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Zhang Yuxin stayed in the hospital for more than a week, and several girls accompanied her during the day, and her father accompanied her at night.
Every day, Zhang Yuxin is quietly in a daze and does not speak. Occasionally, Jian Yao deliberately joked, and she just laughed perfunctorily.
Everyone wanted to know what happened between her and her boyfriend, but no one dared to open it first. Even Zhang Yuxin's parents, looking at her state, didn't dare to mention a word...
Early in the morning, as soon as Zhang's father left, the nurse informed them that they could be discharged from the hospital. Jian Yao didn't say much, and went directly to the discharge procedures. After roughly cleaning up, several people got into Jian Yao's Cayenne and left the hospital.
Jian Yao observed the road conditions and asked, "Yuxin girl, where is your home?"
Zhang Yuxin looked at the street scene outside the window, and said for a long time: "Brother Yao, send me to Chunlan Garden first!"
"Come on, Su Xiaoniu, help me navigate it. ”
The hospital is not far from Chunlan Garden, less than 10 minutes by car. Zhang Yuxin and the community security guard took a look, and Jian Yao slowly drove the car into the community.
This community is quite large, Jian Yao listened to Zhang Yuxin's instructions and parked the car in front of a certain residential building. Zhang Yuxin got out of the car first, and as soon as the door opened, the cold wind immediately penetrated into the gap in her neck, making her shiver.
She stood still, her eyes fixed on a certain floor of the building in front of her. Although there was no expression on her face, her eyes betrayed her.
"The household with the sheets was originally the wedding room between me and He Youchao. Now, it doesn't belong to me anymore. Zhang Yuxin said, and couldn't help but tighten her neckline.
"Yu Xin, what does this mean?" Yan Xiaoxiao asked puzzled.
"It turns out that he didn't have me for the rest of his life, but I still look forward to it like a fool. I thought it was my marriage room with him, and it turned out to be a warm little home for him and the girl. Now it seems that I am the outsider, the superfluous person. ”
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On Christmas Eve, Zhang Yuxin has been back at home in Sioux City for two days. At night, she just finished taking a shower and lay on the bed playing with her mobile phone. Today is Christmas Eve, He Youchao hasn't sent her a message all day, she has called and sent messages, but the other party has not replied, she looked at the phone screen in frustration.
In fact, there have been many such things in the past six years. Zhang Yuxin threw her mobile phone to the head of the bed, and the whole person shrank into the quilt. Her mind was in turmoil, and she had mixed feelings in her heart during this time.
One day more than half a month ago, she met a high school classmate on the road, a boy who loves to gossip. The two of them found a café and chatted for a few words, and when the boy heard that she was still with He Youchao, he showed surprise, which made Zhang Yuxin panic. What does that mean?
"After all these years, it's nothing to say these things. The boy took a sip of coffee and continued, "Do you know that when you were a freshman in high school, the girl in the first class was the first in her grade?"
"Remember, that girl was very beautiful and had top grades. ”
"Well, that's also He Youchao's first love. In order to chase her, He Youchao bought the girl a semester's breakfast, and bought it every day. A few of the guys we were playing with at the time laughed at him for not being able to catch up, and people didn't look down on him at all. ”
Hearing that her boyfriend bought breakfast for other girls for a semester, Zhang Yuxin felt very uncomfortable, and the other party was He Youchao's first love. She took a few sips of coffee to hide the bitterness in her heart.
Later, He Youchao didn't know where to go to know that this girl loved marshmallows, so he began to search for all kinds of marshmallows. When he was about to go to the second year of high school, He Youchao finally confessed to the girl. The result, unsurprisingly, was rejected. ”
"The first year of high school is the second year, but..."
"Yes, you and He Youchao didn't have long after the start of the second year of high school. After he was rejected, he was with you. We thought it was strange at the time, and it was only a holiday time before and after. Later, we guessed that you were wearing a school uniform with a high ponytail, and you looked a little like that girl. So, He Youchao..."
Therefore, Zhang Yuxin is a substitute, a substitute for He Youchao's first love...
Zhang Yuxin covered up her embarrassment with a smile, but she didn't know that her smile was uglier than crying. She pretended to be calm and smiled: "This is just your guess, not true! He has been very good to me all these years." ”
The boy pursed his lips and nodded, and said, "Also, seeing that you are so good now, I still have to sincerely bless you." When you have a wedding, remember to invite me!"
"Yes, yes..."
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Early the next morning, Zhang Yuxin finally received He Youchao's WeChat. He said that because the club couldn't leave, he wouldn't go back to Sioux City on New Year's Day, and the engagement period would wait. She edited a large number of paragraphs, and finally deleted them one by one, and only replied with one good word.
If you don't hope, you don't have extravagant hopes, and there will be no disappointment. Isn't that the truth...
Zhang Yuxin sat on the bed, her head buried between her knees. In fact, she knows in her heart that this relationship has always been about compromise and strength, but she doesn't want to admit it. Everyone thinks she's happy, but is she really happy?
Why did the two of them get together in the first place? Zhang Yuxin has asked herself countless times. Is it just that you have a good impression of him in your heart?
At lunchtime, in the face of his parents' inquiries, Zhang Yuxin was like a fish in his throat. She wanted to bury her head in the bowl and not listen to anything. She scribbled a few bites, and as for talking about the marriage period, she casually found an excuse to prevaricate, and she left the house.
Today, Christmas, she walked aimlessly down the street. Suddenly, she seemed to remember something, and her pace quickened and walked in a certain direction.
In 16 buildings and 302 households in Chunlan Garden, Zhang Yuxin stood outside the door, flipping through the key. Before the key could be found, the door opened, and out came a girl wearing a nightdress. He Youchao also happened to come over, and he panicked when he saw Zhang Yuxin appearing here.
The three of them were in the living room, and the girl handed Zhang Yuxin a glass of water. The girl broke the awkward scene first and asked, "Are you?"
Zhang Yuxin ignored her question, looked directly at He Youchao and smiled awkwardly: "Who is this woman? Why did she appear in my marriage room with you? And you, didn't you say that the club couldn't leave because of something? What does this mean now?"
"Wedding room? What is your wedding room, I've been living here for more than half a year! Who are you, you came to my house to spread wild. ”
Zhang Yuxin looked at the woman, and then looked at the silent He Youchao. She sneered, remembering that the picture of Mother He handing over the key to her at the beginning also seemed particularly ironic at this moment.
"Your family? Hehe, you ask him, whose home is this!" Zhang Yuxin roared out behind him, as if he had used all his strength.
The girl was yelled at by Zhang Yuxin, and she instantly began to doubt, she looked up at He Youchao, wanting to get a firmer answer from him.
He Youchao said slowly: "Zhang Yuxin, let's break up! As for my parents, I will explain it clearly." ”
The word "break up" seems ridiculous at this moment. Zhang Yuxin wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and then everyone heard a crisp and loud sound. A clean slap landed on He Youchao's face. He Youchao himself didn't seem to expect that after almost six years together, he even saw her lose her temper only a handful of times.
This slap, Zhang Yuxin used all his strength to beat it, and He Youchao could feel the hot pain. The girl on the side saw that her boyfriend was beaten, and she was also anxious, and wanted to hit her backhand. The palm that was about to fall was firmly grasped by Zhang Yuxin.
Zhang Yuxin didn't plan to save face, so she grabbed the girl's arm and threw it aside. The girl was thrown heavily on the sofa, and her facial features were distorted as if she really fell hard. He Youchao nervously picked up the girl and comforted her in a very gentle tone.
She had never seen him so nervous about a person, but not for her, but for another girl. At this moment, these became particularly dazzling in her eyes.
He Youchao was furious, got up and pointed to the door and shouted, "Get out!"
"He Youchao, this is my wedding room with you, you are now living in our marriage room with other girls, and you still let me go?"
"This is my wedding room, but not with you. Yaoyao is pregnant, and I will marry her. As for you, I'll go back and explain it to my parents, you're a good girl, let's end it between us!"
The streets are full of Christmas spirit, and passers-by are smiling. After Zhang Yuxin came out of Chunlan Garden, she seemed to have lost her mind, and she had already bumped into several passers-by on the road. At the intersection of traffic lights, she slumped on the edge of a flower bed.
"Yaoyao is pregnant, I will marry her. ”
This sentence has been haunting her heart since just now. No matter how bitter my heart is, it is no longer a taste, but I can't shed a single tear. What is she all these years?
Count the past few years. He Youchao didn't seem to have said a word of "I love you" seriously, even when he first met his parents, Zhang Yuxin insisted again and again. If you think about it carefully, it doesn't seem that anything is done for her.
Life is like a traffic light crossroads in front of you, you can grasp what is happening in one second, but you can't predict what will happen in the next second.
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Zhang Yuxin simply went through the matter, she was discouraged, and her eyes were empty. Several girls looked at each other, trying to digest what they heard.
"What the hell did he give him face, he actually brought the woman back to your marriage room?" Jian Yao was not only surprised but also angry after hearing this, and she asked again: "What about you?
Zhang Yuxin looked at the familiar and unfamiliar balcony with mixed feelings. She turned around, her eyes were filled with tears, and she smiled: "Brother Yao, I want to fight for it." But... That girl was pregnant! And from the moment he chose her, I lost!
"Pregnant..." Su Qingzhi was like a thunderbolt in the sky, and she was speechless in shock. Jian Yao and Yan Xiaoxiao were also stunned, and Zhang Yuxin wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and turned her head away.
These words seem to be light, but I don't know how much Zhang Yuxin struggles in her heart. It's been almost six years, how can you say give up...
The car drove away from Chunlan Garden, the car was unusually quiet, and everyone didn't say a word. Jian Yao held the steering wheel in his hand and looked at Zhang Yuxin's situation through the rearview mirror from time to time. Su Qingzhi's eyes were always out of the car window, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
Outside Zhang Yuxin's house, her parents have been waiting for a long time. Perhaps they hadn't come out of the shock yet, and the girls didn't talk much. After a brief goodbye, they prepared to return. Zhang Yuxin stood in place, watching them, until the car completely disappeared from sight, and then turned to go home.
Sioux City is a beautiful city, a mix of ancient and modern, traditional and modern, but they are leaving before they can appreciate it. Suddenly, Yan Xiaoxiao exclaimed, and the three of them looked at the side of the road together.
"Isn't that He Youchao?" Yan Xiaoxiao pointed to a man carrying a supermarket shopping bag on the side of the road and said.
Su Qingzhi didn't have much impression of this person, but Jian Yao recognized it. In a fit of rage, she slammed the steering wheel and pulled the car to the side of the road. Before Su Qingzhi and Yan Xiaoxiao could react, Jian Yao had already opened the car door and rushed down.
It was too late to fight, Jian Yao went up and dragged He Youchao's collar and threw it directly to the ground. Su Qingzhi and Yan Xiaoxiao saw it clearly in the car, and the two of them were afraid that something would happen, so they also got out of the car.
He Youchao fell heavily to the ground, he looked at the items scattered all over the place, and suddenly became angry. When he got up and was about to fight back, he found that it was Jian Yao, and roared directly: "Jian Yao, you are sick!"
"I think you're sick! He Youchao, you're still not a man? I won't tell you any big reason, I'm going to beat you up today. ”
"Brother Yao, Brother Yao, calm down! If you hurt him, you will go to jail!"
When Yan Xiaoxiao rushed up, Jian Yao had already punched He Youchao several times. She was worried that something would happen if she continued to fight, so she forcibly stopped Jian Yao with her body.
"Xiaoxiao, you let go of me!" Jian Yao jumped like thunder and wanted to break free, but Yan Xiaoxiao directly wrapped her waist with both hands, and couldn't break free at all.
Seeing that Jian Yao was stopped, He Youchao patted his messy clothes, squatted down and picked up the items scattered all over the place.
Su Qingzhi walked up to him, looked down at him and said lightly, "You are He Youchao?"
He Youchao raised his eyes and glanced at her, but did not react. Su Qingzhi also knew, it was just a symbolic question.
"You've cleaned up like a human being, but you're not doing anything. Su Qingzhi laughed and continued: "Six years of time is worthless with you, no matter what, there will be someone who cherishes it." You keep your little home, don't break up one day. ”
"What nonsense are you talking to him!" Jian Yao almost kicked in the air, but fortunately, Yan Xiaoxiao hugged her to death.
"Brother Yao, the car is still parked on the side of the road! When the traffic police come to post the ticket, let's go back first." Yan Xiaoxiao said, and dragged Jian Yao towards the car.
He Youchao didn't seem to be able to swallow this breath, suddenly threw the thing in his hand to the ground, stood up straight and glared at Su Qingzhi angrily. The latter glanced at him disdainfully, turned and walked towards the car.
Yan Xiaoxiao pressed Jian Yao on the back seat and jumped into the driver's seat by herself. As soon as Su Qingzhi got into the co-pilot, he saw a patrol car in the distance. Yan Xiaoxiao stepped on the accelerator and breathed a long sigh of relief.
"Hey! No, why did you stop me just now?" The car drove out for a few kilometers, and Jian Yao still couldn't calm down.
"Brother Yao, can you not be so impulsive! Have you forgotten that you were almost dropped out of school because of a few stitches on your thigh in your sophomore year? Not to mention that people practice sports, do you really have a chance of winning a fight?" Yan Xiaoxiao also had a temper, and her voice was also a little angry.
"You drive me back, I'll let you see if I have a chance of winning!"
Su Qingzhi looked at the smell of gunpowder between the two of them, and immediately interjected: "Brother Yao, this time, I will stand Xiaoxiao." If He Youchao really fought back just now, it must be you who was injured. ”
"That's it! I don't have a long brain, how long has Xiaopang been discharged from the hospital, and he hasn't fully recovered! If we really fight, how many times can we three girls take it?"
“......“ Jian Yao actually understands the truth, but he is unwilling to compromise. She tilted her chair back and simply slept well.
Back in Jiangcheng, it was more than eleven o'clock at night. Jian Yao slowly parked the car on the side of the road, and Su Qingzhi loosened his seat belt and prepared to get out of the car.
"Su Xiaoniu, don't you want to go to me! Let's have a good drink tonight. Jian Yao is such a person, whenever he encounters troubles, he goes to the bar and drinks two glasses.
Su Qingzhi glanced at her expressionlessly, turned her head to look at Yan Xiaoxiao and said, "Xiaoxiao, take care of her." ”
"Don't worry, wrap me. Yan Xiaoxiao responded playfully.
Su Qingzhi closed the car door, beckoned without looking back, and left.
After dark, the community is exceptionally quiet. After a day in the car, Su Qingzhi's waist began to ache again. She helped her waist and walked slowly home. She was really tired, and she couldn't sleep well for several nights in a row, and she was still tossing during the day. The first thing you do when you get home is to take a comfortable hot shower.
Blow-dried her hair, she curled up in bed. Thinking about what happened in the past few days, I suddenly felt that in love, there is no such thing as right and wrong. Even if they have loved each other, two people still have the right to choose again.
The so-called right and wrong may be meeting the wrong person at the right time...
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"It's hard to do anything these days, and it feels like I'm falling out of love. Jian Yao slumped on the sofa in the hotel room, holding up his mobile phone and said expressionlessly.
"Me too, and I feel bad. Yan Xiaoxiao was alone in the dormitory, and she couldn't arouse her interest.
"Have you been in contact with Yuxin in the past two days, and how is she?" Su Qingzhi went downstairs to pour herself a glass of water and returned to the balcony of her room.
"I didn't dare to look for her, I didn't know what to say to comfort her, I was embarrassed. Jian Yao's whole head was tilted behind the sofa, and her posture was particularly weird.
"It's almost the New Year, what are you two going to do, when will you go home?" Su Qingzhi continued to ask.
"I'm not going back for the Chinese New Year this year. Jian Yao said.
"I'm on the high-speed rail tomorrow afternoon. Yan Xiaoxiao said.
“......”
“......”
The afternoon sun was particularly lazy, Su Qingzhi hung up the WeChat phone and came to the balcony. Looking at the creeper on the entire wall of the small western-style building opposite, it is quite eye-catching. The small western-style building opposite was bought by a painter a few years ago and transformed into a studio, which is particularly artistic.
After a while, a small group of tour groups walked downstairs from home. The noisy uncle and aunt looked up and saw her, beckoned to greet her, and took out their mobile phones to take pictures of her, and the scene was very embarrassing for a while.
As the sound of the tour group became farther and farther away, a tall figure appeared downstairs. Su Qingzhi looked at it fixedly, and trotted downstairs in ecstatic.
"Why are you here?"
Zhong Yuheng put his hands in his trouser pockets, still calm and elegant: "You slow down." ”
She grinned, it turned out that she hadn't seen her for a while, and she would really miss it.
Zhong Yuheng reached out and brushed away the hair that flew into her mouth, never thinking that she would throw herself into his arms. He was a little surprised, hugged her, and asked softly, "What's wrong?
"No, I'm fine. She let go of his waist, looked up at him, and smiled, "That's it, I miss you." ”
“......” Zhong Yuheng was slightly stunned, was this being teased? Looking at her hot gaze, he turned his head away shyly.
"You're blushing!"
"I didn't. ”
"You have it. ”
“......”
The first time Zhong Yuheng entered the girl's house, he sat on the sofa, a little uncomfortable. Su Qingzhi brought a Coke from the refrigerator, and couldn't help but smile when she looked at his upright sitting posture. She handed the Coke out and sat cross-legged on the couch herself.
"As for me, I'll show you a cartoon, you're good. I'll take you to something delicious after I'm done with these emails. ”
This tone, I don't know, I thought I was coaxing a child. Zhong Yuheng propped his chin with one hand and said lightly: "Cartoons? What about coaxing children? I never watch cartoons." ”
Su Qingzhi pursed her lips and smiled, and directly clicked on her favorite "Cat and Mouse".
After a small clip, Zhong Yuheng began to Erlang's legs, adjusted his comfortable sitting position, and his eyes were completely attracted by the cat and mouse on TV.
In between processing the mail, she couldn't help but glance at it and smile secretly. A man's mouth, a deceitful ghost!
It turns out that this cartoon is really the most successful cartoon, young and old. Even my grandparents who are far away in the countryside are watching "Cat and Mouse" as a pastime after dinner, and sometimes they can laugh happily.
After Su Qingzhi finished processing the last email, she stretched a big waist on the sofa. Seeing that the guy next to her was fascinated, she deliberately picked up the remote control and pressed the pause button.
"Little Short Legs, what are you doing?"
"I don't know who said it, cartoons, what about kids? I never watch cartoons. She also had to learn Zhong Yuheng's damn tone, which made people laugh.
"Ahem... Hmm, you're done with the mail?" Zhong Yuheng coughed to hide his embarrassment, and immediately changed the subject.
"Well, I'm hungry, I went upstairs to change my clothes and go to eat. ”
"Then hurry up, I'll be waiting for you here. ”
"Good!"
Su Qingzhi glanced at him meaningfully, put down the remote control in his hand, and went straight upstairs. At the corner of the stairs, she peeked at it. Sure enough, he guessed correctly, the corners of his mouth raised proudly, and he smiled: "Man..."
Back in the room, Su Qingzhi opened the wardrobe, and her wardrobe was full of light-colored clothes. She grabbed a set of suits and didn't hesitate at all. I changed my clothes, put on lipstick in front of the mirror, and went downstairs beautifully.
When she went downstairs, she deliberately made the movement louder. Zhong Yuheng heard the sound of her coming downstairs, immediately turned off the TV, and sat on the sofa as if nothing happened. Then he calmly turned around and said, "You've changed, let's go!" ”
Standing at the top of the stairs, she was already happy in her heart, and said with a smile: "Let's go!"
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If a person builds the meaning of life on love. That stormy emotional impulse will only be disappointing in the end...