Chapter 54: Lu Ze's Urban Diary (Two in one, end. )
"Phase 1 simulation completed, rated 82, rating: good, the course has ended. ”
The time of the first stage is a month, after exiting the system space, Lu Ze couldn't help sighing, maybe he has been able to make some simple psychological hints to himself now, and the effect of immersion is not so strong, and he can objectively look at himself in the system.
He has to admit that he worked very hard in this course, but he couldn't solve the fundamental problem, first of all, his mentality has changed a lot, and he is very impatient at present, and this instability makes life and work extremely stressful, resulting in poor handling of both.
However, in reality, he is just a bystander in the course, he can only experience all this at the end of the course, and there is nothing he can do to continue the course.
"Enter the second phase of simulation, the first stage is one year, please prepare the host, 3...... 2......1......”
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Eight months later......
"Mr. Wang, you go slowly, I'll send you. ”
Lu Ze opened the car door, and after Mr. Wang entered the car, he was like Manager Liu half a year ago, bending down to the car window and sending the customer away with a smiling face.
He was promoted, because Manager Liu died, and one day he drank too much and went home and was crushed to death by a big trailer, and later the company leaders in this position wanted people to sit better, thinking about it, or thinking about it, I still felt that Lu Ze, who often went out to socialize with Manager Liu and had a good relationship with customers, was the most suitable.
Unbuttoning a shirt, Lu Ze turned his head to look at his current subordinate Xiao Song: "Is it okay?" I'll give you a taxi, tomorrow weekend, have a good rest." ”
"No need for Brother Lu, my house is nearby, just a few minutes' walk. ”
Lu Ze's expression suddenly turned into a trance, and he couldn't help asking, "Where do you live?"
"Ronghua Community, not far away, is nearby. ”
Lu Ze suddenly had the illusion of seeing his former self, rubbed his face, patted him on the shoulder and said, "Then I won't send you, I'll go first." ”
Xiao Song stopped a taxi for Lu Ze, and after telling the driver the location, Lu Ze leaned his head against the glass, looking at the scenery that flashed by the roadside and lost his mind.
Thirty-five yuan was handed over to the driver, he opened the car door, still a little drunk, took out a cigarette case from his trouser pocket and lit it for himself, and the suit was in his hand, and slowly walked towards his new home.
I took the elevator up to the twelfth floor, and after coughing, the voice-activated light turned on, and I rummaged through my leather bag to find the key to the door, unscrewed it and walked in.
It's only ten o'clock in the evening, and today's drinking party is not long, and after unscrewing the door, Lu Ze saw her sitting on the sofa watching a variety show.
"Why don't you sleep yet?"
Hanging up his clothes, he took off his shoes, took them out on the shoe rack and threw them on the ground, and asked softly at her.
"I'll go to sleep and drink tea? I'll pour you a cup of hangover. ”
She got up and came to the kitchen, Lu Ze sat on the place where she was sitting just now, leaned on the sofa and spit out a sullen breath, and after sitting for two minutes, he came to urinate and went to the bathroom to open the gate and release water.
"Gollum ......"
Hungry, Lu Ze habitually looked at the dining table, there was nothing on the table, but it was wiped clean, and he didn't know when he started, he couldn't eat the hot meal that came home in the middle of the night.
Lying on the sofa again, looking at the forty-two-inch LCD TV in front of him, he changed to a new home half a year ago, although it was also rented, more than 70 square meters, but the decoration was much better than the dilapidated home.
"Boom. ”
A cup of tea was placed on the table, and she also sat on the sofa, smelling the smell of Lu Ze's body, and soon frowned.
"Go take a shower. ”
"Wait a while, I'm tired, I'll take a break and go again, lie down for a while. ”
"Go take a shower. ”
Lu Ze was about to turn over, but suddenly stopped, stared at her sideways for a while, got up, walked into the bathroom and began to undress, feeling uncomfortable, as if retaliating, he replied: "I have something to do tomorrow, so I can't go out shopping with you." ”
"Oh good. Her reply was also crisp and neat, and there seemed to be no pity at all.
Turning on the shower, the water rushed on his body, flowing over his already bulging beer belly, and it was easy for blood pressure to rise after drinking and taking a shower, Lu Ze now felt a little dizzy.
Dry his body, put on a bathrobe, the unhappiness in his heart just now has been put down, I want to make out with her to relieve the atmosphere, sit next to her and hug her shoulders.
"Let's go shopping tomorrow, I haven't been out shopping with you for a long time, I recently negotiated a contract, I'll see what to buy for you." ”
She didn't take Lu Ze's arm away, watched TV like a wooden man, and didn't answer Lu Ze's words, just ate grapes intently.
"That'...... What are you going to eat tomorrow? I think there's a good restaurant, do you want to check it out?"
She still didn't reply, which made Lu Ze very embarrassed, let go of her shoulder, picked up the cigarette on the table and lit one.
"Smoke out. ”
"Wait a minute, I'll pinch it with two bites. ”
"Lu Ze, when did you become like this?"
The hand holding the cigarette froze, Lu Ze's face was not very good, he picked up the teacup she brought just now and took a sip, pretending to be puzzled and asked, "What's the matter? Aren't I very good?" You see, I'm now promoted, and I've made a lot of money, so let's change to a fairly good house to live in, and the food is better than before, isn't it good? ”
"Does any of this matter?"
"Doesn't it matter?"
The two looked at each other, their expressions were very cold, it was hard to imagine that the boyfriend and girlfriend who were so tired a year ago were treating each other like this now.
"I have a colleague who saw you hugging another woman in a KTV. ”
She struggled for a long time, and finally said this sentence, rather than holding it in her heart and feeling uncomfortable, it was better to hurry up and have a showdown.
Lu Ze was like a cat that had been stepped on by his tail, and his tone became a little abnormal.
"When? Your colleague read it wrong, right?"
"Hehe, May 22nd, Dijiale, VIP No. 03 private room, you and a group of so-called customers hugged the woman who accompanied the wine and talked about the wine, am I wrong?"
"I....... Work required. ”
The prevaricating tone made her face gradually appear mocking: "Drinking too much is a work need, not returning home at night is a work need, and taking your subordinates to a bar to play is also a work need, now ...... Do you even need to find a young lady for work?"
This sentence angered Lu Ze, and he dared to guarantee that he had never crossed the bottom line, even once! He was still very loyal to love, because he knew that there were still people waiting for him at home.
"Who's looking for Miss? Are you finished? Do you have to throw all the dirty water on me? I admit that every time I go out to socialize, I'll find a wine companion, but is that for me? If I don't do this, when will we be able to move out of a house? When will we be financially free? When will I have money in my pocket to buy you this and that? After all, who am I working so hard for?"
"For me? Do you see the luxury goods you bought, did I say a word of grievance when I lived in that house with you before? Lu Ze! I have lived the days when I ate a bowl of noodles with you for eight yuan, do I care how much money you make?"
"But I care!"
"That's you too material!"
Lu Ze didn't understand her a little, and looked at her with a puzzled expression, isn't it good to make money? Isn't it good to improve his life? If he doesn't make money, what can he do to marry her? If he doesn't make money, what will Lu Hua's parents and sister do? Will they starve to death?
Picking up the tea and taking a sip, Lu Ze lowered his head, not wanting to quarrel with her anymore.
"Go to bed, it's too late, don't disturb the neighbors. ”
Lu Ze...... Let's stop doing this job, if you work like this again, if you drink like this, your body will be wasted, I can go back to Luhua with you, even if it is for a little less, even if it is for yourself, consider me, since the death of your leader, I have been worried every day, I am afraid that you will also drink too much and sleep on the road, don't do it, I just want us to go back to the way we used to be. ”
Lu Ze was silent for a long time, the two sat on the sofa, and the variety show on the TV was still laughing haha.
"No, I can't resign. Lu Ze is still reluctant to give up his existing income, not for her, but also for his parents.
"Then break up, I've had enough of these days, every day when I wake up, you're already at work, and you don't go home until you fall asleep, obviously living in the same room, but I always can't see you as a person, I don't want this kind of love. ”
Lu Ze looked at her in shock, and the anger came up all of a sudden, but thinking that she was right, this fire couldn't come out, so he held back, lowered his head, and said in a not very firm tone.
"Love is not the whole ...... of life"
"But for me it is!"
She can live a hard life for Lu Ze, she can righteously refuse the blind date given to her by her parents, she doesn't care how poor Lu Ze's family is, she just values him as a person, she abandons her family and business, isn't it for love?
"Lu Ze, let me ask you again, let's go back to Luhua, go there and start again, if you are willing to go back, I will marry you, and I will repay the mortgage with you in the future, you can't let go of your parents, you can take it over, I will serve, do you dare?"
"I ...... Can't do it. ”
The city is destined to have no Lu Ze's home, so Lu Ze just plans to work here to make money, and when he earns money, he will go back to his hometown to buy a car and a house to support his parents, so that the pressure will be much less, and before that, he can't go.
"Then break up, I'll pack my clothes. ”
She had her own ideas, and Lu Ze knew that once she made up her mind, then it would be impossible to change this matter, so Lu Ze didn't stop it.
There was a sound of the suitcase unlocking in the bedroom, and then the cabinet was opened, and something was being loaded into the suitcase, Lu Ze didn't move, sitting on the sofa, covering his face with his hands, his mind was blank, and it was very messy.
Half an hour later, the things were packed, she pulled her suitcase and walked out, glanced at Lu Ze, and then opened the door to leave.
"Wait. ”
"What else?"
Lu Ze hurriedly rummaged through his bag, took out a jewelry box from it, approached her as if flattering, opened it, and there was a bracelet inside.
"That...... Didn't you watch it for a long time before, I saved enough money to buy it, you ...... Put it on and take a look?"
"No need, since you refuse to leave here, then we can't do it, return it, this money will buy something for your parents. ”
"Take it in your hand, put it on, and keep it in mind. ”
Directly took her hand, Lu Ze put a bracelet on her, her arms were very thin and white, and she looked good wearing this bracelet.
"It's beautiful, with you, hehe. ”
She suddenly wanted to cry, but she held back again, patted his beer belly, left a word, and turned to leave.
"Take care of yourself, don't drink so much all the time, otherwise your liver won't work. ”
"I'll send you?"
"No, then you can go back. ”
Back in the room, picking up a bottle of whiskey on the wine cabinet in the kitchen, he craned his neck and looked down from upstairs to see her walking to the neighborhood with her luggage, taking a taxi and leaving.
Maybe the balance between work and family is something that many men can't do, and Lu Ze is the same.
Suddenly thinking of drafting a song by Draft, Lu Ze picked up the wine glass and poured himself a glass of wine, put it on the platform, and sang to himself: "She understands, she understands, I can't afford it." ”
He threw his head up and drank a glass of wine, and his eyes turned to the TV show, followed by a piece of silly music, and I don't know how he could laugh.
After that, he got drunk and fell asleep on the couch.
.......
Life can't be left without anyone to become decadent, you should earn money or have to earn money, even if it's not for her, you have to do it for your family.
He is still like that, doing work during the day and socializing with clients at night, and the more he does his work, the better he becomes, and he is more and more valued by the leader.
The third stage lasted for three years, and he was promoted again, and at the end of the course, he had almost saved enough money, and it was estimated that he would be able to buy a house directly with full payment when he went home, after all, Lu Hua's house was indeed not expensive.
"Brother Lu, there is your courier. ”
"Hey, no problem, okay Mr. Zhao, tonight little brother, I'll sweep the couch to greet you, no problem, okay, okay, just put the courier on my table, well, okay, then Mr. Zhao, let's see you in the evening." ”
After hanging up the phone, Lu Ze turned his chair and picked up the mail, which was the style of the folder of the mail contract.
It's very thin, it's probably just a piece of paper, and when I tear it up, there is not even a piece of paper in it, and I pour it down, but a string of bracelets falls out......
Lu Ze drank a lot this night, even if Mr. Zhao was frightened by him, he had a good relationship with Lu Ze, and he didn't need to drink Lu Ze to death.
Mr. Zhao ...... Outside...... It's snowing outside, but you can get ....... You have to pay attention to safety, okay, let's go, let's go, goodbye Mr. Zhao. ”
"Brother Lu, you ...... Are you okay? If you don't get in the car and come with me, I'll send you back first. ”
"No, I live near here, a few minutes away, let's go, Mr. Zhao, thank you for your concern." ”
Let the subordinates who wanted to send him leave too, he walked towards the old residential building where he once lived, in fact, this time the hotel was set far away, and the old residential building was far away, but he just wanted to walk over.
The snow fell, falling on the ground, melting and freezing, and the snow was getting heavier and heavier, and the alcohol began to rise.
"Poof. ”
Accidentally, he fell to the ground and barely tried to get up, but found a bright light shining on his face, and looked back to see a large trailer coming towards him.
"Di Di !!!"
"Boom ......"