121. Accustomed to loneliness
"Uh, have I slept for a long time?\" In the little white bedroom, a child's voice came talking to himself.
\"It's dinner time, I don't know if Conan has been waiting for a long time.\" Xiaobai looked at the hour hand on his watch, then jumped out of bed and walked towards the hall.
"Hey, Doctor, why are you alone?\" Listening to the music coming from the hall, watching the Doctor not far away open the lunch boxes and put them on the dining table.
\"Ah, Xiaobai, you're already up, I'm about to get you up for dinner when I'm done.\" The doctor looked at Xiaobai not far away and exclaimed.
\"Didn't Conan come?\" looked around, and didn't seem to see the man he expected.
"You said Conan, he didn't bother you when he saw you resting, so he went back to the office very early.\" The doctor explained to Xiaobai.
"This guy...\" Xiaobai walked to the table, not knowing what to say.
\"Doctor, why didn't you wake me up earlier, and there are so many dishes, I can't eat so much.\" Looking at the dishes on the table, Xiaobai said to the doctor opposite.
\"Haha, it's okay, I've had a good appetite lately, and I've definitely eaten it all.\" The doctor replied with a wave of his hand.
\"Really, I'm also doing this for your own good, I'll have indigestion if I eat too much at night.\" Xiaobai shook his head and said.
\"It's okay, come on, let's eat.\" The doctor laughed as he sandwiched the dish to Xiaobai.
\"Doctor, I can't eat so much...\" Watching the Doctor pick up vegetables for himself again and again, it didn't take long... The bowl you are holding can only see the dishes.
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\"Doctor, I'm going out for a walk.\" After dinner, Xiaobai greeted the doctor.
\"It's cold outside, don't you have a piece of clothing?\" The doctor asked, looking at Xiaobai who was about to go out.
\"Well, I'll do that, it's not going to be cold.\If it's cold, I'll remember to add clothes.\" Xiaobai turned his head and smiled at the doctor, then opened the door and left.
\"...\" Looking at the departing Xiaobai, the doctor stared blankly at the door, not knowing what he was thinking.
The sky, as usual in the season, is full of stars. The difference is that there is less warmth in spring, less warmth in summer, less sunset in autumn, and become...
The cold of winter.
Although it is cold, winter also has its own unique scenery, that is...
Milky Way starry sky.
You can see the Milky Way sky in all seasons, but depending on the season, you will get different feelings.
But with the passage of time, the Milky Way also slowly faded out of people's eyes.
Once, we could look up and see the starry sky, but now, even if we look up, we can't see anything.
Except for a pitch-black sky, or the occasional few twinkling stars.
\"I don't know how long it's been since I've seen the Milky Way.\" Looking at the twinkling stars in the sky, Xiaobai put his hands in his pockets and muttered to himself.
\"This season,It's obviously not a one's season...\"Looking at the starry sky.Xiaobai doesn't know what he's thinking.
And on the other side.
\"Maharaja, are you okay?Wait, I'll be able to find you later.As long as I do the task assigned by the organization, I will be able to break away from the organization.so, wait.\" Street, a long-haired woman looked at the sky and muttered to herself.
And in the firm.
\"Shinichi, what the hell are you... Where?\" Xiaolan thought as she looked at the sky outside the window.
\"Lan...\" Conan stood not far away and looked at Xiao Lan standing at the window, standing dumbfounded.
There are a lot of people on the street, but this kind of vitality belongs to the youth, because you can vaguely see that the couples in the neighborhood are college students or young people who have just entered the society.
At the same street level.
\"Whew~~~\" A gust of wind blows.
Xiaobai and a long-haired woman pass by.
Then, the two stayed where they were and turned around.
\"Why do you feel so lonely about that child?\" The long-haired woman didn't care about the people around her at all, and thought to herself with her eyes directly at the little boy who was looking at her not far away.
\"Is this kind of look hoping for something?,But,Déjà vu.\" Xiaobai didn't care about the pedestrians walking by like a long-haired woman, and looked at the long-haired woman without knowing what to think.
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\"Next stop... Where to go?\" A man stood at the end of the street, looking at the unfamiliar faces walking by, and his heart fell into confusion.
The man is about 1.7 meters tall, and his slightly squinted eyes make it impossible to see the pupils.
I saw that the bangs of this person's hair almost covered his eyes, his face had a beard, and although the clothes on his body were not tattered beggar's clothes, they were not white-collar or high-level staff clothes.
Just a faded pair of jeans, a light blue T-shirt and jeans, you can see a little bit of the dark blue that once existed.
Although the exposed arm has a healthy bronze color, even if you feel it carefully, you can generally feel a restrained explosive force in the arm.
But the bag he was carrying behind him seemed to betray him, making the people around him look at him very strangely.
In this bustling city, everybody is used to being superior.
Because no matter what job you are in, no matter what your status, there will be a so-called superior.
But many people have become accustomed to having a minimum mass that will never be recognized.
That's...
Countryman.
Even if there will be some people who will stand up for the countrymen, but after all, they are outnumbered.
Every city dweller thinks that the country people who come to the city are spoiling the air of the city.
I even feel that the countrymen have low culture and no quality.
I even feel that the countryman is an existence that can be bullied at will.
That's why all these things will form the eyes of everyone looking at this person...
It even seems to have formed a voice that can be heard...
\"Cut, another migrant worker.\"
\"It's good that I was born in the city, otherwise I'm like him.Hey, don't talk about it, I have to hurry.The guy from the superior, give me this job, and when I get promoted, I must fix him.\"
\"What a poor migrant worker, who is reluctant to buy even clean clothes.\"
\"Poor ghost, if I never find this kind of boyfriend.I guess he can't even afford to support himself, let alone my girlfriend who spends tens of thousands of dollars a month.\"
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No matter who it is, even if there will be any kind of thoughts.
But everybody is going to be busy, and life is repeating day by day.
The familiar, the unfamiliar, will pass by.
The man looked at the sky and a smile curled up at the corner of his mouth.
It's a smile, but it's so bitter.
And then...
Step in one direction.
He didn't know where that direction would lead, and he didn't want to know where it would lead.
At least he knew
His shadow
Always with him
Just because
Accustomed to loneliness