Since my grandparents and grandmothers were hospitalized, they insisted on staying for a while. Every day, she cooks soup and cooks from home to eat.

"Xiaozhi, it's time to eat! Today I made your favorite chestnut pork rib soup. Grandma pushed open the door and walked in

Su Qingzhi put the computer on the bed casually, got up and walked to the sofa, and said, "Grandma, you really don't have to bring me food." It's so tiring to go back and forth like this!"

"Cook for my baby granddaughter, where will I get tired. If you think I'm tired, you should get better so I can rest assured. Grandma said as she laid the food neatly on the table.

Su Qingzhi pursed her lips and smiled, picked up the soup served by her grandmother, and drank it in a big gulp. Grandma reached out and stroked the messy hair on her forehead, her eyes full of pity.

In the afternoon, Su Qingzhi sat on the sofa with the computer in his arms, sorting out the photos taken in the past. Three folders, thousands of photos, have not yet had time to be organized.

Su Qingzhi looked at every photo, and her memory was like going back to that time, vividly. The nature reserve of Hoh Xili, the temple of Shigatse, the tropical rainforest of Liuluo Mountain, the snowy forest of the Great Khing'an Mountains...

Slid one by one, and suddenly stopped. She looked at the photo of the Tibetan antelope in front of her, which was the first photo she took when she entered the Hoh Xil Nature Reserve. Just like an ordinary tourist, landing a casual shot, there is no technology to speak of.

She turned her head to look out the window, her mind drifting back to a few years ago with the photo:

"Miss Su, you will be discharged from the hospital the day after tomorrow, do you have any plans?" A doctor wearing a white coat and a pair of thin-rimmed glasses, who looked particularly elegant and gentle, moved a stool and sat on the edge of the bed. He is a psychotherapist in the hospital, and he is also a psychotherapist who has been with Su Qingzhi for half a year.

Su Qingzhi's face was expressionless, and she kept staring at the sky outside the window, silent. The doctor was accustomed to her silence. This is much better than when I first intervened.

"Don't worry, I'm not here today as a psychotherapist, I'm a friend who wants to talk to you. ”

Su Qingzhi retracted his gaze, glanced at him lightly, and returned to his state just now.

"Do you know where in our country the sky is the most beautiful?" said the psychiatrist, also looking out the window at the cloudless sky

Su Qingzhi shook her head slightly, still silent.

"The sky is the most beautiful I've ever been. The doctor said

Su Qingzhi seemed to be attracted, she turned her head and said lightly: "That... What kind of place is that?"

There was a hint of happiness on the doctor's face, and he quickly replied: "It is a fairyland on earth and a forbidden area for human life! When I met it, I felt as if I had fallen into a dream and forgot everything! I went with the heart of conquering it, but later, I left in awe. ”

"When I stood on the observation deck and looked at the snow-covered mountains in the distance, all the discomfort of entering the plateau disappeared in that moment. The shock and awe cannot be described in words. "The doctor is immersed in his own memories and gushing. The face is full of praise and admiration for this place.

Su Qingzhi said softly: "The forbidden area of human life... Hoh Xili..."

The day she was discharged from the hospital was Su Qingzhi's eighteenth birthday, and the doctors and nurses collectively held a small birthday party for her. The girls at the nurses' station gave her a pair of teddy bears, and the doctors gave her a mirrorless with the latest model at that time.

It was this micro-single, which accompanied Su Qingzhi through Hoh Xili. When she stepped on this pure land, it was as if she could feel the breath of this land. The snow-capped mountains and holy lakes in the distance, all kinds of wild animals, and the vast sky are all awe-inspiring.

Looking at the rows of Tibetan antelopes and listening to Zhuo Ga, the driver and tour guide, telling the story of Hoh Xili, Su Qingzhi's heart suddenly brightened at that moment. The meaning of travel may not only be to conquer the earth, but also to conquer oneself.

Su Qingzhi sat on the front cover of the car, looked into the distance, and said softly: "Human beings are really small in front of nature. ”

Zhuo Ga looked at the little girl in front of him, not sure if she could understand, and said: "We are indeed very small to the world, but we can be wider than the world to ourselves. Yourself is everything, and if you give up, nothing exists. ”

Zhuo Ga is a Tibetan girl in her twenties, and she usually receives tourists from other places to play in the Hoh Xixi Nature Reserve. In Tibetan areas, local female tour guides are not so common. But Zhuo Ga used her unique insights to become one of these few.

Not only that, Zhuo Ga is also a volunteer in the Hoh Xil Nature Reserve. In the past three years, Zhuoga has received no less than 50 groups of tourists. But Su Qingzhi was the only person she received, and she was such a young tourist.

Along the way, I didn't see how Su Qingzhi spoke. Zhuo Ga has seen countless people in the past few years, and she knows in her heart that a little girl who came to this kind of place must have a big story hidden in her heart.

Su Qingzhi thought for a while, lowered her head and smiled. Zhuo Ga looked at her with a puzzled look on her face and asked, "What are you laughing at?"

"It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly want to open it. ”

Su Qingzhi looked up at the blue sky, and her eyes were still a little dim. Zhuo Ga didn't ask anymore, and accompanied her to enjoy the tranquility quietly, and time didn't seem to work.

I don't know how long it took, Su Qingzhi straightened her back, looked at Zhuo Ga and smiled faintly: "Thank you!

The car drove slowly on the road, which was lined with swamps. Tibetan antelopes can still be seen in the distance, and Zhuo Ga did not forget to sigh while driving: "You are really lucky, you have seen a lot of Tibetan antelopes today." Sometimes it depends on luck to see these little things. ”

Su Qingzhi smiled slightly, put his hand on the car window, looked at the sky in the distance, and said in his heart: "Thank you for letting me live!

.......

After some recollection, Su Qingzhi closed the computer. I walked to the window and took a deep breath.

Painful memories are also called memories, and happy memories are all experiences in life. Those who have not had time to say goodbye, and the unspoken thanks have become a pity.

Su Qingzhi picked up his mobile phone and posted a Weibo: "If there is a time machine, which time do you want to go back to?" A few minutes passed, and comments were received one after another. There are all kinds of answers, and she looks at them very seriously.

Hot comment No. 1: "I hope that one day, when I wake up, I find that I am lying on my desk, and my table mate says that I slept in a class." I told my table mate that I had a long, long dream. ”

Hot comment 2: "I want to go back to the time when my grandparents were still there, although the days were harder, but they were very happy." The popsicles and sugar gourds shouted in the streets and alleys have become memories. ”

The third hot comment: "The teacher once said that the place you hate now will become the place you want to come back to the most when you grow up." Yes, I regret it..."

Every comment is extraordinarily sincere, and everyone seems to be able to find their own shadow in the comments. After a while, Su Qingzhi quit his Weibo homepage and swiped up the hot search topic.

Today's Weibo is calm and there is no explosive news. The hot search version is full of topics that are not very interesting, and when she was about to quit, Su Qingzhi was attracted by a topic called "National fencing team player Zhong Yuheng announced his retirement?".

While she was still wondering if it was the same person, the pop-up image on the page confirmed her thoughts.

"It turns out that he is a member of the national team...."Su Qingzhi muttered, his fingertips kept sliding the screen. Every comment was read so carefully that she didn't even notice it herself.

On the small rooftop, Zhong Yuheng was alone in a daze. There were still a few patients on the rooftop who were enjoying the shade, and he was leaning against the handrail, looking less energetic.

"You're really here. Su Qingzhi walked to him slowly with his hands behind his back, and also leaned on the armrest in his posture.

"Something to do with me?" Zhong Yuheng asked lightly

"No, I just passed by your room and saw that there was no one inside, so I came to take a look. ”

Zhong Yuheng smiled, turned to look at the elevated highway in the distance, and began to fall into deep thought again. Su Qingzhi secretly glanced at him, feeling an indescribable frustration. She remembered that when she had just passed the nurses' station, she overheard the small talk between the two little nurses.

"Do you know who lives in room 1046?"

"Of course I know, it's that tall and handsome boy. Tut... I wanted to ask for WeChat, but I didn't dare. ”

"No, I'm asking, do you know what he does?"

"I don't know. ”

"I also found out on Weibo today, he turned out to be an Olympic champion. ”

"No, really?"

"It's true, he's a fencer. However, this time the Olympics were found to have used illegal drugs, the results were invalidated, and he was also banned. ”

"Isn't it!?"

"And I heard that he was hospitalized after drinking himself and breaking his leg, which is probably too big. Moreover, I see that some people on the Internet are picking up his black material, maybe his life style is not good. ”

"Oh my God, I can't see it, but he's really handsome!"

"What's the use of being handsome, no matter how handsome you are, it's useless if you have a bad character. ”

... ...

There are always some people who like hearsay, where they hear the gossip, and immediately add fuel and vinegar to share with the people around them. Sometimes public opinion is out of control like this. The parties did not even have a chance to explain.

Su Qingzhi shook the railing, as if she wanted to find some topic, and suddenly she remembered something, so she said: "By the way, thank you for bringing my grandparents up that day, otherwise they don't know when they will find it." ”

Zhong Yuheng did not answer, and responded with a light smile. He turned around and leaned against the railing. After a long time, he asked, "Why didn't you tell your family when you were hospitalized?"

Su Qingzhi was overjoyed, and the topic opened. She pretended to be calm and said, "It's not a big deal, tell them and they will be very worried, so it's better not to say it." ”

"I can't see it, you're quite strong and independent. ”

"That's it!"

Looking at Su Qingzhi's arrogant face, Zhong Yuheng couldn't help but shake his head, with a smile on his face. The two of them stood side by side, chatting about some and nothing, and the atmosphere was very harmonious.

Summer wind, mixed with a hint of heat. Especially at dusk, it seems to be in a big furnace, without a trace of coolness.

"Let's go, little short-legged, it's time for dinner. Zhong Yuheng put his hands into his trouser pockets and strode forward.

"......." Su Qing was stunned and didn't react

"Hurry up, little short-legged. ”

"I... Lao Tzu 171, you call me a little short leg?"

“......”

The two quarreled all the way, and when they got out of the elevator, they bumped into their grandmother who was delivering food. After the two of them saw the elders, they settled down a lot.

"Oh, young man, you live on this floor too! Why did you leave without saying a word that day, I couldn't find you later. Grandma completely ignored Su Qingzhi's existence, and directly took Zhong Yuheng's hand and said.

"Grandma, my name is Zhong Yuheng, you call me Xiao Zhong or Yu Heng!"

"Okay, Xiao Zhong, you can call my grandmother with Xiaozhi, and don't call grandma one and grandma the other. By the way, have you eaten? Hurry up, let's go back to eat, I brought a lot of food today, you and Xiaozhi eat together. Grandma talked a lot to herself, and before Zhong Yuheng could react, grandma pulled him and walked to the ward.

Su Qing was stunned the whole time, she stood stupidly in place, and shouted aggrievedly: "Grandma, I am your own grandson!"

There was a hint of embarrassment in the scene, and the patients passing by couldn't help but look at Su Qingzhi more.

Back in the room, my grandmother brought out the food and soup in an orderly manner. Zhong Yuheng was a little restless on the sofa, he looked in the direction of the door from time to time, thinking to himself why this little short leg hadn't arrived for a long time.

"Grandma, I just ordered takeout, let's go back to the room and eat!" Saying that, Zhong Yuheng got up and wanted to slip away. Being pressed back to the sofa by his grandmother, he didn't dare to move at all.

Su Qingzhi stood at the door of the room, leaning against the door frame, looking at them quietly. It was as if the inside and outside of the room were two different worlds, and she looked particularly bleak.

Grandma put the dishes and chopsticks in place, and when she turned around, she found Su Qingzhi and said, "Xiaozhi, why are you still standing there?

"Grandma, do you remember my granddaughter?" Su Qingzhi looked quite cute when she was jealous

"Isn't it a little temperant, hurry up and wash your hands, otherwise I'll give Xiao Zhong all your favorite fried pork with green peppers." ”

Zhong Yuheng couldn't help laughing, tilted his head and deliberately raised his eyebrows at her. Su Qing puffed out her cheeks in anger and "hummed". turned around and walked into the bathroom to wash his hands, and then Zhong Yuheng also walked in.

"Angry?"

"I'm not that stingy. ”

"Well, it looks like I'm angry. ”

Su Qingzhi shook off the water in his hand, leaned over to him and whispered, "When my grandmother goes back, you will die." After saying that, he walked out on his own.

Zhong Yuheng looked at her angry appearance, couldn't help grinning, closed the faucet, and walked out with him.

Zhong Yuheng did not eat a piece of meat because of his professional habits. Grandma thought he was embarrassed, and picked up the chopsticks on the side to prepare to pinch some meat for him.

Zhong Yuheng hurriedly stopped: "Grandma, I am a professional habit, and I can't eat meat outside." ”

"What kind of professional habits are so strange, you can't eat meat anymore?" Grandma was confused when she heard this, and Su Qingzhi was puzzled.

"Grandma, I'm an athlete, and during the competition in the past, there would be flight checks at any time, so we athletes didn't dare to eat meat casually outside, and we got used to it. Zhong Yuheng stopped his chopsticks and explained patiently

"Is there such a thing? Is there a special person to cook the food you eat?" Before Grandma could speak, Su Qingzhi asked curiously

"Well, there is a special cafeteria in the team. ”

"Oh..."Su Qingzhi nodded, she inspected the dishes on the table, picked up a piece of chicken wings and put it in his bowl, and said, "Then you eat chicken wings, chicken wings should be fine." ”

Zhong Yuheng looked at the chicken wings in the bowl, the corners of his mouth turned up slightly, and nodded.

Grandma sat aside and looked at the two quietly, and couldn't help laughing: "You kid, you don't ask people if you eat or not, just give people a clip." ”

Su Qingzhi didn't know where the confidence came from, and said, "Does he dare not eat? This is my room." ”

"Hey... You kid. ”

... ..

Counting the days, he has been hospitalized for more than a month, and seeing that the National Day holiday is about to end, Su Qingzhi has to revolve around the attending doctor every day.

After the National Day, the school was going to hold a school sports meeting, and she promised the three guys to go back, so she was soft and hard in the past few days, and the attending doctor relented and said that there was no problem in the past two days and she was discharged.

Hearing the news that she could be discharged from the hospital, she grabbed her mobile phone as soon as possible, and her fingers that stopped in the air hesitated again. I thought, I don't know where these guys went to play on the National Day, so I just went back to surprise them after the National Day.

Su Qingzhi threw her phone on the bed and walked out of the room briskly. She pushed open the door next door with joy, and shouted at the same time, "Long legs, in two days I will... Can ......" Suddenly, her throat choked, and she swallowed unconsciously.

In the room, Zhong Yuheng, who was packing up his clothes, also seemed to be a little caught off guard, and looked at her with a panicked face. Not only Zhong Yuheng, but also two women and a man sat in the room, and they all looked at Su Qingzhi in unison.

Especially among the two ladies, the younger one, with meaningful eyes, looked at Su Qingzhi and then at Zhong Yuheng.

"Sorry to interrupt. Su Qingzhi just wanted to escape from this place now, and he wished that there would be a hole under his feet and he would bury himself directly.

"Wait a minute" Zhong Yuheng followed her footsteps to the door, held Su Qingzhi's arm, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"

Su Qingzhi was stunned for a while, stood on tiptoe, and asked in the smallest volume: "Who are they?

Zhong Yuheng looked at the woman in front of him and couldn't cry or laugh, licked his lips, and whispered: "That's my parents, I didn't tell them when I came back." ”

"Your mother is so temperamental!"

"She's a cheongsam designer. ”

"No wonder... Have you been discharged from the hospital today? Why didn't you listen to you?"

"I talked to the doctor in the morning and decided to leave the hospital, and before I could tell you, they came. ”

"Look at this posture, take care, goodbye to the rivers and lakes, farewell!" After speaking, Su Qingzhi slipped back to his room and closed the door to death. Zhong Yuheng stood in place, and could only grin helplessly.

I don't know when, there was a woman standing behind Zhong Yuheng, her meaningful eyes, and an evil smile: "Little brother, girlfriend?"

Zhong Yuheng grabbed the woman's arm, took another step out, afraid of being heard by the people in the house, and said, "Sister, don't make trouble!"

"Hey, I'm sorry, it looks like it's really my little brother-in-law!" Zhong Liyi bumped him with her elbow and smiled evilly.

"What are you sisters and brothers muttering there?Xiao Heng, who was that girl just now?" The people in the room finally couldn't hold it anymore, Ye Feng got up and asked.

Zhong Liyi smiled evilly, hurriedly walked back to the room, leaned against Ye Feng's side, and said, "Mom, Xiao Heng said that it was his girlfriend." ”

"Zhong Liyi, you!"

"Xiao Heng, what's the matter with you, you don't tell your mother when you have a girlfriend. Ye Feng said

"That's it. Zhong Liyi agreed, simply afraid that the world would not be chaotic.

"No, I..." Zhong Yuheng sat back on the sofa, he was really speechless, and in the end he could only look at the man and say, "Comrade Zhong, can you take care of your wife and daughter?"

Zhong Zhiqiang's big belly just supported his arms around his chest, looked at him with a majestic face, and said, "Son, you are also old, it's time to talk." ”

"Have you ever seen a relationship in the hospital?" Zhong Yuheng asked

Ye Feng thought for a while and felt that he was right, so he asked, "Son, what is your girlfriend's illness?

Zhong Yuheng was powerless to explain, so he could only continue to pack his clothes.

......

I don't know if it's the reason for oversleeping in the afternoon, after resting at night, Su Qingzhi couldn't fall asleep until the second half of the night. One will tinker with the phone, the other will tinker with the computer.

Weibo swiped and swiped, and the page display was paralyzed. It seems that a certain celebrity cheated in marriage, and the whole Weibo exploded for a while. Su Qingzhi shook her head helplessly, this point still has this heat, netizens are powerful.

Major marketing accounts and big V bloggers quickly published 100-word articles with pictures of Jiugongge, and the number of reads was tens of millions or even more than 100 million in minutes. This is the unimaginable power of the Internet, and the influence is huge.

Suddenly, Su Qingzhi's sliding fingertips stopped. After pondering for a while, she pressed the three words Zhong Yuheng, and the page quickly popped up.

"There really is a Weibo...," Su Qingzhi muttered.

If you look closely, there are only two dozen tweets, most of which are about work. The last Weibo is a private dynamic, there is no text on a photo, it is a back photo of Zhong Yuheng standing in the sun. This is also the last Weibo, and it has been half a year. Su Qingzhi was a little disappointed, and originally thought that it would take a few hours to flip through Weibo.

In the comment area of the last Weibo, most of the comments that exceeded 100,000 were unsightly words. The more I brushed up, the more questions I had in my heart, and I always remembered the topic of his retirement and the news of his ban.

She couldn't help but retreat to WeChat, opened the chat window, the keyboard stopped tapping, and finally left only a few words, and she struggled in her heart for a long time and sent it out.

"Did you sleep?"

Su Qingzhi tapped the screen of her mobile phone, and after a few minutes, she received a reply, and the display of the note was "long legs".

Zhong Yuheng's reply was also a few short words: "Still not sleeping?"

Su Qingzhi thought for a long time before deciding to send this sentence: "I wanted to ask you before, are you ready to retire?"

Soon received a reply, only one "um" word.

Su Qingzhi thought about it for a while, and then said, "Is it because of the use of illegal drugs?"

The message was sent, and ten minutes passed and it was still quiet. Su Qingzhi stared at the screen of her mobile phone, thinking that she might have something to do. Who is willing to say this kind of thing, netizens don't know how many times Shabu has been shabu.

When she was about to give up and get ready for bed, her phone rang. Su Qingzhi immediately got up, looked at the caller ID and sighed in her heart, it was Zhong Yuheng. She thought for a moment and pressed the answer button.

When the phone was answered, it was quiet for a while, and Su Qingzhi didn't dare to make a sound.

"If I said that I didn't take the medicine myself, would you believe it?" Zhong Yuheng's voice was not loud, but Su Qingzhi heard it very clearly. Listening to his tone, it seemed that he had been struggling for a long time, as if he wanted to tell the world that he really didn't do it.

What does it mean to "didn't eat it yourself"? Could it be that he was framed? Su Qingzhi was completely stunned and couldn't speak for a long time.

Seeing that she was silent for a long time, Zhong Yuheng let out a long sigh, and before the voice completely fell, he heard a very firm voice: "Long legs, I believe in you! Even if everyone doesn't believe you, I believe in you!"

Zhong Yuheng raised his hand and was stunned in mid-air. He was surprised by this answer.

After a while, he choked up and said, "Little short legs, thank you!"

The phone hung up, and Zhong Yuheng sat on the balcony. The floor was littered with wine bottles, and it was a mess. His mind was full of the phrase, "Even if everyone doesn't believe you, I believe you." ”

Zhong Yuheng lowered his head and smiled, laughing and laughing and crying...