufficiency? Instead of maybe bargaining for himself in the future, it was better to live the rest of his life quietly and quietly.

Lin Xi didn't say anything more, wiped his face indiscriminately, took Black Sweet, and went downstairs.

There were not many pedestrians on the riverside runway at noon, Hei Tian sniffed left and right, squatting down from time to time to make some small marks, suddenly Lin Xi's hand tightened, and Hei Tian was dragging her desperately forward.

As soon as Lin Xi looked up, at the other end of the runway, a leaning figure, with a dodge, stood not far away.

It's the total amount of payment.

Lin Xi hurriedly shortened Hei Tian's leash, and saw that Hei Tian was still so excited that he couldn't stop, so he had to pick it up.

"Pay the total. Lin Xi embarrassedly stepped forward to say hello, the farce last night was still vivid, and now that he met Mr. Fu, he didn't know what to say.

Seeing that Hei Tian was hugged by Lin Xi, Fu Jun stabilized his mind, and wanted to go out for a walk, think about how to meet Lin Xi, and what he should say when he saw him, in this regard, he is indeed inexperienced, and his ability to grasp the key points concisely at work is not used at all, but he didn't expect that when he was still at a loss, the two met so awkwardly.

"Last night, how did you rest?" Fu Junhuai saw that Lin Xi had kept his head down, he understood Lin Xi's embarrassment at this time, but if he didn't talk to Lin Xi today, he was even more afraid that when they met again on Monday, the distance between the two would be getting farther and farther away.

"Mr. Fu, last night, thank you very much. Lin Xi still didn't dare to look at Fu Junhuai, just hugged Hei Tian tightly and looked around unnaturally.

"You don't have to worry too much, it's not your problem. Fu Junhuai wanted to continue to say something, but suddenly Lin Xi suddenly raised his head as if he had made up his mind, looking at his eyes, and there were still faint tears flashing in those red and swollen eyes.

"Mr. Fu, I know, you are very good, Aunt Yan is also very good, what you have to say, I understand, I just, I just ......" Lin Xi shook his head: "I just think, really, a person is actually very good." ”

Lin Xi raised his head and forced a smile: "Walk the dog alone, eat alone, work hard alone, and then buy what you like." Lin Xi paused: "In fact, a life that does not cause trouble to others is the most perfect life." ”

Fu Junhuai was dumbfounded for a while, these words were once said to himself, a person learns, lives alone, and a person does his best to do what he wants, without impurities and no fetters, that is a perfect life.

At this time, just when he wanted to intervene in her life, Lin Xi said this, Fu Junhuai didn't know how to refute it, let alone what position to use to refute it.

In fact, in his bones, Fu Junhuai recognized her words, and he also felt that he would live this life freely and without worries.

"Mr. Fu, I will work hard, I must also work hard, and I hope that one day I can become a person who can be as independent as you. Lin Xi smiled, the tears in her eyes and the smile on the corner of her mouth were like a hazy painting under the sunlight, Fu Junhuai looked at her for a long time, and then raised the corners of her mouth lightly and nodded.

On Sunday, under the arrangement of the neighborhood committee, Wang Qin and Chu Yun met in the neighborhood committee's office.

"It's not that I deliberately want to find fault, it's her, who doesn't go home until ten o'clock every day, and when she comes home, she either plays with the computer or plays musical instruments, and she doesn't sleep at one or two o'clock. It's okay for her, she doesn't want to work, but I'm going to work the next day, I say two words to her, and she still yells at me, can I not get angry?" Wang Qin spread his hands and complained about his grievances in the neighborhood committee.

But Chu Yun saw it in his eyes, but he felt that it was all a show.

"I'm at home at 6 o'clock every day, make the meal, wait for him to come back from work, sometimes wait until 9 o'clock, the food is cold and have to wait for him to come back to eat together, if I eat alone, he will give me a face as soon as he comes back. I'm now rehearsing with the community band for activities, and I only go out when the food is ready, and he has something to eat as soon as he comes back, and I go home after rehearsals, you know this. Chu Yun took the hand of the aunt of the neighborhood committee, and the aunt of the neighborhood committee also nodded again and again.

Everyone expressed their support for Chu Yun's participation in community activities, and Wang Qin was even more unhappy when he saw it.

"She wants to play, I don't object, but she can't play until she goes home so late, and she has to continue to play after she gets home, so who can bear it!" Wang Qin grabbed Chu Yun's handle to sleep late, and the aunts of the neighborhood committee were also quite embarrassed.

Chu Yun turned his head and was also very aggrieved: "I did everything I needed to do anyway, and I got up on time in the morning to help him make breakfast." ”

Housework is trivial, say not to clean up and messy, a group of people mediated for several hours without a conclusion, both refused to give in, and finally suggested that the two of them calm down for a while, and then come to the neighborhood committee every two days until the two reconciled.

During this time, Chu Yun still lived in Lin Xi's house, and Wang Qin couldn't disturb him.

After Chu Yun came out of the neighborhood committee, Lin Xi was still guarding under the camphor tree outside the neighborhood committee.

Chu Yun held Lin Xi's arm, Lin Xi did not resist, but no matter what Chu Yun said, Lin Xi did not respond. Chu Yun knew that her daughter had not yet come over with a tendon, and she was just taking advantage of the past few days that she could fulfill her obligations as a mother.

Since Lin Xi moved out, it has been a long time since he has cooked a meal for his daughter and cleaned the house once. Sometimes when I watched Wang Qin eat the big fish and meat he made, he felt angry, and his daughter couldn't eat a bite of the rice she cooked, so she cheapened this rice bucket.

The days passed like this, and Fang Feiyu's bank card, Lin Xi sealed it in a small box with a lock. Maybe I will never see him again in this life, and I don't want to be involved in that sour past because of this extra thing, just as if this is all her memories in the past 6 years, permanently sealed in this locked box.

Chu Yun didn't have any interference with Lin Xi's decision, this was what her daughter bought with 6 years of youth, maybe she still can't figure it out now, but if something urgent happens, this money may come in handy.

Chu Yun got up early to prepare breakfast for Lin Xi, and during this time, she tried her best to make food for her, helping her walk the dog, washing clothes, and cleaning the house, as if she wanted to make up for all the responsibilities that she had not fulfilled for so many years.

Lin Xi also persuaded her soft-heartedly a few times, but she also understood that maybe only by doing this, Chu Yun's life in her own house would make her feel better, so she went with her.

On the way to work, I would occasionally meet Fu Junhuai driving by, and after a few euphemistic refusals, the royal blue Ferrari would no longer stop by his side.

The crowd on the subway is extremely embarrassing in the approaching summer time. Lin Xi held his handbag in front of his chest, trying his best to stand firm on the palm-wide boundary under his feet without armrests.

is still the voice of the intermittent hostess broadcasting the news intermittently, in the busy Shanghai, in the year when the economy is not good enough, to be able to spend every day in such an ordinary way is the most fulfilling wish of thousands of migrant workers like Lin Xi.