Naked, with a spray on his body, this is a perfect body, with a dark and bronze complexion, well-defined muscles, and slender legs. The abdominal muscles are evenly angular, and the pectoral muscles are not too developed, but they are full of wildness as they rise and fall with breathing. There was a dark red mark the size of a woman's fist on her chest, and as she breathed, the pain spread from the mark to her whole body.

I touched my cheeks, and there were still faint marks on my face with red heels. This is the first time in his life that he has been trampled on the soles of his feet by a woman.

Sitting on the sofa in a daze, with a lot of thoughts, Ruan Yu should not go back to her hometown, her parents worked hard to send her to Donghai to go to college, and now that she has dropped out, she can't go back to face it. In Donghai, the environment she is familiar with is also limited to the area of the financial college and Minsheng West Road, where can a weak woman who dropped out of college and has no skills, and how should she live.

I don't know when, Zuoqiu walked out of the bedroom, holding an envelope in his hand, and stood quietly to the side.

"In a bad mood"?

Lu Shanmin looked up at Zuoqiu, "Can't you control your own destiny without money and power?"

Zuoqiu slowly sat next to Lu Shanmin, "Animals are still strong and weak, let alone people."

"Nguyen Ngoc is missing".

"Oh".

"Am I useless"?

"Oh".

"I don't even have the ability to get justice for her"?

"Hmm".

"How can we become strong?" This was the first time that Lu Shanmin had a strong idea of becoming strong.

"Well, cast a good baby, find a good parent".

"What if people don't even have parents"?

"Oh, the best choice for such a person is to honestly bow his head and live a lifetime, if he doesn't accept his fate, most of them will end up like Wang Dahu, well, maybe one in ten thousand can stand and laugh to the end."

Lu Shanmin smiled bitterly, "This is just like Lin Dahai said, bending over and living for a lifetime."

Zuoqiu nodded, "At least I can live."

Lu Shanmin looked at Zuoqiu lightly, "You're not in a very good mood today?"

"Hmm".

"Why"?

"Because I peeked at your letter".

Saying that, Zuoqiu put a letter that had been torn open on the table, stood up, and patted Lu Shanmin on the shoulder, "Look slowly, I'm going to code words."

On the envelope is grandpa's words, which are still familiar Zhao characters, full of Zhongzheng and good physique, just like grandpa's personality. The beginning of the pen is a little less neat, the frustration is a little more usual, and the end is a little less free and easy. Lu Shanmin seemed to see his grandfather's trembling hand trying his best to grasp the pen, but he realized that he couldn't grasp the action and tried his best to write.

Quietly looking at the envelope on the table, I was extremely eager to open the letter, but I couldn't help but feel unprecedented fear in my heart, more terrifying than the first time I faced the big black bear alone, and it felt like opening the letter would open the gates of hell.

Sitting in front of the computer desk, Zuoqiu is typing, the screen is full of garbled characters, and the code is deleted and deleted, and the code is deleted and coded. The last ten fingers were placed on the keyboard, quietly listening to the movement in the living room, and more than ten minutes passed without sound.

A simple mountain villager, with a curiosity to the East China Sea, he saw whether it was surprise or disappointment, looking back at the small mountain village thousands of miles away, it has been a matter of people, whether it is gained or lost, what kind of mood will he face, what kind of changes will he have. Whether it is metamorphosis or sinking, silence or outburst, Zuoqiu does not know.

The letterhead paper trembled violently, and tears crackled on the paper like a torrential rain.

"My grandson, when you received this letter, Grandpa was already gone. Daoyi and Lao Huang both said not to tell you for the time being, for fear that you won't be able to accept it, but grandpa knows that you are a strong child, you grow up, you should know, you can bear it, in grandpa's heart, your heart is stronger than anyone else."

"Last time, grandpa told you, 'There is no black and white in the world, black and white is only in the human heart', this time grandpa wants to tell you, 'There is no black and white in the world, how can there be black and white in the human heart'. I don't know if you can understand the meaning of this sentence, so let's do it, grandpa will give you an example. ”

"From childhood to adulthood, in your impression, grandpa must be a person who does not eat and sleep, stands upright, does things meticulously, and speaks in a serious way. In fact, grandpa has another side, when you are not in front of you, in fact, I am an old man who is not serious, I often make jokes, laughing at his mouth and belly under the crotch is weak, and he has never even touched a woman's thighs in his life. I will also take advantage of Lao Huang's absence to steal some oil, salt, sauce and vinegar from his house, well, I remember a few times when you still wonder why you eat more and more oil at home, in fact, I went to Lao Huang to steal it. After I stole it, every time I would imitate Daoyi's handwriting and leave a note - "Poor Dao is here to visit". Hey, think about it, I pinched Lao Huang as soon as I met, in fact, I also played a lot of roles in it. ”

"Hey, I was worried about leaving a good impression on you, and I didn't plan to say these things, but the reason why I decided to ruin the image of an elegant gentleman in front of you is that grandpa just wants to tell you that people's hearts are like water, and they are amorphous. ”

"Mountain people, cry if you want to cry, what kind of man doesn't shed tears, and his grandfather doesn't shed a few tears when he dies, what kind of good man is he. ”

"Mountain people, don't come back now, in the mountains before, grandpa hopes that you will be a mountain citizen for a lifetime, but since you have chosen to go out, you must go all the way and don't look back. Being a man and doing things is the most taboo to be swaying at both ends, and the road you have chosen must go on no matter how difficult it is."

"When you have stepped on this road, come back to see grandpa, anyway, grandpa will not move his nest in that col."

"Don't worry, grandpa will be very lively, Daoyi, Lao Huang, and Xiao Nizi will see me off, and most of the villagers will also come, this morning the branch secretary and the village chief came to see me, both of them wanted to be my funeral host, and they almost didn't fight. There is also a matter of doing things, Dao Yi and Lao Huang almost got into a fight, you don't know, Lao Huang was a monk when he was young, and he would also do things. The two had a quarrel, and Xiao Nizi proposed that one be responsible for the day and the other at night, but it didn't stop. After the death of a person, the soul can not see the light, only at night will the soul return, both of them want to do things at night, and almost fight, in the end it is Xiao Nizi who takes out a coin and throws it at the back, which prevents a battle."

"Xiao Nizi is a good girl, although she is only fifteen years old, she is more sensible than many people who have lived a lifetime, and she is well organized at home and outside. In the half year that you have been away, grandpa has lived a fairy life of eating and stretching out his hand, thanks to Xiao Nizi, grandpa likes this girl very much."

"You also know that the family is surrounded by walls, and there are no good things, the only thing worth a little money is a jade bracelet that your grandmother married back then, I think, Xiao Nizi took care of me for half a year, it doesn't mean that my old face has nowhere to rest, this bracelet will be given to her."

"Mountain people, grandpa has told you the truth for twenty years, but these are grandpa's truths, just forget it after hearing it, don't take it too seriously. In the future, you will have your own reason, and that is the good reason. Grandpa believes in you, and you have to believe in yourself."

"Grandpa is gone, just be sad for a while, don't take it too seriously, grandpa's grandpa has also passed, didn't grandpa also live to be seventy years old."

"Mountain people, the rest of the road, it may be difficult to walk, maybe it will be very confused, it doesn't matter, you can break through the miasma forest in the mountains, and you can also get rid of the fog of life."

Signed: Lu Shanmin's grandfather.

Date: The fifteenth day of the first month of xxxx