Chapter 14: Raw Pain

Meng Qing was a little lonely this weekend.

Because Yu Lu was going back for two days, Zhao Hui was going to visit relatives. Three small groups collapsed.

Meng Qing was bored and stirred the rice in the bowl, only focusing on his distraction, but he didn't stuff a mouthful into his mouth

"What's wrong?" asked my mother, looking at her like this, with concern

"No, it's just a little boring," Meng Qing said casually

"If you're bored, finish your meal and do your housework, don't wander around," my mother said angrily after glancing at her

When Meng Qing heard this tone, he probably guessed that he might quarrel again. Mom usually spoils her very much, although she doesn't want anything to buy, but she also stretches out her hand to eat to open her mouth. If it weren't for the bad mood, my mother would never have been reluctant to let her do housework.

I knew in my heart that Meng Qing didn't continue the topic, and at this time, he should make himself transparent, so that he could return to a moment of peace.

Sure enough, after a while, there was a noisy telephone quarrel next door, mixed with the trembling and crying scolding of Meng's mother.

"Divorce" snapped, it should be that my mother dropped the phone.

The snap slammed into Meng Qing's heart, and the memories surged back, and she had nowhere to hide.

Since childhood, the sound of quarrels has accompanied life. Dad doesn't like to do housework, and he never takes the initiative to help, and the two have to go to work and take care of the children, so naturally there are a lot of collisions. In addition, Meng Qing has been weak since she was a child, she is sick when others are sick, and she is still sick if others are not sick.

Naturally, my mother is often busy, and my father doesn't know how to do housework and can't help at all. So the quarrels gradually became more frequent.

There is a small quarrel for three days, and a big quarrel for five days......

She is very sensitive to the atmosphere of the family, and with one look and one tone from her mother, she can tell that she can be coquettish today or try not to appear to be there, so as not to be affected

And what really pushed each other further away was that Mom and Dad lost their jobs at the same time for various reasons that year.

They are all people who get paid when they work in the unit, and such a sudden change makes everyone panic.

In fact, the previous conditions of the family were very good, the welfare of the parents' unit was very good, and most of the expenses of life could be almost reimbursed, resulting in the parents getting used to the consumption mode of moonlight, and often taking a whole month's salary just to buy a piece of clothing they liked.

But now, the burden of life has suddenly weighed down...

From simplicity to luxury, from luxury to difficulty.

In desperation, Dad could only choose to go out to do business. During these days, Meng Qing and her mother had a very difficult time.

You can eat leeks for a whole month in a row, just because it's cheap......

Mom also stopped her cosmetics and clothes...... In the days when you can't make money, saving has become the biggest way.

Meng Qing is actually very sensible, she never complains about bad food, no new clothes, no snacks.

Whenever her mother served the food guiltily, Meng Qing always happily said, "I like to eat leeks the most"

In fact, after many years, she never wanted to eat leeks again.

I remember one time, the shampoo at home was gone. Meng Qing pressed and pressed the empty bottle, skillfully unscrewed the lid, added some water, and shook it...

I washed my hair like that

Later, my mother finally found her first job after losing her job for a year, but she often had to work overtime.

Meng Qing took the money to buy shampoo in the supermarket by herself, she was pampered by her mother, and she never paid attention to the trivial matters of life. Looking at the neatly arranged bottles in the supermarket, she didn't know where to start.

Finally, following the price, she picked the cheapest bottle.

But when she used it the next day, she realized that she couldn't make bubbles, and when she looked closely, it turned out to be conditioner. I blamed her for being too concerned about the price at the time, no wonder there was a gap of more than ten yuan with other shampoos.

I couldn't help but feel distressed, there was still a conditioner at home, and she bought it repeatedly. So as if punishing herself, she washed her hair with conditioner angrily, but the more she washed it, the more oily it became, and every time she felt that others looked at her like knives.

By the time my mother found out, it had been a few days, and she didn't blame or even mention it. Instead, he quietly bought a new bottle and put it on the bathroom basin

When she saw the bottle of shampoo, Meng Qing felt panicked in her heart... Quietly wipe away your tears with the water you wash your face.

At this moment, she was a little resentful of her father in her heart.

Then there was another impressive quarrel, the cause of which has long been forgotten. I only remember that as soon as I opened the door after school, I heard the sound of Meng's mother sobbing.

Meng Qing stood outside the door, not knowing if he should go in......

In the end, I couldn't hear my mother's aggrieved cry and walked in.

After that, mom blames dad for all kinds of things, from life to finance, from helper to spiritual support. Dad didn't qualify.

Meng Qing didn't argue, at that time she hadn't grown up to be cheerful and eloquent. would only hold a soft tissue to wipe away her tears for her mother, and accompany her silently.

"Mom, don't cry" is a short sentence, like a heavy blow, knocking the mother to the whole body, crying even more.

"Qingqing, if it weren't for you, we would have divorced a long time ago, I wouldn't have to suffer this kind of life, isn't it because I'm afraid that you will suffer?

This said... I've heard it many, many times.

She kept shouting in her heart, "Leave, leave, not only you suffer, but I also suffer, you always say this, it will make me feel like a sinner"

But she will still hold back, she is afraid that speaking out will hurt her mother's heart even more.

But actually, that's what she really thought...

Every time she gets to this situation, she wants to be strong and successful, she wants to be a successful businessman, and she takes on all the work of supporting her family.

The headache is like it's going to crack...... It really hurts, it hurts.

"Qingqing, you come to your mother, be good, you can't go any further, let's slowly figure out a way if there is anything, when the sky falls, your parents will give you a top, don't be afraid, um~"

"Yes, Qingqing... Mom and Dad will help you."

"No, no..." Meng Qing stood on the roof of the building, his toes were already hanging outside, and he was very flustered at the moment. I want to live, but I have no hope of living. What to do? I admit that I am cowardly, I can't afford it... I...

"Mommy, Mommy, Mommy..."The immature child's voice shouted hysterically, and Xiao Jia wanted to rush over, but was firmly grasped by the crying grandmother

"Mom... Mom... Mom" again and again

Meng Qing looked at the crying tear-like child, and the grief-stricken parents, and then looked at the abyss under his feet... The wind whined and wept in his ears, and his long hair was messy in the air. In the distance, there was the sound of a whooping siren.

Finally, I took a deep look at my beloved parents, my young daughter, and finally jumped down

"No," she cried out, her heart aching.

"Ahh

Meng Qing sat up suddenly, and found that his face was full of tears...

Thankfully, it was a dream. It's horrible...

The original pain is the deepest thorn hidden in her heart, and it hurts when you touch it......

She touched her face randomly, and only to settle down did she realize that she was distressed. I don't know if it's because I drank too much alcohol last night...

I glanced at my phone, and there were more than a dozen missed calls in it. There are Zhao Hui's, there are parents, and customers...

Looking at the dazzling sunlight outside the window, I was thirty years old. It's time to be very mature, there is no time to be sad, there is no time to heal the wounds, no matter how difficult things are, they should be sad and joyful...

"Hey, Mom... I drank too much with Zhao Er last night, so I stayed in a hotel, so I was worried, I will go to work later, don't worry" Meng Qing hurriedly put on her clothes, and hurriedly called her mother back while she was free, and she didn't contact her all night. They must be worried about the breakdown!

After hanging up the phone, Meng Qing pulled the doorknob and naturally glanced at the full-length mirror standing by the door, she was very embarrassed in the mirror...

The yellowed complexion, overgrown eyebrows, and bloodshot eyes all indicate her state...

After a moment's hesitation, she opened her bag and took out her cosmetics...

Life must go on, Meng Qing in the dream can escape, but Meng Qing in reality cannot!!

After a moment, it was like a trick in the mirror...

Round apricot eyes, tall nose, deep eyes with deep coffee contacts, eye waves... I want to talk about it.

The fair face is lined with a red mouth, and the originally messy long hair has been braided a few times by her with a little care, but it is cute in the coquettishness.

Let's go......

The taxi stopped in front of an old factory building, and Meng Qing took a deep breath. Since the accident, she has retired the original expensive residence, and the company has moved into this old factory to save expenses and save money.

"Boss Meng, you are finally here, the Chuangyuan sales department rejected our products, I found out yesterday that it was not a quality problem at all, but Boss Lang who was making trouble behind his back, how could he do this?" Sun Jianxing came angrily with the information.

Really... What should come will come eventually... Meng Qingqiang held back the tears in his heart, he couldn't cry, he couldn't cry...

Since the accident in the company, Sun Jianxing is the only one left who is not many people left, he is a young man in his early twenties, so naturally he can't watch a weak woman being bullied to this point. Even if there is no salary and no future, there can be no fairness and no heavenly reason.

"Okay, I'll go in person later. You tell me the specifics. ”

"Chuangyuan sales department was not originally with us, it was Lang Weiming who drank at the wine table through the introduction of friends, and since then has been cooperating with us, until after the accident, he also continued to cooperate with us, but since three days ago I found that their orders are unusually low, and I have been to a few times to say that it is the reason for the recent decline in sales, yesterday Xincheng's boss Wu told me that Lang Weiming has appeared in the market recently, and asked them to talk about the order, agreed to make a profit of 10% on the original price, according to Boss Wu, he has talked about our customers, but some of them rejected him, because they look down on his character。 cheating on his father-in-law and abandoning his wife and daughter, this kind of person has no personality at all. ”

Every time Sun Jianxing said a word, Meng Qing's heart was cut deeper.

Not only did he cheat his parents' money away, but he disappeared from play. Now she suddenly appeared and openly grabbed business with her, digging into the wall... How much of a sin did she have to do to her?

Meng Qing desperately held back, clenching his fists until he was numb. She refused to show half of her timidity, now there are only two of them in the company, Sun Jianxing is a hairy boy, she can't mess around. Suddenly, I remembered myself standing on the roof of the building in my dream... She must not admit defeat just like this, she wants a fair and accountable. To bring him to justice... Give yourself justice!!

"You give me the address, and I'll go find this Manager Zhou. What is his hobby? I'm going to back up the greeting gift" Meng Qing shook off the mixed thoughts, and now the tricky thing is to deal with the problem of the customer who is about to lose.

"This person is good at drinking, so he likes to drink in groups of three or five people, and all the orders in their sales department are drunk by various suppliers," Sun Jianxing pouted and said

"Okay, little grandson, you go to other homes to find out the situation first. I'll take care of it here."

"Okay, Sister Meng"