131. Chapter 132, May you be like the moon
Linfeng supported his somewhat untenable head, and the spirit of alcohol surged, and people became more and more dizzy.
Huo Wu, Runyi, they did treat him well, but he still felt that here, like an invisible cage, imprisoned him, if he was worried and went out, he would choose to leave here and return to the eldest brother, the jade mansion.
Looking at the gentle night moon with a faint light, in a trance, Linfeng thought that he should be drunk, he seemed to see the class scene by the moonlight.
The man was slender and straight, walked out through the shadows of the trees, walked towards him calmly, and rubbed his eyes subconsciously in the wind, perhaps because he had been missing for a long time, and felt that the person in front of him was his sweetheart.
It's like leaving home, parents saying goodbye, returning to school, other people's parents are still on the road with their children, looking at this and that, always in a trance that their parents are still around, and when they step forward to see, they will be disappointed, just their own fantasy.
Linfeng raised his hand, wanting to touch the figure that was coming, hesitated for a while, and slowly put it down, looking at him with full anticipation in his eyes, and his eyes were like stars.
The figure was getting closer and closer, and Linfeng only felt that his heart was tight, and the feeling of long-awaited and stagnant breathing hesitated for a long time before he hesitated and said, "Yes...... Are you?"
Jin Lin's sideburns are tied with a black brocade feather crown, a purple and gold robe on the outside, and a yellow coat on the inside, which makes him have a brilliant temperament and hair
The man walked up to Linfeng and stopped, his tone was particularly magnetic, as if a feather was scratching the tip of his heart, tickling, "It's me." โ
Jin Lin couldn't deny it, as if he was cooperating, he knew that Linfeng was afraid of him on weekdays, and he avoided him, but now that person was drunk at the banquet, he didn't escape, which made him feel a lot better.
Lin Feng Xu had been thinking about it for too long, and when he heard that affirmative answer, he didn't think about it, so he stepped forward firmly, clasped tightly, hugged the man, rested his head on the other party's shoulder, firmly hugged the man's back with both hands, and rubbed it lightly. "I miss you, I really miss you, I miss you, I think you've been thinking about it for too long......"
Jin Lin didn't say much, his expression was a little indifferent, he patted Linfeng's back, comforted the Qi moving shoulder, and responded for a long time: "I'm here, I'm here." โ
"You know what? I'm not from this world, and I'm here by chance, you may not believe it, but it's true. I'm really glad I'm here and I'm thankful that God let me know you. โ
"At first, the people here were very hostile to me, and they seemed to want to kill me, and then they didn't know why, they didn't kill me, they just tested me. Actually, I'm not a very bold person, but when I think of you, I think, I've got to get through it, I've got to get through it until I get to you, and I can't fall until then, you know?"
Jin Lin was a little stunned for a while, his understanding of feelings is very little, only instinctively, pleasing the other party, or instinctive possession, the rest, he has hardly experienced it.
He could feel that the man couldn't help but want to cry, as if he had hidden a fragile part of himself in the depths, and in front of the person he trusted the most, he had removed all disguises and burst the embankment.
He wanted to speak, why can't you sue me? I thought about it for a long time, but there was no reason to ask.
He did have only superficial knowledge with him, and he knew nothing else.
This sense of distance made his heart tighten.
Jin Lin's lacquered ink pupils, starry golden eyes, staring at Linfeng tightly, couldn't help but think with emotion, people are really strange.
Obviously you are in front of me, obviously we hugged so tightly, but I have a sense of distance, but I don't seem to be able to grasp you, what you are waiting for is another person's hand.
Linfeng caressed the man's graceful neck with some attachment, stroked it along the chin, and was about to touch the lip flap, Linfeng whispered.
"Banjing. โ
Jin Lin's whole person seemed to be electrocuted, the whole person froze, the warm touch was still on the skin, but his heart was cold.
"Slap" Jin Lin shook off Linfeng's hand without hesitation, his black eyes and golden eyes were full of pain, his eyes flashed, and he turned to leave.
Lin Feng pounced in the air, and he wondered how the person could shoot him away, and the next moment, the whole person had no support, because he was drunk and a little unstable, he held on to the railing next to him, looking at the figure who left, with love and hurt feelings in his eyes.
"Ban Jing, Ban Jing, don't go!" Lin Feng supported his drunken body, relying on his will to stagger forward and chase, Jin Lin did not look back, to the end of the bridge, there was no railing, Lin Feng stepped on the air with one foot, and the whole person fell into the pond.
Hearing the sound of falling water, Jin Lin's steps stopped, glanced behind him, and his eyes were full of waves, as if nothing could make him feel waves in his heart again, and he walked away without looking back.
At first, Linfeng still wanted to catch up, and took heavy steps into the mud, but the man still walked away, the water was cold, and Linfeng's wine woke up a lot.
He seemed to have burst the embankment in his heart, and the will that could still be supported destroyed the whole line, "plop", he sat on the ground crookedly, the soil on his feet, the coldness in the water, and the thorns under the lotus leaf branches, he didn't care, these touches seemed to remind him all the time, this is reality.
"Hehe......" Linfeng laughed a little bleakly, laughing louder and louder, with a little silly and melancholy, smiling and laughing, hot tears silently flowed from the corners of his eyes, and his nose was like a sour heart.
The wind lapped the pond water, "Even if it's a dream, can't it make me do it for a little longer?" Some thoughts popped up in his head, and he understood now.
The match girl who sells matches, as long as they are lit, can illuminate the wishes in their hearts.
He is not so stupid, nor does he have this luxury, it is normal to be drunk and dazzled.
When there really was such a person who appeared in front of him, and answered that he was, suing him for him, he couldn't help but be excited, he couldn't disbelieve, even if it was a dream, he would rather stay in the dream for a longer time, because the dream beautifully made him unwilling to wake up.
People are like this, in the face of beautiful dreams and realistic scenes, they always unconsciously deceive themselves.
Linfeng was like a wounded little beast, in the corner of the pond, moving his shoulders and whimpering.
Bai Shi, who was still at the banquet, waited left and right, and when he saw Linfeng's delayed return, he couldn't help but be a little worried, so he got up, bowed to everyone, and excused himself to leave.
He first went to the thatched house to look for it, but did not see a figure, and returned to the residence, the quilt in the house was still square, obviously did not come back.
He had to go out and continue to search, and he shouted as he searched: "Linfeng, Linfeng, do you hear it, hear it and respond to me." He was afraid that he had left something behind, so he went back to the place near the hut, wondering if Linfeng would be drunk and fall halfway down.
He walked through the bushes like this, shouting and looking for it, and his heart became more and more uneasy, not knowing where the wind would be, and whether there would be any accidents.
Until he approached the lotus pond, he faintly heard a cry, quiet in the night, although the voice was weak, but it seemed to cry on the tip of people's hearts, which people could not ignore.
Shiraishi followed the voice, the pupils in his eyes couldn't help shrinking, and he hurriedly jumped down.
The moonlight shrouded the man's body like the gentlest girl, the moonlight was soft, but it couldn't hide the man's wolf bรจi, the whole body was soaked, the hair was messy a lot, and there were even rotten lotus leaves on the sideburns that fell on it, and the originally delicate face was splashed with some mud at this time, and there was mud between the sleeves.
Look at the man's face again, two lines of tears, the tip of his nose is red, his shoulders are moving, and he is silently weeping like that, whimpering quietly.
At first, he wanted to help Linfeng up, but although Linfeng woke up, his body still couldn't keep up for a while.
Lin Feng wiped a handful of tears and whispered, "I'm fine, just let me be here alone." โ
"I ......" Lin Feng wanted to say something at first, but Baishi didn't listen to him anymore, and directly picked him up, not caring about the muddy water splashing at all.
"Today is the day you advance, it was supposed to be a happy event, you have something you can't think of, you have to jump into the pond. Shiraishi's voice was steady, inexplicably reassuring, like a feather gently soothing a trembling heart.
Linfeng's eyes were a little stunned, "No, I had a dream, and when I woke up, I fell into the lotus pond." โ
Bai Shi lowered his eyebrows and glanced at him with some confusion, "What dream?"
Lin Feng was silent for a long time before he spoke, "I dreamed of my sweetheart." This time it was Shiraishi's turn to stagnate, as if the whole person was frozen there.
Sensing the abnormality, Lin Feng raised his eyebrows and looked at Bai Shi's somewhat unnatural expression, his eyebrows were clear, and he said suspiciously: "Bai Shi?"
Shiraishi coughed lightly with embarrassment, "I'm fine, you dreamed of your sweetheart, and then what?"
Lin Feng saw that there was nothing abnormal about Baishi, so he looked at the bright full moon, "Baishi, there is indeed a word in the world, which is longing for disaster. โ
Shiraishi's voice was untraceable, "What do you say?"
Linfeng sighed slowly, "Just look at everything, look like him, miss him, look at this moonlight is also like him, look at a figure like him, he is like the white moonlight in my heart, looking at this moon, I feel as if he is by my side, I have never been lonely." โ
Shiraishi didn't reply much, but just nodded in approval.
"I couldn't tell if it was a dream or if it was real, but I could feel that the shoulders were broad and the chest was strong. โ
"Obviously I asked, is it him? He said yes, I said I miss you very much, he said I am, I called Ban Jing, and he disappeared, like a bamboo basket for water. โ
Hearing the word Ban Jing, Bai Shi's heart felt as if he was being held tightly and twisted, and his heart ached. He raised his head, his brows furrowed slightly, afraid that the wind would see it, and quickly calmed down.
"Let's go back and get some rest"
Bai Shi looked at the sky as gentle as water and moonlight, he could think so, indeed, he has always been by his side and has never left.