Chapter 60: Xia Qing is no longer here
"Who told you to come back? Get out of here. The man stood up straight and grabbed the bowl that had fallen on the table and threw it at Xia Qing.
Xia Qing didn't hide, the blue and white porcelain bowl smashed on her body with rice, and fell heavily to the ground, splitting into several petals. Xia Qing bent over and knelt down.
The woman stood up tremblingly, turned around, and walked in front of Xia Qing, she helped her up, with a sad face, but she couldn't bear it, and tried to suppress it, "It's good to come back, it's good to come back, come, eat together." ”
The woman pulled Xia Qing and walked to the seat, Xia Qing was extremely tall, a head taller than a woman, and half a head taller than a man, she stood at the table, but did not sit down.
The disgust in the man's eyes could not be concealed, but the more he gathered, the more he gathered, he glared at Xia Qing.
Xia Qing wore a short black down jacket today, a black beanie, a pair of loose jeans, and a pair of black sneakers, a very neutral outfit, her face was a little white, no makeup, but she wore a dark green gemstone stud earring on one ear.
The man sat back in the chair weakly as if his soul had been suddenly drained, he picked up the chopsticks, the servant had already changed the bowl of rice, took a mouthful of rice, assured that his mouth was relieved, chewed mechanically, and then took another mouthful of food and sent it to his mouth, and continued to chew mechanically.
The woman pulled her to sit opposite the man, put vegetables in her bowl, and while clipping, she said, "Eat, eat, eat, her face is frozen white, and she is hungry and thin......
Xia Qing saw that the woman's hand was shaking all the time, her voice was also trembling, her eyes were full of tears, but she couldn't bear it anymore, she raised her hand to hold the woman's hand holding the vegetables, "Mom, I was wrong." ”
The woman raised her chin, closed her eyes, tears flowed out, the blood vessels on her white neck were tight and prominent because of the exertion, and the tears were striking, abruptly staggered, and Xia Qing's heart ached.
Who would have thought that a powerful father and a mother of a business tycoon would have a son like him, who was originally their pride, but now she is a stinger in their hearts.
Xia Qing's original name was Han Xiao, his father Han Yutang, a former man of the hour, his mother Xiao Ruyu, a well-known jade rakshasa in the business world, they only have one son.
The son was strictly managed since he was a child, very smart, but never studied seriously, they thought that their son would grow up in the future and take over from them, they already had the highest honor and the most money, as long as the son was obedient, everything would be at his fingertips.
However, God just loves to play tricks on their family, probably the prosperity must decline!
They found a very proper marriage for their son, but the son ran away, and when he came back, he took a girl with him, and said that he must marry this girl.
The girl's name is Xia Qing, and the family conditions are very ordinary, no matter how they obstruct her, he insists on marrying her, and he even moved out of this family for this reason, and later they compromised and accepted them.
Han Yutang and Xiao Ruyu have been looking forward to holding a grandchild since they got married, but they have been looking forward to it for ten years, and ten years later, the relationship between the two is still like glue, but there is no news of the child.
They were in a hurry, Xiao Ruyu secretly looked for her daughter-in-law a few times behind her son's back, and it was obvious that later the two quarreled, the daughter-in-law moved back to her parents' house, and the son was also depressed, and then somehow, the daughter-in-law was very sick and didn't see them for the last time.
But they thought that their son would always let go and find another daughter-in-law, so that they could still hold their grandson, but they didn't know that the son was so affectionate to his daughter-in-law that he actually harmed himself in front of his daughter-in-law's grave and ruined their hopes......
Xiao Ruyu thinks back to the superficial scenery over the years, but in fact, it is as bitter as drinking coptis water every day.
If you knew today, why bother in the first place? This sentence was repeated countless times in her heart.
This is what parents ask of their children, they can retreat again and again, and until now, there is no way to retreat. The son was not like a son, but they still accepted him, or rather her.
Han Yutang does not have the generosity of his wife, his profession has trained him, black is black, white is white, everything in the world can be refuted with right and wrong, there is no ambiguity.
Now, what else can he do in the face of his only son? He is retired, but his face is still there, and none of his subordinates know what happened back then, and he can't even think about what he said behind his back. He shook his head, how could he give birth to such a strong seed! Such a love seed!
"Go home and stay for two more days this time, right?" Xiao Ruyu didn't dare to expect his son to stay with them, he had been gone for more than ten years, and they had looked for him many times, but once they found him, he ran far away, and in the end, they didn't dare to look for it anymore, just to know where he was, he was still alive.
"What to live in, get out of here. Han Yutang squeezed out these words from between his teeth, his face gloomy.
Xia Qing, no, it should be Han Xiao, glanced at his father and sighed, he must have been extremely disappointed in his father's heart. Mother is still holding his hand tightly, this family, if it is replaced by anyone, will feel like living in heaven.
However, only he knows that people who go out of heaven cannot fall in love with ordinary people, and once there is a little problem, it will form an insurmountable resistance. He sent the gods back today, maybe it was the guidance of the heart, and he really should see them again.
It was as if his dusty rags had been completely torn apart, and his parents were also wrapped in dust, so that if you didn't hold on to their hands, you wouldn't be able to see them clearly, and you wouldn't be able to find them.
Only when he sees his parents can he tear off his long-term deliberate disguise, and that ethereal voice will tell him that Xia Qing is no longer there!
"Dad, Mom, let's have dinner together, I haven't been with you for a long time. Han Xiao raised his head to retract the tears in his eyes, picked up the prepared rice bowl, and sandwiched a piece of meat for his mother next to him, and also a piece of meat for his father opposite.
He noticed that his father's hand paused for a few seconds, and finally trembled and picked up this piece of meat, and put it in his mouth, he also noticed that his father had lost a tooth, yes, his father was almost 70 years old, so busy with work, and he had been tossing for so many years, if it was a passerby, he would feel that this old man was very pitiful, not to mention his own son.
The meal was eaten very slowly, but no one mentioned the events of the year, only some anecdotes about the weather and the company, and they were all cautious, because this belated party was extremely cherished, and they had to work hard to maintain it because they were afraid of continuing to hurt.
After the meal, Han Xiao returned to his room, just like when he left, all the items were untouched and spotless.
There are also wedding photos of him and Xia Qing hanging on the wall, Xia Qing in the photo is much more beautiful than the current Xia Qing, like a fairy who fell into the world, how happy they were living together at that time, only at that time, he was standing at the top of his life, but now, he fell into the abyss of no return.
The mother knocked on the door and walked in with a pot of coffee and cups, a little confused to see him staring at the wedding photo on the wall.
He walked over, took it, held his mother's face with both hands, and said with a smile: "Rest early, my beautiful mother has dark circles under her eyes." ”
Xiao Ruyu's tears flowed out, she hurriedly wiped them clean, but the more she wiped them, the more she wiped, and finally, she hugged her son and cried silently, thirteen years, her son actually left them for a full thirteen years, how can there be more painful things in the world than her son staying away, no matter how much money you have, no matter how big the power is, it can't compare to a family reunion, happily eating a meal, and chatting easily for a while.
Han Xiao comforted for a long time, and the two talked for a long time before sending his mother out of the door, and he noticed that his father's feet hiding at the top of the stairs were retracted.
returned to the room and separated everything, leaving only the breath of him and Xia Qing.
He lay down on the bed, this bed made memories flood back, he sighed, couldn't sleep, thinking about everything he had done, sorry for his parents, sorry for Xia Qing, sorry for his friends, sorry for his daughter, he was wrong again and again, wrong mess, irreparable.
Now that he is back, it is only to increase the troubles and sadness of his parents, what else can he give them? nothing but this dilapidated shell now.
He sat up, gently turned on the light, and pulled a pen and paper out of the drawer......
When he had finished writing, he got dressed and touched the doorknob, but he didn't twist it, and just now he heard his mother locking the door outside, but he had already made up his mind, and how could his mother shut him up.
When he came to the balcony, he gently opened a window, the cold wind blew into the house, the snowflakes came with the wind, he jumped down, the car could not be driven anymore, it would alarm his parents, he carried his bag, fastened the zipper, pulled his hat down, walked through the garden and pool hidden by the snow, climbed to the tree by the wall, and climbed over the wall.
A few minutes later, the lights in the house came on.
"Why don't you stop him. Xiao Ruyu questioned her husband.
The husband shook his head weakly.
The two of them opened the door, and a piece of paper was placed neatly on the large desk.
Dad, Mom, I'm sorry, my son is not filial.
My son is no longer the son of the year, he is the walking dead, I can't continue to accompany you, I don't deserve it, I've done too many wrong things, the wrong ones are outrageous, and there is no way to escape the wrong ones.
When I'm gone, you will act as if you never gave birth to my son.
I know you're sad, I'm sad, but I can't help it, if I continue to stay in this house, I'll go crazy, I'll hit the wall, I'll jump off the building, and I'll do everything I can to find Xia Qing. Count me begging you, don't look for me anymore, leave me alone, let me get out of here, out of it all.
Mom and Dad, thank you for everything you have done for me.
Actually, I also have a daughter, who was introduced to me back then, she married my good friend, but because of a momentary mistake, she became pregnant with my child, and lost Xia Qing because of it.
The child's name is Lai Xiaoning, and she is now 18 years old, you can go to her, but I don't know if she is still her, whether it is my daughter.
If you find your granddaughter, I hope you can take good care of her, don't ask too much of her, make her happy, then you will be happy.
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