One night, when his father wanted to clean up the piano again, he pushed him away and said, "Don't touch me, I'm pregnant!" When his father learned that Jean was pregnant, he was so happy that he rolled from the bed to the ground, and after rolling in the ground three more times, he lay there dancing and shouting: My little stone has a son, has a son!

The father's hanging heart also fell, he was happy that not only did he have a child, but what made him even happier was that this child was shared by him and Qin, that is, the relationship between him and Qin was nailed by a nail, and Qin couldn't run if he wanted to.

Since then, he has withdrawn Xiao Wuzi. But after the piano performance, he would let Xiao Wuzi pick up the piano, he was afraid that the piano would be lost when it was dark and far away. At that time, my father stopped riding horses, and the tall horse was replaced by an American jeep.

In the evening, as soon as my father heard the sound of a jeep, he began to add a night meal for the piano, and the pots and pans were prepared by my father on the day of the wedding, but unfortunately they never came in handy. Now it's useful. The father was busy with all this, willingly, he felt that this was not for Jean alone, and for his unborn son. From the day Jean became pregnant, he firmly believed that it must be a son. Later facts fulfilled his hunch.

The first thing Jean did when she entered the door was to sit on the bed and catch her breath for a while, as Jean's stomach was already obvious, and she had a little difficulty walking. But she still has to go to work in the art troupe, and the performance can't be carried out, so she can only help other actors with rehearsals. Qin sat on the bed, and her father came over with a hippie smile and said in a very gentle voice: "Girl, do you want to eat sour or spicy?" Since getting married, he has always called Qin a girl. The taste of the girl is not scored, I want to eat sour today, maybe I want to eat spicy tomorrow, which makes my father very confused. For a while, he couldn't tell if Jean was pregnant with a boy or a girl.

Spicy! spicy! Jean said impatiently, dancing her feet, kicking her shoes out and lying on the bed.

The father didn't have a temper at all at this time, he rubbed his hands and walked to the stove, and said to Xiao Wuzi: Make a fire, make a fire!

Xiao Wuzi quickly lit the fire, and his father clumsily began to descend. Xiao Wuzi looked at his father's appearance and couldn't bear to say: "Teacher, I'll come!"

The father said, "I'm coming, I'm coming!"

After eating the noodles, Jean began to undress and go to sleep. Since she became pregnant, Jean has never asked her father to take off her clothes, but she still ignores him. When she slept, she often turned her back towards her father. Father didn't care about this, he smiled inwardly and thought: everything will be fine. From not taking off her clothes to taking her own initiative, from not talking to talking, Qin has changed significantly. The father believed that this change would continue until they were fully integrated. His father miscalculated Jean, and although he accepted his father later in life, he failed to merge with Jean until the end of his father's life.

Jean was slowly acknowledging what was happening in front of her, but she still couldn't accept her father in her heart. She is still remembering her untimely love, which is her true love. Jean has been remembering her love all her life, and it was her father who ruined her love, which was the key to her inability to become one with her father.

His father didn't have too much pickiness and dissatisfaction with Jean, and he was already very content. A wild boy who grew up eating a hundred meals, not only entered the city, but also begged a girl who was like a flower and jade, and was about to have a son, could he not be satisfied and happy? Even in the dream he was smiling.

Although Jean's parents are timid and afraid, the efforts they have made on Jean are far-sighted. Although Qin's family is not a scholarly family, the foundation of culture has a long history. Early generations, they realized the relationship between culture and business, and they invested heavily in their children's education while doing business. Jean is a beneficiary. When Qin was seven or eight years old, her family invited her husband to teach her to read and write. At that time, the business of the gold shop had begun to decline, but Jean's parents still firmly believed that gold and silver were external to the body, and only culture belonged to them. Culture is the key to opening the door to wisdom, if people become smart, they will still be worried about whether they will be rich? At the age of 15, Qin was admitted to the only private women's normal school in Shenyang with excellent results. In this school, Jean not only learned a lot of knowledge, but also learned to sing and dance. Jean is a very smart person, and the excellent blood in the family has been passed on to her, and there is no reason why she should not be smart and beautiful. Jean is also very talented in singing and dancing. As soon as Shenyang City was liberated, when the left-behind office of the Northeast Military Region went to the school to recruit literary and artistic soldiers, they quickly picked the piano. So Qin naturally became a member of the People's Liberation Army's art troupe.

Not long after Qin came to the art troupe, she met Kaede. Feng is an intellectual youth who traveled thousands of miles from Shanghai to Yan'an. Before Feng went to Yan'an, he studied composition at an art school. After being baptized in Yan'an, Feng soon became a qualified communist literary and artistic warrior, and later he went to the northeast with the army. So he took root in the Northeast. Feng is one of the founders of the art troupe, and the old art troupe leader is his mentor. Kaede, like all people who engage in art, is emotionally rich and sentimental, but also fragile and strong, which is a complex that all people who engage in art cannot get rid of.

It stands to reason that Kaede's character is not very good at pleasing girls, but he quickly won Jean's love. Because Kaede's temperament has won Jean's understanding and communication, besides, Kaede is so talented. The songs written by Kaede were widely circulated in the army. It is a widely circulated song after another, and the inherent temperament of Feng bones has won the favor of Qin. When Qin sings Kaede's songs, it can be said that she is fully devoted, and at this time, every cell in her body is smiling, and when she sings to the **, Qin will shed tears of excitement and happiness.

Qin's deep affection also quickly moved Kaede, and Kaede firmly believed that Qin was his ideal beauty in those beautiful and unforgettable days. The hearts of two young men and women are finally close together in the atmosphere of art. In the practice room and dormitory, they left beautiful and touching scenes one after another.

If it weren't for their father's nonsense, Qin and Kaede would definitely become an exemplary and loving revolutionary couple in the years to come. What they didn't expect was that at this time, their father appeared.

In fact, after the appearance of their father, they still have a chance. If Feng had been more decisive at this time, and had married Qin by dividing it by two, his father would have no temper at all. It was Kaede's indecision that buried their love.

Qin also proposed to get married quickly, but Kaede seemed hesitant for a while, and the inferior nature of those who engaged in art was exposed at this time. Feng said helplessly: The revolution has just been won, there are many major things that have not yet been done, we are all young, and I am afraid that it will not be good to get married at this time.

Jean has no temper at all in front of Kaede's gentleness.

Just when Qin was forcibly snatched to the 32nd Division by his father to eat, Qin had clearly seen that his end was coming. After the show that night, she found Kaede. Kaede was at a loss, and he shed weak tears in front of Jean. Qin trembled in despair and said: Then you will destroy that bastard division commander with one shot. After speaking, he took out a pistol from Kaede's waist and stuffed it into Kaede's hand. At that time, the male art troupe members were equipped with weapons. Kaede held the gun, and his hand trembled as if it had been bitten by a snake. Kaede has never killed anyone since he joined the revolution. He didn't know how to kill someone, let alone how to kill a division commander who was fighting in the same trench. Kaede was scared, he trembled and said in a trembling voice: Let me think about it, let me think about it!

Jean hugged Kaede in despair, and Kaede threw the gun on the ground with a "dang bang" in Jean's embrace. At this time, Qin loved and hated Feng. At that time, she thought that if Kaede had a little bit of her father's pride, she would not let her father succeed even if she died. Jean cried, and while she cried, she hugged Kaede tightly, and Kaede was her dream. In the warm embrace of Kaede Zaiqin, he finally came back to his senses, and he whispered: Then I will kill him!

In the days to come, Jean wanted to hear that crisp gunshot, but nothing turned out. Qin was completely desperate, and in front of her, there was an even paler face and a pair of helpless eyes, which was the image of Kaede's pain and helplessness.

At this moment, his father made the first move, he almost snatched the piano into the cave room, and on the wedding night, he cleaned it up fiercely.

Weak and helpless, Kaede finally loses Jean and loses his first love. He was desperate and confused, and in the end he could only choose to die, but he did not die. Kaede, who came back to life, felt that it was still quite interesting to live, he was no longer looking for death and life, but he seemed more pale and less talkative.

Although Jean lives with her father and is pregnant with a child, she still misses her first love.

Jean was fighting her father with silence and reluctance. She gave birth to Lin. In later life, she naturally became the mother of Lin, Jing, and Hai.

As his father had a hunch, Lin was indeed a son. As soon as Lin landed, he cried loudly, and his father shouted at everyone with a loud voice: I have a son!

With Lin landing and crying, the famous War to Resist US Aggression and Aid Korea broke out.

In the years when there was no war, my father was as helpless as a farmer without land. After his father entered the city, in these short peaceful years, if his mother Qin did not appear, he would have gone crazy. Fortunately, the physical hunger and thirst and the desire to live temporarily filled the gap in my father's life. Now, he has a wife and a son, and he is not afraid of anything now. So, on a dark and windy night, he led the 32nd Division to cross the Yalu River majestically and powerfully.

's mother gave birth to Lin and took a long leave in the art troupe, so she could only sit on her confinement wholeheartedly.

My father's troops won a great victory, killing the American devils. After the end of the first battle, both sides were mobilizing their troops to prepare for the next round of fighting. In this interval, my father remembered my mother and the newborn Lin. At this moment, he missed Qin and Lin in Shenyang City incomparably. This was something he had never done before, and since then, his father has had infinite concern for his family. With concern, he felt that he had a lot to say to Qin and his son, so he called Xiao Wuzi.

He said to Xiao Wuzi: I want to write a letter!

When his father said that he was going to write a letter, it was not that he wanted to write it himself, but that he asked Xiao Wuzi to write it for him. When I was studying in Yan'an, my father had learned some culture. In terms of learning culture, my father was born a little stupid, and he often listened to this ear and went out of that ear. He admits that he was born to fight wars and has little interest in learning culture. Fortunately, in those days, there were no harsh requirements for a general in terms of culture.

Xiao Wuzi quickly found a pen and paper. In the past, if my father had anything to report to his superiors, my father dictated it, and Xiao Wuzi wrote it. The father said, "Hello wife and son!"

Xiao Wuzi looked up at his father and suggested: Commander, isn't it okay to call it that?

Father said dissatisfiedly: You can write whatever I say, don't instigate!

So Xiao Wuzi wrote.

My father said again: It's been more than two months since I parted, and I really want to die of you! I won the first battle, and I didn't lose a single hair, I just miss you!

Xiao Wuzi laughed while writing, but he didn't dare to laugh, so he endured it so uncomfortably.

Regardless of whether Xiao Wuzi smiled or not, the father still said seriously: Wife, you have to take my son to me, if my son makes a mistake, I won't spare you!

My father smoked as he said this, and the flush slowly spread across my father's rough cheeks. He thought of his new wedding years with his mother again, and at this moment, he really missed his mother.

Xiao Wuzi reminded at this time: Teacher, are you done?

The father waved his hand, still blushing, and said, "Wife, I miss you so much!" When I defeat the American devils, see how I clean you up when I go back!

Xiao Wuzi asked with a puzzled face: "Commander, what does it mean to "clean up"? Are you going to beat her?

Don't talk nonsense, let you write, you can write! The father scolded Xiao Wuzi with a red face. Xiao Wuzi obediently wrote the word "tidying up" that he didn't understand into the letter.

Just when the father was on the battlefield in distant Korea, thinking about his mother and son, an incident happened at home. This matter has something to do with Kaede.

Feng's art troupe did not go to North Korea with the first batch of soldiers to enter the DPRK, and was still on standby in Shenyang, and they were busy rehearsing a batch of new programs. They know that sooner or later these shows will come in handy.

After the full moon, her mother was really bored staying at home, so she carried Lin to the art troupe. The Art Troupe is the place where she fought, not only her first love, but also her youth and joy, and she can't forget it. As soon as she appeared in the art troupe with Lin in her arms, she saw Kaede, who was looking at her with a pair of melancholy eyes.

As soon as my mother saw Kaede, she couldn't tell what it was like, and she said to Kaede: Why don't you go to see me?

Kaede lowered her head, rubbed her toes against the floor, and said in a low voice, "I, I, I—he didn't know what to say for a moment.

The arrival of the mother quickly attracted the attention of her comrades-in-arms. They surrounded their mother, asking their mother this and that, and they took turns holding Lin in their arms, and they praised Lin in unison. Only Kaede stood in the distance, looking at her mother affectionately. Kaede's gaze made her mother's heart bleed.

The mother soon returned to her home. Kaede's gaze was too much for her to bear. When she returned home, her mother shed tears of sadness.

That same night, Kaede knocked softly on her mother's door. At this time, the 32nd Division barracks was empty, and only a few women like their mothers remained at home. Such a quiet evening makes for a wonderful date atmosphere for the former lovers. By this time, Lin had fallen asleep. Mother and Kaede sat across from each other, looking into each other's eyes and talking about the love words they had already said in the past. As she spoke, both of them moved emotionally, and her mother threw her body into Kaede's arms again, and Kaede shivered as if she was burned. Before her mother married her father, her love for Kaede was hazy and confused. After living with her father for a while, she has a clear and profound understanding of things between men and women. Previously, she and Kaede just hugged each other, and there was no substantive contact. Entangled with Kaede again, her ** was ignited. On this quiet and beautiful night, her gaze was direct and clear, that is, she was going to give her body to the people she loved, even once, and she was content. The mother kissed Kaede and took off her own clothes. She lay on the bed, looked at Kaede with a confused gaze, and muttered, "Kaede, come on." Today I'm yours!

What the mother didn't expect was that Kaede suddenly squatted down and held her head with both hands. He cried, crying and saying, "No, I'm afraid!"

Mother is waiting for Kaede, she is waiting for mutual possession with the person she has loved, but she waits for Kaede's cry. The mother's body cooled down, and her heart became cold. She began to dress silently, and after getting dressed, her mother said, "Kaede, you go!"

Kaede had stopped crying and slowly stood up, looking at her mother with teary eyes. Kaede said pitifully, "Then I'll go?" Mother nodded, and Kaede really left.

Since then, Kaede has died in her mother's heart. What lives in my mother's heart is only the maple in my dream, and my mother still loves the maple in my dreams with deep affection.

My father didn't know that.

Soon, Kaede entered the court. During a performance on a trip to the front, he was hit by a stray bullet, and Kaede never returned.

In fact, my mother also wanted to join the court with the art troupe. Before she got married, she was the pillar of the art troupe, and her young dreams and passion have been connected with the stage. When she faced the audience, she liked the sincere and enthusiastic gaze and the bursts of applause that lasted for a long time. All this built her youthful dreams.

Mother is looking forward to Lin growing up a little bit and growing up a little bit day by day, when she can foster Lin in her parents' house, and then she can easily enter the court to find a stage that belongs to her. It was the father who failed to make the mother's dream come true. During this period, my father returned to China to recuperate for a while. During this time, the mother became pregnant again. Soon, Jing was born. Jing is a girl, but her cry is no less than Lin's. When Jing Gua landed, his father was fighting the Fourth Battle in Korea, and he couldn't hear Jing's cry.

During this period, his father's position also changed, and he was promoted from division commander to army commander. His troops engaged in a protracted tug-of-war with the American devils near the 38th parallel.

After his mother was born in Jing, his dream of entering the dynasty was finally shattered. She used her young life to nurture Lin Hejing. At that time, Lin would already be gone, and Jing was still breastfeeding. The mother's young life, in the process of feeding the child, is lost little by little. During this time, my mother's parents also faithfully became my mother's helpers, and they came over almost every day to help my mother take care of Lin Hejing. As Lin Hejing grew up day by day, her mother's lost heart due to the untimely death of love found sustenance again. She can not love her father, but she can't help but love her children, besides, Lin Hejing is so cute in her eyes, which makes people happy and hurt. The mother's forehead, which was originally sad, finally stretched.

After the Korean War entered the fifth campaign, the two sides were at a stalemate. Soon after, an armistice was signed, and the war ended. This matter, my father has always been haunted, he is a main battle faction, but he can't disobey Chairman Mao's instructions, and in the end he returned to China as a teacher. In those days, he would say to everyone: Damn! If the war continues, Lao Tzu will definitely drive the American devils back to his hometown in two months!

Soon after his father returned to China, he was promoted again. Chief of Staff Hu Mazi became the deputy commander, and under Hu Mazi's strong recommendation, his father took over his position.

With the end of the Korean War, all the energy of the people of the whole country was transferred to the great construction of socialism, and the troops were stabilized. In this context, my father's small family has also stabilized.

When she was a toddler, her mother gave birth to the sea again. Hai is a boy, and Hai's cry when he was born is not loud at all. When my father, who was outside the delivery room, heard Hai Youqi's weak cry and said, "×, this kid is not like me at all."

The mother gave birth to three children, Lin, Jing, and Hai in one go, and the family became lively all of a sudden. My mother was twenty-six years old. The twenty-six-year-old mother can only take care of her three children wholeheartedly.

After my father became chief of staff, he had many things to do. Although he no longer fights, his father, who is the chief of staff of the military region, is preparing for war every day. He discussed the battle plan with his subordinates, pondered the imaginary enemy over and over again, and circled the sand table and the map as if it were the real thing. In short, my father's mind was full of war.

When he returned home, he still couldn't get out of the illusory war. At this time, Lin, Jing, and Hai kept crying, running from one room to another, and they started a war and turned everything in the house upside down. The mother guards the child every day, and she is used to all this, and she can't take care of it. She has a lot to do, washing, sewing, mending, three meals a day, cooking for her children and father. The father is not used to all this, when Lin Hejing was born, he was fighting in North Korea, and the child's crying was far away from him, but now he can't, he can only face these crying scenes. After a while, Lin pushed Jing down, and Jing tore her throat and cried lifelessly, and when Jing stopped crying, Hai and Lin cried together again. The reason was that Lin slapped Hai's buttocks, and Jing bit Lin's ear again, and the chicken and dog were restless for a while. The father got angry, he stood up, came to the three children, and yelled: "Shut up!" If you cry again, Lao Tzu will kill you all! The father really took out his gun, and the hole of the gun was black at the three children. Sure enough, they no longer dared to cry, and they looked at their father and the black muzzle of the gun in confusion and confusion.

Father's knock on the mountain and the tiger in exchange for a moment of peace. When the father left them, it was the same for a while. At this time, the father was really enraged, and he spanked everyone indiscriminately. At first, they cried louder and louder after the beating, and the more they cried, the more vigorously their father beat them. The father was really beaten, not intimidated, and on a few occasions beat their little butts so that they couldn't sit down. Later, they were really scared, and after their father shouted, they really didn't dare to come out.

When the father beats the child, the mother at first watches coldly. During these eight years, my mother still rarely spoke to my father. The mother resisted the father without a word. The father doesn't care about this, he has a wife and a child, and he is not afraid of anything. When the father beat the child hard, the mother was distressed. These children are all the flesh that fell from her body, and usually, she is reluctant to move a finger from them. She would appear between the child and the father, point to the father's nose and say, "What kind of father are you, and which child have you wiped and urinated once?" You have no right to hit the child! The mother said that it was absolutely true that he had not done his best with these three children. But his father is a father after all, and he shouted at his mother: You know what a fart! A stick is a filial son, and if you don't fight, you won't be able to become a talent! If you don't beat again, they will all turn back!

The mother still did not hide, and looked at the father with a cold face. The mother stood up for the three children, and the three children screamed again. Seeing that his plan was about to be abandoned, his father was also anxious, and he yelled at his mother: Get out of here! The child is mine, and I am willing to kill him, but you can't take care of it! If you are in a hurry, Lao Tzu will beat you together! After saying that, he pushed his mother aside, and he beat him regardless of whether he grabbed one of them.

The mother couldn't explain the reason, she hid aside and wept bitterly, she thought to herself: This is all fate! How did you marry such a rough and barbaric fellow?

The three children finally succumbed to their father's obscenity. In the days to come, as soon as they heard the footsteps of their father coming home, no matter how happy they were at that time, they would immediately throw away the toys in their hands and huddle in a room, not daring to come out. The communication between them was also replaced by squeezing eyebrows and making eyes, and there were some gestures of unknown meaning.

After the father left the house again, the three children collectively approached their mother and said: "Mother, don't let this person come back in the future!" Since the father brutally beat them, they no longer call their father and father, but change to "this person."

Mother sighed and said, "He's your father!"

The three children said in unison: We don't want a father!

Although the father is unreasonably cruel to his children, he is unusually filial to his mother's parents, that is, his father-in-law. The father lost his parents at a very young age, and he did not taste the love of a father and a mother. So, he focused all his feelings for his parents on his love for his father-in-law and mother-in-law.

Every Sunday, he would send his own driver (his father already had a Warsaw car) to pick up his father-in-law and mother-in-law to his home. At the same time, let the cooking squad leader come over and cook a delicious meal. At that time, although he was not wealthy, his father, who was the chief of staff of the military region, was more than enough to support the family. Every Sunday is the most beautiful and happiest time for the family. At the dinner table, the elderly father-in-law and mother-in-law still praised their father from time to time, praising their father's outstanding military achievements and bright future, and also praising their mother's eyesight and the beautiful life in front of them. When the father-in-law and mother-in-law said this, the mother did not say a word, she kept picking vegetables for her parents, persuading her to eat and drink, but she ignored her parents' words.

The father's heart was filled with incomparable warmth and happiness at this time, that is, the three children were presumptuous, and he would not discipline them at this time, allowing them to be presumptuous and crazy. The father is undoubtedly satisfied with the life in front of him, and to have today's father, he has recorded all this in the account of his father-in-law and mother-in-law. If it weren't for the support of his father-in-law and mother-in-law for his marriage, where would he have a beautiful today? In his heart, my father was sincerely grateful to his father-in-law and mother-in-law.

Time passed quickly, and in a blink of an eye, Lin began to go to school, and Jing and Hai also went to the middle class of kindergarten respectively. The mother finally survived the child, and she returned to the art troupe, but she could no longer sing and dance. After the baptism of the Korean War and the growth and expansion of the era of peace, the team of actors has made a qualitative leap. Moreover, due to the continuous birth and rearing of children by the mother, her body has changed significantly compared to before, and her crisp and sweet voice is not as good as before. After her mother returned to the art troupe, she could only take care of costumes and props, and when she encountered a large-scale performance that required a chorus, she would walk to the front desk again and stand in the crowd of chorus to recharge. Her mother ended her art career prematurely, and she put all her resentment and hatred on her father's account, and it was his father who made her lose it all. At that time, my mother was still very young, just twenty-nine years old, and my mother still had many ideals and pursuits for life.

My father was still very busy, and in addition to his excitement in studying the imaginary enemies, he also had to socialize a lot at work, and the number of times my father came home for dinner was noticeably reduced. Every time my father came back, he was full of wine. My father was a drinker, so it was okay to drink this little wine when he was out socializing. When my father returned, my mother had already settled her three children to bed, and she was lying on the bed, studying "Dream of the Red Chamber" by the light of the lamp. Her mother has long been infected by the atmosphere of "Dream of Red Mansions", and she is sad for the love between Baoyu and Daiyu. In such a mood of the mother, the father came back full of wine. When he returned, his father sat on the edge of the bed and looked at his mother very contentiously. At this time, he was still not in a hurry to, he wanted to prolong this beautiful process, he wanted to smoke a cigarette. My father smoked not paper cigarettes, but trumpets. My father was not used to smoking paper cigarettes, so he had a good time by smoking his own horn tube. My father's horn was full of energy, and soon the room was full of smoke. This is unbearable for the mother. No matter what time of year it is, my mother has to get up no matter what, and open the doors and windows in a ping pong. The father did not understand his mother's series of actions, and he still looked at his mother with full content. Although his mother gave birth to three children for him in one go, his posture has changed, but the image of his mother is still perfect in his father's heart. When his father finally finished sucking his horn, he stood up and began to untie his clothes. The father smiled with content as he moved, and couldn't wait to get into his mother's bed. The mother was about to resist, and the father begged the mother pitifully: "Girl, let's do the whole thing!" I haven't done it for two days! The mother said: You pig, get out of the way! The father then remembered that he had not washed his feet or brushed his teeth. With the stability of life, the mother is also strict with the father, and the father cannot be close to the mother without washing his feet and brushing his teeth. But my father couldn't develop the habit of washing his feet and brushing his teeth no matter what, which was a bad habit that my father developed in the first half of his life that could not be changed. In the war years, not to mention washing feet and brushing teeth, even the face also had a record of not washing for more than ten days, how could there be so much attention to marching and fighting.

In desperation, my father reluctantly got up, put his foot under the faucet and flushed it, rinsed his mouth with toothpaste, and then ran back in a blazing fire, turned off the lamp, and leaned beside his mother in vain. The mother could not resist her father's request, and after a while of hectic activity, the father fell asleep, accompanied by loud snoring from time to time. My father had a lot of problems sleeping, not only snoring, but also gritting his teeth and farting.

Her mother couldn't sleep, so how could she fall asleep in this stinking and loud snoring environment? She endured her father's evil deeds and imagined the scene in "Dream of Red Mansions" over and over again. The mother has always been in love with the life told in "Dream of Red Mansions", and the love life of men and women is very affectionate, which is really wonderful. However, reality has shattered the mother's fantasies. How could she not be in pain and not lose sleep.

By her father's side, she thought of Kaede again, the Kaede of her dreams. If she were combined with Kaede, would the days in front of her be like this? No, never! Mother did not hesitate to conclude that Kaede would never be like her father. She and he lay on the bed, reading "Dream of Red Mansions" together and talking about the songs written by Kaede. Kaede's feet were naturally carefully washed, and his teeth were brushed, and the smell of Chinese toothpaste wafted out of his mouth. What kind of scene would it be for them to talk and laugh and love each other on the bed and under the lamp! The mother once again remembered the maple in her dreams at night when she couldn't sleep. For mothers, what they can't get is the best.

In addition to reading "Dream of Red Mansions", my mother also read other books, ancient and modern Chinese and foreign classics, as well as other books, and read whatever she got it. My mother loved to read, but my father never thought so.

The mother could not stand the appearance of the father. Every time my father ate, his appetite was excellent. When eating, my father was unusually focused, serving rice in large bowls and eating large pieces of meat. When my father was eating, he always had to chirp rhythmically, and the sound of my father's chirp was no less than the sound of an allegro fight. When my father swallowed food, he always gurgled and slid his throat up and down, and swallowed a mouthful of food. Every time she ate, her mother couldn't bear to look at her father as a starving ghost, so she would put some vegetables in her bowl and hide elsewhere to eat. His father never understood why his mother always avoided him during meals. On several occasions, the children also tried to avoid him, but he found out in time and shouted with his mouth that was still chewing food: Stop!

The children stood still, and they were often so stunned by their father's appearance that they forgot to eat themselves, and looked at their father blankly. The father found out, didn't understand what was happening, and shouted: What do you see? You don't know Lao Tzu anymore? The children immediately buried their heads, eating real and fake, and as soon as the father left the table, they finally couldn't help it, and laughed "boom", they turned their heads to each other, and whispered: Hungry ghost, hungry ghost!

The children's words were addressed to them by their mothers, who said, "Look at your father, the starving ghost!" The children remembered, and their hearts were filled with pleasure when they whispered, "Hungry ghost."

Many years later, when the children who grew up reprimanded their father for his appearance, his father listened and was speechless for a long time, and his expression was a little gloomy. After a long time, my father said, "You have never been hungry, you know a fart!" When my father said this, he never spoke again. His gaze looked through the window at the far horizon. At this time, he recalled his childhood when he ate 100 family meals, what kind of time it was! After eating at this house, he didn't know when he would eat at another family. When my father thought of his childhood, he was very sad.

Among the three children, the father's favorite is the number of crystals. Although Jing is a girl, she is more courageous than Lin and Hai. On Sundays, my father didn't have any big deals, and he always had to take his three children to shoot targets. He didn't listen to the gunshots for a week, and he felt sick all over his body. Every time he hit a target, Lin Hehai hid far away and covered his ears with both hands. Only Jing didn't cover her ears, she followed behind her father, opened her round eyes, looked at the gun in her father's hand, and her little face was red with excitement. Father first asked Lin to fight, but Lin didn't dare. Forced by his father, he held the gun in both hands, closed his eyes, and pulled the trigger. As the gun rang out, he threw it away, turned around and ran. Father scolded: useless things!

Hai was even more timid as a mouse, and before he could touch the gun, he peed his pants, and his father was so angry that he kicked him out of the way. When it was Jing's turn, she didn't panic, she picked it up and shot, and she shouted something while shooting.

From then on, when my father went to shoot again, he only took Jing alone. Jing's marksmanship is under his father's **, and he can shoot at the target almost every time. While his father was disappointed in Lin Hehai, he ignited a flame of hope for Jing.

In the blink of an eye, my father was fifty years old.

My fifty-year-old father remembered his hometown. Before this, my father had thought of his hometown countless times, but it was just a thought that passed by. The fifty-year-old father was in a different mood, and once the backer came out of his mind, he could no longer linger.

So my father decided to go back to his hometown. When my father returned to his hometown, he walked in his own car. My father's original Warsaw car has been replaced with a Shanghai car. My father hurried out on the road with the guards and the secretary. My father first went to the provincial military district where his hometown was located, and the provincial military district had already received a notice that my father was coming. They received my father warmly and repeatedly asked him for instructions. My father absentmindedly walked around the courtyard of the provincial military district and looked around, indiscriminately instructed two items, and then returned to his heart like an arrow. In the past, my father's mood to return to his hometown had never been so urgent, and he was about to arrive at the door, and my father really couldn't bear the torment of homesickness. On the same day, my father ran to the mountain. In order to make my father happy, and at the same time, in order to make my father's trip back to his hometown happy, they made careful arrangements. In addition to a platoon of guards, two trucks were sent loaded with rice and pork vermicelli. The leaders of the provincial military district also personally accompanied them, so a convoy drove to the backing hill.

The fathers and villagers of the backing mountain never dreamed that the little stone was still alive, and they thought that their father had already frozen to death in the deep mountains and old forests. Because back then, few of those anti-United Nations fighters walked out of the mountains alive, and they were either killed by the Japanese or froze to death and starved to death in the ravine. My father miraculously returned, and it was such a big show. All the people of the whole tun rushed out of the house to see their father's demeanor. Most of the old people are gone, and most of my father's peers are still alive, and they dare not recognize them when they stand in front of my father, and my father can't recognize them anymore. So, they inspired each other to reminisce, and finally remembered, and then their hands clasped together, and tears flowed down their cheeks. My father once again remembered the details of digging bird eggs and riding the back of a bull, and sighed. In my father's eyes, the backers are still the backers, but now the backers are more prosperous. At this time, the backer of the mountain is more lively than the New Year, and the children shouted to their fathers and mothers to go out of the house, gather around their fathers, watch the convoy, and see their relatives in the People's Liberation Army.

In order to reward all the fathers and villagers in Gushantun, his father ordered people to build two big stoves in the center of Tun, stewed pots of white rice, and boiled pots and pots of pork stewed vermicelli. My father's dream as a teenager was to one day eat pork stewed vermicelli. This is not only his dream, but also the dream of all the backers. Father is going to repay this vow to the people today.

The father's feat lasted for three days in a row. During these three days, not only the leaders of the commune were alarmed, but even the leaders of the county came, and they all wanted to see with their own eyes the big people who came out of their hometowns. They all called their father the chief, and for a while, the small backer was very lively.

Three days later, my father reluctantly said goodbye to his father and fellow villagers, said goodbye to his hometown of Gushantun, and returned to Shenyang City. In the past few days, my father's mood has been turbulent, and his family has sat down. Every time he goes to a house, he will think of a string of childhood memories, the Li family once gave him a cake, and the Zhang family once gave him a bowl of sorghum rice...... All of this made my father sad and affectionate. Many days after returning home, my father was still in a state of euphoria.

Soon after my father returned to his hometown, the villagers began to visit my father in droves with the specialties of his hometown. They didn't expect their father to be such a big official, and in their eyes, there is not much difference between the chief of staff of the military region and the ****. The hearts of the villagers are warm, and the feelings are real.

The villagers filled the large and small rooms of the house, and while smoking cigarettes from their hometown with their father, they chatted about the changes in the backing mountains over the years, and asked about the big and small things in the army and the city. At this time, the father was happy, he sat cross-legged in the center of the house, and the villagers also sat like this, they were not used to sitting on the sofas, tables, chairs, and benches of the people in the city, they sat cross-legged on the ground, as if sitting on their own kang so calmly and logically. For a while, the house was smoky and stinky.

Mother couldn't stand all this for a long time, during the day, she could still hide in the unit, out of sight and out of mind, but after work, she had nowhere to hide, so she could only return home. Usually, she can't stand her father alone, and so many people come at once, driving her crazy. There was chaos in every room of the house, and what she couldn't stand even more was the rudeness of the villagers. The moment they saw their mother, the villagers were stunned, they never expected that their mother would be so young and so beautiful. They affectionately called their mother sister-in-law, although the mother was even younger than them. In his father's hometown, any woman who is called a sister-in-law can play for fun. Although they could not be presumptuous in front of their mother, they were sincerely enthusiastic about her, and they took out a large handful of walnuts and stuffed them into her hands. Someone rolled a paper cigarette for their mother to smoke, and the women in her father's hometown had a habit of smoking, and they thought that her mother would smoke too. The mother finally couldn't take it anymore, she hid in the toilet, and at this time the only toilet in the house was the last pure land, because the villagers were not used to flushing toilets. Every day when the villagers went to the toilet, my father asked the civil servant Xiao Lizi to lead them to the public toilet in the courtyard. Her mother hid in the toilet, and for the first time, she felt that the toilet was so peaceful and clean. The faint fragrance of soap enveloped the mother and the toilet. Mother's tears flowed out.

My father called the cooking squad leader and asked the cooking squad leader to make a big pot of pork stewed vermicelli, and then my father accompanied these childhood friends and drank wine in large bowls. The father also said, "Third brother, make the whole wine!"

As a result, everyone was tidy, and the villagers were not so regular, and every sentence was foul. After coming and going, I remembered my mother. They shouted and proposed to their father that their mother come and toast them. My father was also a little drunk at this time, and he shouted to his mother in a loud voice: Girl, come on, come on, toast, toast wow!

Mother heard, but she didn't move. My father shouted and saw that my mother was not moving, and then he got up and knocked on the door of the toilet, shouting as he told, "Toast, toast!" These are my bare-eyed friends. The mother could not help but come out, and she appeared in front of the villagers, and by this time someone had already poured wine for the mother, and then clinked glasses, and then toasted. Mother doesn't drink, she has never drank, let alone let her drink, the messy scene in front of her has long made her sick. The villagers, who took advantage of the strength of the wine, poured a bowl of wine into their mother's mouth, and the mother slammed the door of the toilet, and she vomited in the river.

The father is still saying, "The eldest brother is whole wine!"

Since then, as long as the farming season is off, the villagers have always come to their homes. They came to visit their father, and by the way, they opened their eyes to the world outside the backer. Every time someone came, it was their father's car to pick up and send them, and it was the first time in their lives that they got into a car, and this alone was enough for them to say in front of their hometown people for half a year.

Mother couldn't take it anymore, and she warned her father: Don't let those people come again, if you come again, I will divorce you! The word "divorce" was new and foreign to my father, and he thought that his mother was just talking. When I came to my hometown again, my mother really moved to live in the art troupe. Later, after the villagers left, my father personally went to the art troupe to talk about it, and my mother came back.

Later, when the villagers came to my father, my father did not go home to collect them, but arranged them in a guest house. In those years, as long as you see a countryman in the compound of the military region carrying mushrooms and walnuts on his shoulder, and drinking a large bowl of wine and a large piece of whole meat in the canteen of the guest house, nine times out of ten he is from his father's hometown.

After the villagers came for a while, it was noticeably sparse. On the contrary, when people came to their hometowns again, they were replaced by cadres at the commune and county levels. They no longer simply come to see their father, but they ask for it. Under a planned economy, everything is scarce, such as agricultural machinery, fertilizers, seeds, cloth, ...... All of them are in short supply at the grassroots level in rural areas. They came to their father to buy these in-demand goods. My father was very responsive to his hometown. Although my father was in the army and didn't care about local affairs, my father had many old comrades-in-arms and old subordinates, and many of them had been transferred to local areas and were fighting on all fronts. These are not a big deal for my father, just a phone call and a note, and the problems that the people in my hometown can't solve are easily solved by my father. After these things arrived, my father did not complete the task, and he had to find a way to help the villagers transport these things back. Sometimes, my father would go to the railway bureau to apply for wagons for them, and when the railway was tight, my father would directly order the military vehicles of the army to send them back to their hometowns.

In those years, my father did many great things for his hometown.

When my father was drinking with the secretary of the county party committee, he said: In the future, those who begged me Lao Shi in my hometown said that without those villagers in my hometown, my Lao Shi would have starved to death. After my old stone dies, I will also be buried in my hometown. What his father told the truth, what he never expected was that it was his truth that planted a curse for him. Later, my father made a mistake, and it was his words that caused it.

My father came to the army at the age of thirteen. From the day he joined the army, he gave his life to the army. After decades of military career, my father's life has been completely integrated with the big family of the army. My father thought that the profession of a soldier was the most honorable profession in the world.

The father's view is reflected in his arrangements for his three children. Lin first graduated from high school, and he did not hesitate to send Lin to the army. The father's treatment of his children showed his selflessness, and he did not leave Lin with him, but sent him to a remote outpost. It's a land of ice and snow. My father's outlook on life is: the flowers and plants in the greenhouse cannot become any climate, and only in the wind and waves can they be refined into steel. He joined the Anti-Japanese Federation at the age of thirteen, isn't this how he has been doing so for so many years?

A year later, Lin could no longer adapt to the monotonous and hard life at the border post. So he wrote euphemistically to his father one by one, hoping that his father would see the love of their father and son, pull him along, and transfer him to a slightly better environment to guard the north gate for the motherland. His father was unmoved by Lin's letter, and he turned Lin's pleas for help to ashes with a match.

Lin was disappointed in his father, and he turned to his mother for help. My mother had long had objections to my father's approach, and when Lin was asked to go to the border checkpoint, my mother had argued with my father, and in the end, my father waved his hand and said: The child is mine, so it is decided! My father has always regarded the three children as his own, and even the mother has no share. Emotionally, he has taken his three children for himself.

Mother is mother after all, and mother can't stand Lin's suffering. Through the relationship of acquaintances, she made a good appointment for Lin. At that time, my mother was already the head of the art troupe, and my mother still had some appeal. That incident was found out by his father, and he got angry. Immediately called to revoke Lin's appointment, which disappointed the hopes of his mother and Lin.

After this incident, Lin sent a letter to his father. Lin said in the letter: I don't have you as a father, and you don't have me as a son! After receiving the letter, my father was emotionally unstable for a long time, and he scolded Jing Hehai for no reason at home. Jing and Hai are both in high school, and they are already adults. They were abused by their fathers for no reason, and they could only cry to their mothers. My mother said, "Bear with me, and when you graduate, you will leave this house!" If you leave, I will leave him and let him scold himself!

Since then, Lin has never written to his father, which his father cannot understand. In 1979, in the battle on the Southern Front, Lin, as a battalion commander, also participated in that local war. As a result, Lin never returned. He remained forever in the jungles of the South. Among Lin's belongings was a letter addressed to his father, which was later delivered to his father. Lin said in the letter: "Dad, when you saw this letter, I had already died. I used to hate you, but now I don't, because you are my father......

My father read Lin's letter and burst into tears. He carefully treasured the letter, and every once in a while he would take it out and look at it. Every time he read Lin's letter, his eyes were blurred with tears.

Of the three children, Jing's personality is the most like her father. She has been unafraid of the sky since she was a child, and she has a short temper. When her father wasn't there, she got angry, threw things and cursed. So angry that her mother scolded her: Look at your virtue, just like your father!

After Jing graduated from high school, her father asked Jing for her opinion on her future future, and Jing said without thinking: I want to be a cavalryman! No one can tell why Jing has such an idea, in her consciousness, riding a horse and galloping may be the highest state of life.

This thought of hers embarrassed her father. It is not that there are no cavalry in the military district, but that there are no female soldiers in the cavalry units. But this matter could not stop his father, and Jing was quickly sent to a cavalry unit on the grasslands of Inner Mongolia.

So since then, there has been one more crystal in the cavalry unit and one more female cavalryman. At the time, this became news in the army.

Jing is not tired like Lin, she is content and happy in every letter to her parents, and she also mentions in one letter that she is going to conquer the horse with a violent temper called Kuroko, which has broken two riders.

One night, Jing secretly led the black horse out, and misfortune happened. Jing fell heavily from her horse's back and fractured her lower leg. For this, Jing stayed in the hospital for more than a month. Her father didn't know all this, she didn't tell her father herself, and she didn't let her leaders tell her father. She suffered greatly from mobility during the more than 30 days she was hospitalized, so she hated the dark horse to death. When she approached the black horse again after she had been discharged from the hospital, it seemed to have a deep hatred for her, baring its teeth at her, accompanied by a bouncing and howling from time to time. This made Jing anxious. In another night, Crystal angrily stabbed the black horse with a bayonet, and the black horse disappeared from the sequence of military horses.

Jing received a demerit. She refused to accept it, and quarreled with the leader for two years about this matter, she broke the regiment commander's cup, and at the same time smashed the glass on the window of the regiment commander's house. Jing is in the cavalry unit, as difficult to tame as the dark horse. Later, there were a few more incidents like this, and the cavalry troops had no choice, so after asking their father's opinion, they sent Jing back. Thus, Jing ended her short career as a cavalryman.

Jing, who came back from the army, once again made a request to her father. The cavalry can't be done, she wants to drive a train and be a female train driver. I don't know why, my father's request for Jing will be obedient, and he really fulfilled Jing's dream. At that time, Xiao Wuzi, his father's former guard, was a small leader on the railway. Jing soon became the only female train driver in the railway bureau. This incident has once again become news. Jing drove the train, speeding north and south of the motherland, and the feeling was no less than riding a horse on the grassland. Jing is happy to be a train driver.

I don't know why, Jingdu is twenty-eight or nine, and she hasn't found a boyfriend yet. This made her mother so anxious that she began to ask her acquaintances to ask her friends to make a wide range of objects for Jing Zhang. Either the man doesn't look down on Jing, or Jing doesn't look down on the man. In the end, a policeman was finally found for Jing in the Public Security Bureau, and the two were married for less than a year and divorced again. The reason is that the two quarreled as soon as they got married. Once, Jing seized the policeman's gun, tied the policeman to the bed, and then played with the policeman's gun, and threatened to take the gun to the train, saying that the gun was simply a decoration on the policeman's body...... The police couldn't live with Jing anymore anyway, so they filed for divorce. Jing completed the divorce formalities cleanly, and after she was done, she drove on the train again in a dashing manner, and the river ran north and south. Since then, Jing has never mentioned getting married. Until now, she is still living happily alone.

The sea is one of the most troublesome children for my father. He is cowardly and sentimental by nature, and he will be sad for a fallen leaf and a little red. He often had tears in his eyes and was depressed. Hai likes to read, and can often be seen hiding in his room, reading some Chinese and foreign love stories. He often wiped tears from his tears while reading. Angry, his father scolded him more than once: "Unproductive goods!" Even his mother kept sighing for the appearance of the sea. She knew that Hai's personality was very similar to herself, and it would be fine if Hai was a girl, but he was a man. Mother understands this. Therefore, the mother sighed for the character of the sea.

When Hai graduated from high school, when his father proposed to send Hai to become a navy, his mother did not object, and she also thought that sending Hai out to exercise would be beneficial to change Hai's personality. My father thought that letting the sea become a navy was the real sense of tempering in the wind and waves. As a result, Hai had no choice but to become a navy. Haidang is a submariner, and the submarine stays at the bottom of the sea for a month, sometimes even a few months, during training, and it is really the underwater world. The cadres and soldiers on a boat are more than a dozen people, and most of the time they survive in a cave-like space in a narrow space, not to mention the sea, even a submarine captain with more than 20 years of military experience can't bear it. The sea is lonely by nature and cannot be discharged. So, less than a year later, there was a problem with the spirit of the sea. Later, Hai was sent to a psychiatric hospital. Since then, whenever someone mentions the navy and the sea in front of the sea, the sea will tremble and his eyes will glaze over. Since then, no one in the family has said anything about the navy. After Hai was discharged from the hospital, he was transferred to his side by his mother and became a literary soldier in the art troupe.

My father was also dead to the unhappy sea, and he didn't believe that the sea would have anything to do in the future. He once said to his mother, "Let me not have this son!" He also let his mother settle the sea.