After listening to Wang Xing's words, I just got up and wanted to kill the mind quickly annihilated, when I was in junior high school, someone scolded me for being a "fool brother", I smashed the hole of the kid with a brick, and then my father took me to the hospital to apologize.

Not only did I compensate for the medical expenses of 2,000 yuan, but I almost had to kneel, 2,000 yuan, which is almost a month's income of my father at the construction site, and our family of four all counted on my father's meager money to live.

Seeing that I had stopped, Wang Xing comforted me and said, "You throw away that mattress, I still have one more, but it's a little old!"

"No need, thank you brother!" I took a deep breath, shook my head and squeezed a smile at Wang Xing, walked back to the bedroom, picked up the stinky and dirty mattress from the ground, took the basin and brush, ran to the water room, endured the nausea, washed the feces and urine off the mattress, that night I almost didn't close my eyes all night, lying on the cold bed board, thinking a lot, but then I was broken by the idea of a new life, so I stayed up with my eyes open until dawn.

It lasted until the early morning, I rubbed my sour eyes and sighed, forget it, people are poor and short-lived! Stay up for another year, go out to work after the college entrance examination, by the way to see if I can find my brother, I took out the dozen yuan left by my brother, put it neatly one by one, put it in my wallet, and then took a deep breath, got up from the bed, and was just about to go to the morning self-study...

The wooden door of the dormitory was suddenly "banged.." Three or four sports students in Nike sportswear walked up to me, and the guy in the lead walked with his legs between his legs, looking particularly awkward, it was the sports student who was kicked in the crotch of his pants by me in the cafeteria yesterday.

The kid walked up to me with a plate with a big face like mooncakes, kicked me in the calf, and sneered, "Rubst, wasn't it pretty awesome yesterday?"

"Yesterday... I..."I was a little overwhelmed and retracted my legs, and there were several people on the other side, saying that I was not afraid that it was bragging.

"Go to Nima's..." The big face plate raised his hand and a loud ear melon seed was pumped into my face, and the two or three sports students next to me picked up my hair, pressed me to the ground, and shone my head, "Bang Bang..." is a hard kick, I tried my best to get up, but there were many people on the other side, there was no chance at all, so I could only helplessly hold my head with both hands and curl up on the ground.

The raindrops of dense punches and kicks fell on me, and I couldn't stop snorting in pain, and the few people in the same bedroom next to me all seemed to know me, hiding from a distance to watch the excitement.

"Little bastard, are you satisfied?" The big-faced plate dragged me by the hair, lifted me up from the ground, and spat in my face with a vicious voice, "From today onwards, when will you see me, when will you call Dad, do you understand?"

I didn't say a word, I glared at him hatefully, and let his fishy spittle slowly trickle down my face, at that moment I really had the idea of stabbing this dog to death with a knife, but I didn't dare, when I thought of my parents at home, I was even more cowardly, biting my lip and sucking my nose hard, so as not to let the tears fall out.

"What kind of eyes are you staring at?" The big face plate slapped me in the face angrily, and the sound of "pop..." was particularly loud, and my side face was numb from being pumped, and it hurt hotly, and tears flowed out without control.

"Brother Tiger... It's all from a school, let him compensate you, or don't forget it..."At this time, Wang Xing, who was in the same dormitory, came to the big-faced plate, took out a box of "Huangguoshu" for five yuan a pack, and handed it to him diligently.

"Huh?" The big-faced plate glanced at Wang Xing next to him with disgust, and when he saw the cigarette roll in his hand, he kicked Wang Xing in the stomach and scolded: "What about the one who asks for food?

Wang Xing shrank his head, looked at me apologetically, and ran out of the bedroom.

"Waste, buy me two packs of Chinese before lunch and send them to the cafeteria, this matter will be turned over, or I will see you once and beat you once!" After patting the back of my head twice, he proudly led the sports students out of the dormitory.

"It's bad luck to live in a room with such an unlucky guy. ”

"It's like, the last time I quarreled with us, my voice was so high, I thought it was awesome!" Several people in the same dormitory walked past me with disgusted expressions.

Wang Xing walked in from the outside, patted the footprints on my body for me, sighed and comforted: "Everyone has bad luck and a little back, if it really doesn't work, you can buy them two boxes of cigarettes, if the money is not enough, I will lend you some first... The one who beat you is named Li Hu, a native of the county, and his family is always rich, so we can't afford to mess with it! ”

After speaking, Wang Xing took out his wallet from his pocket and wanted to withdraw money from me.

"No, I don't believe that the school doesn't care about this!" I shook my head, pressed down the messy hair they had chopped down, covered my red and swollen eyes, and walked out of the dormitory, I plan to go to the teacher, if the teacher doesn't care, I'll go to the principal, I don't believe that after the beating, there is no place to reason.

When I walked in with footprints all over my body, many teachers looked at me suspiciously, "Teacher Zhang, I was beaten by Li Hu, a physical education student, and he blackmailed me to buy cigarettes for him!"

"Well, because of what?" asked our homeroom teacher, yawning impatiently.

"Yesterday at noon in the cafeteria...", I briefly told him about yesterday.

"Well, I know! I will report this matter to their homeroom teacher, find out the reason from yourself in case of trouble, flies don't bite seamless eggs, don't shirk responsibility for everything, you go back to self-study first!"

Back in the classroom, the classmates in the class are chatting enthusiastically, self-study in the morning and evening, basically a paradise for students, generally there will be no teacher to supervise, for fear of being seen my embarrassment, I quietly slipped in through the back door...

I didn't expect my butt to be on the bench just now, "Look, everyone, I heard that Song Kang in our class was beaten up in the morning for pretending to be forced!" Zhang Na, who was sitting in the front row, opened her voice and pointed at me and screamed, and the classmates in the class all turned their heads to look at me, and then many people laughed as if they were coaxing.

A sense of grievance and humiliation that I had never felt before filled my whole body, I lowered my head with low self-esteem, and tears flowed out like a broken embankment.

"Look, look! He actually cried, I'm not ashamed!" Zhang Na ran to my desk noisily, picked up her mobile phone and took a photo of me, man is a strange animal, as long as one person does it, everyone else will subconsciously imitate it, as if if if he doesn't do it, he will be expelled from the ranks of the same kind.

Zhang Na took the lead, many people took out their mobile phones and took pictures of me, and some people deliberately turned on the flash, which made me unable to open my eyes, this is the second time she has taken pictures of me in public, making me look ugly.

"You're enough! Lao Tzu is recruiting you to provoke you, bullying me like this one day!" Finally, I couldn't hold back any longer, stood up suddenly, and pushed Zhang Na's body, I used a little too much force in a hurry, not only pushed her staggered, but the iPhone6 in her hand also fell to the ground with a "snap".

When I saw the scene of the broken mobile phone screen, not only was I stupid, Zhang Na was also stunned, and the classmates who were coaxing next to me stopped talking, "It's you... If you don't grasp it, don't blame me!" I took two steps back in a panic, although I don't have a mobile phone, but I also know that the iPhone6 is definitely not cheap, if my parents know, they will definitely have to kill me.

Zhang Na didn't say anything, picked up her mobile phone and looked at it with a "wow" and cried, I didn't know what to think at the time, I was so frightened that I turned around and ran out of the classroom, I was scared! I was really scared, I climbed out of the school from the railing behind the playground in a panic...

The average salary in our small county town is two or three thousand, my dad tied steel bars to people at the construction site, and worked hard for more than 2,500 a month.

After running out of school, I wandered the streets aimlessly, and my mind was in a mess... I was afraid that Zhang Na would find our house, and I was afraid that my parents would be sad when they learned the news, and the cold wind wiped my face, I couldn't help but think of my brother, the eldest brother who looked stupid, but would stand in front of me no matter what happened.

After strolling around the street for an afternoon, I never came up with a way to deal with it, but I still had to face it, I sighed and walked towards the school, and when I walked to the school gate, I saw Zhang Na chatting with Li Hu, who beat me in the dormitory in the morning, and six or seven sports students, and hurriedly lowered my head and tried to fish in troubled waters and ran into the school.