Chapter 81: Desperate for Himself (1)
Some people say that people will face a lot of choices in their lives, but the more important and difficult the choice, the more impure the choices made by oneself, and they are easily affected by other factors around them.
In the current modern education, it seems to carry the tradition of the ancients to unveil the imperial examination, whether it is the high school entrance examination, the college entrance examination or other large-scale examinations are released at the same time.
He also left a lot of popular poems about the exam after the announcement, such as "The spring breeze is urgent, and you can see all the Chang'an flowers in one day." ”
In Yang Yi's era, science and technology communication was not as developed as it is today, and after the results of the high school entrance examination came out, you needed to go to the school to check it yourself.
Although Yang Yi set off early, due to the long mountain road, when Yang Yi arrived at the school, the playground of the original University was already crowded with students and parents, some parents were full of smiles, and their mouths were about to laugh out of Ha Ma Sezi, at first glance, the children had achieved ideal results, and some parents were indeed sad, frowning, smoking a big smoking, mixed tastes.
"Haha, you're here. As soon as Yang Yi showed up, he was attracted by the hearty laughter of his homeroom teacher, Mr. Chen.
Hearing Teacher Chen's call, Yang Yi took the initiative to walk towards Teacher Chen's location, but there seemed to be a lot of teachers around Teacher Chen, including the principal, grade director, and various classroom teachers.
"This is Yang Yi. Many other class teachers had never taught Yang Yi, so they took the lead in asking.
"Yes, this is the little genius who stood in our school back then. Yang Yi's Chinese teacher also quipped with a smile on her face.
Yang Yi heard the words of the Chinese teacher, and immediately felt embarrassed, although more than a year has passed, but the incident of going out to the Internet over the wall and being caught singing the essay is still fresh in Yang Yi's memory.
"Yang Yi, what do you think of your exam?" Teacher Chen asked with a smile as he looked at Yang Yi.
"It should be okay. Yang Yi scratched his head embarrassedly and said. In fact, Yang Yi can guess that he should play well when he sees the attitude of the teachers around him.
"It's good, you're the champion of our class. Teacher Chen's words exploded in Yang Yi's heart like a thunderbolt.
"Mathematics, chemistry, and physics were full marks, English was still a little poor, and other subjects such as Chinese, politics, and history were also good. ”
Immediately after that, Mr. Chen changed his words and said: "However, if you go to high school, you must strengthen your English learning, and students who can be admitted to first-class universities in China have no shortcomings, and you have to take them seriously." After saying this, Mr. Chen showed a hint of melancholy.
Looking at the worry on Teacher Chen's face, Yang Yi's heart trembled slightly, and his heart was greatly moved.
In Yang Yi's memory, Mr. Chen is an "old naughty boy" who is extremely strict with himself, staring at himself all the time like a poisonous light, and he is slightly distracted, even if he does not do a good job in a small thing that has nothing to do with learning, he will be roared by Mr. Chen.
It is also under the supervision of Mr. Chen, who seems to be a bit "perverted", that Yang Yi has subtly developed the meticulousness of doing everything, perhaps it is this kind of high strictness that made Yang Yi once hate Teacher Chen very much, always thinking that he deliberately couldn't get along with himself and deliberately found fault with himself, until this moment Yang Yi understood Mr. Chen's good intentions, even if he misunderstood that he hated him, he had to help himself grow.
In the famous Japanese anime Naruto, Sasuke's elder brother Itachi uses a similar method to Mr. Chen to help Sasuke grow, but Itachi's way is more extreme.
At that time, Sasuke had a real hatred for Itachi, a determination to kill Itachi in order to surpass Itachi, kill Itachi as a driving force, and endure all the pain just to become stronger and kill Itachi.
But when Sasuke really killed Itachi, and Itachi really fell in front of him, Sasuke really realized that maybe all this was an illusion, or Itachi had been creating the illusion that Sasuke hated himself all along, so that he could grow faster.
This kind of extreme love may be very distorted, even selfish, and when the truth is revealed one day, it will wake up, and the ultimate "love" is right or wrong?