Chapter 14: Jin Zhiqiu's Confession
"Meng Qing, I'm so dizzy" Jin Zhiqiu completely pushed the rice in his hand aside, covered his head and looked at Meng Qing pitifully.
Is this coquettish?
Meng Qing only felt like his heart was skipping a beat, why didn't this person play cards according to common sense?
What about stubbornness? What about rigidity? What about being unkind? Sure enough, rumors are not credible!
Looking at the thick gauze he wrapped, I knew that the brain CT was fine, but I couldn't bear to poke him. I had to follow her meaning and ask tentatively, "Why don't I invite the doctor to take a look at it again?"
Jin Zhiqiu said: "That's not necessary, the doctor is so busy, we can't always be troublesome, right?" After speaking, he deliberately gently rubbed his head wrapped in thick gauze.
"Then what do you want?" What trick does this guy want to make? Meng Qing was also curious.
"The wound on my head can still be endured, but my arm hurts so much, the doctor said that the injury from the wooden stick will take at least a few months to heal, I feel very painful, why don't you help me rub it?"
......
Meng Qing could see his thief heart through his pitiful appearance......
Afraid that something would happen to him, she asked the doctor again and again to make sure that there was no problem with his body except for the wound.
Oh my God, what should I do? This God of Wealth has haunted her...... But thinking that in the melee, Jin Zhiqiu did protect her everywhere, and I don't know how many of those random sticks fell on him.
Thinking of this, Meng Qing walked to the hospital bed and gently massaged the area where he was injured, which should have fallen on her.
Jin Zhiqiu made no secret of his liking for her, looking at her with eager and tender eyes, and he didn't mean to shy away at all.
After pressing it a few times, Meng Qing felt that her wrist was also a little painful, she couldn't help frowning, and subconsciously moved her wrist, but Jin Zhiqiu suddenly snatched her hand and opened her sleeve to check it, and asked her eagerly: "Are you injured?" Where does it hurt? Is it here? Or here? Or is it here?"
Meng Qing was very unaccustomed to him like this, so he withdrew his hand and looked at Jin Zhiqiu very seriously, there are some things that need to be explained earlier, otherwise it will not be good for anyone......
"Jin Zhiqiu, you don't have to be like this. I'll pay attention to my own body, and you know, I'm divorced and have a five-year-old daughter, and you're still unmarried, so we're not suitable. ”
"I know, but you're divorced. Then I have the right to pursue you. I don't care if you're divorced, and accept your children, I'll be good to her. I Jin Zhiqiu never make rash decisions, I like you, I really like it, please give me a chance. ”
How long has it been since I heard such a straightforward confession? Even if I don't like Jin Zhiqiu, there is no woman who is not moved by such a confession.
She believes in Jin Zhiqiu's sincerity, and his self-cultivation and character are not the kind of playboys.
But she is really afraid of marriage, but it is false to say that she is not looking forward to it, but she is too hurt to believe it.
She had secretly thought about it and decided before. If there is really someone you want to marry, then you must choose the one you love this time.
Life is only a few decades, and youth has been wasted, if the second time you step into marriage is not because of love, then what's the point?
"Jin Zhiqiu, thank you very much for your kindness to me. But this has to be consensual, and I'm sorry - I don't like you."
It may hurt people, but if there is, it must be made clear, Jin Zhiqiu deserves better people.
I didn't expect Meng Qing to refuse so simply, Jin Zhiqiu was very disappointed and embarrassed. It's been forty years of life, and it's so embarrassing and sad to be rejected for the first time.
"Then do you hate me?" Jin Zhiqiu's caution fell into Meng Qing's eyes, and he suddenly felt distressed.
She remembered that at that seventeen-year-old age, she had been so hesitant to summon up the courage to confess one night.
She was also rejected, just like Jin Zhiqiu now, disappointed and embarrassed.
The phrase that comes to mind from time to time: "I will one day make you fall in love with me willingly"
Shang Li, have you ever loved me thoroughly......
"Is this question difficult to answer?" Jin Zhiqiu looked at her silent appearance, and became even more uneasy.
"No, I don't hate you"
When Jin Zhiqiu heard this, it was like seeing hope again in despair, and he smiled happily, and his smile was particularly bright......
His smile was just as bright, bright enough to hide the sun's ......
"If only you don't hate me, trust me - I'll make you like it"
Life is really going round and round, and Jin Zhiqiu at this moment is not like himself back then.
"Good"
knew that this sentence was inappropriate, but she didn't want to hurt her former self.
"I'll go and prepare tomorrow's ingredients for you, if you have any questions, you can find a nurse, and I'll be back soon"
The atmosphere was a little weird, and Meng Qing casually made up a reason and left.
Jin Zhiqiu could see her evasion, but he was unwilling to give up the person he rarely liked, and he didn't want Meng Qing to have such a hard time.
Maybe it's a good idea to start with friends.
Although it was a casual reason, Meng Qing still went to the vegetable market to select some, his body was injured, and he really should make up for it.
"Hey, what is the best soup for Huizi's injured patients?" Looking at the dazzling ingredients in the market, she didn't know where to start, so it was more realistic to consult a connoisseur.
When Zhao Hui heard this, she thought that something had happened to Meng Qing, so she immediately wanted to come over, and then she was relieved when she heard about the original situation, so she just let her buy it according to her own recipe, and she didn't have to worry about the rest.
"Thank you, always bothering you" Although Zhao Hui is not an outsider, she always has something to trouble her best friend, and she still feels very embarrassed.
"None of us are outsiders to each other"
Zhao Hui's words warmed her heart......
After thinking about it for a while, Meng Qing still decided to ask: "Has Xu Yinian contacted you recently? What do you think?"
"He will contact me every day, and he will send messages and apologize to me when I don't answer, but I just don't want to face him, every time Yuanyuan asks my father, I will be soft-hearted, but I don't want to live like this by myself, I don't want to be the same as this kind of life of quarreling again and again for decades to come, I can understand that he feels sorry for his mother, but I don't understand, why when he treats his mother, Yuanyuan and I must be the one who can be sacrificed?"
"But you can't live outside with Yuanyuan like this for the rest of your life, right?"
"You can, why can't I? His mother looks down on me and doesn't work, don't you look down on me too? I used to be an excellent employee in the job, and when Yuanyuan can go to kindergarten, I will work, I want to prove myself" Zhao Hui was very angry Everyone else can look at her like this, but Meng Qing can't!
"I didn't mean that, I don't want you to suffer the same as me, do you understand? Zhao Hui, this is not a matter of will. Lang Weiming and I can't turn back, there is too much hatred between us, but you are different, I can see that you love him, and Yuanyuan also needs a father."
"Yuanyuan needs her father, but what about Xiao Jia? She doesn't need it? Why don't you answer Shang Li's phone? Why are you avoiding him? He came back for you. ”
Indeed, Meng Qing has been refusing to answer Shang Li's calls, and a few times she even stood in front of the window and looked at Shang Li standing downstairs, he stood all night, and she watched all night.
However, it is no longer possible for her and Shang Li, since it is impossible, why should it start?
"It's impossible for me to communicate with him, Huizi, I know he'll contact you, and you tell me about it. It's impossible for me to be with him......" Meng Qing resolutely denied.
Zhao Hui listened to her stubborn words, and she was angry. Since she knows the suffering, why does she have to carry it herself?
"Are you still angry about Lin Yanshu?" Lin Yanshu was a thorn in the middle between Meng Qing and Shang Li, but Meng Qing never mentioned it, and no one was allowed to mention it.
Lin Yanshu, as soon as he hears this name. Meng Qing felt suffocated, how humiliated he was that morning, it was all because of this Lin Yanshu......
When he was twenty-two years old, Shang Li always proposed marriage many times, but Meng Qing never relented.
Not because I don't love it, but because I love it too much......
They have been in love for five years, but they have never really been together, Meng Qing is an extremely insecure person, and she wants to make sure that Shang Li loves her as a person, not a woman......
So they never overstepped the rules.
Shang Li really wanted to marry her immediately, always intentionally or unintentionally or unexpectedly proposed, Meng Qing especially wanted to agree, but when she thought of her parents' marital status, she hesitated, if one day, she and Shang Li reached this point? She couldn't accept it......
It's a pity that she doesn't know, how much does these silences draw Shang Li's heart?
Every time I want to be with the person I like forever, I will never be separated for the rest of my life. It's a pity that the person in his heart is silent every time......
has always only been surrounded by girls, who has been snubbed again and again.
Gradually, the hot love began to cool down a little......
Meng Qing didn't know what the problem was, but she didn't dare to agree, because her mother said that being hurt by the person you love is far deeper than someone else hurting you.
Their relationship is still so unstable, let alone married......
The suspicion disappeared silently and frantically until one day, Meng Qing went to Shang Li's house to deliver breakfast as usual, but he didn't see him, the bed was neat, and he should have not returned overnight......
Meng Qing called Shang Li uneasily, she always felt that something was wrong.
The other end of the phone was finally connected, and Shang Li's lazy voice came
"Shang Li, where have you been?"
Shang Li was silent for a moment, then said playfully, "You guess?"
Sensing that Shang Li's mood was wrong, Meng Qing had a secret sense of foreboding.
Suddenly, there was a crisp woman's laughter on the other end of the phone, and the laughter went straight to Meng Qing's ears like a magic spell.
The heart is smashed to pieces......
Meng Qing couldn't come back to his senses for a long time, but he heard Shang Li say on the phone: "I forgot to tell you, I slept with another woman last night"
Shang Li's tone was so light-hearted, as if it was a daily greeting.
Meng Qing asked rhetorically: "Who?"
"You know, Lin Yanshu. By the way, I forgot to tell you, she asked me in the morning if I wanted to marry her, what do you think I should say?"
Meng Qing felt sad and indignant, was this a provocation after hurting her, but she didn't want to believe that Shang Li, whom he liked, would be such a person.
"Shang Li, let's not make trouble, okay? I know you're talking nonsense, as long as you say no, I'll believe you."
"I'm like this, you still don't give up? Meng Qing, you are too confident, do you think that no one will marry me except you? Let me tell you, there are a lot of people who want to marry me, I was unhappy in the past, since you don't want to, Lin Yanshu can't wait for it, you know, she has always liked me. ”
Shang Li's sarcastic and ridiculous words deeply stimulated her strong heart, which was both heartache and shame.
He has already betrayed, and she is still looking forward to it?
That day, she sat in front of Shang Li's house and cried for a day. Shang Li didn't come back until the evening, and he didn't contact him again.