The reason why I pushed you away is not because I don't love you, but because I love you too much.

Because I love you too much, I don't want you to be hurt in any way, so I want to push you away ruthlessly.

And then all this pain, let me bear it alone.

Instead of making you love me, let you hate me.

Because it is much less painful to hate someone than to love someone.

When Li Zhan thought of this, he couldn't help but have a sour nose, took a deep breath, and then continued to sing:

"If it's too late before dark,

I'm going to forget your eyes

......”

When Liu Xuemei heard this, she couldn't help crying even more sadly.

She thought of the man again, the man who loved her dearly.

Why are you so stupid? You're terminally ill, why are you pushing me away?

Why didn't you let me be by your side during the last period of your life?

Now that I know everything, you're pushing me away so hard to keep me from suffering!

You pushed me away so hard that I wanted to hate you and hate you to the core, so that I could forget about you.

And then you go through all the pain, all the loneliness, all the loneliness, all the resentment.

Why?

Why are you so selfish?

Why would you have to do it all alone?

At the beginning, we said that we would face it together no matter what happened in the future.

She remembered what the man said to him when he confessed to her: "Before I met you, I didn't believe in love, and after I met you, I didn't know what love was like, I only knew that love was what you looked like!"

You are God's most precious gift to me, and the most touching love letter God has written to me, you are my weakness and my armor!

After meeting you, I became very old-fashioned, I wanted to go shopping with you hand in hand, I wanted to eat popcorn and watch movies with you, I wanted to go on a bike date with you, I wanted to be with you for many years!

When I meet you, I know it's you, it's you, even if it's a disagreement, it's you!"

Liu Xuemei was moved again and again by his love words.

They have fantasized about the future countless times.

They had planned to save up enough money to buy a small house in a more remote and secluded place.

And then they have a bunch of pets, and then they have a baby, and they just spend their lives like that.

Even now, every time Liu Xuemei thinks of their original plan, she can't help laughing and crying.

When she dreams back countless times at midnight, Liu Xuemei will think that if the man hadn't had an accident, would they have lived happily together as planned?

If that's the case, how nice would it be.

If that's the case, she'd rather trade everything!

The sound of this song has gradually flowed to the end, and Li Zhan was already deeply immersed in that story at that time, and he could understand the heartache of that man, the heartache of pushing the woman he loved the most.

He can now imagine whether the man was still thinking about the woman he loved the most when he was lying on the hospital bed and dying.

He really, really loved her.

Li Zhan guessed that before the man died, his mind must have been full of Liu Xuemei's shadow.

He must have lived happily with Liu Xuemei in another paradise.

When Li Zhan thought of this, he couldn't help but have a sour nose, took a deep breath, and sang softly:

"The south of the mountain is south, and the north is sad in autumn

There are grain piles in Nanshan

The south wind is murmuring, and the north is in the north

There are tombstones in the North Sea

......”

When Li Zhan finished singing this song, there was silence under the stage for a while.

Even some people who have understood the background of this story can't help but shed tears at this time, especially some girls.

Because this love story is so tragic, this love story is so touching.

Liu Baobao was also deeply moved by this song at this time.

When she reacted, she looked down at her mobile phone, and found that the heat of her mobile phone had exploded.

At this time, the popularity of her mobile phone has reached more than 300 million, and the number of people online at the same time is close to 10 million.

This simply broke all the records of the live broadcast on the Huajiao platform, and the popularity of her live broadcast room was more than that of the second to the fiftieth combined.

Not to mention the number of people online in real time.

But there's nothing strange about it, Li Zhan sang these two songs tonight, which is really touching.

Thinking of this, Liu Baobao was not too surprised when he faced such a high popularity in his live broadcast room.

"It's touching, it's touching, it's really touching!"

"As someone who understands the background of the song's creation, I really couldn't help but cry when I first heard this, it was really touching!"

"Yes, especially when I heard his last sentence [There is a tombstone in Beihai], I really couldn't help crying, why are you so sad!"

"Li Zhan, hurry up and come out for me, why are you writing this song so sadly, I have already used up three packs of paper!"

"It's not the sadness you wrote about this song, but the song was created based on a true story, and this poignant love story is so sad!"

......

......

When Liu Xuemei heard this, she couldn't cry anymore.

She remembered her hometown, which was in the south, where there were indeed ancient piles.

The hometown of the man she loved dearly was in the north, but now in his hometown, only his tombstone could be seen.

Every year during the Qingming Festival, she would go to the man's hometown and pay tribute to the man in front of the man's tombstone.

At that time, after learning the truth of all this, Liu Xuemei was very determined to carve the tombstone of the man she loved deeply - the tomb of the deceased husband ××!

At that time, she considered herself a surviving person, and both her parents and her friends advised her not to do so.

Persuade her that she still has a long time left in her life, and she should not be immersed in the pain of the past all the time.

They were all telling her that the man was dead, that she shouldn't do it, that doing so would only hurt her for the rest of her life.

Only Liu Xuemei knew that that man was her life.

This was the man's promise to her.

Now that the man is gone, her life is gone.

Liu Xuemei knows very well that her heart is very small and small, and she can only fit such a person and such a man in her life.

She knew that she would never fall in love with any man again in her life, because there was once a man who left a deep mark in his heart and stole her heart.