Episode 30 Hope is in vain
Since Xu Yang had a cheerful chat with Xia Ruyan for the first time, somehow, Xia Ruyan's shadow has been lingering in his mind.
Throughout the day, when there is nothing to do, I will think of the sleepy eyes that are always hazy, the little nose that is upturned, and the shapely lips.
Thinking of chatting happily with her, it is very strange, Xu Yang is not a person who likes to talk, but in the face of Xia Ruyan, he wants to talk very much, he wants to see her smile, he wants her to be happy, seeing her happy, Xu Yang's heart is like a spring breeze, warm and comfortable.
But occasionally thinking that she already has a fiancé, I can't bear a sour feeling in my heart. Thinking of the situation when she told her that she would come to visit her often in the future before leaving the hospital, she couldn't hide her happiness, it was definitely not fake, and in front of her fiancé, she inevitably felt a burst of joy in her heart.
Thinking of her fiancé Shen Fei, it is really incredible, how could Xia Ruyan fall in love with that kind of person, in the hospital, when she looked at Shen Fei, she was so helpless and unhappy, not at all like a lover who was about to get married, and Shen Fei's eyes when he looked at Xia Ruyan, how could he be a little gentle?
Xu Yang is a person with a rough appearance and a soft and delicate heart, when the three brothers in the middle peak of Xiangyang Mountain were parting, Xu Yang analyzed the character of the second brother and the third brother in a reasonable manner. At this moment, facing the things he cared about, Xu Yang thought about it unconsciously.
Shanzi can always see Xu Yang's depressed appearance throughout the day, sometimes smiling, sometimes depressed and sad, and it is not strange in his heart, but he is faintly worried about Xu Yang: the eldest brother seems to be in love, but the difference between the identities of these two people is too great, and if this relationship is allowed to develop, it will often end without a problem.
Shanzi was worried, but he made fun of Xu Yang on his face, but he was thinking about how to persuade Xu Yang in his mind.
The days are fast, and it will soon be the third day, and Xu Yang is going to visit Xia Ruyan. In the past two days, Xu Yang felt for the first time that the days would be so long.
Early in the morning, Xu Yang got up, shaved his beard, combed his hair neatly, changed into jeans, a white T-shirt, and leisure travel shoes, and stood in front of the mirror, but he saw that he was sunny and handsome today, full of youthful vitality.
Xu Yang is 1.85 meters tall, weighs more than 160 pounds, and has knotted muscles on his body, like a free galloping horse, with a vigorous posture.
Xu Yang looked at himself in the mirror, he hadn't looked in the mirror like this for a long time, he was very satisfied, and suddenly a big face appeared in the mirror, staring at Xu Yang with a dazzled smile, and his mouth was full of admiration, and Shanzi came over quietly without knowing when. Xu Yang smiled, a little embarrassed.
"If I were a girl, I would chase you, this guy, I don't have to say. Shanzi smiled.
Xu Yang also smiled and said, "You guy is not bad, heroic." ”
The two of them were laughing while cleaning up, and Shanzi asked, "How long do you have to be today?"
"It's the same as last time, this time it can't be as late as last time. Xu Yang replied casually.
Shanzi nodded and said, "The boss hasn't come on time these days, and he will talk about it when he comes, and it won't be said if he doesn't come." But you have to come back at ten o'clock, and we have to wipe out the glass above the 30th floor of the Foreign Trade Building today. ”
Xu Yang responded: "Then I must be back, we have to win this job today, and the salary is not low." ”
While the two were talking, they had already packed up and gone downstairs.
As soon as I got downstairs, a car drove over, drove to Xu Yang and Shanzi, stopped, and then got down from the co-pilot, this person trotted to the back of the car, bowed down and opened the back door of the car, and saw a person slowly standing out of the car and standing in front of Xu Yang and Shanzi.
Shanzi was stunned, Xu Yang had already recognized the person in front of him, it was Xia Ruyan's father Xia Jianbin, and he couldn't help but jump in his heart.
Xia Jianbin saw Xu Yang, smiled slightly, and said, "I came to find you on a special trip." Do you have time to talk?"
Xu Yang felt strange in his heart and said, "If you have something to say, I'm still in a hurry to go to work." ”
Xia Jianbin glanced at Shanzi and said to Xu Yang: "Don't worry, it won't delay you from going to work." Let's go over there and talk. ”
Xu Yang saw that Xia Jianbin was so polite today, and he was very strange in his heart, and he didn't know what he had to say, so he walked with Xia Jianbin to the garden opposite the community.
The community garden is not big, but there are also a lot of old men and old ladies in this activity and fitness, some get together to chat, people get old, may feel more precious time, get up early and refuse to sleep more.
Xia Jianbin stopped, turned around, and said to Xu Yang, "I heard that you went to see my daughter Ruyan?" Xu Yang nodded.
Xia Jianbin continued: "I see that this young man of yours is also a sincere person, so I won't beat around the bush, let's just say it." ”
Xu Yang's heart suddenly jumped, and he didn't know what he was going to say.
I only heard Xia Jianbin continue: "Ruyan is already engaged, and the big wedding is coming, do you know this?"
Xu Yang nodded again and replied, "I know." Xia Jianbin looked at Xu Yang and asked, "You know?
Xu Yang shook his head and said, "It wasn't her who said it, it was Aunt Zhou who told me." ”
Xia Jianbin was stunned for a moment, then thought of his wife Zhou Shuang, smiled faintly, and said, "Aunt Zhou, well, she will tell you everything." ”
Xu Yang heard that Xia Jianbin's tone was not quite right, and looked up at Xia Jianbin, but seeing that Xia Jianbin was still expressionless, it was really difficult to see his joy, anger and sorrow.
Xia Jianbin asked, "What do you think of Ruyan?" asked so suddenly, Xu Yang froze on the ground, and he really didn't know how to answer.
In his heart, Xia Ruyan is a beautiful and charming girl, sunny and optimistic, which is unforgettable, but she is about to marry someone else, no matter how good she is, what can she do? Moreover, he also knows that the difference between his and Xia Ruyan's identities is too great, just thinking about her fiancé Shen Fei, she really can't bear to marry such a good girl, but what can she do.
Thinking of this, Xu Yang couldn't help but sigh. Xia Jianbin saw Xu Yang's expression, although he didn't hear Xu Yang's answer, he already understood.
Xia Jianbin said slowly: "No matter how you feel about Ruyan, I advise you to let it go." ”
Xu Yang's heart sank, looked at Xia Jianbin, and lowered his head again.
After pondering for a while, he said gloomily: "I told her exactly, there is only one real meeting, she is an optimistic and positive girl, and I am very happy to be with her." ”
After a pause, Xu Yang said bitterly: "I want to be good friends with her, and I am already content." ”
Xia Jianbin shook his head and said, "You didn't understand what I said, I mean, even if you are a friend, you'd better not have this kind of thought." ”
Xu Yang felt a pain in his heart, looked up at Xia Jianbin, and asked, "What do you mean, I can't see her again in the future, right?"
Xia Jianbin nodded and said decisively: "You and Ruyan, you are not from the same world, and I am also for your good." ”
Xu Yang felt a pain in his heart again, and said slowly: "I can no longer see her, you said that I and she are not from the same world, but what about Shen Fei?
Xu Yang thought that if she didn't have Xia Ruyan in this life, she also hoped that she could live well, and Shen Fei was by no means a good match for her, so asking Xia Jianbin like this also wanted to give Xia Jianbin a reminder.
Xia Jianbin shook his head and said, "Whether Shen Fei is good or not, I have my own measure, so I don't need you to be careful." Ruyan is my daughter, of course I hope she is good, the Chinese are right, do you understand?"
Xu Yang nodded, suddenly feeling bored, and asked weakly, "Do you have anything else to say?" ”
Look at Shanzi at the door, Shanzi is also looking at this side, looking very anxious.
Xia Jianbin took out a check from his arms, handed it to Xu Yang, and said, "There are 100,000 yuan here, you can accept it, it should be my thanks to you." ”
Xu Yang shook his head sadly and said, "Don't worry, I won't see your daughter again, I can't accept this money." After saying that, he turned his head and walked towards Shanzi.
Shanzi saw Xu Yang and Xia Jianbin finish talking from a distance, so he walked over to Xu Yang, and saw that Xu Yang's face was pale, which was diametrically opposed to the sunshine in the morning, and he knew that there was nothing good, but he still couldn't help asking, "What's wrong with you?"
Xu Yang grimaced, shook his head, and said, "Let's go." Shanzi saw that Xu Yang refused to speak, his face was so ugly, and he didn't want to ask again, so he walked out with Xu Yang stupidly.
Just two steps, Xia Jianbin called out to Xu Yang from behind and said, "Wait a minute, I have one last word." Xu Yang stopped, but did not look back. I only heard Xia Jianbin say: "If my daughter takes the initiative to find you, I hope you don't see her again." ”
Before Xu Yang could answer, Shanzi hurriedly asked in a loud voice: "Your daughter came to Xu Yang, and she was not allowed to see her, why did you restrict our behavior? You should take care of your daughter and don't let her come to find her." ”
Shanzi was already worried about this, and she hadn't thought about how to persuade Xu Yang, which happened to be her father's coming, so let's end it before it starts, otherwise it will definitely be my brother who will be injured in the future, so I also told Xia Jianbin to be optimistic about her daughter, don't come to give Xu Yang hope again.
Xia Jianbin looked at Shanzi, his heart moved, he felt a little familiar, and a faint strange feeling came to his heart, and he couldn't help but wonder, how could he have such an inexplicable feeling for this strange young man, and couldn't help but ask Shanzi: "Who are you?"
Shanzi sneered, didn't answer, and said to Xu Yang, "Let's go." ”
The two didn't talk to Xia Jianbin anymore, and strode out.
Xia Jianbin couldn't help but sigh when he saw that Xu Yang was a talent, with an upright image, which was diametrically opposed to Shen Fei.
Xu Yang was in a hurry, and Shanzi followed all the way, and neither of them spoke. Shanzi saw that Xu Yang's face was expressionless, his eyes were dim, and he knew that he was uncomfortable, and he wanted to enlighten and enlighten, but he was speechless in his chest.
After a while, the two arrived at the unit, changed into work clothes, and Xu Yang began to look for work. After working until ten o'clock, Xu Yang and Shanzi came to the Foreign Trade Building and hung to the thirtieth floor, Xu Yang worked hard, but still didn't say a word, as if he had to work so hard and let himself get tired and lie down, so that he would not be so angry.
Today's sun is particularly dazzling, the scorching light spills on the glass wall, reflecting on the two of them, adding even more heat, the mountain is already sweating, although the height of the thirty-story building is windy, but still can not avoid the double scorching of the sun and glass.
Shanzi looked at Xu Yang beside him, but saw that his face was covered with sweat, and his whole body was soaked, and he was still wiping the glass hard, as if only in this way could the depression in his heart be relieved.
Shanzi persuaded Xu Yang to take a break several times, but Xu Yang just didn't listen, and still worked quickly, Shanzi couldn't help but feel anxious.