Chapter 90: His World (6)
Then, on that rainy night.
At that time, the rain had not yet fallen, and dark clouds were pressing over the small courtyard. Lu Weizhen saw him standing in the courtyard, there was a vague figure, bent down to tie his waist bag, and then he lowered his head and kissed her hair, turned around and went out.
Lu Weizhen was standing in the courtyard, watching him pass by herself, and she suddenly wanted to reach out and grab him and ask him not to go tonight. But the palm passed through his body, and she slowly lowered it.
Lu Weizhen squatted down, hugged himself with his arms, and watched him walk towards the door.
That's when something strange happened. When Chen Xiansong stepped out of the door with one foot and stepped into those white lights, his figure suddenly retreated sharply, like a light and shadow, and retreated into the courtyard in the blink of an eye, retreating to the woman's side.
They begin to repeat the previous movements. He stood there, looking down at her, while the woman, bent down to tie his fanny pack for him. He bowed his head and kissed the top of her hair before turning away.
He walked past Lu Weizhen again, walked to the back door, and stepped out with one foot.
His figure quickly retreated to its original place.
She fastened his fanny pack again, and he stepped out of the hospital.
He retreated.
......
Scene by scene, the cycle repeats itself, endlessly.
Lu Weizhen stared blankly.
That's when something even more incredible happened. Chen Xiansong's figure became blurry, and he began to have a ghost, and Lu Weizhen seemed to have seen someone else. As he walked to the door again, the ghosts became clearer and clearer, and they broke away into three people.
One, or Chen Xiansong.
The other is his father, with a waist bag and looking at his clothes, which is exactly what he looked like on the night he went out to kill demons and was seriously injured and died.
Third ...... It's a woman. He looks like he is in his early thirties, and he has a slim figure and can't see clearly. She carried a large suitcase in her hand, covered her face with one hand, lowered her head, and hurried to the door.
The three of them, one after the other, walked towards the courtyard gate. One by one, they were bounced back by the white light outside the door, and then they went back and forth, and they were bounced back again.
Again......
The cycle of one person's death becomes the cycle of three people's own death. They didn't seem to see each other, they just walked on their own paths.
Lu Weizhen thought in a trance, it turned out that this was the logical paradox of this illusion.
That woman is Chen Xiansong's mother.
Mother and father both left the door one night and never came back.
And himself, on that rainy night, stepping out of this door, what awaits him is an infernal hell.
The bubble in the bubble, the illusion in the illusion, the demon that was taken advantage of by the boulder beast.
In his subconscious, in this virtual world built by his brain neurons, in his heart. He trapped all three of them here, and they couldn't get out.
In this way, none of them will leave him.
Lu Weizhen raised his hand and pressed his eyes. She thought: I only fully understand today what kind of person I have turned my back. What did I lose and what did I hurt. Maybe I've never been qualified to have him.
After a while, she wiped away her tears and walked towards Chen Xiansong, she wanted to take his hand, and shouted: "Chen Xiansong, wake up, this is an illusion, it's not real! Wake up, let's go out together!"
Unconscious, with a gentle smile on his face, he walked to the door.
Lu Weizhen wanted to hug him again, but he pounced.
Again.
Again.
......
"Chen Xiansong. ”
"Chen Xiansong. ”
"Chen Xiansong!"
"Chen Xiansong!"
......
I don't know how many times, his steps gradually slowed down, and the two ghosts disappeared without a trace at some point.
He stopped in the courtyard and looked at the door, expressionless.
Lu Weizhen was standing in front of him, he was so tired that he bent down, his throat was dry, he grabbed his hand hard, and shouted: "Chen Xiansong." ”
His ears twitched slightly, and his fingertips twitched slightly.
Lu Wei was really happy, grabbed his arm, and said, "Can you hear it right? Do you feel me? I am Lu Weizhen, we are in the gourd, this is not real, this is an illusion, this is an illusion." ”
His eyes were straight ahead, and after a few seconds, he passed her and continued towards the door. Lu Weizhen turned around in a daze, and when his feet were about to step out of the door again and be bounced back to the same place again, Lu Weizhen shouted: "Chen Xiansong!" The sound almost shook the entire courtyard.
Chen Xiansong's raised foot stopped in mid-air.
Lu Weizhen shed tears and said, "Chen Xiansong, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... I didn't know there was such a good monster hunter as you in the world, I didn't know that I would fall in love with you, I did it wrong, I really did it wrong...... I want you to wake up, wake up quickly, leave this illusion, leave the gourd, and return to the world you are guarding, I want you to live well. That's all I want now. ”
Everything around, the sky, the clouds, the trees, the courtyards, the houses...... Even the other people in the courtyard, Lin Jingbian and the woman with a blurred face, all collapsed like quicksand. Chen Xiansong was the only one left, standing there with his back to her.
"Lu Weizhen?"
His voice sounded slowly, and it was everywhere in this space.
Lu Wei's heart was shocked, and he almost cried with joy, watching the person in front of him slowly turn around, and he was about to look at her.
Suddenly there was darkness in front of me.